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hejihra · 14 days ago
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johnnysnostril · 3 years ago
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makeup sex with nct 127 | part four [18+]
mark & haechan
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i slipped my phone underneath my sheets and cuddled into my pillow.
yes, i was home and no he didn’t need to know that.
i didn’t wanna talk. there was nothing to be talked about.
mark knew how jealous i could get, but it’s only because everyone fucking loves him. i never get any of his time anymore- and the longer he stayed away, the more jealous and paranoid i got. i don’t think he really understood that though. i didn’t mean to be so jealous, i was just always worried that someone was going to take my place, like in the past.
i know mark was different but still- i was worried.
suddenly my mom came knocking on my door.
“honey, mark is here.” she whispered with a smile.
i shook my head.
“i’m not here.” i whispered back.
my mom slightly frowned, eventually nodding then making her way back downstairs.
i laid still on my mattress, trying to see if i can hear what was going on- nothing. it was quiet as a mouse.
i finally exhaled deeply and shut my eyes, thinking i was in the clear.
a few moments later, my door opened.
“i’m sorry mom, i just don’t wanna talk right now.” i mumbled, trying to not cry. she said nothing. the door softly shut and i finally let out a few tears. i really hated crying.
i felt my cover pull back, as someone climbed in behind me- wrapping an arm around my waist.
“baby, don’t cry..” i heard mark’s voice say.
realizing it was him, i just cried even more. he squeezed me close to his chest and placed an innocent kiss on my shoulder.
“why are you crying?” he whispered against my skin.
i didn’t answer. i didn’t want to-
“baby, talk to me- please.” he pleaded.
mark gently climbed over me, making his way to the other side of the mattress so he could see my face.
i instantly hid.
“stop it-“ he said pulling my hands away and pulling me into his chest.
“i didn’t mean to make you feel like this, my love.” he admitted. “i swear on my life, you’re the only one i want.” mark slowly rubbed my back to try and calm me down.
i could feel his heartbeat. it was so calm. it almost made me feel better.
“i promise you, nothing happened- i would never lie to you.”
mark slightly pulled himself back, searching for my eyes.
i looked up at him and he smiled.
“god, you’re so beautiful.” mark’s eyes glistened as he looked at me. he lifted my hand, placing it on his chest- to feel his heartbeat. “do you feel that?” he asked. i nodded.
his heart was racing.
“you’re the only person who can do that to me..” mark whispered. “only you.” wiping one of my tears away, he leaned forward- placing soft kisses over my eyelids. “you’re still the most beautiful woman to me- even on your worse days.”
i rested my head on his chest and just listened to his heartbeat.
mark had never really done anything to hurt me. it was just my mind playing tricks on me, like it always did.
“why do you put up with me?” i mumbled into his chest.
he answered right away.
“i love you- and there’s nothing that could change that. i told you i’m here for you and that’s what i mean.” he began. “i’m here regardless if you don’t want me to be. you’re my person and i won’t give up on you, babe. i’m patient and will love you through all the pain you’ve experienced.”
as we looked at each other, i could feel my body becoming numb with tingles.
i loved this man so much.
“i love you-“ he repeated. “so much.” mark cracked an innocent smile as he glanced down at my lips.
“am i wrong for wanting to kiss you right now?” he groaned.
i shook my head.
instantly, he leaned in- connecting our lips and tangling his fingers in my hair.
the butterflies flew through my stomach as i slipped my fingertips underneath his shirt.
within seconds, his tongue was in my mouth- swirling around mine. his kisses were intense and deep, making me breathe a bit heavier.
mark found himself on top of me, as i tugged at his shirt. taking the hint, he lifted up and removed the fabric from his body- throwing it on the floor.
we haven’t had sex in almost two months.
our bodies were hungry.
before i knew it, we were both naked. mark’s fingers were inside me as he continued to kiss me. i moaned against his lips, gently sinking my teeth into his bottom lip. as i spread my legs wider, his fingers moved faster.
sliding my fingers into the back of his hair, i pulled him closer before releasing his lip.
“mark, fuck me-“ i moaned.
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i threw my phone on my mattress and groaned loudly as i got up to get dressed. haechan was so damn hardheaded and it really annoyed me sometimes.
i quickly dressed myself in some jeans and one of his hoodies.
hearing a knock on the door, i rolled my eyes and made my way to the peephole.
seeing it was haechan, i folded my arms around my chest. “who is it?” i said with an attitude.
“the best boyfriend in the world. what do you mean?! open the door.” he said playfully. “no.” i shouted back.
he smiled and leaned against the pillar by the doorbell.
sighing, he slipped his hand into his pocket- pulling out my favorite candy.
“alright- well, i guess i’ll have to eat this by myself then.”
my eyes scanned the wrapper as he peeled back the shiny paper.
“you asshole.” i mumbled.
as i clicked the top lock, haechan stuff the candy in his mouth. i ripped the door open- making my way over to him and slapped his chest. “oh hey, babe. i didn’t see you there.” he joked. as i tried to snatch the candy out of his hands, he held it above his head as he chewed.
“mm mm, imma need a kiss first before you try and steal from me.” he winked, pushing his lips out for a kiss. i stood there for a minute before sighing, reaching over to the front door to close it- then made my way over to his car.
haechan laughed and quickly ran behind me.
“nice hoodie.” he said slapping my butt.
i ignored him.
reaching his car, i yanked on the door handle.
“not so fast, little missy.” he said dangling the car keys in front of my face as he leaned against the back door. haechan smiled and poked his lips out again for a kiss. i rejected him.
“why are you still mad, huh?” he said in a serious tone, trying to give me the candy.
“i don’t want it.” i lied.
“yeah right. just take it, meany.”
snatching the candy out of his hand, i placed my free hand on my hip. “so, i’m the mean one?” i began. “after you cancelled on me, again?!” i shouted.
haechan pouted, reaching out to hold my waist.
“i said i’m sorry baby. that’s why i’m here.”
i shook my head, looking off to the side.
“i’m so tired of your shit, haechan.” i admitted.
“i know-“ he shot back. “i’m trying, okay?” leaning down a little, he kissed my neck. “please be patient with me. i really don’t mean to work this much- i just don’t have a choice right now, babe.” he mumbled against my skin.
haechan slowly rocked us back and forth before he chuckled.
“hug me, baby. i haven’t seen you in two weeks.”
he kissed my neck again.
i shut my eyes, trying not to be angry anymore.
he smelled so good and he felt good against my body.
“if you’re nice to me, i can show you what i have planned.” his hands trailed down to my butt and he softly squeezed.
i didn’t want him to know that i was actually enjoying this moment.
he lifted his head and smiled down at me.
“don’t be so angry with me. i really have something special planned.” once again, he pushed his lips out for a kiss.
i actually kissed him back, but only a little.
being the dramatic soul he was, he instantly fell back against the car- holding his chest.
“oh my god. are you trying to kill me?” he shouted. “damn, someone bring me an oxygen tank!”
i rolled my eyes and laughed at his comment just before he sat back up to cup my chin. “there’s that beautiful smile.”
haechan unlocked the doors, opening the passenger side- for me to get in.
pulling into a tiny parking lot, he parked the car. “what are we doing at the beach?” i asked as i finished the other half of the candy bar. haechan smiled, getting out of the front seat and making his way to the backseat. i followed behind him.
as he faced me, he pulled me in for a kiss and i went with it.
“i wanted to just chill here with you and watch the water.” he mumbled. “but there’s something i need to take care of first.”
in one motion, he popped the button on my jeans and yanked the zipper down.
“what are you doing?” i said leaning back, with a slight smile.
as he pushed me back into the seats, he continued.
i watched him as he removed my shoes, jeans and underwear in a quick manner.
