#sorry I dont have links I'm on the bus

[an-android-in-a-tutu]

first of all obsessed with the endverse claire...... second of all what are the other fics you mention that do that trope well bc i need to read asap

Thank you! I have more things to say about it later today hopefully so keep an eye out :)

The fics are Second Verse, Same as the First by LalaCat1 which is complete now but I haven't actually caught up with yet because I read it when it was still updating and the But Instead, we Become This series by Firebog. I am obsessed with it, but it hasn't updated since 2014 and while when I read it the author's lates word was that they planned to return to it, that was a few years ago now so it may have changed. If it ever does update I'm just going to lose it for a bit. There's companion series that I haven't deleved into, and the author does an interesting formatting thing of inserting hyperlinks to the relate fics into the text, which I didn't take advantage of the first time because I was compelled by what I was currently reading and didn't want to be distracted, but I really should reread it some day and follow along with them while I do.

I don't have as much to say about second verse, unfortunately it's got a really unique set up and I like it a lot, but I haven't finished it and it's been long enough that I'll probably need to start over again since it's not fresh in my mind, Instead we Become this stuck with me though because the author does a better job at bridging the gap between the Cas we know and Endverse Cas than I've ever seen. It's from his point of view so you get his perspective on his actions, and while you can see that externally his behaviour is a lot like he acts in endverse, his internal thought process look and feel like a more familiar version of Cas.

Also honourable mention to heard from your mother (she don't recognize you) by rupertgayes which has no Endverse Cas but instead amnesiac season 15 Cas in stanford era and I'm obsessed with it. It has two amazing fics already and what ALL of these fics have is an alive Jess which is always fun. Fridge Girlfriend Loose In The Narrative What Will She Do

[satorisoup]

OH I THINK I FOUND IT WAUHDSASDUH hii! i'm so sorry but i really don't know how to request stuff so i thought this is where u would request? i'm sorry if i don't request in the actual link (if there's any) this is my first timeee huhuuu, but i REALLYYY want to request an angst to fluff wherein reader gets quite jealous bc kuroo keeps getting hit on by other girls and she gets quite insecure. thank youu don't force urself if u don't have time to!!

#KUROOS’ FANGIRLS

#A/N : yes you found it! ugh kuroo is my fav i love him so much.

#WARNINGS : f!reader. petnames (sweetheart, baby). cursing. cheek kisses. angstish(?) to fluff.

kuroo is undeniably an attractive guy. flirty humor, pretty eyes, and a tall, muscular build. no one would usually think this could be a problem but to you, it was.

it’s annoying, really. sitting at his volleyball game trying to support your boyfriend, the squeals and loud yells of his name coming from random girls in the stands. pretty long hair, whispy curls or styled bangs, big eyes and blushy cheeks, cute little outfits put together.

when the end of the game came and it was time to go, a couple of the girls even had the courage to flirt with him right in front of you.

“your arms are so strong!”

“you looked so hot out there!”

and although kuroo would give a mediocre thank you with a wave of his hand, you couldn’t shake off the creeping feeling of intense jealousy.

these girls were so perfectly put together and fluttered their long eyelashes so prettily it almost made you sick. maybe you needed to put more effort, or grow your hair out more. maybe kuroo thought so too. maybe he didn’t even like you at all.

the walk and bus ride home with kuroo was eerily quiet. you couldn’t even bring yourself to say anything other than a quiet “good job tetsu.” back at the courts.

finally walking into his room and sitting yourself on the edge of his bed, not daring to look him in the eyes and instead focusing your attention on the window. you heard the rustling of his bag on the floor before you felt the bed dip as he sat next to you. you still made no effort to look at him.

“okay, tell me what’s wrong.”

you weren’t expecting him to just blantantly ask you. and you couldn’t help but feel entirely stupid for the answer that was about to leave your mouth.

“do you even like me, kuroo?” the question came out as almost a whisper as you waited for a response.

“sweetheart, of course i do. what are you talking about?” he responded, and you finally moved your head to lock eyes with him. his face filled with slight worry as he stared at you.

“i dont know… you just have so many other girls you could easily be with. i dont understand why u bother with me.”

his eyes softened before responding, “because i love you. i could care less about any other girls because you’re the one i fell in love with.”

you smiled softly at him before being embraced by kuroo’s arms. wet kisses planted on your cheeks and a not so real “ew!” followed with soft laughter. he was right. he was dating you. he knew you like the back of his hand just as well as you knew him. he chose you over anyone else. why be insecure when everything he’s ever told you has proven to be true? its you and kuroo, and it always will be.

“no need to be so jealous, baby. im all yours.”

“quiet, tetsu.”

[he-goes-down]

0. There Was A Time

fic chapters/warnings/disclaimers/ect

:DISCLAIMER:

Mentions of drugs/ sex ect.

English is not my first language

POV changes

x reader

inconsistent updates

time line is not perfect or accurate

Character may also not be accurate

I'll also be posting this on wattpad and maybe ao3

So if you see it wasn't stolen<3

Also i dont know how tumblr works and how to link chapters together(someone send help)

ALSO THIS NOT EDITED IN ANYWAY SO SORRY IF THERE ARE SPELLING MISTAKES

THANK YOU FOR READING MWUAH MWUAH

LEAVE COMMENTS <3

The studio was warm in the coldest night of this Autumn, warm yellowish light and the red carpeted floor made it feel like a cosy log cabin. A full drum set with a few too many ride cymbals and windchimes sat close to the middle of the fat bare bricked wall, with a small metal bucket that had the remains of broken splinter drumsticks. A rack of guitars and two bass holders stood next to the right wall where an old armchair sits, a few different sized amps scattered round the square room. Right in front of the glass that separates the control room from the studio three mic stand in a line with noise cancelling boxes surrounding each of them.

In the control room there is a strong smell of weed and other smokeable herbs, "No! You can't take Runaway Blues off the album!" A man with short shoulder length brown hair and a moustache protested as he puffed on his cigarette as he lied back on the couch, his dark glasses fell back on his face as he tilted his head back. "I agree with Jake. It shows how good we are even when we're shit faced." The man with long curly hair, a gorgeous ethnic nose, stood up – towering over the other 4 people in the sesh – and began to roll another blunt on one of the control panels. The one that started this debated piped in, "Thanks Dan for taking my side." He said sarcastically, his curly mullet was like a solid cloud on his head, and he has a moustache like Jake. "We'll our wonderful manager and producer here," A man that looked like Jesus pointed to a woman that sat next to Jake on the couch. "Was the one that wasn't shit faced, I think that's why it was actually good, Joshua." He finished. "Hey, hey, I'm not saying it's shit because of you, please believe me y/n!" Josh dramatically pleaded to y/n. She was looking up at the ceiling. Pupils dilated. Blunt in hand. "Just, make it shorter." She said confidently, waving her hand a bit. Still not looking at anyone and head craned back. "You have the answer to everything." Danny said his mouth slightly gaped that such a simple solution didn't register in any of their minds. Or he's just on a psychedelic trip and can't spark up a brain cell.

The following week the band had dates in LA since they were still doing there 'Dreams in Gold' Tour. The band was already at the venue setting up, some still sleeping in the bus. Y/n had some business to attend to in their studio in New York before going down to LA. She decided to walk down the infamous Sunset Strip, as a historic music place like this could not go untrekked when having the chance. Wearing a black turtleneck, dark blue flare jeans with dark brown boots and a satchel bag hanging from her shoulder, a small suitcase's handle in the other hand while the silver case dragged its wheels on the floor. As she caught the sight of the colourful sign of The Rainbow, a voice called to her. "Y/n?" A older man, short blondish hair, leather jacket, sunglasses.

