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The parallel of Hangman not going to the hospital to visit Nick when Brandon told him he was there on BTE 195 and Hangman going with Nick in the ambulance to the hospital tonight after Brandon told him to make sure Nick didn't go alone is what you call GROWTH
#there is just so much fucking growrth there#in 2020 after revolution he was in such a weird place that even if he cared aboout nick he couldn't go see him#fast forward to 2023 after revolution his head is so clear he made sure nick didn't go alone because he cares so much#i need to go lay down somewhere dark and cold#what if these two just left my brain alone for one god damn minute#(it took me half of dynamite to find this bte episode and link this shit together)#soph are you okay?? no i'm clearly unwell the fuck#hangman adam page#nick jackson
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Me trying to explain that Blackpool Combat Club surrounding Hangman and Dark Order getting involved after Hangman made it clear he didn't want them involved, means Hangman is going to separate himself from the Dark Order and be broken down and beaten by Mox, the House of Black glitch during the Elite promo means the Elite are going to be broken down and mind fucked by Malakai until no return and lose the trios titles, and that's gonna lead us back on track to finally getting a reunion between the boys!!
#soph are you okay?? no i'm clearly unwell the fuck#everything is falling into place#i know it i can feel it in the depths of my soul#malakai is gonna mind fuck those boys into finally treating hangman right#how slay of him honestly#i'm going to that deeply unwell and unhinged place#if i survive this years wrestling angst that is a miracle from every god above and below#hangman adam page#the elite#house of black#blackpool combat club#soph's analysis#aew#aew lb
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My brainworms are aggressively moving and I must share my delusions... Elite win the trio's in game 7, January 11. House of Black attack them, and they have a physiological mind fuck feud till Revolution and beat the Elite, March 5. Kenny doesn't take this loss well, maybe it's the Bucks fault, who knows at this point HOB has completely ruined them mentally. AEW Winnipeg, March 14, Kenny and the Bucks have a match they lose and this is Kenny's breaking point. Bucks attack him before he can attack them, Kota comes out and Golden Lovers are reunited.
#soph are you okay?? no i'm clearly unwell the fuck#i am literally so overwhelmed and lightheaded#don't ask me how exactly i put this together#if this doesn't happen okay cool thank fuck if it does okay cool thank fuck#i am sick and delirious i don't know what i'm saying but i'm saying it#kota ibushi#kenny omega#golden lovers#nick jackson#matt jackson#young bucks#the elite#soph predicts#soph's analysis
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Hangman became aew world champion at Full Gear a year ago today. Matt and Nick were in his corner and gave him the go ahead nod. Kenny's been gone a year, those 3 weeks were a fever dream we collectively had.
#i need everyone to be quiet so i can cry in peace#soph are you okay?? no i'm clearly unwell the fuck#gonna go watch this match and cry byee#hangman adam page#nick jackson#matt jackson#young bucks#kenny omega#the elite#aew
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THE JOURNEY OF HANGMAN THROUGH MONARCHS
Okay, Babes you all know I'm unwell over the elite 24/7. This is solely based off Hangman's tweet and the way it unfortunately ruined my brain at 3am on a Tuesday.... @unlikelywrestlingfan asked me to post this after I sent it to her, so you can thank her for making me do this. Also thank you for the edit Elle, I totally didn't cry looking at it!!
I've taken all quotes from this article, https://www.wellandgood.com/monarch-butterfly-meaning/ if you wish to read through it in full, its a good read!
"The monarch butterfly is considered to be the king of butterflies and the most beautiful of all butterflies in the world."
Perhaps Hangman was just a caterpillar in the early days of aew, just following the beautiful butterfly that brought him comfort when he couldn't give it to himself. He wanted to become that, be worthy of standing beside that butterfly and follow in his shoes, to make him proud. Making him proud never felt enough, at least to Hangman, so he would fall back to the ground before he could make that chrysalis transformation.
"They represent strength, endurance, spirituality, trust, sustaining what they believe, transformation, and evolution."