“clearly, you need a reminder of who am i.” he smirked.
pushing my legs open, he lowered himself down and began to eat me out.
haechan tossed my legs over his shoulders, making himself comfortable as he swirled his tongue around my clit.
i moaned loudly.
he was vicious with his tongue and lips as he sucked and licked. i tangled my fingers in his hair and crumbled under his touch.
“daddy…” i moaned out.
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harryhooksgazebos267 · 4 years ago
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Broken Trust~ Part 16
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Paring: Bang Chan x reader; Mark Tuan x reader(arranged marriage)
Genre: Mafia au, angst, little bit of everything honestly
Warnings: Cursing, mafia life shizzle
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“Weren’t you the one who was just complaining about being bored and not having enough freedom,” Mark questions with an eye brow raised.
“Yeah but that doesn’t mean I want to go to a stupid party,” You complain while flopping down into the chair that sat in front of his desk.
Mark had just informed you about a party that he wanted you to go to with him. He claimed that it would be good for your public image and it would be a good chance for you to leave the house. Which was true but when you said you wanted a little more freedom, you meant away from him. You did not mean that you wanted to go to another party filled with old creepy men where you just had to smile and stay by Marks side.
“Y/n please, it’ll be fun. When was the last time you went to a party?”
“When Chan came back.”
“Oh...right,” He said awkwardly while scratching the back of his neck.
“Can I at least pick out my dress this time, I hated the one you made me wear last time,” You sigh out, realizing that you really don’t have a say in the matter.
Even if you didn’t want to go, Mark was going to end up forcing you to go so you might as well suck it up. No point in arguing with the young man.
“Yeah sure, do you need to go shopping or are you just going to pick one out of your closest? If you’re shopping I can send Irene-”
“Why do you make Irene go everywhere with me?”
“Aren’t you friends?” He questions a little confused.
“Bro are you serious? She snitched on me because she’s in love with you, what makes you think we’re friends?”
“She snitched on you because she cares for you, she didn’t want you making a dumb decision,” He stated with a little shrug.
“If she had it her way she would have killed me so she could be with you.”
“I would never be with her y/n and she knows that. You don’t have to worry,” he reassures.
“You think I’m worried about that? Trust me, that’s the least of my worries,” You inform him while standing up and going to exit the room.
“And no, I don’t need to go shopping. I’ll just wear one of my old dresses or I’ll raid Jihyo’s closet.”
Before you exit, you hear a knock on Mark’s door and a head pops into the room. 
Speak of the devil.
“Hey! I hope I’m not interrupting anything but Y/n when you get the chance, I need to talk to you.”
“You aren’t interrupting anything Jihyo, I was actually just leaving. I’ll talk to you later Mark.”
As you two leave Jihyo shoots you a worried glance.
“Trouble in paradise again?”
“I just don’t want to go to this stupid party,” You mumble.
“Yeah me either but that’s actually what I wanted to talk to you about,” She says, her tone making you a little uneasy.
“Oh yikes, not liking that tone now,” you comment as you walk up to your room.
“Maybe it would be better if we go to my room, just in case Mark walks in,” She says, lowering her voice a little.
“Okay sure.”
“After about a minute or two of walking you finally make it Jihyo’s room.
“This place is too damn big, be taking me 30 minutes just to get from one side to the next,” You complain as you enter her room, sitting down on her queen sized bed.
“All jokes aside, what’s up?”
“Word got to Stray Kids that a party is happening tonight and they figured that Mark and you would be going so I’m almost 100% sure they’re gonna be at the party,” She informed you, walking over to her closet to go through her clothes.
“Well shit,” you mumble.
It had only been a week since your talk with Blackpink and you were kind of hoping that you would have more time before you saw all of them (skz) again.
“I was on the phone with Rosé earlier and she was telling me that Chan seems very determined to talk to you. When they told him the entire “oh yeah she doesn’t like you and actually wanted to side with Mark” thingy he really didn’t believe them so I don’t see you having an easy time trying to convince him.”
“This was such a dumb idea,” You groan.
“I tried to tell you,” She shrugs as she pulls out a red dress and holds it up to her body, looking in her mirror.
“You look good in red,” You comment, getting a little sidetracked. 
“Thank you very much, I think I’m gonna wear this tonight.”
“You should. I still don’t know what I’m gonna wear, figured I’d raid your closet.”
“Well we can worry about your dress later, right now, we need to figure out what you’re about to do with the Chan situation. I don’t see how they plan to talk to you, Mark is probably gonna be glued to your hip the entire night.”
“Not if I tell him I want to have some girl time with you,” You suggest with a shrug.
“Still, I doubt he’ll keep you out of his view for long.”
“Well maybe we could use someone as a distraction....I could probably get a few members from NCT to distract him.”
“But would they do it? We thought that we would have Red Velvet on our side but clearly we don’t. So how can we be too sure that NCT will be willing to distract Mark? They might snitch.”
“The difference is, I should have known that Irene would snitch. Chan had already told me that she was in love with Mark so it didn’t really surprise me when she sided with him. With NCT, they have no reason to be loyal to Mark or to JYP in general. If we send Johnny, Ten, Kun, Jaemin, and Haechan, I think we would be good. Kun could supervise while the others can just be their dramatic annoying selves. I think that they could keep him occupied for awhile,” You explain, Jihyo nodding along.
“Well that clears up the Mark problem but that still doesn’t solve anything with Chan. I honestly don’t think he’ll believe you y/n.”
“Well they have to find me before they’re able to talk to me right? So if I just act all lovey dovey to Mark tonight then maybe he’ll have an easier time believing me.”
“I still don’t understand why you can’t just tell him the truth.”
“Well if I do what do you think is going to happen?” You question.
Jihyo sits and thinks for a second before letting out a long sigh.
“If you tell the truth, they’ll probably make a scene and all hell is going to break lose.”
“Exactly.”
“I mean it’s bound to happen either way, might as well push the date forward.��
“This is so hard,” You complain while rubbing your face.
“When you see Chan, you’ll know what to tell him in the moment. Whether you tell him the truth or not, just know I’m going to support you no matter what. I know you’re trying to do what’s best for everyone but at the end of the day, don’t forget that no matter what you do, a war is going to happen. It doesn’t matter what side you’re on.”
“I know...I’m just so scared of losing everyone.”
“But y/n, we’re in the mafia. Death and violence is normal in this field, you of all people should know that. You aren’t going to be able to save everyone.”
“But I can try, can’t I?”
Jihyo gives you a pitiful smile. 
“Like I said, when the time comes to talk to Chan, you’ll know what to say. Just know that he is a very stubborn man.”
“Gosh you’re telling me,” You laugh remembering when you were little kids how damn stubborn and determined he could be.
“Come on, get up! Let’s figure out what dress you’re gonna wear.”
It took you way too long to pick out your dress but you finally found one that you were satisfied with. Once you were done, you quickly called up Kun and told him how you needed him to distract Mark so that you could slip away for a bit. He agreed, of course, and told you that he could inform the other boys. You were still in Jihyo’s room, touching up your hair and makeup when you heard a light knock on her door.
“Come in,” She called out as she was putting her earrings in.
Mark stepped into the room, wearing an all black suit with a black under shirt.
“You both look beautiful,” Mark comments as he awkwardly stood in the doorway.
“Thank you, you look handsome as well,” You say while standing up.
“Are you almost ready to leave?”
You turn to look at Jihyo who gives you a big smile and nods her head.
“Yeah we’re ready,” You tell him with a small smile.
“Great let’s go. Jihyo, I’m assuming you’re going to ride with us.”
“If you don’t mind.”
“It’s no problem,” He reassures.
The three of you make your way downstairs and file into the limo. Jaebum, Jackson, Youngjae, Mina, Sana and Jeongyeon join the three of you as well.
“Where’s Joy?” You ask Jaebum as the driver pulls out of the driveway. 
“Why the hell would I know or care?”
“Aren’t you two dating or something?” You ask, a little confused.