Axl Rose.

And like the trigger of a gun being pulled,

A life was lost.

(or misplaced)

Y/n's POV:

Everything stood still,

I stood still.

Then it all went dark. It was a black lifeless void.

Falling backwards but being physically still.

Time was reversing.

A previous life. My life?

Memories rolling past like an old film.

My head spiralled.

I can't comprehend this. What is happening to me?

My first years of school, late 60's early 70's. That's not right. It was the early 2000's.

Falling in love with music, Queen, Elton John.

Highschool was trip. My parents being stricter than anyone else's, they didn't believe I could have a job as in the music industry.

Studying music in college then going on the Uni and taking a science course to get my folks off my back.

One of my most successful record deals was Mötley Crüe and Bon Jovi.

Before they even started writing lyrics for their songs, I knew it off by heart and helped them gain success with it and recording went like dream.

Now I was searching the East Coast for a new band to sign.

March 1985, The City of Angels.

A flash of light, and my eyes flickered open.

It a cold night, dark but the city light was somewhat comforting.

It was the Sunset Strip, but something was...

Off.

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OMG SORRY IF IT'S SHIT

THIS WAS LIKE THE INTRODUCTION, FIRST PART IS COMING OUT SOON 

IM SO EXCITED

(Band at the beginning is greta van fleet )

[afrogwhocantdraw]

Giving the Sbg gang Madilyn Mei songs- Tyler 1/2

I'm sorry for splitting this into two but I lost the entirety of the second song analysis and half of this one so

Gonna get right into it, this will have spoilers for the S1 finale of school bus graveyard, yet again I reccomend listening to the song because it's very good (imo) and I'll only be referencing lyrics I can link to the characters

'song' 1- Tho I'm a tortoise (Hare verse)

where do I start, I know I'm technically supposed to give them all full songs but this verse just fit Tyler so well I had to talk about it

"a slap on the wrist, a tomb made of stone, a casket awaiting a nap"

starting off the verse right away I connect it with Tyler.

"A slap on the wrist" connects to very early on in the comic, when Ashlyn has to bring him back down to earth in order for him to actually process what's happening and help the rest of the group, while she doesn't physically slap him (even though she's close to) she still reminds him that if he doesn't start helping, he can get out. A reminder that, let's be honest, he needed in that moment.

"a tomb made of stone" and "a casket awaiting a nap" are just very clear reminders to me of his death, especially "a casket awaiting a nap" because it just makes me think of how inevitable his death was, how atleast one of the group was going to die in their situation and Tyler unfortunately was the first to go

"we all end up six feet below"makes me think of those many theory's people have that all of the main six are going to die at some point

"the medals I've won from the races I've run on display back home with my cat" can quite obviously connect with his baseball achievements

"we all end up six feet below, so why should we care about all that?" Makes me think of two things, the first is linking back to the previous lyric and how Tyler never really enjoyed baseball as he got older and how the only thing he's focused on is ways of getting into college. His awards dont really matters to him because he's fixated on creating a good future for him and his family.

The other way I see it is by linked it with a scene just after his death, when Ashlyn apologises and he tells her it's not her fault ( in this case "so why should we care bout all that?" Relates to him not caring/ not blaming Ashlyn or any of the group for his death- which side note was amazing character development)

"I run my mouth and I will 'till I'm old"

I mean, do I even need to explain this one, excessive bickering and speaking his unfiltered thoughts (especially to Aiden) has been one of Tyler's main traits since he first showed up.

"and things may not be as the forecaster told, cause they wanted me to show off what I do

But I couldn't care any less to show you

Cause though I'm a Hare I've got nothing to prove"

Yet again this fits Tyler's personality almost perfectly. The thing I mentioned earlier about baseball also fits here with the "they wanted me to show off what I do, but I couldn't care any less to show you". And the rest just fits Tyler's character as a whole.

I swear the next part will be out quicker but motivation was like a rollercoaster lately

[taeraeszn]

hiii i know your rqs are closed but i wanted to put this in your inbox before i forgot/lost your account.

the headcannons u made on zb1 missing their date.. can you do an extension of yujins where he makes it up to you?

abs fine if you dont wanna do it but id love to see how youd write it 🫶

(if u do end up doing it, pls write yujin being a bit bold. or asking his hyungs for help. hes always written so shy in the other ones 😅)

when zb1 misses a date - yujin extension

hi anon <3 i thought i could write something quickly for you as i've never gotten an ask like this! i actually had to look back at what i wrote bc i forgot what i had written for yujin lol. enjoy!!

link to original

"i feel like the worst.." yujin mumbled while sitting his bed. gyuvin who was laying next to him sat up while comforting him.

"don't worry. i'm sure they forgive you. their coming here today right?" he nodded then checked his phone, seeing a notification from you on kakaotalk. in the message you were informing yujin of what time you'd be there at, three.

"do you think they'd be okay with just watching something inside with some snacks and drinks?"

gyuvin took a bite of the popcorn that just came fresh out of the microwave, "yeah indoor dates are cute...hey, these taste really good!"

as time was ticking till your arrival, gyuvin ended up leaving and yujin had the entire afternoon to himself. his family would also be out leaving the house to the two of you.

the doorbell rang and terry rushed to the door, jumping in excitement. he took a deep breath in and opened the door to reveal you standing you. terry pounced in excitement and you picked them up (idk terry's gender forgive me).

"hi terry!" you greeted, petting their head gently. as you put them down, you faced yujin.

"hi..." you said to your boyfriend, he smiled, "hi, did you get here safely?" you nodded then making your way inside and to his living room.

"yeah the bus was a bit crowded but otherwise it was fine." yujin guided you to his couch and you sat down with the blanket over top of you, terry also decided to accompany the two of you. you took notice of the drinks and snacks on the coffee table.

"i know i already said it but i'm sorry, i still really guilty about it. i wanted to make up for what happened so i brought all of your favourite snacks and drinks. i want today to be better. we can do whatever you want today, this is your day."

you were surprised at yujin's forwardness but appreciated the effort he put into making this day special. without words, you leaned your head on his shoulder.

"i'm so happy you all of this for me yujin! you didn't have to though. honestly just doing nothing with you is all i need." he quickly turned on netflix to look through some k-drama's to watch.

"y'know what.." he handed the remote to you, "choose what you want to watch." he scooched a bit closer to you and gently held your hand.

"oh-what? really?"

"for sure." you grabbed a handful of popcorn then scrolled through the selection, eventually picking one. as it began playing, silent embraced the two of you but however you enjoyed it. this was the best type of date to make up for yesterday.

but just then.."(name)." you turned away from the tv, "i love you." you giggled, "love you too."

the rest of the afternoon was filled with laughter and smiles between you and yujin. he was sure to make this the best date ever, even ordering pizza later in the day.

in the end, yuijin did follow up on his promises and in the best way ever.

[gooddboygonebadd]

Tag Game once more~

This time in was tagged by the lovely davin (@noraecore) - Merry Christmas everyone! Hopefully you were able to spend your time with family and friends~

ANYWAYS- This tag game is ~Questions not usually seen~

A time period you feel you'd do well in...

If I am being completely honest, probably the 80s. Everyone seems so chill and the music, the styles, everything *chefs kiss*

A mythical animal you wish you could be...

