#sometimes giving me a little heart emoji as if to feed what was previously my need to be accepted

[asgardianhobbit98]

I really need to re-evaluate a lot of my friendships. Online and irl.

[impalaslytherin]

Arcane

Chapter 1

Writer's note

-Well no need to say it but I am new to writing so mistakes are evident kindly ignore them

-The story is solely my imagination it don't entirely follow the show's storyline but it is mainly set after mark of Cain chapter

- rest enjoy the ride 😉

"And Sam don't forget the pie " dean reminded him for another tenth time as Sam was heading towards for supply run

"Have I ever " Sam replied carelessly walking upwards to the bunker stairs ignoring all the reminders of Dean

Here in bucker Dean whilst putting another stitches to his wound wondering do Sam forget pie on purpose ?

ofcourse he do it on purpose that man can remember maths , heavy latin chants ,all the lore stuff

but that giant can't remember to bring a pie just a pie well definitely dean can have more than one but Sam bringing pie that's not an easy task

After cleaning up the wounds he unchanged his cloths man he is becoming like a canvass to these demons , vampires, werewolves ,ghosts and all the monsters each passing day a new scar to this glorious body of Dean Winchester well maybe this scar don't last long but who knows ,

Opening the shower he felt relaxed well aside from memory foam the bunker is blessed with this awesome water pressure and shower this is something he just relish after a tiresome hunting days

After spending quite some minutes in shower he stepped out

In his room just wrapping towel around his waist looking for something warm and suddenly one of his phone flash with a preview message and without wasting a second he quickly feed the password and read the message

" Hey hope you are doing ok after kicking ass of creepy monster "

" Do take the meds on time and don't drink too much ok !

A smile formed on his lips while reading the text and suddenly the mobile flashes again

" I know Mr. you can handle yourself but still it's sometime good to do what your body demands - that is rest and healthy food ,less drinking "

Well the smile never left Dean's face he was overjoyed to read these texts his heart was fluttering with happiness this is all still very distant to him someone asking him how is he doing someone reminding him about the food and medicines well Sam is there for him his family and previously Bobby was genuinely concerned about him Charlie and Jody also count for family but this is something regular a routine sort of thing he won't be lying to himself but his mind is still processing to how to respond to these concern that are being there for him but deep down he knows he want this to be a regular thing but he is also aware of his life as much fluttering this is it will go down to worse at some point well welcome to Winchester wasteland...

Brushing aside his imagination he responded to the text

" Well ok doctor anything else I need to be lectured on "

The mobile flashes again

" Oh really that you call a lecture well sorry Mr you can't handle me actually giving you a lecture

Smirking at the phone screen he started tapping the screen

" Oh sweetheart you don't have any idea what I can handle " he sent the text well not forgetting to send the winking emoji along with it

He was about to ask for a phone call but suddenly he heard footsteps outside his room well Sam is back with the food and other necessities

That was quick he thought though keeping hopes up that his little brother didn't forget the pie he hide the phone and again start searching for what to wear he need to the laundry soon

" Dude seriously this is how you are going to roam around here in towel "

Annoyed by his little brother remark

" Well Sam I think I should when you don't remember to do the laundry on time I think should roam around in towel and who's even here to judge me "

Rolling his eyes he left Dean's room to his private space well that means reading book without the picture

Finally all dressed up in red flannel and jacket and hope for a pie on kitchen table well again that counts for disappointment

"What the hell Sam where is the pie "

Yelling two or three times at Sam knowing very well that he is ignoring him now and engrossed himself to read god know what

He started eating and want to keep texting her this was fun to him this thing in his life was something exciting, something new something he never done before ,

waking up to someone's text and wait for someone response being anxious over a text well all this was crappy Romeo stuff to him previously but oblivious to all the prior judgement he wait for her text and something even more when he gets some chance to meet her he look for these moments

He still remember the time when god knows how he met her again at that coffee shop and the other miraculous happening she remembered her like the way they used to before all the monstrous incident hit their lives

and from that day to present they are in touch with each other just finding comfort and solace in each other's company just being in present not worrying for future, for once Dean not worrying about will heaven and hell collapse or not

Somehow with her he just live at the present

As he was cherishing on their unexpected meeting at coffee shop the worry of future not exactly vanished from his brain and tons of negative possibility hit his mind

what if he will loose her like everyone else in his life what if keeping her near him bring danger to her , well she can protect herself and kick ass but still....