When Hangman left the elite, he was broken, weak and suffering, what he found, what he built was through his own strength and endurance. He transformed into a butterfly, maybe not as beautiful as the one he wanted to become within the elite, but one that had strong enough wings to sustain him through his evolution. He's reached multiple peaks in his journey, but it was almost as if those weren't enough for him, no matter how strong or how much he learned from them. What he craved most was at the end of his migration back home and now he has to use all he's learned to properly survive this time.
"Monarch butterflies are a guiding light that directs you to your highest spiritual truth and the inner compass that we all have, which never ceases to work to point us in the right direction."
The Bucks are naturally drawn to Hangman's light, though they aren't deserving of it and they know that, they still crave what he can give them. Hangman represents their past, the good days, the simpler times, when they were family. There were cracks in the foundation of the elite, but they were a family. They followed each other all over the world, shared everything with each other and grew into incredible people together. Though they lost sight of their original vision, and who they were before, those memories are embedded in the deepest part of their heart.
"They constantly go through phases of life and death during their migration."
Hangman going through his migration of being what fit the elite, to finally being what fit himself. It took him time to find his true self and he had to shed so many layers of his past as he did. His final transformation was from a caterpillar crawling behind the shadows of the elite, to being his own beautiful butterfly. Flying away from dangers the elite were tempting towards and would still surround him with once he was on his own.
"Death for the monarch butterfly is as important as life because the shorter lifespans allow them to complete migration while solving the problems of overpopulation and genetic diversity. It is almost as if the monarch butterfly knows that death is not to be feared; it's just another essential part of the journey."
Finally accepting the Dark Order and letting go of the elite was one of the most essential parts of the Hangman's journey. We had to watch him learn to overcome the fears of that detachment, but finally find that confidence he was lacking behind the tall shadows of the elite. A death of his lesser version into his brightest version, that final version was confident and free, he feared nothing not even the past he desperately wanted to forget.
"The monarch butterfly could be a sign that you're going through a profound internal change that you may not be aware of. The butterfly can serve as inspiration to be strong and keep going, to embrace the journey and own your truth."
Losing the title was a downfall to what he had built, and what he had always thought he craved to have on his own. It was almost as if he needed to lose to be reborn, to see that what he thought he wanted would never be enough as what he truly craved. That is the love and support of his best friends, his family. The ones he followed blindly the moment he joined them, the ones who weren't there for him the way he was with them. The ones that had to learn that what they had in Hangman was special once he was already gone. The relationship was tarnished, broken and far beyond fixable or so they thought.
The monarch represents the elite in whole, every member can be placed into their representation, but Hangman will always fit the monarch perfectly. Which brings me back to the tweet, looking back at it now the foreshadowing to it is incredible.
The analogy, of the elite who always appears strong, even through their defeat, to be endangered and dwindling in numbers is baffling. If you truly look at the elite closely, much like the Monarch their numbers have fallen slowly as the years go by. Every year since 2019 they've lost members, and grown smaller. On Dynamite, Wednesday their numbers dropped drastically. Now through betrayal and deceit, leaves the lone monarchs of the elite to be preserved together.
Side notes: Butterflies have a very deep meaning to me, so Hangman choosing this as his analogy was so much fun to dissect!! Only small edits were made to this, since I wanted to keep this in its full, true form. So this was the chaotic mess of my brain when the Hungbucks era was upon us!! Hope you enjoyed!! 💕
#am I over thinking this?? *me pulling my hair out at 3am writing this* no no no I'm onto something!!#the elite needs to pay for my therapy at this point fuck#soph are you okay?? no I'm clearly unwell the fuck#ok now off to go rot my brain with more elite content byeee#soph's thoughts and opinions no one asked for#hangman adam page#hangman page#adam page#aew#soph's analysis
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I miss you Kenny Omega. *I say laying in bed listening to Battle Cry and Devils Sky on loop*
#soph are you okay?? no i'm clearly unwell the fuck#my fucking heart is screaming and sobbing#my most beloved beloved i miss you so much#its missing kenny omega hours#I'm so anxious about him right now#i hope he's resting up preparing for his return#soph is crying but what's new??#kenny omega
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"You sure you're ready"
*OPENING NOTES OF BATTLE CRY ENDING BTE 319*
#i'm distressed my entire being is an sos signal#the elite needs to pay for my therapy at this point fuck#soph are you okay?? no I'm clearly unwell the fuck#matt jackson#kenny omega#being the elite#bte
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Hangman Adam Page and Jon Moxley are twin flames. In this essay I will-
#*snipers relaying to aew that I've finally been dealt with*#soph are you okay?? no I'm clearly unwell the fuck#hangman adam page#jon moxley#hangmox#aew#aew lb
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Happy father's day to CM Punk and CM Punk only, I hope you're having a nice relaxing day healing up king, love you! 😘💕
#the dash: soph cm punk is not a dad wtf?? soph: TO YOU HES NOT A DAD(DY) TO YOU#I made this post at 6am sleep deprived after a nightmare and you know what think its one of my favorites#also happy fathers day to nick jackson and hangman actually dad(dy)s#and before y'all say what about matt? matt's day is mothers day and I'm not taking any criticism on that#anyways happy dilfs day to cm punk#soph are you okay?? no I'm clearly unwell the fuck#cm punk#fathers day
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Full Gear Predictions
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Best Friends vs The Factory. How many times I gotta say I'm not rooting for that man QT. Besties for the win.
