#sorry i just had a random memory of like. all the times thruout my entire life that i just. couldn't do it and thought that i was going to | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sketchdeath · 2 years ago

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thinking about how i legitimately have a learning disability that was never ever caught despite [insert all the horrors] and now im an adult who has barely an elementary school childs basic grasp of math 😐🤨‼️👍

#slipping thru the cracks like water #sorry i just had a random memory of like. all the times thruout my entire life that i just. couldn't do it and thought that i was going to #grow up to be a failure.#debatable rn to be honest‼️👍#mine #i feel like i cant even talk about how little i know too. i feel like ill be ridiculed. because i have been lol!#yes ive made the effort to learn yes i went to tutoring. i just got pushed aside the majority of times because well. lol. i was coasting.#and now even doing basic math makes me actually legitimately panic. its like im reverted back to trying to do it in school and not being #able to.#i can not do mental math. i can only do some very basic stuff #i can not read fractions or decimals #i can not read big numbers #it is difficult for me to count things in a row especially if those things are very similar #i can not properly measure time or estimate the time it takes for me to get ready/leave for things. i have to plan things in advance to #extreme lengths #cant calculate a tip on the fly. very bad at estimating that. have to preplan.#struggle with coming up with how much things will cost when put together/estimating cost #super fun stuff that makes me feel infantalized as an adult 👍

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