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A whole new meaning to Gay Chicken.
(For: Anonymous raffle winner!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#This prompt was super cute! Thank you for donating to the raffle!#And thank you to everyone who also donated!#Okay full disclosure I am on very little sleep right now so these next thoughts may be incomprehensible.#(That hasn't stopped me before. Sometimes the voices of the hat man give me good ideas.)#I have been vibrating with excitement for when we finally get to the chicken scene.#Because I really want to draw chickens! I love chickens! They are so optimally shaped for maximal cuteness.#That's a creature that was designed to be fluffy and sit on things. What is there to *not* love!#I know there is more significance to the whole exchange but really...I think Lan Wangji deep down just wants to hold cute creatures.#His hands are big and gentle and not meant for swords! They are made to be filling rabbit hutches with fresh hay and petting chickens.#This is to say; Lan Wangji's problems could all have been avoided if he was a farmboy.#He can still be a farmer. The two of them could run off into the country and start something new.#"True love is possible only - in the next world - for new people” Is a disco elysium quote I think about for wangxian all the time.#Ah but that's a different tangent. Look forwards to more art tomorrow!
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#baldurs gate 3#halsin#clover#cloverhoney#bg3#myart#fey...#Clover's used to staying awake and alert at night and sleeping a few hours during the day when he thought he could#It feels wrong to sleep at night#he never fully gets that deep slumber instead fluttering between sleeping and waking as if in a fever#until he snaps into consciousness with his body and mind screaming at him to run#and he doesn't feel like he can#sometimes he does#and sometimes he makes a little too much noise and Halsin wakes to bring him back down#Clover's fear isn't the remnant of a nightmare#Béla still walks the forest alive#as much festering obsession with the one who slipped his grasp as he is flesh and blood
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How do you feel about being called a dude? (For complimenting you reasons)
im dude (90s lesbian edition)
#😎#everyone reads me as a chick except for people who get confused about short haircuts#wife n i call each other dude. buddy. king. queen. kweeng. and sometimes (if the situation warrants) bro#makes me happy to be gendered any way. or slap shotted into the no gender zone. can play however if everyones playin nice :)#it has been nice to have Grown My Own Flavor while talkin to trans partners and friends about them gender ideas#i have many many many thoughts and as an adult am very happy with who/what i am!#its as deep or as whatev as u want it to be. me personally i am deeply unserious about it. comfy about it. play around about it#wlw and gay and queer and ??? idc#she he any#bless u on ur gourney (jender journey)
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Wait so how do you know for sure the sprite is Ralsei? No hate, I do believe you haha, but I too am a lore scientist and I wanna know your evidence. Does it show up in-game? I could definitely believe that I saw it in-game and forgot about it :P
YES. Finding legitimate sprites directly from Toby Fox games can be surprisingly difficult. There are so many fan-made character sprites, that it can be hard to differentiate from the real ones!
Guess how many are NOT fan-made? .....only one 🗿
...(please don't question why google is in italian)
Official Websites like Spriters Resource (Ralsei's Offical Sprite Sheet) are very helpful in this regard :)
They may even include unused file graphics. Like this unused face of Ralsei.
Sprite legitimacy is a big rabbit hole that I personally don't have enough knowlege on :( ((BUT OH MY GOSH The internet is notorious for reposting fan-spriteworks without sourcing. It can be really hard to find the original artist.))
It's also HILARIOUS how many people have redone Ralsei's sprite. It is quite obvious from my Ralsei poll and through his mass of fan-redesigns, that many people in the Deltarune community REALLY LOVE his Chapter 1 sprite more.
Ralsei sprite fan-art is amazing and I personally want to mod it into my game bc it looks so good. Below I have some really cool fan-sprites I found and the artists who made them!
Left (Ralsei Ch 2 redesign- metr0nix727), Middle (Ralsei based off Ch 1- larituca), Left (Full Ralsei Chapter 2 Sprite sheet with Hat- artist unknown**)
**this sprite sheet was submitted through Sprites Resource but I traced it back to TaxeisNotOkay, who I presume to be the original artist. I could not find any other information regarding the full sprite sheet, so feel free to correct or inform me if you find anything!
Looking back at Ralsei's Chapter 2 head sprites..... they just don't look as good as they could in my opinion. I dont like them :(...uhhh NO HATE OF COURSE!!..ahklasdkflansdf I'll go jump in this hole now.