“No, she’s just nice to play with when I’m bored,” He said with a shrug. 
“You’re such a dirty pig,” You mumble.
Honestly, this side of Jaebum was still very new to you. He had always been kind and almost like an older brother to you but you guess it was just a facade to get you to trust him. He simply rolls his eyes at your comment and begins a conversation with Youngjae. The rest of the ride went by pretty quickly. The boys talking among themselves while the girls were laughing at all the stories Sana was telling.
“Well looks like we’re here,” Jihyo comments, glancing over at you to make sure you were alright.
“I’m only here for the drinks,” Jeongyeon states while stepping out of the car, making you laugh a little.
Mark and you were the last two to leave the car but before you could step out he stopped you.
“Listen, I don’t want you to feel like you have to stay by my side the entire night. I know I’ve have been very overbearing recently so I want you to have fun. Just promise me you’ll come and find me if you feel as though something is wrong.”
“I promise.”
You had been at the part for almost two hours and for the most part, you had stayed by Mark’s side, your arms interlocked together. Jihyo being with you as well. The plan was that Jihyo would stay as a lookout for Stray kids and as soon as she sees them she would go “order a drink” but she really would just be going to get Kun and them to come over. Mark was currently discussing some stuff with Jackson, Yixing from EXO, and Namjoon from BTS when Jihyo spoke up.
“I’m going to go get a drink, I’ll be right back,” She said, the boys paying little attention to her.
You felt your heart rate increase as you glanced around the room trying to find where Stray Kids were at.
“Are you okay?” Mark whispered in your ear, causing you to jump a little.
“Oh yeah sorry, I just zoned out a little,” You tell him with a fake smile. 
“Are you sure because we can go home if you want,” He says while caressing your cheek.
“Ah no there is no need-”
“Mark!” You hear Johnny happily call out.
Mark pulls his hand away from you and goes to give Johnny a hug.
“Long time no see!”
Mark get’s so wrapped up in the conversation with the rest of the boys that he doesn’t notice Kun giving you a little nod and he doesn’t notice you slipping away. You kind of just wonder around because you still had yet to be able to find where the fuck Chan and the rest of them were at. Just as you were about to give up and call Jihyo, you feel a hand grab your arm.
“Looking for someone?” Jaebum asks causing you to roll your eyes.
“Even if I was, what’s it to you?” You sass back.
“Does Mark know you snuck off?”
“He was busy talking and I didn’t sneak off.”
You both stare at each other with icy glares, Jaebum being the first to break the eye contact.
“Y/n! There you are!”
Thank you god Jihyo for saving the day.
“I was looking everywhere for you,” She says as we pulls you out of Jaebums grasp.
“So was I before some rudely interrupted my searching,” You say, throwing JB a dirty look.
He raised his hands in your surrender before excusing himself from the two of you.
“What a dick,” You mutter.
“What did he even want?”
“He was asking if I was looking for someone and if Mark knew I had slipped away.”
“Well I guess you better hurry up and talk to Chan before JB goes to Mark.”
You nod your head as Jihyo begins leading you to where Chan was. Jihyo came to a stop at a side door in the room that lead to the outside. She scanned the area very quickly before returning her attention back to you.
“If you go out there, Chan is waiting for you. Blackpink are here and so is Felix and Hyunjin but they’re keeping a low profile. Sana should be here after she comes back from the bathroom so the two of us will keep a look out. If we see Mark or any one of concern will come get you okay?”
You nod your head while inhaling sharply. Jihyo softly pats your back as her saying one last “you got this”. Glancing around the room one more time, you quickly slip outside to go find Chan. Looking to your left, you see the outline of his broad shoulders as he sits on a bench, staring up at the night sky.
“Chan?” You call out softly, causing him to turn around and give you a wide smile.
This was going to be a lot harder then you thought it would be.
A/n: This chapter was a little slower compared to 14 and 15 buuuut the next chapter will pick up with the drama and tea lmao
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jisungsmochi · 5 years ago
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the arcade boy - ldh
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the arcade worker ! haechan and customer!reader 
this is pretty cheesy ngl but i just saw this scenario in my head one day and HAD to write about it! this is also for @strawberryhyucks hehe <3 
this is also part of my nct dream job au !! you can read:
diner boy! renjun  bubble tea worker ! jeno 
word count: 2.9k 
feel free to send in requests / tell me your thoughts! thank you :)) 
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“late again i see” the manager of the neo zone arcade, taeyong, shook his head at the puffed-out boy.
“sorry, the bus drove straight past me! i had to sprint here” haechan was still trying to catch his breath, hands grabbing the sides of the counter to stable his stance.
“it’s fine, rest up in the break room, and get ready to work in 10 minutes. got it?” taeyong responded in a calmer manner, feeling bad for the boy. haechan nodded, making his way to the break room.
“dude! i thought you were finally going to get fired” mark chuckled from the corner of the room, shoving haechan softly.
“i’m so close to it though. i need to find a more stable ride to and from work” haechan huffed again.
“here’s a thought! get your damn licence!” mark rolled his eyes, taking a seat next to him.
“yeah yeah, it’s not like i have a car to drive anyway! why do you think i’m working here?” haechan replied, laying his head flat on the table.
“you’re so dramatic, better get ready to work. taeyong isn’t gonna catch us slacking off today!” mark cheerfully exclaimed, waltzing out of the room.
“we’re seriously going to the arcade again? y/n, is it because of the cute guy who works there?” jaemin teased.
“what? no! i just want to win this panda plushie! is that so much to ask?” you bit the inside of your cheek, feeling called out by your best friend’s accusations.
“yeah sure, i’m only helping because i want you to get more coupons so we can get free food” jaemin chuckled, as you both entered the arcade.
“i’ll go get the tokens!” you announced abruptly, practically running to the counter. jaemin just shook his head in amusement, knowing the true reason you were so excited.
as you waited at the counter, your heart was beating a mile a minute. you crossed your fingers that haechan was working today. not like you two were friends, or even acquaintances. for a matter of fact, he was the cute boy at the arcade, who always happened to be working when you wanted to play some games...
“hello! may i help you?” a voice called from the side, causing your head to shoot up in anticipation. there he was. he had a black denim jacket over his white hoodie, with his name tag crookedly attached onto it. his hair was covered with a beanie, only some strands hanging out from his forehead. he had a bright smile on his face, which made you melt inside. you were pretty good at hiding your complete admiration for him. but haechan on the other hand, not so much.
it was well known between the arcade staff that haechan found you attractive. he would rave about you to mark, praising how good you were at practically all the games in the arcade. and most importantly, how you were his ideal girl.
“well why don’t you just go for her then?” mark always asks.
“because she clearly has a boyfriend! i’m not a homewrecker” haechan would respond. mark just shrugs and continues listening to his friend ramble.
“could i please have 10 tokens?” you smile softly at him, watching as he just nods and grabs some from under the counter.
“here you go” he hands you the bundle, his fingers grazing over yours. you shyly smile, while counting up the tokens,
“oh you gave me 15” you gave him a confused look, as he softly chuckled,
“just giving you some more chances to win that panda, y/n” he replied, looking down at the counter.
you were practically combusting at this point. he knew your name. well, considering you came there pretty much every day after classes, he would remember your face. and it didn’t take long for him to pick up your name, due to the amount of times jaemin would whine it when he wanted to go home.
“thankyou so much, haechan” you gave him a small wave before making your way back to jaemin.
“god you’re such a loser” jaemin teased, pulling you to his side and slinging an arm around you.
“i know” you just sigh, not seeing haechan stare at the both of you, feeling his heart tighten. he didn’t even know you all that well, so why did it hurt him so much to see you taken?
//
“see you tomorrow mark!” haechan chuckled as he removed his name tag from his jacket.
“i hate how you changed shifts” mark whined, watching as haechan waves cheerfully, practically sprinting out of the arcade. at the same time, he felt his body slam into someone else’s, much smaller.
