#sometimes I worry I'm not a real person and just a compilation of media and things my friends have said and the dream might be a reflection

[fairy-princette]

I have a lot of weird nightmares dreams. This is a compilation.

We're living on an asteroid, hurtling through space, surrounded by tiny pin rock stars. It is always dark here. There are mountains of porous rock and we live inside the caverns. It is dark and it is cold and the rocks are hard. Something is coming.

I'm at a party at a friends house. All the walls are light green. I walk down a corridor, pass the kitchen and find a small cupboard door. I climb through. I'm in a dark forest, but it's not a real forest. It's a dark room of poured cement and the walls are painted with trees. There are creatures here that are like The Fair Folk, but not all of them are. There is an execution happening. One of the not-Fair Folk turns to shadow and melds into the victim's shadow and they are dead. The shadow slides over the floor towards me. My only way home is to bring the shadow creature with and inflict this interloper on my friends.

There is a city and I am outside it. A high stone wall surrounds, stretching far above my head. The city is filled with light but none of it spills outside the wall. The darkness has creatures in it. The climb through shadows and latch onto you, eating your memories of yourself. No-one will let me back in the city.

I've gone back to my old school - sometimes I am me and sometimes I am not. I am sat with my friends from now in a classroom from then, but then my friends are gone and there are strangers in their place. The bell rings and we leave the classroom. I have been to this school everyday for seven years but I am lost in corridors that were not there before. I find my friends but now I have lost my jacket. I find my jacket but then my friends are gone. I am outside in a park that does not exist. I have my jacket but I am not me. I am sat at a bench with a woman my age. Something in the school was making me not-me and taking my friends. It has followed me and now the woman is gone. I run from it but it is invisible. People in the street stand and watch as it catches me.

[accio-victuuri]

Hi there! I'm new to the fandom and whenever I searching/reading CPN, sometimes, it felt like it was usually DD who keeps giving. So I couldn't help but get worried. What if it's all one-sided? Do you have any compilation wherein it's GG who's being expressive?

Hello Anon! Welcome to the Fandom! So, I just wanna start with — whatever it is you end up being in this fandom is all up to you. If you decide that they are cute together and you just wanna stan them both, that’s cool. Looks like you are not yet on the SZD train, hence, you being worried. It’s okay if you never get to SZD. It’s not a requirement. It takes time and that conclusion will not be up to me or any blogger here or anywhere. I personally encourage people to think on their own. I’m just here to share what I know/ my thoughts but it’s not mandatory to believe everything.

So about the whole one-sided thing.

People really express themselves in different ways. In real life, you might have an s/o who is not ‘showy’ or the flowers/dates kind of guy but that doesn’t mean they don’t love you. Those who posts pics of their s/o on social media does not mean they have a perfect relationship. This one sided worry is pretty common for people who are new because of the material that is out there available to find first. You have WANG straightforward screaming didi ai ni can’t get a proper picture of him cause he is always looking at his zg YIBO. Then you have GG who seems like he is just playing along.

There is really no competition who expresses it more. They are both Captains of this ship. In this fandom, when Web gives candies— it will be enough to tide you over. Small clues. But when it’s GG who decides to give a candy, it’s gonna be ALOT. be prepared. Most of the things he does are unwashable. like what happened in his Qingdao vlog or that time he said Web was more clingy than Jianguo. That’s just two examples. There is almost no room to misunderstand. It is what it is.

Now moving on to moments that GG was expressive.

• His ideal life painting.

• All the 👀 things he said in unofficial BTS.

• GG’s double standards.

• @ohnobjyx taking care of each other. You can look at GG’s POV on it.

• Kepler - Lol. Does this even need an explanation?

• from @rainbowsky:

this one that’s about GG not hugging Web.

the CPN about him designing the panther logo. It’s the kind of almost silent things like this which is his way of showing his devotion.

and here has some good expressive moments.

• @jcisthebestfightme times their love was not one-sided.

• All the hints and candies from his performances on Our Song. I think you can find those yourself Anon cause you said you’ve been searching. Make sure you read one about this.

• GG’s look of love during shooting:

Lol I feel like I can go on and on with this but I will stop now. I want you to take these as a starting point and then continue your own discovery. Good luck! ✌🏼

[definitionoffernweh]

This is a 18+ fandom blog where we will run into/discuss NSFW and problematic/taboo topics!

Keep In Mind:

𒆜 Real Life Political/Social Justice/etc stuff are allowed as long as we keep it on fandom/media/etc. FYI I'm an Intersectional Feminist & Queer.

𒆜 After some recent things I've seen that unfortunately exist, I cannot continue being civil with people who condone RL harassment over fiction so if you're a part of that or use the term "proshitter" unironically you will be blocked.

𒆜 I tend to disappear for long periods of time and then come back and blow everything up. I also switch Fandoms like crazy and only sometimes stick with one for a long period of time. I have a habit of mass reblogging/tagging, and am still sorting out the various untagged posts. I also mass follow blogs without looking at bios so I'm very willing to unfollow/block if asked in general (you do not need to have a reason!).