#I want to reiterate I do not hate people who like Ralsei's Chapter 2 design. But I myself have MANY criticisms for it-#I have a lot of other criticisms for Deltarune in general!! And thats okay!!! No game is perfect. <3#But Being able to voice my criticism definitely makes me feel less alone.... I want to feel comfortable expressing my thoughts and feelings#.....Idk I think its important.... QwQ...ahh sorry...anyways....#You got me rambling again uwu#This was a super interesting deep dive into sprite work! SO thank you to whoever asked!! <3#deltarune#deltarune fanart#sometimes its almost like the community itself makes better content and i get....conflicted... idk man..... :(#deltarune sprite#fanart#ralsei#ralsei deltarune#deltarune ralsei#ralsei sprite#bread#bread rambles
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“I with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me innocent or naïve, who has the courage to treat me like a woman.”
~Anaïs Nin
#deep deep deep deep in thought today#it's one of those days#in all the best ways#feels and brain cells on overdrive#passionate minds are a blessing and sometimes a pain 🤣#pretty prose#anaïs nin
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i will not mianitepost in 2023. therefore i am allowed to mianitepost in 2024.
i would leave design notes but im not that person anymore and no one reads them also fuck you
#my art#mianite#mianite the character#ianite#dianite#mianitefa#sometimes you gotta accept that the content creators of a beloved series you adore does not care as much as you do and you know what? based#its not that fucking deep so therefore i will not treat it that deep#i will continue to have Thoughts and Feelings about it tho because i like thinking about Consequences and Things#mcyt#mianitian isles
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I refuse to go into more detail, but, I will no longer hold my tongue. my biggest gripe with this fandom is the way a majority of it erases Lo'ak's actual trauma and struggles (with his identity, his father/family, his clan, etc), and essentially gives him Spider's traumas/struggles in some idealized form (whether for over the top and oversimplified "hurt/comfort" scenarios, or max woobification), while absolutely dragging and/or ignoring Spider's entire character and the realistic depictions of those traumas and what that does to a kid.
like I can't exactly put words to it or go into a deep analytical post, but I've been thinking about it, and some other stuff I've seen online have been making me think about it.
stop doing a disservice to both of my boys. they both have such interesting and complex stories and you're ruining it!!!
#also. please stop acting like they hate each other deep down#idk why I keep seeing this. they are best friends and. more importantly. they're brothers.#they're dumb teenage boys and they get into squabbles and hold grudges and say the wrong thing sometimes. but they're brothers.#even if. *if*. they had moments of true anger or hatred or jealousy. they would be short-lived and come from a place of insecurity. and-#lead to insurmountable guilt immediately after.#and that bond. the understanding between them. even considering how distinctly different the circumstances of their daddy issues/identity-#issues are. is what makes them so interesting.#that bond then needs to be considered in conversations of the aftermath of Spider saving Q. cause Lo'ak will understand him best out of-#anyone in the Sully family. not to say that there will not be anger or fighting. but he will not immediately go to kill his *brother*#anywho. idk why I expect fandom spaces to be full of media literacy and understanding of complex characters. but I thought I'd throw this-#out there. feel free to build on this.#spider socorro#spider avatar#avatar spider#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#loak sully#avatar loak#atwow loak#lo'ak sully#lo'ak te suli tsyeyk'itan#lo'ak avatar#avatar 2#avatar the way of water
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I jokingly thought before that reading Junie B. Jones as a kid turned me into a feminist, but unironically, it kind of did.
I honestly think it comes down to the fact that Junie B. was not only allowed to be "weird," but her character arc never concluded like other girl characters would. In other media featuring "weird girls," the girl always ended her arc tamed - by force or convince, she would be prettied up, she would smile and be polite, and she would never speak out of turn. She would be perfect then, and would shed her veneer of individuality with the freedom that is conformity. As a kid, I noticed that girls weren't permitted to be "weird" like boys were. So when I read Junie B. Jones, I loved that she was frankly just fucking weird. She said things out of turn, she was rambunctious and imaginative and she was a realistic portrayal of a little girl. I loved reading those books because the narrative taught her lessons without punishing her for being weird, if that makes sense. So often, narratives punished weird girls for the crime of being a socially unacceptable girl, not for any true wrongdoing like lying.
Anyway, I just think it's interesting, because I watched and read a ton of books and shows and movies featuring girls and women, but none of them truly empathized with (or even tried to empathize with) weird girls on their own merits and capabilities and terms, or embraced the idea of a "socially inept/unacceptable" girl without punishing her in some way for her supposed ineptitude.