“ouch” he heard the familiar voice mutter, his eyes widen with shock, looking as you were trying to stand back up.
“i’m so sorry” he mumbled repeatedly, helping you stand.
“it’s okay, that was pretty embarrassing!” you smiled up at him, which made him feel less worried.
“where were you rushing off to anyway?” he watched as you flattened down your shirt and look at him.
“i was uh, coming back to get that panda” you tried your best to not blow your cover.
“so determined for it, i might just have to break in and get it for you” he chuckled, as you laughed along. it was clear to you that he had just finished his shift. but you really didn’t want him to go,
“i’m hungry, do you want to get something?” you blurt out, avoiding his eyes. haechan was just as shocked, trying to contain his excitement.
“sure! i- i mean, if you want to” he responded, almost in a mumble. you looked over at him and smile before leading him towards the food court located right next to the arcade.
“you like curly fries?” he pulled out his wallet, waiting in line to order.
“of course! who doesn’t?” you slightly giggle, still not believing that you two were properly hanging out.
haechan just nodded along, before stepping up to order. you also pulled out your wallet, ready to hand him half of the bill. but he stopped you, paying for the meal himself.
“oh haechan, you really didn’t have to” you poured, walking with him to an empty table.
“it’s okay, really!” he replied, unsure of how to even act around you. for all he knew, you had a boyfriend. jaemin. who he believed he could never compete with. thoughts of being with you alone, gave him some mixed feelings, which you eventually caught onto. it made the atmosphere awkward at times during the meal, but you tried your best to not get you down. maybe he wasn’t that into you, you thought. on the other hand, haechan was mentally beating himself up, feeling guilty for asking you to hang out when you were taken. of course he was complete infatuated with you, but to him, he wanted to win you over. the right way. he wanted you to be his.
“thankyou for the meal, haechan. i am so full right now” you chuckle, walking with him out of the building.
“no problem! i hope you get home safely, see ya!” he hurriedly exclaims, not waiting for your response.
“oh maybe we should do it again sometime” you whispered to yourself. your thoughts consumed you once again, he’s definitely not into me.
//
“so you’re telling me, you guys ate together and he just left right after?” jaemin furrowed his eyebrows as you both were walking out of the school gates.
“yeah! he just ran off like he would rather do anything but talk to me” you sighed, mentally cringing at that moment.
“well maybe he was nervous!” jaemin shrugged, unsure of how to justify the clueless boy’s actions.
“or maybe he’s just not into me” you poured, slumping your shoulders.
“gosh you’re dramatic” jaemin rolled his eyes before ruffling your hair, you shoved his hands away, fixing up your appearance.
“i’ve never seen you like this, y/n. you must really like him” he continued to tease, skipping along the footpath while giggling at you.
“you’re a literal child, go buy me some frozen yogurt” you nudge his shoulder as you both walked to the nearby mall.
meanwhile, haechan was starting his shift at the arcade.
“woah you’re on time for once” mark teased, patting haechan on the back.
“mark, can i ask you something?” haechan mumbled, pulling aside the older boy.
“uhh sure what’s up?” mark gave him a concerned look, putting down whatever he was planning to do.
“i treated y/n to a meal yesterday, and well, i kind of ran off after, leaving her hanging” haechan explained, also mentally cringing at himself.
“god you really have no game. why did you run off? i thought you liked her?” mark questioned.
“well she’s clearly dating that guy she’s always with! they look like a great couple. i felt so guilty for being with her and flirting! like i’m not about to be a homewrecker!” haechan sighed, pulling at his hair.
“dude, i know you’re a good guy and all, but think about this. did she ever mention once that she had a boyfriend?” mark rolled his eyes playfully, resting a hand to the younger’s shoulder.
haechan shook his head,
“and was she actually invested in all your conversations?” mark raised an eyebrow,
haechan nodded in response.
“what i’m seeing here, is that she might be into you too. why else would she agree to eat with you, when she was walking into the arcade? she clearly didn’t come to play games! and she came alone! put the dots together dude, you’re supposed to be smarter than me!” mark shook haechan’s shoulders furiously, laughing at the clueless boy.
“oh god, what if you’re right?! i totally messed up with her!” haechan groaned, pulling his head down to face his feet.
“don’t be like that. if she’s still interested, she’ll come here again. you must have noticed she only really plays one game. the claw machine, AND it happens to be the machine closest to the counter. i’m just saying” mark shrugged, giving haechan’s a small nudge and heading off to finish his duties.
haechan stood, putting the pieces all together. he smiled to himself before helping out mark. maybe he stood a chance.
“y/n, i want to get an iced coffee! they have the deal with the little macaroons! ” jaemin groaned playfully, pulling at your arm as you lead him to the arcade. 
“i wanna see if haechan’s working, that’s all!” you rolled your eyes, “i’ll be quick!” you smiled, dragging your best friend who would rather be eating a good burger, along with you.
“code red” mark smirked, looking over at you, haechan’s eyes followed.
“w-what do i say? should i even talk to her? that’s the boyfriend” haechan mumbled, slowly pacing, avoiding eye contact with you.
“goodluck buddy” was all mark could say, before he left to fix a broken game.
you looked over at the counter, smiling at haechan. he smiled back, you took it as a good sign.
“see! it won’t be awkward, go talk to him now! i need to get that deal” jaemin shoved you softly before patting your shoulders and running out of the arcade.
you took a deep breath before taking small steps towards the boy. he could feel you approaching, and tried to pretend he was doing some ‘important work’.
“hi” your voice was shaky.
“hey” he responded, immediately drawing his attention to you.
“about yesterday...” you started,
“i shouldn’t have left you! i feel so bad” haechan admitted, avoiding your eyes. you let a smile creep up on your face,
“it’s okay. i actually came to ask if you would like to go out...again? like a proper...” you couldn’t finish your sentence,
“like a date?” haechan breathed out softly, trying to push away the feeling of excitement. you nodded enthusiastically, glad he was able to catch on.
“i mean, i’d love to, but i’m, wouldn’t your boyfriend he uncomfortable with that?” haechan stammered, nerves slowly taking over.
“boyfriend? you mean jaemin?” he just nodded, now knowing his name. you started giggling uncontrollably, causing him to furrow his eyebrows in confusion.
“oh god no! he’s wayyy too flirty for me. we’ve been best friends since middle school. he’s not my boyfriend” you explained. haechan automatically felt a huge relief, bringing himself to blush.
“i-im sorry for assuming! if i had known, i would have asked you out ages ago” he admitted, now it was your turn to blush.
“r-really?” you murmured, shocked at his words. you were about to continue the conversation when taeyong interrupted.
“i’m not paying you for small talk, so you will both have to finish this conversation after hours okay?” he sternly spoke to both of you,
“i’m sorry! it was my fault” you slightly pouted, which made haechan’s heart beat faster than it already was.
“it’s okay, i’m sorry taeyong, i’m getting back to work” haechan responded, watching as the older boy nods and walks to the back room.
“text me when you want to go on that date” you smiled widely, handing him a slip of paper with your number. haechan was speechless, never in a million years did he think he would get this far with you.
you waved at him before you left the arcade to go find jaemin to rave about the good news. mark approached the love struck boy, shaking his head while chuckling.
“ahh young love. my son has grown up!” mark fakes crying, haechan just shoved him slightly.