A troll. They are SOO under appreciated. I'm not talking abt those big trolls that live under bridges, oh no no no, I am talking abt those trolls that steal your socks. Always the left ones...

(please smo tell me they got that reference)

Your favourite time of day...

2-4 am. I always wake up during that time. Idk why tho. There is just something magical feeling about that time. Everyone in the house is sleeping, its quiet... uk what I mean? I usually put on analog horror videos on my phone and just binge watch HOURS of them. They usually freak me out so i stay up until sunrise... or I go on tumblr. Either or.

The fictional tv show character that's the most like you...

I dont really know if I am being honest. I dont really watch tv shows or movies. But I would probably say Artemis from ready player one. Idk I just kinda have the same vibe I guess.

Your favourite flower...

Lavender. I love it so much. Nearly everything in my room smells like it too. My sister got me a lavender diffuser and I had it on all day. My deodorant smells like it, my clothes smell like it and my perfume used to be lavender too. Oh and my shampoo and conditioner- ....and possibly my body wash as well.... TO MUCH TMI I AM SO SORRY-

A fictional universe you would love to be in...

Easily the Sweet Tooth universe. If you havent watched it, (you really should... it's on Netflix) this deer-human hybrid kid (gus/sweet tooth) wants to find his mother. A big guy called big man/jeppard takes gus to red rock Colorado. BUT GUESS WHAT? (chicken bu-) there is a VERY lethal disease that they call the sick. SO its basically post-apocalyptic type world.

Also Bubble too. It's an anime movie where Tokyo was encapsulated by a bubble.

Both Sweet Tooth and Bubble are amazing. 10/10. They are on Netflix if anyone is interested~

Add stranger things to that list too

The aesthetic you wish you had...

I really like dark academia aesthetics. I really wish I suited that aesthetic. Like I LOVE it sm. And also stempunk too. Not to wear or have but just anyone who pulls off steampunk, immediate respect.

A kpop group you would love to be in...

Three words. MAMA MAMA MOOOOOOO

Kpop idol(s) you would be bestfriends with if you're an idol...

Your one and only Na Jaemin and Lee Jeno from NCT. They would be sooo much fun to hang out with. And Felix from skz. Imagine cooking brownies together 🥺

Your favourite outfit to wear...

I normally wear jeans, black tank top, and a light blue jacket I own. I do switch it up every once in a while by wearing a link (legend of zelda) sweatshirt. BUT FEAR NOT FOLKS! I went shopping and got quite a bit of clothes that made me feel good. So I'll be wearing those more often and building more ~~confidence~~

I had a lot of fun making doing this. Also thank you so much davin for putting all of the questions at the end to copy and paste them. It made the process soo much easier.

Anyways I will be tagging: @blizzardfluffykpop @kingdomtual @seohotonin @septicrebel and anyone else who wants to do it! Remember, you dont have to do it! It's there for grabs tho

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

[thaleleah]

Hi, babes! Responding to this months later.... I'm so sorry 😭 I hope you're still around and doing okay? How are things with you?

TAL MY LOVE YOU'RE BACK 🩷 GIRL I'VE MISSED YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!

I'm doing really good! I've actually been planning on opening a shop on etsy and selling homemade resin art and charms! Hopefully it's something I will stick to in the end. But for now, I just need to practice my skills for it. So I'm pretty excited for that 🥰

I'm okay for now. People are so stressful and that just about sums up my last few months lol. I'm considering going back to school to get a Masters degree which is super scary but also a little exciting?? I feel like throwing up when I think of having to pay for it though.

I'm really glad you're doing good 🩷 you take as much time as you need. I always say mental health comes first! And if you need someone to talk to you in private, just let me know and I'll message you on here 🩷

Girlll I am so happy for you!!! You go and get that Masters degree babe. Don't even be scared. You got this! And don't stress about the money. For now, just take it day by day!

What are you studying? 🥰 I just got my Bachelors in Biology last year!

Godless Part 3 is in the works! It's almost done I think. I wrote this chapter non-linearly so now I'm trying to fit everything together and make the transitions make sense. I'm a little worried that I lost Nun's voice since its been a while since I've gotten to write so I might have to reread the last two parts to make sure it flows but tbd lol. I don't want to give a deadline I can't stick to, but I'm hoping I can have it out within a week🤞🏻

I've missed Billy and our Nun 😭 But you take your time with part 3. Don't rush yourself. And I cannot wait to read it once it's out 🥰

Missed you lots!

I missed you more girl 😭 I'm so happy to finally have you back 🩷

How's life going in the Avatar fandom? 🥰

And girl... that new still of Tom Blyth in Wasteman... 👀🥵🫠 like come on and fuck noncon me hard till I can't walk for days. I just want to get on my knees and service him!

Once this movie is out. You and I are gonna probably talk about it for maybe a year 😂

- 🍯🐝

TAL MY LOVE YOU'RE BACK 🩷 GIRL I'VE MISSED YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!

YOU’RE STILL HERE THANK GOD 🧡 I missed you so much too

I'm doing really good! I've actually been planning on opening a shop on etsy and selling homemade resin art and charms! Hopefully it's something I will stick to in the end. But for now, I just need to practice my skills for it. So I'm pretty excited for that 🥰

Hell yes, baby!! You should def open an Etsy shop! Have you been making stuff for a while now or is this a new craft? Whenever you open your shop, make sure to send me the link so I can support!

I'm really glad you're doing good 🩷 you take as much time as you need. I always say mental health comes first! And if you need someone to talk to you in private, just let me know and I'll message you on here 🩷

Thank you, hun 🧡 Mental health really does come first. And same for you too! You are always welcome to DM me anytime about anything. My messages are open for you.

What are you studying? 🥰 I just got my Bachelors in Biology last year!

Congrats on the Bachelors! That's a huge achievement! I got my Bachelors in English and now I'm hoping to get my Master of Library and Information Studies. I'm hoping to find work as a librarian or something similar.

I've missed Billy and our Nun 😭 But you take your time with part 3. Don't rush yourself. And I cannot wait to read it once it's out 🥰

I shall! I think its so close to being done so I'm getting excited lol

How's life going in the Avatar fandom? 🥰

It's going. A lot of people are inactive right now both because of the lull of content and how far off we still are for when A3 comes out but also because of some drama that went on a few months ago. It made a lot of people nervous to be active and honestly i dont blame them. I tried to be a little active recently on my other blog but I'm feeling like I might just have to call a small break for a while which makes me sad cause I love the fandom so much but bruhhhhhh it got so toxic so fast for no reason.

And girl... that new still of Tom Blyth in Wasteman... 👀🥵🫠 like come on and fuck noncon me hard till I can't walk for days. I just want to get on my knees and service him! Once this movie is out. You and I are gonna probably talk about it for maybe a year 😂

The way I'm gonna be insufferable when this movie comes out 😩 I need this man to completely destroy my pussy me. The things I want him to do to me??? Omg yes I will probs have to write about it lollllllll SO please pray that life calms the fuck down so I can get out all the smutty dark and delicious fics that should make me question my sanity but instead make me hehehehe 😂

We have porn to read, Universe! Get your priorities straight!