Eddie Kingston vs Jun Akiyama. I'm here for a damn good time ok. Either winner will please me
Ricky Starks vs Brian Cage. Ricky Starks next question.
MAIN SHOW
Chris Jericho vs Bryan Danielson vs Claudio Castagnoli vs Sammy Guevara. First off it's diabolical I keep having to see Bryan wrestle Jericho and Sammy on aew television. With that being said if Bryan loses another ppv match I'm going to move into a cave and never talk to anyone again.
Wardlow vs Samoa Joe vs Powerhouse Hobbs. Bitch big beefy men slapping meat that's what I want and that's what I will be seeing. Fuck the result, I'm here for the tiddies.
Jeff Jarrett and Jay Lethal vs Sting and Darby Allin. It's really nice of TK to give me a 20 minute intermission like I know I'm going to be an anxious mess waiting for the Elite or completely ruined from the Elite match so this is just so sweet of TK to give me an intermission!!!!
Jade Cargill vs Nyla Rose. I've predicted this to be one of my favorites. I want to see murder mommy Jade go absolutely feral, but I want Nyla to come out with the win. My original pick to dethrone Jade was Kris Stat, but as there has been no news on her recovery, I'll take Nyla for the win. Nyla and Stat can run it back at I don't know, Revolution this time for the TBS title.
Elite vs Death Triangle. Welcome home my loves!!! I want to see pure disastrous fashion, I want you to be loud, flashy, annoying and obnoxious upon your return. I hope you lose tho, love you ❤️❤️ !!!
Toni Storm vs Jamie Hayter. Jamie deserves this win and her first feud should be Britt to finally solidify herself against Britt and Rebel. If Toni retains its for the simple fact that they want to pick up with Toni vs Thunder once she returns, which is fine, but Jamie really does deserve this win.
Jungle Boy vs Luchasaurus. Here for the violence, here for all of the violence. I want to see them go at it, I want to feel like I'm watching jurassic park.
Britt Baker vs Saraya. I know Britt will take care of Saraya, which does calm my nerves a little, but I am wishing Saraya all the best vibes and luck during this match. I'm rooting for a good healthy safe match for both women!
The Acclaimed vs Swerve In Our Glory. Swerve goes feral and ends up costing Keith the match, which can hopefully give me the Swerve vs Keith feud I've been craving. Billy's hands magical heal so he can scissor his boys and the crowd can sing my favorite song.
Jon Moxley vs MJF. Max is winning and it is a well deserved win, I always pictured Max as champ after Hangman's reign. There was lots of obstacles to this, but Max will finally be champ and thats all that matters. Mox has been on another level this year and I'm giving him all his flowers, but as much as I love champ Mox he doesn't need this win. He also deserves a long vacation with his girls!
#if you haven't already noticed I'm doing great today#no really I'm stellar I'm totally not dying on the inside#I'm going to be so burnt out on sunday from all my feelings#soph are you okay?? no i'm clearly unwell the fuck#aew full gear#aew#aew lb#soph predicts
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