#sorry i'm being dumb rn it's just a huuuuuuge weight off my shoulders

[nabateann]

HOLY FUCK!!!!! H O L Y F U C K

i just,,, after months and months of not getting to go on regular dates with my boyfriend (as in, we went out like three times in five months) because of shit that i'm still weird about now I get to and it's,,, i'm just so fucking happy but also really fucking relieved because it was a situation that was wayyy too remniscent of my last relationship and it was so emotionally difficult for me and i just,,,,,,, thank fuck it's over