#sometimes i'm a pretentious film nerd

[showyoumyfavoriteobsession]

SHOWYOUMYFAVORITEOBSESSION YEAR IN REVIEW ↦ Films Watched in 2023

[fuckbarca]

tagged by @supercollide 🥰🎉

are you named after anyone?

yes, my dad is a film nerd so i got stuck with a pretentious 60s classic 🥰

when was the last time you cried?

2 days ago when i was so sick i couldn't remember my own name <3 but we are on the mend now so it's all good

do you have kids?

no i do not

what sports do you play / have you played?

as a kid, i did ballet for Years. it was my one super steady sport and i had to unfortunately quit when i was older :( but i do miss it everyday. i did venture into football as well (actual football) and i was a midfielder / winger

do you ever use sarcasm?

who? me?

what is the first thing people notice about you?

i'm not sure honestly? but on more than one occasion i have had people come up to compliment either how pretty i am or my hair? so we'll go with my hair 💕

what is your eye color?

green! but it depends on the day because sometimes it's hazel or sometimes it's green with little blue chunks in it. depends really. my eyes are little mood rings

scary movies or happy endings?

honesty i love both. i'm a big horror fan but im also a sucker for a movie with a happy ending so? can i pick a horror movie with a good final girl?

any talents?

guitar (classical, electric and acoustic), singing (i used to be in choir as a kid, fun fact), piano and creating my own music. just lots of music to go around because i love and adore music

where were you born?

east coast city (i won't specify where because some things are sacred)

what are your hobbies?

not only do i love music (go figure) but im a super big fan of writing, i love reading, photography and filming, and art (im no digital artist but i do love to Observe)

do you have any pets?

yes, two dogs but i'd really like to get a cat some day

how tall are you?

last time i measured myself was at the hospital last year and according to them, i was 5'6. that's the biblically accurate answer. i feel tall some days, short the next. it depends (it doesn't)

favorite subject at school?

obviously loved any and all of my music classes, in high school i took theater as an elective and had the most phenomenal teacher who made me fall in love with the subject and i enjoyed history as well as a kid. also liked english but more so the creative writing aspect

dream job?

there are so many choices out there but probably teaching? get my summers off, paid leave and it's something i've always wanted to do since i was little

tags feel free to do this if you're reading it 💕

[showyoumyfavoriteobsession]

Back to the Future (1985) dir. by Robert Zemeckis

Last night, Darth Vader came down from Planet Vulcan and told me that if I didn’t take Lorraine out, that he’d melt my brain.

Back to the Future (1985) dir. by Robert Zemeckis

[princesssarisa]

Character ask: Mary Bennet (Pride & Prejudice)

Favorite thing about them: She's funny. Her pretentious would-be intellectualism and her attempts to show off her "wisdom" and "talents" create humor whenever she appears.

Least favorite thing about them: Her pompous insensitivity when Lydia runs off with Wickham. When her whole family is facing the threat of permanent disgrace, her response is to quote Frances Burney's Evelina and preach a sermon about female virtue.

Three things I have in common with them:

*I sometimes try to seem smarter than I really am.

*I like books and music. (For their own merit, though, not because they make me "accomplished.")

*I'm often insecure about my looks.

Three things I don't have in common with them:

*I'm not a middle child.

*I'm not preachy. (At least I don't mean to be.)

*I don't play the piano.

Favorite line:

“Pride is a very common failing, I believe. By all that I have ever read, I am convinced that it is very common indeed; that human nature is particularly prone to it, and that there are very few of us who do not cherish a feeling of self-complacency on the score of some quality or other, real or imaginary. Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us.”

brOTP: Mr. Collins, if they had the chance to be real friends, since he probably has the most in common with her of all the characters.

OTP: The clerk that Austen wrote she would eventually marry.

nOTP: Any member of her family.

Random headcanon: She's allergic to feathers. This is a completely random headcanon, with no basis in Austen's writing, based on the slapstick gag in the Wishbone episode "Furst Impressions" where Caroline Bingley's gaudy feathered headdress makes Mary sneeze when they first meet. That Wishbone episode was my childhood introduction to Pride and Prejudice.