What if he can't protect his Sammy because of her

What if he loose her again ! ....

Chapter 2

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You Never Notice

Sykkuno x Reader (Female)

Warnings: None

Genre: Fluff

Summary: The center of someone’s world is never aware of their importance even when everyone else is in the know. People are hard to understand, no denying, but if we all spilled our truth like how Y/N admitted her feelings to Sykkuno, mutual understanding would be achieved a lot more easily. JK, she needed an eternity and maybe a thousand pushes. What’s important is the result though, right?

Requested by Anon. You are my first Sykkuno request and I wish I could thank you with a tag. Instead, I’m gonna thank you with a fic in which I put my all. Thank you for the request, hope the final product doesn’t let you down. 🥰

Here we go again. Sykkuno’s love life is brought up. This time it’s more frustrating cause I can’t shout how wrong he is about himself and the effect he has on the people around him. He has no room to speak, he hasn’t experienced what I have - one of your best friends living in your head rent-free because you’re just that whipped by them. That’s right kids, some of us never grow past the middle school crushes - they are a constant for some. That can be a good or a bad thing, it completely depends on how you view it.

Currently, him and Rae are addressing some dating rumors that started spreading about them earlier this week while Felix, Sean and I are kicking each other’s butts in Party Animals. We’re not all playing together, actually, we were all playing different games when we hopped into the call and just grouped together after playing solo got boring. Rae and Sykkuno are playing Among Us on a random server, her being the only person who’s streaming right now. She said she just wanted to clear up the dating rumors cause they were annoying to see popping up on her feed on every social media platform she’s active on.

“It’s ridiculous, really. People just look for online personalities to put in imaginary relationships. Are they that bored? I know quarantine is getting to everyone, but damn“ Rae says, laughing a bit to take the edge off her words but I know she’s bothered by this ordeal more than she’s letting on. I know how much it bothers her when people ship random youtubers and streamers together, even when she’s not involved. 

And I agree. Ever since I started streaming I’ve been shipped with my friends left and right. First Corpse, then Dave, Joel...you name them. It gets kinda gross cause these people are legit like siblings to me. Unlike Rae, though, I don’t waste my breath trying to clear those ‘talks of the net’ up. I don’t know if it’s for better of for worse that I remain silent on the issue when I’m involved but am willing to stand up for my friends when they find themselves in a similar situation. Some people think the reason I don’t share my thoughts is because the rumors are true, but the hint is most often taken, resulting in the ship ending. Well, that ship ending, there’s always a new one popping up. As Rae said, it’s ridiculous.

“Why does everyone think I am ever dating anyone? I’ve already commented on this: no one would date me.“ Sykkuno says through a sigh-like laugh.

“Why are you so sure?“ I blurt out without as much as a second thought

My eyes widen just a bit, just a bit. I’m not too surprised with myself. I am slowly losing control of my raging emotions and I’m afraid of what I’ll turn into when all my restraints snap. A mess, that’s the most likely answer.

“Well....“ Sykkuno trails off, clearly more than a little nervous, “I don’t have a girlfriend right now, and I haven’t had one in a while...Nor has a girl shown any interest to be more than friends with me in what feels like forever.“

“I’m sure you just don’t notice the hints girls drop. We can be pretty subtle.“ I try to sound as nonchalant as possible while I’m still in my panicked animal mode. And by animal I mean a cub. A scared cub that is now showing confidence but will run and hide right afterwards. I silently thank the universe that I’m not streaming right now. I can feel the heat on my neck and cheeks which is pure embarrassment and would have been more than evident on-camera.

“Yeah Y/N’s right, Sykkuno. Girls can be very subtle, but they will always let you know if they like you, even through the smallest of gestures. You gotta keep your eyes open.“ Rae backs me up reassuringly.

“Guys never notice anything.“ I say, rolling my eyes. I feel the pressure lessen thanks to Rae’s involvement in the conversation.

“That’s not true.“ Sean protests, “We pay close attention, especially to girls we are attracted to.“

“Yeah!“ Sykkuno pipes in again, “I’m pretty sure I would notice if a girl was dropping signals that she likes me.“

Now that stings. That legit makes me wince and cringe as though his voice delivered an actual physical hit to my chest and stomach. It’s really unpleasant, painful even.