[willows-pjo-ocs]

I figured i should make an intro post for my ocs

Also btw if your not tagged in an open starter you can still do it idc just lmk if you want me to @ you ill make a list

And ill just edit this post when i have more stuff or change anything

Edit: im gonna unpin this and link it to a diff master post

Anyways

Kiara Belvedere

Age: 15

Gender: female

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: bisexual

Godly parent: Selene

Powers: healing (only at night), photokinesis (limited to moonlight and not that much, kinda like a glowstick when she's embarrassed), increased strength at night time particularly when the moon isn't obscured by the clouds (which does not change when the moon is new since its still the moon), she can transfer the pain you feel to herself, limited hydrokinesis since the moon controls the tides, and she sees better in the dark. Limited umbrakinesis plus she can shadow travel. Not really a power, but she is good at chariot driving since her mom is Selene.

(Slight tw/cw for transphobia)

General information: Kiara is a 15 year old transgender demigod daughter of Selene. She arrived at camp a bit before the Battle of the Labyrinth (the battle itself, not the book, but both are technically true), so she did end up fighting in the Battle of the Labyrinth, the Battle of Manhattan, and the Battle of Half-Blood Hill (plus if there was another one in toa i havent read it yet so dont spoil me.)

I would say she was about 12 or 13 when she arrived at camp so she's been there for a bit

She wasn't claimed until 2 or 3 years after she arrived since her mom didn't have a cabin yet

She is currently dating Aurelia Emerson, another oc of mine.

No father issues here since her dad is pretty awesome, but she does have mother issues, which comes with your godly parent being your mother.

She has a good deal of trauma from these battles, as do the other demigods who fought in said battles.

Kids used to tease her all the time and do stuff like pulling on her hair at school but she ended up finding her people

At some point (sometimes i rp before, during, or after this) she ended up going on a quest. I haven't planned out much of this quest or who she gets captured by, but she ends up getting captured by these monster or something who want a son of Selene even though she very much isn't a son, but a daughter. They only ever referred to her as a boy and made her wear raggedy ass "boy" clothes (even though i believe that clothes dont have gender idk how else to phrase it)

She ends up back at camp somehow, havent planned that part out yet, but yet another trauma she has to deal with (yay i guess..?)

Also, I apologize if I accidentally portray her a bit wrong since I'm not trans but feel free to critique me if I do something wrong bc I really want to know so I can do better/be more educated

Face claim:

Aurelia Emerson

Age: 15

Gender: female

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: lesbian

Godly parent: Eos

Powers: photokinesis (limited), hydrokinesis (only the morning dew), increased strength at dawn.

General information: Aurelia is a 15 year old demigod daughter of Eos. She is from small town Mississippi and she came to camp closer to when she was 14, so pretty recently. She is currently dating Kiara Belvedere, as said above. She arrived at camp after an emposai attacked her. (Probably a satyr who brought her, but idk.)

She arrived at camp post the events of the Heroes of Olympus books and thus didn't fight in those same battles that Kiara did. (Once again, if there was one in toa I didn't read it yet.)

She dealt with/deals with a lot of internalized homophobia and stuff like that since she grew up in small town Mississippi.

But she never really extended it towards others. It always confused her why people would be upset about who someone loves or what their gender identity was or anything like that

But as soon as it was her who happened to be a kiss-girl (im so sorry i cannot take myself seriously), she hated herself for it. It was fine when anyone else was like that, but not her.

She ends up being able to accept herself more slowly after she and Kiara don't start dating quite yet, but are kinda talking? Do you call it that if you've been best friends for a while and already acting pretty gay around her? Idk. Seriously, Marilene (head counselor for the Selene cabin) was waiting for the longest time for them to just kiss.

They do end up dating dw

This really reminds me of Once More to See You by Mitski because Kiara really just wanted to tell everyone and everything about how much she loved Aurelia, but Aurelia was still closeted at this point. (Sorry if im making it sound like it was a bad thing that she was closeted. it's not and, good on her for taking her time and doing it when she was comfortable)

Face claim:

Imagine her but just a bit tanner

Marilene Smith

Age: 19

Gender: female

Pronouns: she/they

Sexuality: idk but saphic

Godly parent: Selene

Powers: she can 'see' anything that the moon is in line of sight of (one part of the earth in the day the other part at night since thats how day and night work) (nothing underground plus trees and stuff) to a degree. It takes a good bit of energy and focus and stuff since she's not a goddess. Limited photokinesis and umbrakinesis though she is better at photokinesis. She can shadow travel. Like Kiara, she can heal. But only at night. She was the one who taught Kiara. She also gains strength from the moon. It does not change when the moon is new, since the moon is still out.

General information: Marilene has also been at camp for a pretty long time. She is one of the oldest campers there. She arrived at camp when she was maybe 15 and stays there full time. Being the head counselor of the Selene cabin, she cares about her sibling more than anything. When Kiara didn't return from her quest, she spent every moment she could trying to locate her and asking some of the Helios kids to help her. Even when Kiara was still doing the quest as normal she occasionally took a look just to see if she was alive and ok. She did end up having to promise Kiara that she wouldn't be looking too often. She also had to promise Amaia the same thing when she joined the Hunter of Artemis although the protective older sister part of her often made it very difficult not to.

Face claim:

Gender: female

I couldn't find any pictures that had her body type so imagine her as plus sized and you have the right idea

Amaia Hussain

Age: 13

Gender: female

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: idk/doesn't matter

Godly parent: Selene

Powers: Since Selene is also a goddess of Lunacy, Amaia has the ability to drive people and occasionally nymphs mad. She gains strength at night, particularly when the moon is not obscured by clouds. This stays the same even when the moon is new. Limited photokinesis and umbrakinesis though she is better at umbrakinesis. She also has zoolingualism since she is a Hunter of Artemis. She is immortal unless she falls in love or dies in battle, also because she is a Hunter.

General information: Amaia arrived at camp when she was 11 years old. When the Hunters visited camp at some point during Kiara's capture, she decided to join them after Marilene asked to see if they would be able to help her find Kiara. At some point with the help of some demigods from camp and some of the Hunters, including Amaia, they were able to find Kiara and bring her back to camp.

Face claim:

Melissa Hanning

Age: 16

Gender: female

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: aro/ace

Godly parent: Psyche

Powers: She is more sensitive to peoples emotions than others, she can look into someone's psyche kinda and see how their feeling. Although she cannot see super clear memories, she can get a sense for what thing in someone's past made them that way. She can temporarily alleviate someone's mental pain so to speak. In general, she is very emotionally mature and is the responsible one.

General information: I do not know when she arrived at caml but I do know that she only stays for the summer. Although she is very much a people person, sometimes being the voice of reason or being a therapist to traumatized demigods like the rest of her siblings is exhausting. Sometimes she'll cope with that by letting herself be reckless and not have to worry about things. Other times she'll just lay in her cabin for a while to soak in the quiet, or rather, what little quiet there is at camp. One day after Leo managed to basically undo the reprogramming Glykera had done to her, he went to Melissa to try and see if she would be able to help Glykera despite her being an automaton (see the oc bellow this one). She wasn't able to use her powers as well to help Glykera since she is an automaton, she was able to help her deal with these new emotions and find better coping skills.

Face claim:

Γλυκέρα (Glykera)

Age: ???

Gender: ???

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: ??? (Probably aroace)

Godly parent: None (except she was created by Hephaestus cus it was either that or Daedelus

Powers: ???

General information: (tw for mentions of sa and/or implied sa , physical abuse, and basically being jumped im sorry)

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Ok i just did the dots so it would give more space and stuff cus i know i accidentally read ahead all the time and i dont want anyone who doesn't want to to have to read what the tw is for on accident

Anyways, Glykera is an automaton from ancient Greece. Idk which period, probably closer to when they made more of those statues. She was made to resemble the beauty standard for women at that time period.