Unpopular opinion: She's not unfairly discriminated against because she's a nerd. She's not mocked for being socially awkward; she's mocked for being a pretentious, annoying know-nothing-know-it-all. Now, this doesn't mean we can't sympathize with her; after all, the reason why she puts so much effort into being "intellectual" and "accomplished" is to make up for her homely looks in a society where only marriage can secure her future, and she's a showoff because otherwise she would always be ignored in favor of her pretty sisters. Nor does it mean her father's dismissive attitude toward her isn't mean-spirited, or that she doesn't deserve to be viewed with more sympathy and depth in new adaptations and fics. But it's okay that she's a comic character, and it wasn't "internalized misogyny" on Austen's part to make her one. I don't headcanon her as being on the autism spectrum either: I understand why other people do, but to me at least, her stilted, verbose way of speaking seems cultivated to show off her intellect, not natural. (I don't mind when anyone else headcanons her as autistic, though.)

Song I associate with them: None at the moment.

Favorite pictures of them:

Tessa Peake-Jones in the 1980 miniseries:

Lucy Briers in the 1995 miniseries:

Talulah Riley in the 2005 film:

[nixoninc]

random domesticity headcannons that i need to get off my chest:

WINNIX

standing side-by-side with dick in front of the bathroom mirror brushing their teeth is nix's favourite part of domestic life

he never imagined it, but there's something so tender about the mundanity that makes him feel secure and stable

no matter what difficulties they faced during the day - deflecting questions about the war, pressure at work, stanhope's brutishness - they stand together every evening, casting sly smiles and glances at each other's reflections before flopping into their shared bed

dick meanwhile takes the chance to admire lew. he appreciates being able to see a different side to his partner - usually so composed, with stray flecks of toothpaste on his face. In the moment of such humanness and vulnerability, his heart can't help but swell

SPEIRTON

as a kid, lip always loved the puzzle pages of his mother's newspaper. he liked colouring in the squares of the crossword puzzle before he realised letters there were clues on to fill them properly.

growing up, he finds it peaceful to complete the mind games and crosswords - even if he doesn't always get them right

when ron comes into the picture, they sit together on rainy days solving the crossword and trivia questions whilst snuggling under blankets

as a team, these two are unbeatable. if they ever have trivia night with the guys, they're always the ones to beat. ron comes in particularly handy with the tricky history questions and lip covers anything sport and pop culture

these two have such a vibrant dynamic of almost being able to share thoughts with a look, they're unstoppable and good luck beating them

WEBGOTT

these nerds love movie marathons. they take turns picking the films, but let's be honest, these two have wayy too much energy to cope with sitting in silence for hours, so the best part is the running commentary they deliver

they're hilarious and ridiculous and while their friends are scared to be around them when debating the intricacies of david fincher movies, joe's favourite part is always having someone to bounce ideas off of and someone to enjoy that with him. even if they're arguing non-stop, it makes him giddy knowing that web cares enough to listen and argue back

sometimes mid-argument, joe will just stop talking and take in web's pouting lips or impassioned eyes and completely forget what he was saying, because it doesn't matter anymore. what matters most is that david is listening to him and comfortable voicing his pretentious (see: wrong) opinions

web loves seeing joe's face illuminated by the light onscreen, hearing him laugh at david's interjections, throwing an arm around him and pulling him close. they fit together so easily, he could imagine doing this his whole life

BABEROE

babe's a softie and his favourite part of domestic life is just coming home to gene everyday. their house becomes his favourite place because the person he loves most in the world is there

he knows that when gene asks how his day went, he actually cares about the answer. babe is surrounded by strong characters who are constantly giving him advice, but when he stresses to gene, he gets a soft smile and calming, comforting words back

gene doesn't pretend to know how to fix things but is always there to reassure babe that the world isn't going to end just because he forgot to send his mother a birthday card

for gene, it's the little things like feeling seen and supported by babe when he needs to offload on how horrible his shift was. gene is a very private person so babe feels honoured to be trusted with gene's rants about stupid protocol, authorised signoffs and long hours.

gene appreciates how quickly babe picks up on his mood and puts in effort to make everything as comfortable as possible if he's wound up.

they take care of each other that's what i'm basically trying to say

[onbeinganangel]

Hello! How about 3 and 13 for the fanfic end of year asks, please? Thank you! Feel better soon ❤️

hihi cbg 🥰 thank you! i am definitely perkier today, so it looks like at least i won't be entering the new year with this stupid cold weighing me down too much!