𒆜 I will try to tag everything so don’t worry too much about accidentally coming across something triggering/deeply upsetting. And if you're that worried about it, I usually stay in the realm of fluff, romance & familial relationships versus anything else.

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“Marrying the words fern, or distance, and wehe, an ache or sickness, the word can be roughly translated as 'distance sickening' or 'far woe' – a pain to see far-flung places beyond our doorstep.”

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To Further Clarify My Own Opinions On These Things: 

Shipping is, inherently for a lot of reasons, romantic/sexual in nature. I don’t use the term “platonic shipping” for putting together two or more people in a sibling/parental/etc way because of that. If it’s platonic, it won’t be described as shipping. Also the “underage” tag is interesting to me because of what different countries and even different states would classify as legally underage, so I just boil it down to this: characters being shipped under 14 (especially if they’re under 10) and over 18 are a NO-GO. Large age gaps where both are 18+ or are around the same age in general (middle schooler x middle schooler/high schooler x high schooler, pairings like “17yr old x 19 yr old”) are completely fine. 

Yes, I’m into OC x Canon. I’m a huge fan of OCs, especially making them (though personally not that big on self-shipping), and since I’m also a huge fan of shipping they go hand-in-hand. I don’t do Anti-OC rhetoric, but I do agree that Mary/Gary-Sues are a thing (just not that every OC is one). This is one of the biggest reasons why I created this blog, so I can provide help to those trying to make a two-dimensional fully rounded character. Lastly, as a nice reminder to Anti-OC people: every character is an OC, deal with it. 

Concerning “Psuedo-Incest”, like Batcest (not between Bruce, Damian, Kate, Bette, Helena W.), MCU Thorki, etc; it will be in here but tagged so you don’t have to see it if you don’t want to. Psuedo-Incest doesn't bother me because it isn't actually incest and only works in AUs where the characters have never/will never see each other in a sibling/parental/etc way. Psuedo-Incest where step-family fall in love while looking at each other as “biological family” I classify as incest just because of how much of a reach creators are doing to make it truly incestuous while being unable to actually make it incestuous for some reason or another. And concerning ships like MCU Starker/Spideypool, etc; they will only show up if the canonically underage character has been aged-up or the canonically older character has been aged-down.

I don't do Real People shipping, for multiple reasons, but I'm chill with RPF (and even those non-serious compilations/edits) as long as the real people involved are okay with it. I personally believe if Real People shippers kept to their circles the shipping would never get toxic and have a lasting negative impact on the real world. I also don't do Loli/Shota type stuff or even zoophilia-esque shit; they're just not my thing.

In case you couldn't tell I'm a Pro-Shipper (aka anti-fanpol/anti-anti/profic/etc), so I'd prefer if you blocked/ignored me instead of starting shit. I also align myself with neushippers/neufic/peacefic/etc etc, but I'm very anti-radqueer. Anyway, I have a whole tag explaining my views on this cause there is too much for one paragraph so check it out if you're curious. To give a little summary about myself, in RL I truly don’t give a shit what anyone does as long as it is consensual and I'm completely against pedophilia/zoophilia/etc etc. But in fiction, I'm both quite picky about what I read and "morbidly curious" (and maybe slightly dumb in comprehension) so I'm not huge on problematic ships or scenarios but I have and will read them. At the end of the day, I believe you can consume whatever fiction you want (as long as it's fiction, it isn't made with the intention of doing harm aka propaganda and you fully understand that's it's fictional) but most if not all "problematic" stuff won't be posted/reblogged here. 

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Tag Index

dof-mv is the fictional world I created after I realized how much I loved vast connected universes. It’s watched over by Quintessa, the mysterious narrator/storyteller. In-universe, it is referred to as the “Omniverse" (which you can look up). dof-ov is my stories/OCs separate and non-canon to my main universe, which are also separate from each other unless stated otherwise. 

guest-stars is other people's OC's "info boards" that I reblog while ocappreciation (this and ocapp are not my own tags, feel free to follow them) is general OC content. My own OCs might also show up here, not sure yet. writing-is-my-passion is advice/positivity/etc pertaining to Characters, Stories, Writing, etc etc. It can be by me or others. Feel free to ask if you want a specific topic, or if you want to submit your own. 

CONTENT-WARNING ("Trigger Warnings") is the usual (Gore, Porn, etc; includes "cursed fic/ships/etc"). shipname-au (ie starker-au) is for ships being made "appropriate" (ie aged-up/aged-down, un-family-related, etc etc). batcest/thorki will be used for anyone who has those blacklisted. ___ fic/art/hcs/comic/animation for specific things.

??? is for stuff like media literacy/discussion/etc. gay-nerds is for any mention of SJW-esque stuff (queer/feminism/etc etc) revolved around media. to-be-or-not-to-be is stuff I want to find later. you-are-the-entire-circus is funny stuff. fern-is-REDACTED is my posts. kim-people-are-dying is discourse (can be positive and negative).

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RECS

DC (+Subcollections)

BNHA

Riordanverse (+Subcollections)

DuckTales (2017) + DT87/DWD91

Marvel (+Subcollections)

The Secret/Celebrity Trio

TMNT

DBH

Audio Dramas (+Subcollections)

Internet Horror (+Subcollections)