#feminism#and like junie b. got in trouble A LOT but she wasn't punished FOR being weird (honestly i thought she was adhd as a kid)#i haven't read the books in WELL over a decade but this is what i truly remember liking about the books#and i felt as a kid it said something that she was a seeming rarity among the sea of other portrayals of girls#am i looking too deep into this? honestly i don't care#and it makes me wonder if all the pushback those books got was partially because junie b. wasn't an 'acceptable' girl#like she's no more 'out there' than the portrayals of little boys that are out there and there were lessons and things from what i remember#i'm not saying you HAVE to like the books by the way but i think sometimes other people can get really angry about GIRLS acting like kids#i was ranting about these books to my dad because he didn't like them but he did still let me read them so thanks dad 🫡🫡#i just remember them being a huge part of my personal library because of how realistic and relatable junie b. was#like i acted really similarly to her when i was a kid and i felt like i was being understood (which is why i hc she's adhd/audhd/autistic)
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Verbs conjugations in spanish are so specific it's not necessary to write the pronoun to indicate if it's first, second or third person.
It would eat you alive = te comería vivo.
Is a very direct translation but without "eso" (it) because is not needed.
However, it/eso generally has an objectified connotation which makes sense as Bill distances himself from the monster so Ford makes no connection.
But in spanish, since no pronoun is used, it feels more like a hint than a cover-up.
#the book of bill#billford#And since I'm a Fannibal it sounded like flirting lmao#I'm not saying it's a bad translation. It just feels different#Cus even if conjugations are usually specific sometimes they're written the same way#Idk how to explain... It's like the ''-ies" rule in English for third person#This is probably just a me thing#Idk what other spanish-speaker fans think#obviously the editorial wouldnt thought much about this#It's not that deep. But I like overthinking#Ok I edit it a bit cus I felt like I didnt explain it very well
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Something that I'm still thinking about from my talk with my rabbi is the idea that g-d is who you need Him to be. In fact, I (personally) think it's a vital aspect of the idea of "I am that I am."
In the desert, manna was given, and - as my rabbi explained - tasted different to each person. To me, the idea that this sustenance adapted to each person means something - easily, g-d could have decided to make the manna homogeneous in taste, and wouldn't that have been easier? The manna is part of g-d, I believe, and therefore, how He decided to deliver it says something about His nature and Who He is. Therefore, it makes sense that g-d can adapt to be what you need.
To some, g-d is Somebody to fear. A person's life may make more sense if they feared g-d, revering Him in a way that no person on earth could ever hope to receive. To others (including myself), this doesn't make sense for what we need g-d to be. But these are all equally true aspects of g-d.
We see over and over again that g-d is a King, like a Father, jealous, loving, compassionate, vengeful, patient, forgiving, emotion-filled, and so many things. But I don't necessarily think He is all of these things in equal measure for each individual person. Each person comes to g-d with their own baggage, and I think g-d recognizes that. This is why I personally hate when other people discredit somebody else's relationship with g-d. I don't think the person that fears g-d within their very soul is any more or less correct than I am because g-d exists even beyond all of our conceptions of Him. He is Beyond that, but also is everything we perceive Him to be. G-d is right in front of us. G-d is within us. G-d is hidden in plain sight. G-d is what happens when we're making other plans.
For myself, I have stated before, but I relate most to g-d when He is like a friend. My relationship with g-d is something I continuously renew, even when I feel disconnected to Him. I choose g-d, and I think He also chooses us.
#jumblr#personal thoughts tag#long post#i don't think this like... deep commentary or The Correct Position but it's something i think about a lot#i think a lot about my relationship with g-d and where i am in that regard#sometimes i feel within my soul that the l-rd is my shepherd; that there is nothing i could ever need#other times my heart cries out 'why have You forsaken me?'#but at the end of the day my belief isn't affected by how connected i feel to Him you know?
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"Tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway."