“whatever grandpa”
//
*new message*
haechan: hi! is this y/n?
y/n: yes! hi haechan! :)
haechan: about that date, i’m thinking we should go to the park? maybe have a picnic? i’m sorry if that’s lame
y/n: i think it’s perfect! let me know the location and time and i’m there!
haechan: sweet, i can’t wait :)
//
you put on your most flattering floral dress, hoping you weren’t dressing too extra. of course you wanted to spruce up your appearance, especially since its your first proper date. you sent some snaps to jaemin, asking for best friend’s opinions and all,
“dude, he’s gonna love it. that outfit POPS off” jaemin’s wise words stuck with you as you made your way to the park. you held a small basket with you, filled with small snacks you found in your house. you both planned to go to a ramen restaurant after, knowing your huge appetites.
you stood under the tree he suggested you’d meet, swinging the basket side to side softly. your heart was beating out of your chest. you were finally going on a date with the cute boy at the arcade. it excited you more than anything you had experienced.
“well hey there stranger” haechan’s voice echoed close to your ear, which made you blush. he pulled you in for a short hug, which you weren’t expecting. you let him embrace you, smiling into his shoulder.
“oh crap! you actually packed a lot of snacks! if i had known, i wouldn’t have just bought the mat and a random packet of seaweed” he softly sighed, you just shook your head in amusement due to his cuteness.
“it’s fine! i wanted to bring these just for you” you smiled as you both sat on the mat. haechan couldn’t take his eyes off of you. you were the most beautiful thing he had ever laid eyes on. as you were explaining the snacks you had brought, haechan was debating whether or not it was the right time to give you his gift. as you wrapped up your explanations, haechan looked up at you.
“i have a present for you” he blurts, nervously waiting for your response.
“what? haechan! you really didn’t have to! these are just some jam sandwiches-“
“no no, i’ve been planning to get you this for a while” he shyly admitted, watching as you started blushing. he pulled out a plushie from his backpack. your jaw practically dropped, it was the panda plushie you had been trying to get from the claw machine.
“oh my goodness! this is the cutest thing ever, well besides you anyway” you slyly slipped in the last comment, leaving haechan frozen.
you smirked at the boy, taking advantage of his clueless nature, by giving him a small peck on the cheek.
“thank you so much. how did you get this? don’t tell me you broke into the machine!!” you chuckled, imaging the situation.
“no no! i actually won it! i swear, even ask mark” he put his hands up in defence. you nodded along, admiring the thoughtful gift.
“haechan” you softly spoke, shuffling yourself to sit side by side to him, so that your shoulders were pressed against eachother.
“i really like you, i’ve liked you since i first saw you working”
haechan’s eyes widened, unaware of how long you’ve actually had feelings for him. he took your hand in his, smiling at you.
“i really like you too, for quite a while. i was just scared to ask you out” he sighed, gently rubbing his thumb over your skin.
“i’m glad we’re here now! i don’t regret this one bit” you lean your head against on shoulder, snuggling closer to him.
“me neither” he mutters softly, still playing with your hand.
the cute boy from the arcade became your boyfriend after that day. jaemin teased you everytime you wanted to visit haechan at work, and mark did not hold back with his teasing either. haechan made you feel like a kid all over again, carefree and happy, and you were eternally grateful he came into your life.
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Attach - MARK |Swing!|
I wrote 50k words in 10 days I think my brain is going to shut down
THANK YOU @deathbykpopboys​ FOR GIVING ME THE IDEA TO CONTINUE THIS FROM THE ORIGINAL DRABBLE (here). I LITERALLY OWE YOU MY LIFE. THIS STORY WOULDN’T EXIST WITHOUT YOU I SWEAR. THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME USE YOUR IDEAS, YOU DESERVE THE W O R L D
One more thing: a long time ago I promised @zhengtongue​ (fari love u) that all further Mark stories I wrote would be dedicated to her :) :) here’s the first Mark story I’ve written since then :) :) dedicated to you and @deathbykpopboys​ :D
Pairing: Mark x fem!reader
Genre: fluff, angst, Spiderman!au
Triggers: a lot of cursing, mild violence, some descriptions of sex (as in like. sex ed. no one actually does it), PANIC ATTACKS IN FUTURE CHAPTERS (I in no way meant to romanticize these triggers. If you feel I did, please let me know and I will fix it.)
Word Count: 9.2k
A disastrous field trip to OsCorp leaves you and Mark with two spider bites and a decision to make.
Attach >> Arc { 1 - Drifting Apart | 2 - Coming Home } 
NCT Masterlist | Swing! 
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You wake up with a misplaced sense of excitement that makes you even grumpier than normal. It’s six in the fucking morning, finals and AP exams are in a month and a half, so what the hell is there to be excited about?
Then you open your eyes enough to see the permission slip sticking out the top of your bag and it clicks.
The field trip to OsCorp is today!
A grudging smile comes over your face. It might be six a.m., but you’re about to go on a field trip to one of the biggest biotech corporations in the world – you have a right to feel excited. You may be in high school, and some may say that getting excited over field trips is for little kids, but it’s OsCorp. Not Stark Industries, but still pretty damn close.
Quickly, you shower and dress, careful not to wake up your older brother. As you pass by his room, you feel a stab of guilt. Johnny worked another late shift last night, and he’ll probably have another one tomorrow. And here you are, taking a field trip.
Mood slightly dampened, you head out the door, locking it behind you with a quiet snick. In the lobby, you wait a few minutes for Mark to arrive. Exactly three minutes later, you hear his feet pounding down the stairs.
Any guilt you felt washes away at the sight of your best friend smiling behind his round glasses. Mark is what people might call a typical nerd – you’re a little too confrontational for that label – but you’ve known him for over ten years.
He’s so much more than that.
“Ready for OsCorp?” Mark pushes up his glasses, grinning widely.
You smile back just as eagerly. “Fuck yeah.”
The smiles stay throughout the train ride to school. Mark’s gets slightly smaller when Flash rolls through Midtown High’s gates and gives him that stupid smirk, but you distract him with talk about the labs you guys will get to see. The bus ride passes without fanfare – though Mark gets into a spat with your friend, Haechan, about the merits of computer science versus physics, fucking nerds – and soon enough, you’re is pulling into the huge parking lot at OsCorp.
Even Flash, who was griping about not getting to see Stark Industries and having to “settle for” OsCorp, is stunned by how immense the building actually is from the inside.
It’s fucking amazing. Pristine walls surround your classmates, while people in lab coats and business suits mill around beyond the huge lobby. Conference rooms with walls of glass let you see people giving presentations with complicated diagrams you’re itching to see.
Beside you, Mark catches his breath in delight. When you turn to him, he grins with so much excitement in his face that your heart melts for a moment.
He deserves a break. He deserves this excitement. With that, you link arms with him as a cheery intern starts the tour.
. . . . .
There’s nothing Mark would trade for being at OsCorp today. Even though he can’t go everywhere, the tour guide, Joy, makes the most of the places she has access to. With each new lab Mark enters, his wonder only heightens.
If this is OsCorp, he thinks, how cool is Stark Industries?
The tour ends with a video about what you all could do as future scientists and world leaders, and then Ms. Wilson herds the class back into the lobby to wait for the bus.
Mark has to use the bathroom. Though Wilson clearly isn’t happy about it, she lets him go with a stern warning to hurry.
He finds the bathroom quickly and starts to head back. But at some point, he takes a wrong turn or something because he’s now in a stark-white hallway that he hasn’t seen before.
Oh, come on. He doesn’t need Wilson to hate him any more than she already does. Confused, he looks around for someone to ask for directions, but there’s no one in the hall. In his frustration, he rolls his eyes towards the ceiling.
He barely suppresses a scream at the dangerous looking blue and red spider sitting up above him.
Normally, Mark just leaves spiders alone unless they get too close. He doesn’t have much love for insects or arachnids, but he doesn’t enjoy killing them. They just want to mind their own business, like he does.
This one, though, just oozes malicious intent.
Other spiders just want to do spin webs and eat bugs and stuff. Not this one.
Before he has time to yell, this one fucking leaps, silk tracing behind it, lands on his arm, and bites him.
A sharp sting races up his arm and the spot where the stupid arachnid bit him starts to throb. Belatedly, he starts shaking his arm to get rid of the thing, but it’s already climbing back up the wall and onto the ceiling.