Since Hephaestus creates a lot of things, she ended up getting lost and ended up in the hands of her old master.

He would have her assist him with things and stuff, the whole schist. He wasn't the nicest man in Greece, but he wasn't the worst. When he first got her, he ended up reprogramming her so that she wouldn't feel or express her emotions as much. Then he reprogrammed her so that she couldn't really object to her order. Those reprogrammings did take a couple of tries however.

He also slammed a hammer or some thing else heavy onto her hand, to see if it would hurt. It did, but since her metal is pretty sturdy, she didn't get dented.

Her old master would have guests over all the time and she would serve them drinks or just stand there looking pretty while she waited for orders.

These drunken guests would occasionally get a bit too comfortable with her, and since she couldn't really do anything, they just continued. You know how those bronze statues of women sometimes have lighter spots on their breasts because people decide to just touch them? Kinda like that but her metal didn't get much lighter. She physically could not say no or move or express her discomfort because of the reprogrammings.

One time, for whatever reason, one of the guests ended up jumping her, almost beating her to robot-death or at least almost leaving her with pretty bad damage.

As a result, she hates being touched. She hates it when people talk about giving her or other automatons upgrades or reprogramming. She hates being called an it as well.

After days when her old master had guests over, he would erase her memory of what had happened if he knew one of the guests had assaulted her, but he wasn't always successful. He often tried to get them to just leave her alone, but he wasn't the most firm about it and they continued.

At some point she was basically powered off and didn't wake up for a few thousand years.

After Leo Valdez found her and did general repairs, he managed to undo the reprogrammings that stopped her from feeling her emotions as strong, expressing them, and he undid the one(s) that prevented her from protesting against orders and stuff like that.

He also accidentally brought back the memories that had been erased from her.

So for the next few days, the overwhelm of memories and suddenly much louder feelings left her in a pretty bad state for somr days. She would jump at every sound, curse herself for being unable to serve and just being in a heap, and sometimes she would have pretty bad panic attacks.

Since he was only really able to help her so much, Leo went to the Psyche cabin and now Melissa is her unofficial therapist.

She has since gotten better, but she is still pretty sensitive to sound, touch, and people being upset in general. She always tried to appease them, make them feel better, just to avoid potential consequences. Only a few people are allowed to touch her, and even then she's still not too big on it. She stays in Bunker 9 whenever they have fireworks displays, trying to avoid the noise, which is pretty effective.

Nowadays she spends most of her time in Bunker 9 although occasionally she will stroll around camp.

She also pretty tall. Either like 6'5 or closer to 7 feet tall

She's not as good as the Kourai Khyseai (Golden Maidens), who were also created by Hephaestus, and her facial expressions are limited and kinda uncanny

Also, I do not ship her with Leo or anyone else.

Face claim: ???/heres a picture of a greek or greek style statue i took at the Boston Museum of Fine Arts just imagine it was bronze

Oh my gods this was long

I even had to switch to the website just to finish adding all the pictures

Thanks if you read all this

Also all the divider things i used came from @firefly-graphics you should go check them out bc they were really a lifesaver when it came to making this

Seriously half the ones i tried to use from google looked like they were transparent but weren't so yeah

They ask that you just reblog the post you get the things from if you use it so im just gonna check that i did

[wsdalt]

hey there, sdol anon here! so that’s a great question, i dont know if there actually is a place where you can access all the vods 😬 felps is a dinossaur both on youtube and on streaming in general, so i think he doesn’t quite mind lost content usually

i know that the vods on (on, in, at? i never know when to use each sorry💀) twitch start at “1” because there was a twitch apocalypse in brazil a few years ago, in which because of the strikes twitch started throwing around basically every streamer just immediately deleted all their vods and clips. poof, gone. and the streams count restarted. (i was really sad because that included a vod of felps, cellbit and alan playing stardew valley together rip) so there is a *lot* of lost content from before that time, there only remains some clips and whatever is left at the Felps LIVE youtube channel i believe

he was one of the first few youtubers on twitch, but somewhere in the middle - around 2018/2019 if i remember correctly - he stayed a while on facebook live (searching google for “felps facebook live” you can probably find links to some of his vods from that time, but i dont remember if there is a place to access *all* the vods at once - facebook is a mess to me KKKKKKKK). otherwise, best shot at finding old content i would say still is the clips on Felps’ youtube channel or on Felps LIVE, but it’s usually just the gameplay parts that remains there

i really hope it helps somewhat, but it has been awhile since i tried to watch old vods and my memory’s a bit spotty so maybe someone out there may have a better idea

is there anything in particular you’re looking for that you want some help with or just random vods? whatever it is i hope you find it soon, good luck!

-sdol anon (i think i enjoyed the nickname lmao)

i drafted this because i was worried i'd lose it if i clicked out of it pfft and then hit post instead of edit oops. anyway \o/ i wanted to check some things before responding to you, but we will get to that

thank you so much for the information \o/!!! it is… a bit sad honestly (stardew valley with felps cellbit and alan sounds fun…) but i am also very happy to know because i was driving myself crazy trying to figure what happened

i did look through facebook, but it was mostly clips--although searching what you suggested in google got me some vods? something i'll keep looking into i think. i never use facebook it is a mess to navigate for me too…

felps' archive is honestly very very good considering a lot (the fact his twitch vods don't delete after 2 months is amazing) and as you say there's a lot crossposted to youtube even though it's not full streams

now for what specifically i'm looking for:

it's referenced three times from memory during the qsmp as part of qfelps' backstory, so i wanted to try and find the vod to get a sense of the vibe so i can integrate it into anything i write for the character

the reference i checked before answering he mentioned he "drove a bus for 25 1/2 hours without stopping while demons tried to attack" i think i also heard it referenced later on as specifically a 24 hour doom challenge? or something? i'm not sure

maybe i'm just searching wrong because i'm searching in english, or i misinterpreted what game was being played, but i haven't been able to find anything for it on both youtube and twitch. so um… if you have any information on that or maybe even a place to look (or maybe it was one of the things deleted…) i would appreciate it a lot \o/!!

as it is i am probably going to see what i can get from facebook for the moment. thank you again \o/!!!

[abiiors]

ok i had a full nights sleep. i am coherent. i am fixing to copy/paste the tweets here for your enjoyment. its a lot.

ok so parx twit had a “trend” on unpopular opinions about the band during the sneaking out of heaven tour (their most recent one) one person said this

“Had to be said. You forgot his over dependence on nyquil and sleep drugs that borderlines abuse, he claims he's straight edge though ✨”

she deleted and posted a noted app apology

“Hey friends, I'm writing this to you, not just as an apology for writing dumb shit on twitter with no thought behind it, but to also share that I do suffer from my own personal addiction to pain medication, and have been since I was 17. Addiction is a real thing, it's a problem and it should be talked about, but not at the expense of others and making baseless assumptions. We all know where false acusations can lead, and it's never a good time. I've been reflecting on my previous inflammatory tweet about Awsten and his use of Nyquil and I want to say that I am truly sorry for my, dumb, offensive and very thoughtless tweet. I didn't stop to think before I wrote something so dumb and hurtful and I'm sorry for that. I'm not perfect, l'm human and I make mistakes. I know I fucked up hard and I'm sorry to anyone that was offended by my words. I can delete a tweet, but I can't take away the fact that I wrote it, and that it's out there causing anger to people, so l'm acknowledging that, and owning my mistakes. I am also very greatful to the people that took the time to educate me on this, I always appreciate any guidance. Moving forward I want to do better, internet etiquette is hard to get right especially when you're in a fandom spanning multiple generations and culture's but l'm definately gonna try harder.”

awsten saw the tweets and now that tour has been over for a while he has responded.