3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year

oooooh, tough decision here. i have a few lines i'm very fond of in Petrichor, Pineapple and Pomegranate, in heavy, and in A Care To Fill The Vessel Of Your Heart. scene wise, both Rebirth (Coming Home) and Maelstrom, the water told me have scenes that were actually a pain in the arse to write but i love how they came out in the end!

let's go with with these lines from A Care To Fill The Vessel Of Your Heart because I wrote Care after a terrible case of burnout from Kinkuary and i remember being so proud that i managed to fit a whole sex scene (rated M 😌😌) into a wee paragraph:

"And it turns out Harry Potter holds stars in his hands, and they spark all over Draco’s body as Potter pushes him against the damp brick wall outside The Attic, pushes their bodies together over the softest bed Draco has had under him in a while, pushes into Draco with a gentle touch Draco is not used to. They flare all over Draco’s body, as Potter’s hands cradle his face, as they meld together like wax dripping off the side of a forgotten candle, as Draco spills his adoration into Potter’s mouth, over his lips, his chin."

(the repetition may feel a little weird out of the context of the fic, but i wrote this... uh, how do i put it? very pretentiously, stylistically so. yeah. lol)

13. favorite writing song/artist/album of this year

oh! i have a weird relationship with music that i usually brush off with a "i'm not a music person," which isn't entirely true! but i find it very hard to listen to music while doing other things. music is for dancing or for just sitting down and listening (is this my ocd? is this my personality? idk sometimes they'e one and the same) so i don't often listen to music while writing! it's very hard not to get distracted by a lot of the music i love and i end up not writing at all but dancing/singing along at my desk when i try it!

when i do, i'm very picky and very specific about it! i'm a big film score nerd, so when i need a soundtrack for a fic, i pick a score i think fits the mood of the fic and play it while writing!

i wrote Forever Yours/Yours Forever to the soundtrack of Mary Magdalene (2018), and Maelstrom, the water told me to the soundtrack of If Beale Street Could Talk (2018) ... i also write a lot to gregorian chants hahahaha anyway i'll stop exposing my weirdness all over the internet now, thank you friend <3

questions from this end of the year list here

[yesokayiknow]

Here is my take that might be considered hot but shouldn't be, you dont need to be a lighting expert to love and understand the lighting behind a piece of work, in fact, that's kinda the point of it! It exists to tell the story and show the feelings or motivations of characters, they use our own emotions to guide us through the story. Sure there is a technical aspect of it and as a tech nerd i think the main thing that excites me about looking into the tech side is seeing how i might recreate something like that or change it to tell my story. The majority of lighting is underrated. Anyways, this is enough pretentious film school nerd talk for one day, but your opinions and thoughts on the story matter and have value, dont let anyone tell you otherwise

!!!! thank you. i always worry when i praise things that aren't my field that i'm actually like praising something that's actually awful and i'm not skilled enough to notice 😔 sometimes things just like? grab you though? and god like sure editing is probably the best measure of whether a film is good or not but if you've got yourself good cinematography & lighting & music??? chef's kiss, even IF the film is a narrative nightmare

also as someone who unfortunately watches a lot of superhero media, i'm now very much more appreciative of lighting just like not even the fancy stuff just every time i watch something where they have more than one tiny light i'm like thank god. and also whatever the role is for colour grading please you can have more than like 10 muted shades in a film i promise

[herexodus]

shit  my  film  professor  says  sentence  meme .

