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brainworms-all-night-long · 4 months ago

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Not feeling it rn cuz idk how to disclose to my family (mom, really) that I have two very funnily misplaced random underskin lumps on my neck and and one on the back of my head, and that my mind immiditely jumped to the worst conclusion

#The constant fatigue migranes and brain fog ive had for a good year doesn't help #oh its the damned phone it's because you don't do anything all day it's because you don't see the sun #maybe #doesn't change the fact that they are there and I'm scared haha #had the one on the back of my head for a while #and definitely didnt have a panic attack over finding the third one earlier today when absemindedly scratching my neck #they're kinda hard to find but once you feel them boy oh boy it #sigh it just seems really idk. over the top?#like if I was suppoused to die couldn't it have been anything less mentally and money taxing lmao #why bother with cancer ffs it's not like I have anything in my life going on #and to think I was actually planning on getting it together #my mom has enough on her plate as she is #what with her work slowly killing her #why is she literaly the only one that would kinda care #only after telling me I'm definitely overreacting but still #whatver man #I can't sleep but my head hurts #it's just my period anyway #sorry guys I will be back to Joy and whimsy soon I'm sure #vent #like in amongus haha

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