“HEY AND BTW WHEREVER THAT ACORNBRAIN WALMARTMOUTH BREATHING TWITTER DULLED CLOWN IS AT THAT SAID I HAVE A DRUG PROBLEM BC I TAKE ZZZQUIL TO SLEEP IN A BUS ON A THIN ASS MATTRESS, I APPRECIATE UR CONCERN AND I HAVENT HAD ANY SINCE TOUR ENDED, YOU CURED ME OF MY ADDICTION”

“GET COOKED WORMBREATH DUMBASS !!! I HOPE YOURE LIKE 14 BECAUSE IF YOURE OPERATING LIKE THIS AT FULLY GROWN, I FEEL SO SAD FOR YOU HAHA PAINT DRINKER”

he quoted a tweet with this after that.

“THIS AND THEN SELF-RIGHTEOUS PEOPLE SMELLING BLOOD IN THE WATER SWOOP IN TO PAT THEMSELVES ON THE BACK AND ABSOLVE THEM LIKE A PRIEST SAYING "we weren't trying to cancel u we wanted to hold you accountable thank you" LMFAO0000000 I LAUGH EVERY TIME, ITS A FULL CIRCLE OF STUPID”

“it's either a notes app apology or an "i'm taking a break" and they go priv and come back in like two days” ^quoted tweet

he also tweeted a picture of a confessional with “you are… forgiven”

“DUMBEST HILLS HAVE EYES MUTANTS ON HERE WILL BE LIKE “uM personally i think he is so immature and Anyone should be allowed to say Anything and Everything at All Times with no repercussions” SIKE BITCH THIS IS THE REAL WORLD OPEN YOUR EYES”

the person who tweeted what hes talking about is between 32-34 and followed them for a majority of the us tour. they flew in from australia for it. somebody tweeted the photo of the tweet that caused him to say that cropped so the persons @ was cut out and his response to that was

“NO MORE CROPPING NAMES, I DONT GIVE A FUCK, WE SHAME IDIOTS, WE SHAPE THE FUTURE”

“WORLD PEACE

IM OUT”

her response to the paint drinker shit was

“loved waking up to you caling me an idiot, thanks Awsten. This fucked up my mental health something fierce and put me in a really bad place”

“Woke up and burst into tears, thanks Awsten”

and a “Awsten what the fuck”

hold on ill link a few of my favorite tweets from the situation because now what the fuck tweet is a whole fuckin joke.

https://x.com/lowkeyashan/status/1782178428982059407?s=46

https://x.com/aioevera7/status/1782185227428729005?s=46

https://x.com/tantrxmbee/status/1782170160209531077?s=46

-🦞

okay what i'm about to say might be a bad an unpopular take because i only have the context that you've given me in this ask so idk if this user used to be disliked before this, or used to be beloved or super popular or whatever else.

anyway i think awsten is... in the wrong here.

this is not to say that the user who tweeted about his alleged drug addiction is saintly and pure and innocent, that was a fucked up tweet to make regardless of if awsten would have seen and/or responded.

however... if i was a popular celeb with a wholeass fandom i would NEVER say these things publicly like sure i understand being mad that someone is talking to flippantly about drug use and speculating about your drug use online but then to go ahead and call them a bunch of names as well as essentially weaponise your fanbase in a way where they're now making memes about this person, making fun of them etc. i'm glad they're not 14 like he said but he didn't know if they were 14 or not, what if they were super young... what if someone who's barely a teenager had to deal with this not only from someone they adore but also from a whole fandom they considered their own??

anyway... yeah i hope tweetuser is fine and i'm glad there's no addiction here. ooofff that's a messy situation wow 😬

[mychemicalficrecs]

I will take every x reader smut you throw at me. With any kink. Also threesomes. Just no waycest. That is the only limit this horny individual has. Please make it a long list, I need a lot of reading material. Porn without plot is preferred. I'm sorry if I'm disturbing. Thank you.

Okay! So I admit I was a bit afraid of this ask because I assumed there was a ton of this I'd have to work my way through, but there's actually very little reader insert pwp. I'm genuinely surprised :D

You can also check out this link that leads to all works on ao3 tagged with a reader ship and smut and take your pick ;)

Reader insert PWP

It Ain't Exactly What You Planned by MyChemicalFallOutBoyRomance, Gerard/Reader, 4k, Explicit. You are working backstage at a music venue and the lead singer of the band needs something in his room...

Someone Get Me To A Church by MyChemicalFallOutBoyRomance, Gerard/Reader, 4k, Not Rated. You move into a new house and meet your neighbours, the Ways, including gorgeous but nervous Gerard. They're having a costume party and you decide to accept their invitation. When you arrive it seems there's another side of Gerard you never ever imagined...

Blind To All Of The Signs by MyChemicalFallOutBoyRomance, Frank/Reader, 7k, Not Rated. You've been lucky enough to land a spot opening for Frank Iero and The Patience. That means you get to watch him perform on stage every night. Until he calls you on it... then that bubbling sexual tension seems less like a joke and more like something you should have mentioned sooner.

Kick Me Like A Stray by SupremeDingbat, Gerard/Reader, 1k, Explicit. Gerard literally just punishes you and fucks you, no plot, just straight up porn

Kiss The Ring by SupremeDingbat, Gerard/Reader, 1k, Explicit. Tour bus sex. Nothing too original but i added my own ~kinky flair~

I Dont Care If It Hurts, I Wanna Have Control by SupremeDingbat, Gerard/Reader, 942 words, Explicit. Gerard catches you masturbating. PWP and alotta punishment. TW: (Sexual) Cutting and Bloodplay.

your life will never be the same by stillthegoodfornothing, Frank/Gerard/Reader, 6k, Explicit. You have been a tour manager for My Chemical Romance for a year now. Who knew this would be the best job ever?

you're gonna kiss that ring by stillthegoodfornothing, Gerard/Reader, 5k, Explicit. As a university student who’s having difficulty in finishing your research, you tried to ask your professor for some extension. It turns out Professor Way is pretty considerate as long as you persuade him well.

The Second Show by Anonymous, Frank/Gerard/Reader, 8k, Explicit. From what you know, the My Chem guys don’t really do groupies. That's the rumor at least. And yet here you are being led backstage . . . - Prompt: Male reader gets fucked by Gerard and Frank at the same time.

[goldenmorningglory]

(someone please make me stop overthinking this show.

also heavy paraphrasing of dialogues bear with me.)

bad buddy and the triggers for feelings and confessions

so another thing i was thinking about was ep 7 pran saying "we're both tight lipped people. we'll never reveal our feelings unless something triggers it".

and once you think about it he's right.

let's take ep 1.

so the conflict of the story is set up here. their parents are enemies, their friends cant breathe unless theyre at each other's necks. pran and pat don't wanna fight though.

here that's the trigger. their unwillingness to fight each other for whatever hidden reasons. and that reveals the feelings of comraderie.