For a moment, Mark just stares at the spider, clutching his arm.
“Mark?” Your voice jerks him out of his daze. Relief floods his veins, but terror and worry soon replace it. He opens his mouth to tell you to get away, but he can’t fucking speak. Then you turn down the hall.
Too late.
“Dude!” You jog forward, ignoring or misinterpreting Mark’s outstretched arm trying to push you away. “The bus is here! We need to –” You stop talking, finally realizing something’s wrong. Your eyes go to his arm, which is now bright red. “Mark? What’s –”
His vocal cords take that moment to start working. “Look up,” he whispers.
The spider leaps without warning, barely after a second after your eyes have even registered it. It settles on your arm quickly and you yelp.
It must have bitten you too.
Thankfully, you have more of a destructive instinct than Mark does. Your arm smashes against the wall with a resounding thud and the crushed spider drops to the ground. A spatter of liquid stains the white paint. You wipe your arm against the wall.
For a moment, you and Mark just stare at the spider’s corpse. Mark can feel the blood draining from his face.
“It bit you too?” you finally ask.
Mark nods tightly. “Yeah.”
You take a glance at your arm and blanch. Mark winces, seeing your skin already darkening with inflammation. With trembling fingers, you untie your jacket from around your waist. “Hide it,” you tell him when he looks at you questioningly. He numbly pushes the sleeves of his hoodie down.
Ms. Wilson yells at him a lot when he gets back, which he takes with a bowed head and many apologies. He barely hears it, though. The throbbing in his arm is almost overwhelming, and his mind is racing too fast to comprehend much of anything. When you all finally board the bus, you drag him to the back where the two of you sit, silent and scared.
That spider wasn’t from any lab he visited today, which means it was probably from some classified, secure experiment. Well, one that was supposed to be secure.
It was bright red and blue. It attacked without provocation.
Clearly, it wasn’t meant to have gotten loose.
Why was OsCorp even making these things?
Mark sneaks a glance at his throbbing arm. He doesn’t dare look under the hoodie sleeve for fear that someone else will see, but it hurts.
What effects will that bite have?
Can I even treat it?
Dread pools heavy in his stomach. Some spiders are extremely venomous.
Am I going to die?
Mark’s hand reaches over and grasps yours tightly. You try to give his hand a reassuring squeeze, but your hand is clammy and cold with anxiousness.
Any residual excitement from visiting OsCorp is gone. Only terror floods his veins.
. . . . .
The spider bite doesn’t go away for seven days, and with every hour that passes, the stupid thing only looks like it’s getting worse.
You try to ignore it at first. After all, you can’t exactly call in sick for a bug (or arachnid, whatever) bite. If you did, that would a) sound stupid and b) make your brother worry, which he really doesn’t need. So for the first three days, you grit your teeth, cover the bite with long sleeves even as the days begin to warm uncomfortably, and trudge to class.
The only thing that keeps you going is that you’re not alone. If anything, Mark is panicking a lot more than you. With every day that passes, he grows more and more outwardly concerned with the spread of red inflammation and the aches all over his body.
At least at first, you’d like to think that you hide your concern better than Mark. But by the third day, the inflamed part of your skin is about the size of your hand and hot to the touch, and you’re sure you don’t look much better than your best friend.
Mark comes over after school that day because Johnny’s working late and the two of you want to talk, alone. But at first, you don’t even speak – just lie on your bed and stare at the angry red spots on your arms.
“Are we going to die?” Mark finally mumbles, somehow sounding both panicked and resigned.
You want to reply with a ‘no, definitely not, stop overreacting,’ but the aches feel horrible and you have the strong urge to vomit. Neither of you have looked up your symptoms because the spider was clearly unnatural and WebMD will only make you feel worse, but you don’t need to be a genius to know that something is very wrong.
Nothing gets done that night, and it’s with a sinking feeling in your stomach that you hug Mark tightly before he walks up the several floors to his own apartment. Not wanting to eat for fear of it just coming back up, you messily scribble some answers to your homework and pass out.
You wake up the next morning and vomit all over the floor.
Johnny wakes up to the sound of crying and retching and immediately calls in sick for both of you when he opens the door to you trying to drag yourself to the bathroom, studiously avoiding the pool of sick on your floor.
Bleary-eyed and lightheaded, you text Mark and tell him you’re not going to school. He doesn’t reply until several hours later. He went to school but got picked up early after he threw up in class.
By day five, you have a high fever and Johnny has to take another day off. Luckily, it’s Saturday. You don’t have school. You hope you feel better by Monday.
But on day six, Sunday, you’re shivering and aching all over and the fear of death breaks you down. Tears stream down your face as you toss and turn in bed, intermittently yelling and muttering gibberish that Johnny can’t understand. At one point, you become aware of him sitting on the side of your bed, silently crying. With the last of your energy, you touch his fingers and squeeze lightly, tears still running down your cheeks.
You hope desperately that Mark feels better than you do.
On day seven, you feel slightly less disgusting. You stop vomiting sometime in the afternoon, and the redness of the spider bite has started to fade. The aches are still there, but they’ve concentrated in your stomach, back, and legs, so you don’t hurt everywhere anymore.
You wake up the next morning, already resigned to missing another day of school. But something immediately feels very, very wrong.
You don’t hurt. At all.
This makes you panic even more than when every part of you was in pain.
You roll out of bed with a frantic thud and practically rip off the blanket to check your arm. No redness. No heat. No sign of inflammation.
Your back doesn’t ache. Neither does your core. But wait, what the fuck - are you taller?
Everything’s clear, you realize. No blurriness from your near-sighted left eye, even without your glasses. You can see every leaf on the scraggly tree just outside your bedroom window.
You might have stopped vomiting, but this all still makes you feel like dry heaving. A hand goes to your stomach and you freeze.
Peeling up your shirt slowly, you look down and almost scream.
You have abs.
Abs.
With shaking fingers, you pull out your phone and dial Mark’s number. You know he’s fine enough to pick up – you and him were texting sporadically yesterday. He answers with a groggy, “Y/N, what the fuck.”
“Mark.” You try to breathe. “Do you hurt at all?”
Dead silence on his end.
“... No.”
“Is the bite still there?”
“... No.”
“Do you have fucking abs?”
“No – what the – Y/N, what the fuck is going on, what the fuck?”
He might be hyperventilating at this point. You can’t blame him. You think you’re about to vomit your guts out again.
“Meet me outside,” you snap, hastily changing your clothes. “I don’t know what the fuck is going on, but those spiders at OsCorp were... they weren’t fucking normal.”
That’s an understatement.
It takes ten minutes to convince Johnny you’re fine, you really are, you swear, you’re not vomiting and you can’t miss your French quiz today, you’ve already missed a week of school, yes you promise you’ll call him if you throw up again. When he finally lets you go, you race down the stairs faster than you’ve ever gone before.
Mark’s already there. For a minute, you two just stand outside the ratty apartment building with similar looks of shock and panic on your faces. Quickly, you tell Mark about what’s happened to you. He confirms it all.
“Are we like. Fucking. I don’t know.” You pull on your hair out of frustration. “Superhuman? Spider-people?”
On any other occasion, Mark, lovely logical intelligent Mark, would laugh and ask you if you were feeling all right. But now?
He shrugs, but you can tell he’s at least considering your words. “Maybe?” he replies in a very small voice, and then you realize he’s shaking.
The overwhelming need to protect your best friend rises up in you, but you can’t protect him from the spider venom in your veins. Frustration bubbles up in your chest and you clench your fist, but one look at the lost look on his face drains the panic from your body and you just envelop Mark in a hug that he immediately returns. “We’ll figure it out, Mark,” you mumble in his ear. “We’ll be fine. No matter what. Okay?”
“Okay,” he whispers in your ear.
“Good.”