❝  we  got  waldo  over  here ,  our  resident  cinephile ,  and  then  a  human  muppet .  ❞ ❝  it’s  not  hard ,  it’s  just  tedious .  like  ____ .  except  ____  is  also  hard .  ❞ ❝  there’s  a  certain  degree  of  sadism  in  horror  filmmaking .  ❞ ❝  for  those  of  you  who  have  tried  to  come  see  me ,  i  have  been  hiding  from  you  and  i  have  been  successful .  ❞ ❝  get  your  shit  together !  ----  i’m  just  gonna  keep  cursing .  get  your  shit  together .  ❞ ❝   your  notion  of  me  that  i'm  infalliable  and  almost  godlike  will  be  corrupted  when  you  realize  i  am ,  in  fact ,  mortal . ❞ ❝  WHAT’S  THE  FILM ,  NERDS ?  ❞ ❝  * white  guy  voice *  any  preguntas ?  ❞ ❝   when  i  was  a  kid ,  my  mom  gave  me  those  little  stickers  to  put  on  my  ceiling.  i  was  like ,  give  em  to  me .  i’m  neil  fuckin  armstrong .  ❞ ❝  i’m  jacked  up  on  fried  chicken  and  sprite .  ❞  ❝  good  morning ,  poptarts .  ❞ ❝  i’ve  accepted  my  heterosexuality ,  but  sometimes  gene  kelly  makes  me  wonder ......  ❞ ❝  ursula  is  the  best  disney  character  of  the  past  fifty  years .  ariel  isn’t  ----  ARIEL  AIN’T  SHIT .  ❞ ❝  not  only  am  i  pretentious ,  i’m  a  coward .  ❞ ❝  no  one  wants  to  go  into  a  gun  fight  with  a  pool  noodle .  ❞ ❝  GIVE  THAT  MOFO  A  GUN .  ❞ ❝  how  DARE  you  fall  for  a  false  binary ?  ❞ ❝  that  was  the  visual  equivalent  of  a  warm  brownie  to  me .  ❞ ❝  look  at  me ,  i’m  twenty  and  i’ve  got  long  legs !  ❞ ❝  those  fuckers  are  trifling .  ❞ ❝  apparently  not  only  am  i  your  professor ,  i’m  also  your  pimp .  ❞

[punkscowardschampions]