"i don't want to fight you". being the expression of that.

now ep 2.

here we have a continuation of that and the supposed wooing pat does of his neighbour. but the real conflict is pran hearing pat's dad talk about him. here pran says "he's right. i am sorry if i caused you trouble. i'm moving out."

theres a lot pran silently acknowledges here. not just their present situation but also the past. he probably thinks he has burdened pat in the past as well. and thats a lot to confess.

pat doesnt pick up on that because he doesnt think pran has done anything that ever troubled him.

pat coming to pran and offering to move out instead is another revelation. that pat doesnt think pran has ever been trouble for him. that hes grateful for pran.

pran saying he wants pat to keep owing him...well. he wants a reason pat sticks to him.

anyways ep 3.

oooh boi. so ep 3 is the bus stop, the project proposal, the olive branch from engg to archi and the guitar scene.

loads of triggers for feeling confessions here. it being pat doing the most here, we see these confessions theough actions.

im sorry. i want to help. of course they'll like it because i like it.

the guitar scene speaks for itself. pran doesnt like being in debt. his trigger is not wanting another thread of gratitude and happiness to be linked to pat. but asking "have you eaten?" is another silent confession. i care about you .

and then pat finally gives pran the guitar and lol what can i even say.

"i like to see your face.............when you lose."

(yeah lmao that wasnt fooling anyone pat, but moving on.)

now ep 4.

well ink is here and ink is queer but these two fools dont know that so thats their trigger for feelings in this ep. and well...its heavy.

there's jealousy and guilt. both pat and pran are jealous. pat of pran cause he think he likes ink and pran of ink cause he thinks pat likes ink. pat feels guilty of skipping the bus stop inspection cause he knew he had lied to pran.

lying to pran eats at him more than normal and so he goes with food. and then theres wound tending. (this man really called his rival cute and didnt even blink).

then the actual match and pat is confused. he sees pran and ink joking around and smiling and he's confused cause ink does that with him too so why does he feel so off balance? he concludes its probably because pran seems to like ink and ink seems to like pran.

he doesnt realise its probably cause pran seems to laugh and smile around her but not him. he projects his jealousy towards ink onto pran and then the bedroom scene happens.

and well confessions are definitely made.

pran straight up says no, he doesnt like ink. pat is relieved. why? if pran was just his rival and friend, what would he have done if pran said yes?

his sigh of relief was relief that pran said no. not because of anything else but the fact that pran does not like ink romantically.

"if you were ink would you like me?"

i dont think pat himself knew what he was asking here and what he expected to hear. it certainly wasn't pran and his curiously shaky voice going "i hate you."

then we have ep 5.

the trigger is obvious. pat is trying hard to bring back his crush on ink. its not working somehow. and then his oh moment happens and that triggers their biggest confession of all.

"i hate it when you sang it with them."

"dont do this to me pat."

"it was so terribly lonely."

"do you want to be friends?" "no."

notice how they still haven't actually revealed what they feel out loud thought they both know it.

that brings us to ep 6.

pat being on that bus is a clear admission. i'll fight for this no matter what i risk. they confess that they dont yet know how to talk kindly to each other, but that they both would want to be their selves who live in a world where their parents weren't bitter enemies.

and pat, that genius, loveable boy says, well let's do it our way! and makes the bet.

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and then ep 7 happens. and pran acknowledges what they both know. they won't confess with words unless something makes them do it.

but pat already knows that. he knows and he also knows that hes ready to lose- ready to be the first one to lose in that criteria.

he does and now its in the open. now he doesnt need to keep confessing through actions. he can use words.

ep 8 and 9 shows this in full bloom. now each sorrow, hurt of slightest discomfort of the other is a trigger for them to say what they feel, what theyre thinking. theyre attuned to each other and each action of the other is now a trigger that makes them feel.

and so pran's observation does hold true. except now they are each other's triggers for being honest about how they feel in their words and actions. they dont need to be quiet about it anymore.

[scannerfunky]

im sorry. this is just supposed to be a stupid meme reblog account. i never wanted to make one of these posts, because im pretty sure everyone thinks they're annoying, but i dont know what else to do. im sorry.

im 19 and i live with my mom and i can't anymore. she yells... all day. no matter what. no matter how much i apologize. i still manage to do something wrong, and she yells, and says the worst things and i can't take it anymore. she won't let me go out anymore, when i leave she shows up at the door to my friends houses and makes me come back. she always knows where i am because shes tracking my phone. i spend every second afraid of her. when she's nice its not even so bad, but she can turn around so quickly im too scared to even be in the same room as her anymore. she throws out my prescriptions (medications for my depression, anxiety, and eating disorder), she won't let me see my therapist anymore because she doesnt want to pay for me to go talk shit about her to someone for an hour. she makes my boyfriend miserable anytime she sees him because he's trans, im afab nonbinary, and she considers us to be in a gay relationship (homophobic). i love him so much and im so afraid he's going to break up with me because of her. im so afraid. all the time. i cant do this anymore. every single night im hoping i won't wake up in the morning. every morning it takes me over an hour to even drag myself out of bed, and then its yelling, because how could i be so lazy? its too much. i can't do this anymore.

my dad has passed, and most of my relatives on her side are the same as she is. i have an adult cousin in Wyoming (a couple states over), who's willing to take me in, but i dont have a job anymore (she came in one day screaming. i cant even remember over what. they fired me.), so i can't afford a plane/bus ticket or the cost of moving over all of my stuff and my dog (she will get rid of him if i dont bring him. she'lltake him to the woods and let him run. hes only a little chihuahua. hell die. i have to bring him). he said if i leave, he'll come with me. i could try to get a job and we could get an apartment one day and forget all about her. at this point i have to leave. if i have to stay i don't know if i could stand living anymore. and i hate saying things like that because it feels like I'm holding myself hostage, but that's the reality of the situation. if its my current living situation, i dont want to live anymore. please help me. anything helps. im so sorry to be acting so pathetic on this page because it was only ever meant to make people smile and laugh, but if anyone could spare even a dollar i would be so so thankful. please help us escape from her.

my cashapp is $ruethedaye

my paypal link is paypal.me/runeye

thank you.

[starkerismysexuality]

Please don't scroll by!!! Please read!!!

Please dont scroll past!!!!

I never thought i would write a post like this, but here I am and i'm so sorry for everyone who reads this. I am starting to put some costs on some requests for creations and texts, sadly.

I am currently in a issue situation with money, I am currently looking for a job, studying full time at uni and I am essentially living on the doll as we call it. I am lucky to be at home, but my parents are in quite a lot of debt, and I need to pull my own weight but i have simply loaned them so much money as well. It's just a large mess.I have a small kitten to feed, and im scared that she won't get the quality of life she deserves due to my stupid issues i've created. I am back at home, but the reason due to my issues. I was living out of home, with my now ex, and he truly took advantage of my good will to pay for things. I love him, but now i'm in dire straits.

Here’s a photo of my lovely girl Cadence, I just want to make sure that she is taken care of and that i can pay for the bus to get to uni.

So.. im asking for small feeds for writing and moodboards with a blurb!

Writing; 1000 words is $2, and for every 1000 words after is a following $2

Moodboard: $1, and a blurb of about 300 words is added to this.

I hope that this isn't too much to ask for just a little help in return for some of my work. I don't want to beg for money, but it's really getting to dire straits. Thank you, i'm so sorry, here's the link also if you want to place your commission with your payment, or feel free to private message. Thank you, and please dont feel you need to.