Then you find that you can’t fucking detach yourself from him.
It’s not that you don’t want to. You literally can’t. Your fingers are somehow stuck to the back of his shirt and you have a feeling that if you yank hard enough to pull yourself away, a patch of cloth is going to come off with your hand.
“Mark? Try to let go of me.”
It turns out he can’t either.
“Mark, we have ten minutes before the next train leaves.”
Long story short, you miss the train. And as the two of you sheepishly walk in late to homeroom, you have a terrible feeling that you’re going to be missing many more trains in the future, too.
. . . . .
That first hug, sadly, does not bring an end to the adventures of Mark and Y/N sticking (literally) together.
Mark tries to be careful, he really does. He knows you’re trying too. But you’re both so used to linking arms, hugging, and holding hands that it’s difficult to remember that touching literally anything could result in a whole stupid fiasco.
You two are late to homeroom every. Single. Fucking. Day. Of. That. Week. Because neither of you can remember to keep your stupid hands to your stupid selves.
On Tuesday, it’s the hug.
On Wednesday, he grabs your arm to avoid a group of rushing passerby.
On Thursday, you playfully shove him.
On Friday, Mark wakes up praying for one day of peace, just one fucking day before he can bury his head in his pillow for two days straight and dream that this never happened.
And it would’ve been perfectly fine if you hadn’t fallen asleep on the train.
It’s not your fault, not at all. The night before, you were up so late trying to fix a bug in your computer science assignment that you almost fell asleep waiting for the train. Almost as soon as you board, you’re passed out.
Mark is stupid.
Normally when one of you falls asleep, the other will hold their hand or arm to keep them from slumping over completely. It’s basically instinct now, so when your head lolls onto his shoulder, Mark quickly grabs your hand and nudges you upright.
Then he realizes his mistake.
Fuck.
His slight jolt of realization shakes you awake. Mark’s heart sinks as your tired eyes open and immediately zero in on their linked hands.
You’re wide awake now.
You try to tug away. It doesn’t work.
“Fuck,” you say eloquently.
Mark winces. “Sorry. I swear I didn’t mean to, it’s just…” He winces again. “Habit?”
Honestly, after a week of this, Mark would have thought the two of you would get better at detaching from each other. But every morning, without fail, it’s been exactly like this – flailing limbs, anxious yanking, clothes threatening to rip.
The two of you stumble into the train station still stuck together. With his free hand, Mark checks his phone and groans.
“We have five minutes.”
Unsticking takes fifteen.
Mark is normally a pretty mild person. He can take a lot more of Flash’s shit than you can without batting an eye, and his teachers usually like him for his calm demeanor. But as he slips into his seat, face hot and ears undoubtedly bright red, he thinks he’s going to lose his mind.
Four late days in a row. Four fucking days.
He stifles a groan. If you two don’t figure out this sticking situation soon…
The bell for first period rings literally minutes after he sits down. With a sigh, he reaches down to pick up his bag, praying that he won’t stick to it, when Mr. Thomas, his homeroom teacher, calls for you and him to stay behind.
“Someone’s in trouble,” Flash sneers as he passes by.
Mark wants nothing more than to punch him in the face.
Thomas is a cool teacher, as far as Mark has known. He’s chill, likes to make jokes, and has two kids of his own – he knows and cares for his students. This knowledge just makes Mark feel so much worse, and as the two of you walk up to his teacher’s desk, he readies himself to make an apology.
“So, I’m sure you two know why I wanted to talk to you today.” Mr. Thomas’s mild voice contains a hint of reproach, and Mark winces. Next to him, he sees you do the same. He opens his mouth to apologize.
“I understand.”
Both of your heads snap up. How does he know?
“First love can be very overwhelming, especially at your age.”
Mark blinks. Then he blinks again.
His teacher just smiles benevolently. “Believe me, I would know. I met my wife when I was in high school, and we had some crazy memories. First love is a beautiful thing.”
Mark doesn’t want to hear anymore. He can already feel the redness creeping up his cheeks.
Please, Earth, just open up and swallow me whole.
“But let me give you some advice.” Mr. Thomas leans forward slightly, looking the two of you in your unwilling eyes. “Romantic rendezvous in the morning shouldn’t be more important than getting to school on time.”
A sort of strangled eep comes out of his throat just as you sputter, “Romantic rendezvous?!”
“You both are very intelligent and hardworking students, two of the best this school has ever seen, and I do think you two are a good fit for each other,” Mr. Thomas continues as if he hasn’t heard anything. “However, it’d be a shame for such good students to give up on your schooling for a boyfriend or girlfriend.”
“We’re – we’re not dating,” Mark protests. “Mr. Thomas, seriously –”
His teacher holds up a hand. “Mark, Y/N, if you two can’t control your… urges, you should at least be safe. I trust that you two both know that.”
There’s a stapler next to Mr. Thomas’s computer. Maybe he can staple his hand and go to the clinic. Or he could bash his head against the edge of the desk and knock himself out. Maybe grab those scissors in that cup of pens and just slit his throat right then and there.
Some sort of croaking noise leaves your throat. Mark doesn’t need to look at you to know how you’re feeling.
Mr. Thomas sighs. “But beyond that, school really should be your first priority.” He flashes a smile that Mark can’t find the presence of mind to return. “That’s all I wanted to say. I’ll give you two passes for next period. What do you have next?”
Passes in hand, the two of you stumble into the now-empty hall. Mr. Thomas’s parting words – “Remember my advice!” – rattle around in Mark’s mind.
That didn’t actually happen. There’s no way Mark’s homeroom teacher just gave the sex talk to him and his best friend who happens to be of the opposite gender. This is all just a really, really long nightmare, and Mark will wake up in a few minutes, wrapped in warm blankets.
He pinches himself. It hurts a lot.
Not a nightmare.
“That has to be illegal,” Mark mutters. “Fucking… what the fuck even was that?”
“I want to die,” you mumble.
There’s a bit of silence.
“Well…” You swallow hard, resolutely looking anywhere but Mark’s eyes. “I’ll be… going to class?”
He nods dumbly, then watches you disappear down the hall. The closing of the door jerks him out of his daze and he turns around, heading to his own class.
Head down, he hands the pass to his teacher and takes his seat, ignoring Flash’s smirk and Haechan’s look of worry. He grinds the heels of his hands into his eyes, trying to wake himself up from this real-life nightmare.
Could this day get any worse?
. . . . .
You honestly think, after leaving homeroom, that nothing could make this day even worse.
By third period, you’re cursing your naivete.
It’s like the stickiness is on tenfold today. Your fingers glue themselves to everything – textbook pages, the disgusting desks, pens, even a whiteboard marker from when you go up to solve a problem in calculus.
It takes a five-minute tugging match for Mr. Garcia to finally peel the marker off of your skin. The giggles of your classmates join the vestiges of Mr. Thomas’s “advice” in bouncing around your brain like a million vicious ping pong balls.
After that, you avoid raising your hand to answer questions at all.
By the time you meet back up with Mark, you two have come to a silent agreement to not touch each other whatsoever. You studiously ignore each other all throughout English, and at lunch, you sit across the table, not next to each other like normal. At the same table, your friends look like they want to remark on the situation, but they wisely keep their mouths shut.
When you get up to throw your trash away, Diana, a girl you know but don’t really talk to, walks up as well. “Hey, Y/N,” she greets.
“Hey.” You try to smile.
“Um, I just wanted to ask.” She bites her lip, looking sympathetic. “Did… did you and Mark break up?”
You can almost hear the Windows shutting-down noise as your brain short-circuits.
How could you have broken up if you were never dating in the first place.
With an effort, you turn to her and swallow. “We were never dating,” you enunciate carefully. “So we never broke up.”