Junior & Nancy

Gay nerds

Junior: Nance, how on earth are you tackling this art project? To say I'm discombobulated is an understatement that isn't getting me an A any time soon! Nancy: 😕 sums it up in a way. Obviously I can fall back on the twin thing but is that too safe? 😩 But we couldn't be more different Junior: 😖 Like, I love how vague and open to our own interpretation it is...but also I fucking hate how vague and open to our own interpretation it is! 😢😂 No one would blame you; least of all me, 'cos I was tempted- being the sore thumb I am when counting our ten- and I've not even got the twin angle everyone is so about in all areas of art tbh Junior: If nothing else, Buster is a willing participant in a photo op always? Junior: Ooh, you could get something matchy match from your childhood photos (I know they exist) and splice it with portraits of you now...Think that elevates it Nancy: You've put your finger on it. Nancy: But I don't think you're so right about the lack of blame 🤔 even with the boy/girl straight/gay redhead/brunette angle it still feels ??? Nancy: Basic 😒 Junior: I get you Junior: Meant to become the next Magritte in just 4 weeks, like !!! Junior: Well, I've heard at least 4 girls from class saying they're going to do a heavily made-up portrait next to a #nofilter #naturalbeauty one so Junior: We'll do better than that by default but I'd like to come up with something vaguely original still Junior: Miss' sanity relies on us lowkey, no pressure 😷😜 Nancy: I had that passing thought let it go though 😜 Nancy: You could text her Nancy: 😕 yes pressure Nancy: What to do? Junior: I like to keep it in professional hours Junior: for her sake, she gets a bit amorous when she's had a glass o vino after work Nancy: 😮 she does? Nancy: can I bribe my way to top of the class by raiding the cellar Junior: That was my second suggestion 😏 Junior: Take one for the team please 🙏 Nancy: but she's straight STRAIGHT Nancy: couldn't be enough Nancy: back to the mindmap Junior: Damn straights 😒 Junior: if all else fails, we can put this grade next to our last Junior: break the fourth wall, v meta Nancy: our school gets the one bohemian who is Nancy: put her next to the sterotypical art teacher Junior: did you mean my mother? 🤔 Junior: her, the engineer, hilarious 😂 Junior: Mum'd be up for it, you may borrow her Nancy: I might yet Nancy: when's this due again? Junior: we've still got 3 weeks, don't worry Junior: just trying to get it over and done with here Nancy: I should Nancy: The Tempest essay is due soon Junior: Don't remind me, even the gayness can't make it enjoyable, like many a teen show 🤷 Junior: Could combine? Somehow? Umm Junior: The supernatural characters and the humans...why yes, I am clutching at straws Junior: This term is killing me Nancy: If I'd get away with handing in some shots instead of an essay I would Nancy: not happening Nancy: 😩 Nancy: What ideas have you had? For the juxtaposition...forget the tempest Nancy: burn that Junior: If only, 1000 words=1 photograph, no contest really Junior: again, if only Will had 💀 Junior: The idea I can't get out of my head, even though it has been done to death so is BEYOND basic, is mashing up a classical art piece with something modern and pop culture...to say something about me (eww!) Junior: Tbf, they usually use Renaissance or very very famous art pieces so I could win points by using some relevant surrealism/ going beyond calling Mona Lisa #flawless Junior: Its all I've got Nancy: I think it's good Nancy: Let's both run with overused concepts and make them not basic in our way Nancy: act like we planned it Nancy: nobody has to know we had no other ideas Junior: Absolutely 😎 Junior: Total confidence is key, comes so natural to the both of us, like Junior: I think worrying about being 'original' is the true hack thing to do here anyway 💅 Nancy joined the chat 13 hours ago Nancy: 😖 yes Nancy: stealing that all Nancy: now if you could keep it going and give me some thoughts on shakespeare to plagiarize 😜 Junior: If I could, I would but even SparkNotes isn't helping me Junior: shall we peruse the best film/stage adaptations? maybe tomorrow night if you're free Nancy: I've seen the 2010 version a few times for obvious reasons Nancy: but yeah the others not so much Nancy: we need to do something that isn't me asking my mum for help Junior: Oh, babe 😂 that's the real tragedy here, you doing that to yourself Junior: maybe I'll borrow her and she can do mine for me Junior: still down for a movie night obviously Nancy: 🙉 Nancy: Lead female character Nancy: Shakespeare should've Nancy: Please do take her Nancy: mum swap 😂 Junior: As much as Bill LOVED any excuse for a drag show darling... stick with the evil queens and witches 😘 Junior: Let's do this, full family swap! Let them drive you insane for a bit whilst I live the life 😬 Nancy: Switch that around both my parents are so type A Nancy: Plus you've got all the brothers and sisters to dodge behind Nancy: Buster takes more heat off than most but he's still just one boy Junior: well, mine would refuse to be bound to a type, just as annoying I promise Junior: Its true I can mostly fade into obscurity with all their shenanigans, yet it still somehow isn't the case, just 12 nosy people in your business instead of the usual 2, with a disinterested brother flexing off in the background Nancy: 🙈 Nancy: I'm not having kids Nancy: Don't care if the future wife is frantic Junior: It is an issue that divides all of us tbh Junior: I don't think I'd mind one, to put all my efforts into Junior: but unlikely Junior: unless I co-parent from the sidelines with your wife Nancy: weirder scenarios have come about Nancy: I'd prefer a kitten Junior: steal one when you come over Junior: Ma'd probably notice but really, do we need so many? Nancy: Gran's such a dog person can I get through the door Junior: True, true Junior: Always living on such extremes this fam Junior: I don't know 😏 Nancy: look at me and my brother ultimate homo and hetero Nancy: embarrassing Junior: 😂 Junior: I'd love to suggest he doth protest too much but lbr Nancy: dad's never been prouder 😂 no teen pregnancies for his little girl Nancy: shakespeare would write that Junior: Who are we putting our money on to go first Nancy: that's harder than it sounds Junior: Rio is obvious choice but I sometimes think Grace might go insane and come along and take the claim Junior: *Shudders* Nancy: change the subject I beg you Nancy: I'd rather hear about your attempts to avoid your secret admirer who's a girl and hopelessly 💘 Junior: well, I would rather pretend that was not a thing 😬 Junior: as your brother once eloquently put it, when he was very pissed, 'i could clean up and get untold amounts of pussy' Junior: and that's that on that Junior: considering getting a face transplant 'cos my off-putting demeanour is not doing enough 😒 what problems to have, eh? the privilege of it all! 