“You never notice.“ There’s something about this triple opportunity - proving him wrong that he’d catch onto a girl’s signals; proving him wrong that girls aren’t attracted to him; coming clean about the biggest emotional struggle I’ve experienced in recent years; - that snaps my last emotional restraints. I will totally regret this later, but after the regret comes the relief which is 100% worth it. 

“What?“ He sounds very puzzled. I can just about imagine him frowning as he tries to wrap his brain around something even I can’t wrap mine around.

“You say you’d notice a girl’s hints of attraction. OK.“ I nonchalantly throw Felix off the submarine in Party Animals while I keep talking, “Would you notice if a girl purposely doesn’t kill you in Among Us when she’s impostor? Or would you notice that a girl always sends you links to videos she finds funny? Or that she always shares music and movie recommendations with you and you only?“ 

Dead silence ensues. I feel like they have all glitched, considering Sean didn’t even try to put up a fight when I lifted him and threw him in the ocean as I previously did with Felix’s avatar.

Maybe I was a tad too specific and made the whole situation hit a little too close to home for me. 

Sykkuno and I have become really close friends and we chat and play games regularly. As I mentioned, I give him movie and music recommendations and I only recently started acknowledging the fact that I’ve never killed him in Among Us. Natural instinct I guess. In fact, I feel the need for vengeance when he’s killed. I refuse to even vote for him unless it’s absolutely necessary.

Now that I think about it, it’s not his fault he has no clue. I just don’t know how to properly drop hints.  

“Um...I mean, I guess I would notice but I’d never think they are that type of hints.“ He finally replies.

On point there, dear. On damn point.

“What does it take for you to be convinced that a girl is into you?“ Who cares that a bunch of people are about to witness this outpour? It’ll make it more real, yes, but it will also help me believe that it happened so I don’t try to crawl back to the point where return is an option. No return now. You’ve already passed two thirds of the way. The last one will set you and your mind free. 

“The only way I can be sure is if she tells me, really.“ He sounds so nervous and shy, like he’s trying to draw as little attention as possible.

He doesn’t have to worry. I’m about to pull all the attention on me.

“Well in that case....you leave me no other choice.“ My screen displays me as the winner of this round of Party Animals - an easy one considering my friends are glitched in real life. “I like you, Sykkuno. I like you a lot. And I know you will see it from every context except the one its meant to be in so I’ll be even more head-on - I’ve liked you, as more than a friend for quite some time now, but buddy, you can be sooo oblivious sometimes. Anyway...“ Here’s that regret I was talking about, it’s already creeping in. “Don’t feel the need to say it back. I don’t wanna hear it if you don’t mean it. And Rae,“ I can’t help but laugh at the thought, “Sorry for making your chat go crazy. Peace!“

And I disconnect from the Discord call.

“See? That wasn’t so hard, was it?“ I say out loud, staring at my desktop. “The cat’s out of the bag and you can move on now.“

I push myself to get some work done in order to get my mind off the mess I’ve created. I’m afraid of thinking about it, I know I’ll get too upset to do anything with the rest of my day if I do.

Suddenly, just as I’m about to open my email, my phone chimes. My brain doesn’t bother to stop my arm from automatically reaching out and checking the notification. A message.

From Sykkuno.

~ I knew you didn’t suggest me ‘My Best Friend’s Wedding’ for no reason

Me ~ So...?

~ So, I’m not the only oblivious one here, Y/N

Me ~ Wait WHAT?

~ ‘Nick And Norah’s Infinite Playlist’?

Me ~ Oooohhhh...I see

It takes him a few seconds to reply, the bubble with the three bouncing dots popping up and disappearing a few times now. I just now feel my heart banging against the inside of my ribcage, my pulse echoing in my ears.

He did seem a little too eager for me to watch that movie...

~ So, movie date?

I laugh, wholeheartedly and honestly. Genuine joy running through my veins.

Me ~ So it is.

The grin that is now decorating my features promises to stay there for the rest of the day. I bite my bottom lip at the thought that pops into my head.

Me ~ Phew, I can stop sparing you in Among Us from now on

He sends me three cry-laughing emojis in return, but I don’t need those. I can just imagine him laughing as he usually does with one hand covering his mouth. And here I thought my grin couldn’t grow wider.

 Imagining him happy makes me smile. His happiness makes me happy. He makes me happy.

Even better...

I think the feeling’s mutual.