[joyofbebbanburg]

Six Flags Over Texas

*****I'm so sorry it's short. I've had some writers block and have been in a lot of pain trying to put more weight on my ankle after my surgery and I didnt know what kind of activitys to do so I just used Six flags. I'll share the link so you can see what it is at the end of the story. I hope it's ok hun.

Thank you to WriterGirlme on wattpad

I do NOT own the gifs or the pictures *****

"Pack your bags Nikhad!" Tom says while walking into your apartment

"Ummm hello to you to Tommy..why am I packing my bags?" You look at your best friend confused

"Because I'm taking you with me to America. I have a few press things to do in Texas and then I'll have a bit of free time and I thought we could explore the area."

"Wow...Tom that sounds AMAZING but I cant possibly let you do that. That's way to much money I-I just cant let you do that...."

He takes your hands and says "Nik I want to take you with me. I need my best friend with me while I explore Texas. Please come with me......plus I've already bought your ticket soooo... " hes smirking like a Cheshire cat

"THOMAS HIDDLESTON!! I cant believe you already bought my ticket!"

"Well if I didnt I know you wouldn't go hehehehe"

"Fine lol. I'll go pack my bags...you really are mischievous"

****Time skip to after Tom's press conferences in Texas****

"Hey Nikhad Tom Holland will be joining us today since hes done with all his press today and wont be leaving til tomorrow."

"Haha ok Hiddles that's fine. Hi Tom nice to see you again" Tom Holland waves back at you with a smile.

"William? Since when do u call me by my middle name?"

"Since you guys are both Tom H. You need to know which Tom in speaking to if I'm not directly looking at one of you duh lol"

"Ehehehe alrighty then. So have you decided what we are doing today"

"Can we go to Six Flags Over Texas? It looks like fun!"

"Oh yes someone at the meet and greet was talking about that place it sounds great. Its supposed to be a great amusement park."

"Of course Nikhad anything you want darling. Ehehe sounds like Tom here is definitely on board haha"

Tom (Hiddles) has been acting a bit different lately. Not in a bad way hes just been more....um loving I guess. Tom Holland has noticed this as well. He even asked me when finally adme it official lol he was surprised to find out that we were just friends but hey I'm definitely not complaining since I have been in love with him for a very long time.

We got on tons of rides like The Batman, Mr. Freeze, The Texas Giant, The Joker. We even rode a few water rides since it's so hot in Texas. The Aquaman and The Roaring Rapids (my personal favorite). We got soaked it was amazing. After all that excitement we decided to play some games and get some food.

There were lots of people who were taking pics of me and the 2 Tom's and a few even approached asking for a picture and autographs. After a while some paparazzi showed up once they caught wind of us being at Six Flags. They are always having me and Tom Hiddleston in the news saying we are a couple...if only it were true.

We ended the night getting ready to watch the firework show.

"Nikhad..." Tom says as he takes my hands in his turning to stand in front on me.

"Is everything ok tom?"

"Its wonderful....I just have something I need to tell you....I cant keep on bottling this up...."

"Thomas you know you can tell me anything...what's going on?"

"I-I am in love with you...and I have been for a while now but I was never sure if you felt the same way. And I completely understand if you dont bu-" hearing tom say he loves me gave me a confidence boost so I ended his rambling by leaning up to kiss him. Once he realizes what's going on I feel him relax in to it and we pull away after what felt like hours.

"Tom I love you too..."

"You are the most amazing woman I have ever met. I never thought you'd see me more than just a friend but now that I know you do...would you be my girl?" He says with the biggest smile on his face.

"Yes Of course Tom!" I wrap my arms around his neck and his arms go around my waist to lean in for another kiss just as the fireworks start to go off. Tom Holland heard the whole conversation and was able to sneak the perfect picture and upload it to Instagram.

@yourusername and @twhiddleston finally made it official! Super happy for you guys! ❤❤

We finally left once they closed for the night (10pm) and went back to the hotel ready for bed. We said our goodbyes to Tom Holland since he would be gone before we woke.

Everything seemed so perfect I had the man of my dreams and he loved me just as much as I loved him. I cant wait to see what our future holds.

* https://www.sixflags.com/overtexas *

[csmeaner]

(Aphex) Mod shit can we straight up get a design shitting edition for InsaineMembrane's designs?? APHX-714, APHX-666, APHX-667, APHX-838, APHX-1263, APHX-843, APHX-1341, APHX-1032, APHX-1737, DPHX-1431. in order of how they have them on the website. Love u sorry for torturing u </3333. Tried not to grab any dupes that have been on the blog before but if I got some that have been featured before please roast me to death. Also hope I'm using pronouns they're comfy with but let me know if I'm not

at first i was going to tell you to go fuck yourself because i dont want to but then the bus got delayed so here i am. this one has the faintest hints of a good design actually and that's probably because it's not a clusterfuck of shoddy textures and glaring colors. still not that impressive but considering who makes these it's almost passable. the spikes always look terrible and jut out from weird places, and it took me a second to realize the black clouds on the eyes are wisps but i have less to shit on this other than it's just a touch ugly instead of glaringly ugly

of course they have the 666 one and it's as needlessly edgy as it could be. not even that edgy either compared to the usual clusterfuck. the legs remind me of big bird and its hand behind it looking like it's trying to pull out a wedgie really decreases the edge factor. on the nose also looks like a nose clip for people who go swimming. most of it's just repeating patterns for the sake of filling space

i might just have very low standards but this design is completely fine. the right version gets to the weird overcomplicated nonsense but the one on the left has nothing wrong with it. right looks like it got a disease

I kind of appreciate the various poses these are drawn in but this one's closer to what i expected. a shitton of spikes and zigzagging segments that is more confusing than anything, on a pose that is clearly either eyeballed or traced somewhat because anything that has to be drawn from scratch has incredibly low skill. they've gotten better at color placements though. idk i feel i just have to reward actual progress. this does not stop it from looking a lot like a chicken or the fuckugly hands though

im glad you discovered the darken layer in procreate now can you learn some better things too. same spikes though im unsure if these are standards for the species or whatever. idek what the effect is trying to pull off or why the right wing looks broken. in fact both wings appear broken because they just out of the wrist when usually wing membranes are connected to the hand themselves. the eyes almost look like trypophobia and the amaazing stamp brush used for the circles

click on the link because this one couldn't be assed to be properly colored in at bits or even have the lineart connect. idk what the reference was but why is it doing a weird look over the shoulder. points i guess for trying to copy what a flail looks like even if it's incredibly obvious. the horns don't make a lick of sense and nothing is even which is almost a breath of fresh air compared to the over used symmetry ones. almost, it still looks bad.

idk which part of it lets it have two bodies with entirely different designs but sure let this person make more bad designs. these would actually look fine if anyone else was designing them, though right one is very hard to see because it's mostly black god forbid this be drawn with any shadows or you'd lose the bitch

this looks like a crook because of the mouth and limb situation. the lines aren't smooth at all do they do this with a mouse

another common sign a person's a beginner is their overuse of a single interesting stamp brush. it works for the wings but does not work as well for the wrists or ankles. the tail is very hard to see past the two octopus tentacles in face they are covering it entirely. the webbing on the forearms make little sense

another attempt at a plague rat. the limbs are already jacked up but they couldn't even make them look attached or like they'd even bend properly. also apparently the mask is a trait too. the subtle tint of gross piss yellow adds a nice touch for infected sewer rat just fix the anatomy and this almost could be decent