Darabella they could never make me hate you <3
#belle was NOT my first kin for y'all to disrespect her daughter the way you do#“they weren't written well” NO RELATIONSHIP IN THIS SHOW IS WRITTEN THAT WELL#this show sucks at writing romance guys i hate to tell u this#the books write romance well but the show... gets so questionable#pls lets blame the screenwriters and not my babies i just want these two to be happy#i used to be OBSESSED with their relationship when i first watched the show it was so sweet#also rosabella used to mean so much as an awkward nerd who could never tell when i was lecturing ppl and cared too much abt the environment#some ppl aren't being condescending they're just kinda socially stupid y'all she's fifteen we can like.. take a deep breath#hold hands in a circle. idk#this is all said without hate like the criticisms are warranted but it gets to be a lot sometimes#so thought i'd put some actual content of them in the tag lol#eah#ever after high#rosabella beauty#daring charming#darabella#web weaving#eah web weaving#also i really do think they're a good match they just get brought together awkwardly#cause rosabella being able to tell daring he's a good person and his looks don't matter#after he's gone through like two back to back existential crisis#and him actually listening to her and taking her advice to heart#when ppl usually view her as overbearing and tune her out#like they're just built for each other yknow what i mean?#and the way they go from annoyed w the other's presence to listening and learning from each other#and ultimately making the other better is just... aghhh i love them#gonna also add quickly that the hate has died down which has been very nice to see#and i think ppl r generally getting a more neutral opinion of them#so no one take the rant at the beginning of the tags too deeply pls lmao
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spn 7x15 was truly crazy. having the resurgence of the narrative showing us sam’s hallucinations of lucifer in the same episode where we see ex-vessel of a demon, his entire life wrecked by the possession, completely obsessed & in stockholm syndrome-y love w the demon that possessed him. i want to analyse this episode scene by scene. who wrote this one. what did they mean by it
#such an upsetting episode for sammy. him framing his worsening breakdowns as him ‘letting lucifer in’#him framing his worsening hallucinations as him having ‘let lucifer in’. hallucifer saying ‘you wanted it’.#supernatural is such a crazy show because it’s like so thoughtful and deep and interesting sometimes and then like half the time it’s like.#right let’s never touch on this again#i guess it’s what happens to an extent when u have diff writers all the time#one ep is like Haha funny sam has no bodily autonomy🤣🤣and the other ep is like#detailed but metaphorical examination of the trauma of being assaulted and the havoc it wreaks on ur mind#oliver talks#sam winchester#spn#spn 7x15
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life's been pretty odd and ever changing lately - so arts been weird, but I scrounged together a bunch of doodles from this year, made both on and off the clock that I thought might be fun to share ^^;
#teenytinyart#doodles#not even gonna pretend i could make a nice layout for these#i babysit machinery frequently at my current job so sometimes theres time to sit n doodle a bit in my notes haha#fjfsdf these are all a bit messy but its something! this series is always on my mind its just hard to get thoughts to paper lately#and ive been in au world where im 100 layers deep so. all my art of that is contextless and self indulgent absdfkjahsfd#professor layton#luke triton#hershel layton
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(You dreamt you were eating your friends whole.)
(You want to throw up.)
#cant believe the day I finally make progress on the siffrin/loop intrusive thoughts drawing is when my mental health's down the drain lmao#sometimes you have to put the blorbos in deep distress to destress#art#stars n time#sif tag#loop tag#isat spoilers#gore#in stars and time#isat
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The Mummy (1999) is just one of those movies I grew up watching a lot so the more I watch it, the more I do think about parts of the movie and either question it or think it's funnier than intended.
The river scene is definitely one of those scenes.
It came to me a long time ago that Beni was probably was the first one to make it onto shore because Rick threw him off before things went haywire on the boat.
But now I'm thinking that Beni not only was on shore before anyone else, but he was on the wrong side of the river for that long, too.
Even funnier is that because he was on shore first, he probably flagged down his group and everyone else like "Hey, over here!!" and no one realized he lead them to the wrong side of the river because they were more concerned with getting out of the water (which is fair).
Now, I do have a question... just how strong is Rick and Beni's hearing? That river was WIDE. Ain't no way they heard each other that clearly. 😆
#some parts of the movie is just funnier than intended#like sometimes I think deep into things when i watch anything realize something and go 'wait... wait... that is just 😆'#just kiya's thoughts#the mummy#the mummy 1999
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Lucy Stillman can be Lucrezia Borgia because they both
Blonde
Templars
Can be nicknamed Luce
#that's it#that's the whole reason for the plot twist of#ac fic series: yew branches#ac fic: cantarella#fic trivia#i guess#sometimes i have some deep well thought of plot or reasoning to my fics#other times it's just#wouldn't it be funny if lucy gets reincarnated as lucrezia and desmond doesn't know about it?#teecup writes/has a plot
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