😂 Nancy: maybe we should go under together Nancy: moral support and potential discount Nancy: if I get told I don't look gay one more time I'm returning my badge Junior: well, where is your crewcut and tank top, like? 🤔 Junior: out here confusing the masses like that, idk Nancy: 🙉 Nancy: Not an identical twin playing tricks either how dare I Junior: why can't you just get in your box and like it, god damn it Nance! Nancy: unrelated except about boxes but should I get some new kit for this project or am I just stalling Nancy: a memoir Junior: any excuse 😜 Junior: but yes, do it Junior: i'm using it as excuse to go 'round all the best art galleries in town again so Nancy: Can I tag along Nancy: they're so quiet it's everything Junior: Naturally Junior: We're art students, we've gotta act like it, I'll keep the pretentious commentary to a minimum if you keep the equally as pretentious 'grams down too 😘 Nancy: I'll try Nancy: The feed wants what it wants though Junior: Can't argue, just leave the real money outta the shot Junior: Gotta leave my fangirls wanting more, like 😂 Nancy: That I will promise Nancy: Not trying to be mobbed by straight girls Junior: You mean you resist the lesbian stereotype of LOVING that too?! Nancy: Somehow it's managed Junior: no mean feat, one of the few gays in the village Nancy: Don't clap it's too loud 😂 Junior: *Finger clicks like this a slam poetry night* Nancy: Thank you Nancy: [sends a selection of childhood pictures] how early years can I go before everyone's rolling their eyes Nancy: Thank you too mum for these. Why did you do this to us? 🙈 Junior: Awww what 👼 Junior: This is how I like to remember Buster, before it all went wrong... 😉 Nancy: 👶🥕 Nancy: The glory days Junior: Weren't they just? Junior: At least you didn't have an extra older sister to dress you up, that's worse...the photos I could bring out, good lord 🙄 Nancy: 😜 And I wasn't that sister. You've welcome Buster Nancy: 🍀 Junior: *Whispers* Can we agree he needs SOMEONE to give him a makeover tho Nancy: I volunteer you as tribute Nancy: I've tried Junior: Maybe next family gathering Junior: if he shows Nancy: Bide your time Nancy: birthday present failsafe idea Junior: the amount of birthday celebrations in this fam is unholy Junior: We have a better social life than I would ever wish for, ugh Nancy: don't make me think about it Nancy: I'm sharing and it's made no difference Junior: wouldn't want you to miss out on all that good good attention we all crave 😂 Nancy: 🙈 Junior: Speaking of attention, have you heard the latest gossip that has piqued our peers? Nancy: You tell me Nancy: I can't think of anything off the top of my head Junior: Mark Colm Junior: a massive gay? Junior: I can't make up my mind if they're just hysterical and he's just a bit camp Junior: or there's something in it Nancy: He's one of us Nancy: Definitely crushing on the headboy I've seen him looking Junior: Isn't everyone? Junior: Even the teachers, complete popularity contest got him that position Junior: Interesting, though... Nancy: Besides me in my minority of one Nancy: And Sian would never Junior: Sian Gaffney? She's never gay! Thought you didn't do straight girls, you're reaching there Nancy: 🙉 not her she's dating the oldest Keenan lad Jake? Blake? idk Nancy: She'd love to ride half our class anyway Junior: Ohh you mean Mrs Kelly, duh Junior: yeah she's one of the only decent teachers about, doesn't seem like she goes in for all that popularity politics Nancy: No she doesn't Junior: Seems like a good place to while away a lunchtime Nancy: don't tell everyone how fun it is there'll all wanna join me Nancy: not ready to say goodbye to my happy place Junior: I think your secret is safe from the masses, even if I suddenly got uncharacteristically chatty Junior: Even the ones that don't take the piss and are relatively decent human beings Junior: still rather go get a nandos or whatever it is they do Nancy: Yeah I'm an open book if anyone asks 😂 Nancy: I'll stick with the one stereotype I'm okay with embracing, my eager vegetarianism Nancy: No offence lads Junior: Its all kale and charitable acts with this one Junior: No ulterior motives at all 😏 Nancy: just a rich girl with more wealth than she can give away 😜 Nancy: nothing else to see here Junior: mhmm okay 👌 Junior: we'll pretend I don't know you better than that Nancy: Hey you don't know everything Junior: True Junior: are you in the mood for telling? Junior: 🤔 Nancy: Sometimes Nancy: Can't put it all in my art Junior: not if you don't want Miss to think you're trying to tell her something Junior: flattered but straight, like Nancy: She's not the one Nancy: She'll be flattered to hear Junior: Indeed Nancy: When there is someone it'd be nice to talk about it Nancy: Sometimes like I said Junior: Well, you know where I am Junior: When there is someone Nancy: But I wouldn't know where to start Nancy: I can't put words to it ?? Not the right ones Junior: That's not just you Junior: If I'm to understand all the songs and poetry professing they too have no words Junior: Can but try 🙂 Nancy: Helpful Nancy: What about you? Headboys to one side. Any crushes? Junior: No, no Junior: No point, is there Nancy: Doesn't mean there's a way to stop yourself Nancy: Wish I could just No at myself Junior: I don't know, I don't find it too hard Junior: but you're out so its different Junior: I wouldn't want to go out with anyone...even if Mark is a gay Junior: what would he want with me Nancy: You're a catch Nancy: Out or not he'd be punching above his weight to have you Junior: I don't think there's any point being with someone if you can't be open with it Junior: Being a dirty little secret isn't going to feel good for either party Nancy: For some people it feels worth it Nancy: Just to be with, or around them Junior: Perhaps Junior: Safe to say I don't feel that deeply for any lad here so yeah Junior: keeping on my shelf for now, like Nancy: There's a junxtaposition, us on our respective ledges Nancy: I can't remember what being happily single is like Nancy: Another lesbian stereotype for the list Junior: Don't, how depressing 😂 Junior: I am not about that angsty teen art life Junior: How do we get you a lady? Junior: Do we have to hit the clubs? Nancy: 🙈 Nancy: No no no Nancy: Give that up for a bad job and worse idea Nancy: I'm too picky Junior: You're speaking to me Junior: vowed a celibate here Junior: we can do this for you Nancy: We can't Nancy: Leave me in my rut Junior: Fine fine 😋 Nancy: I'll be in my dark room angsting 😂 Junior: Noted Junior: I'll drag you out for museums and Tempest film marathon tomorrow, yeah? Junior: 'Til then madame Nancy: Looking forward to it Nancy: Stay inspired 💚 Junior: Stay golden 💛

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I just read a YouTube comment that theorized that Echoes of the Eye (the song) is actually part of the vision the Hatchling shows to the Prisoner - like the music is actually diegetic - and the Prisoner sees this story of their impact on the universe over hundreds of thousands of years with this beautiful music made from instruments they've never heard before and then they echo their interpretation of it back to you with their final message (Departure) and I almost started crying at work

54 notes - Posted October 25, 2022

#4

fuck dude it sure is

69 notes - Posted May 1, 2022

#3

Hey you all should watch Pat's new video about Mountain Dew, Call of Duty, and how the American military shapes our entertainment landscape.

(also check out his Twitter thread with some of his resources and reference materials)

70 notes - Posted May 5, 2022

#2

polygon's the the game awards awards stream but it's just every time they say "this is a game!"

86 notes - Posted June 28, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

AND THEN AS YOU KEEP PLAYING THE MECHANICS BECOME PART OF THE STORY BECAUSE THE NOMAI WERE ALSO DRIVEN BY THEIR CURIOUSITY THOUSANDS OF YEARS AGO AND THEY DEDICATED THEIR LIVES TO UNDERSTANDING THE EYE SIGNAL AND NOW YOU FINISH WHAT THEY COULDN'T BECAUSE THEIR CURIOUSITY ALSO LEAD TO THEIR DEATHS. AND THEN YOU PLAY THE DLC AND SPEND THE WHOLE TIME UNCOVERING TRUTH THAT THE STRANGERS NEVER WANTED ANYONE TO KNOW ABOUT BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT THE KNOWLEDGE WAS DANGEROUS AND THEY DIED BECAUSE THEY COULDN'T FACE THE COST OF HIDING THE TRUTH BUT IF THE PRISONER HADN'T REBELLED AND LET THAT TRUTH OUT THE NOMAI NEVER WOULD HAVE COME TO THE SYSTEM. IT'S ALL ABOUT THE COSMIC CONNECTIONS OVER TIME AND SPACE AND HOW EVERY ACT CAN HAVE EFFECTS HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF YEARS LATER AND DEATH IS STILL INEVITABLE BUT IT'S NEVER MEANINGLESS AS LONG AS THOSE CONNECTIONS ARE THERE

230 notes - Posted August 21, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

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RISE ROAR REVOLT 2022, dir. S. S. Rajamouli

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I finally watched RRR and I had tried to keep my expectations level going into it because it had been so hyped up for me but..... I'm not sure how I'm going to be able to watch any other movie ever again

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Rewatched Colossal, understood the moral this time

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I thought of like 15 different joke/meme reviews on my drive home but this was my favorite so I went with it

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Kind of an odd collection for the weekend but considering I watched two movies in the entire month of September I'm happy

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I just found again this list my uncle made me of movies to watch when I was recovering from top surgery and I forgot how great it is (and how many of these I still haven't seen 😬)