Diana immediately flushes bright red. “Oh, fuck, sorry. It’s just, Flash told everyone the two of you were together? And you guys seemed super close and all so it really looked like you were. I really did think you guys were dating, you looked super sweet together. But you didn’t talk much today, and you two looked pretty worked up this morning, so people thought…”
You’re going to kill Flash. You’re going to beat him up behind the school and slit his throat with your own nails.
“Well, we’re not.” You smile as best as you can. “Um, yeah.”
It just doesn’t stop. Until now, you never realized this many people actually paid attention to your personal life. Five more people have come up to ask if you and Mark are okay by the time chemistry rolls around, and as you take your place behind the cramped lab table with the boy everyone thinks you’re dating, you can practically feel the steam billowing out of your ears. Mark doesn’t look nearly as angry as you, but he looks a lot more confused and annoyed.
You brush fingers a few times as Mark pours out the acid and you try to set up the buret for today’s titration. Thankfully, you don’t really stick this time.
But then Mark gets his hand stuck to the Erlenmeyer flask and you have to spend ten precious minutes trying to tug it off, causing you to almost not finish the lab and earning both of you another black mark in Ms. Wilson’s mental book.
You ignore anyone who tries to ask you or Mark anything as you all but run out of school, only relaxing once you’ve thrown yourself onto a seat on the train. Mark slides down next to you and puts his head in his hands.
“Tell me this is all a nightmare,” he mumbles.
You don’t have the heart to tell him the truth.
By the time you’ve walked up the stairs to your apartment, you think you’re going to pass out. It’s been a long day. You don’t care if you have homework or if Mark’s staying over for a bit – you just want to lie in your bed and sleep away the horrors of today.
Then Johnny opens the door before you even have the chance to unlock it and you just know from the glint in his eye that everything is about to get ten times worse.
“Y/N, Mark. What a lovely surprise!” Your older brother is all welcoming words and terrifying smiles. “I got a very interesting call today from a certain Mr. Thomas. Mei did too –” and at this, poor Mark looks like he’s going to faint right then and there – “but she couldn’t leave work, so she asked if I could come home early and give you both a talk.”
You think you’re going to vomit.
“Johnny, whatever Mr. Thomas told you, it isn’t true,” you plead. “I swear on my life –”
“So you two haven’t been late to school every day this week?” Johnny raises an eyebrow.
You think you’re going to die. “Well, yes, but –”
“Have a seat.” Johnny gestures grandly at the small kitchen table, where he’s pulled out two chairs. To your horror, it looks like he’s enjoying this. “Mei and I think it’s time we gave you The Talk.”
If your day was bad before, Johnny gleefully takes it straight to hell.
“So boys have appendages that are called penises,” he begins sagely, “and girls have vaginas. You may know these by more colloquial terms, but those are a bit crass for my household.”
Bullshit. Johnny calls his co-workers dicks and Ten an ass every other night.
“Both of these are integral to the process of sex, and thus, baby-making,” Johnny continues. “During sex, the male – or whatever they identify as – will put the penis inside their partner’s vagina. Of course, that’s traditional. Other forms of sex include oral and anal…”
You’re five seconds away from putting your hands over your ears and just screaming bloody murder. Mark is looking down, fists screwed into his shirt, and his face is so red that he looks like he might implode.
Meanwhile, your evil older brother is grinning like the Joker. It’s infuriating and terrifying. You really, really want to reach out and punch him and just brawl like when you were younger, but your feet feel rooted to the floor.
Johnny’s spiel pauses for a second as he takes a dramatic breath. Immediately, you’re on guard. Whenever Johnny wants to be dramatic, it’s never a good thing.
“So in anal sex,” Johnny starts, “the appendage goes in the –”
Oh my god.
“We’re not fucking!” you finally explode.
Mark breathes a sigh – you think it’s one of relief, but you can’t be sure – while your brother just blinks. “Pardon?”
Your face burns hot, but you grit your teeth and stare Johnny in the eye. “Mark and I are not fucking,” you repeat carefully.
“Who said anything about you and Mark?” Johnny raises one perfect eyebrow.
Oh, you want to punch him so badly.
“But thank you for bringing that up!” Johnny smiles benevolently like a teacher rewarding you for doing something good in class.
You groan, knowing you’ve just made things so much worse.
“You two are hormonal teenagers, so you’ve undoubtedly already started to feel those urges.” Johnny keeps smiling pleasantly, even as you’re having war flashbacks to this morning in homeroom. “That’s perfectly normal. So – and I’m not saying you’re fucking –” he gives you that look that means uh huh, I totally do not believe you, but I’ll drop it for now until you prove yourself wrong – “but if you do become sexually active, you should always get tested for STDs and STIs first, and take preventative measures such as using condoms and birth control.”
That’s it. You’re just going to die. Slit your own throat with, you don’t fucking know, the pencil lying by Johnny’s arm. Maybe you’ll just grab that piece of paper over there and cover yourself in tiny papercuts and bleed to death. That couldn’t possibly hurt as much as hearing Johnny talk right now.
“Now back to anal sex!” Johnny smiles.
Mark lets out a small groan and buries his face in his hands. If anything, Johnny’s smile grows wider. “Anal sex is when –”
“Jesus Christ, Johnny!” You grab the pencil you wanted to slit your throat with and hurl it at your brother. The blunt point pokes him harmlessly in the chest and falls to the floor. “I don’t know what the fuck Mr. Thomas told you, but I – we –” you gesture helplessly between you and Mark – “we’re not doing anything! And I know all of this, dude, I go to high school!”
Even after that excellent point, Johnny still goes on for another ten minutes before he allows you to drag Mark to your room and slam the door shut.
“I’m so fucking sorry,” you mumble into your pillow.
Mark just makes a little pained noise in his throat.
The two of you do end up passing out for the best part of an hour before spending the rest of the afternoon finishing homework. Mark can barely look Johnny in the eye when he says goodbye, and as soon as the door shuts, you round on your older brother.
“What the fuck did Mr. Thomas say on the phone?” you snap.
Johnny raises his hands in a gesture of surrender as he stirs pasta in a pot. “He just said you and Mark have been late to homeroom every day this entire week, and he was sure it wasn’t much because you are both stellar students, but he worried that the two of you were becoming distracted because this wasn’t normal behavior.” He scrunches his eyebrows. “He might’ve mentioned… romantic rendezvous?”
You sink to the floor with a groan.
“I was just messing with you earlier.” Johnny’s words make you open your eyes to catch his teasing smile. “Seriously. I think I know you and Mark well enough to trust you not to do anything stupid.”
Suddenly, you become very aware of the spot on your arm where the spider bit you, the stupid thing that caused this whole mess in the first place. “Uh huh.”
“But I do want you to be careful.” Johnny’s eyes turn serious. “Mark is still a teenage boy, and you’re still a teenage girl. I do trust you, but things can still happen, even if they’re unexpected.”
Internally, you gag. Outwardly, you just nod. “I know.”
“Good.” Johnny turns back to the pasta, then quickly looks back at you. “Doesn’t it look like Mark filled out a little?”
Your heart literally leaps into your throat. You hadn’t really thought about it before, but the spider venom has caused you both to pack on some muscle overnight.
Sure, part of you is worried that Johnny is catching on to something weird. But something else is also making you sweat.
A memory of your linked hands from the morning flashes through your mind. In it, you realize, Mark’s arms are bulkier. A lot more than before.
Heat rises in your cheeks. You want to fling yourself into the void. “Y-yeah,” you squeak.
“Y/N, dating your best friend isn’t anything embarrassing –”
“We’re not dating!” you protest.
Johnny just gives you The Look again as he pours the water out of the pasta. “Okay.”
For the umpteenth time that day, you will whatever god is listening to just smite you down right then and there.
. . . . .
There are a lot of things that come with being a sort of spider-person that neither you nor Mark realized would happen, but in hindsight, they kind of (not really) make sense.
. . .
One: the sticking thing. It does make sense. Spiders walk on walls and other vertical surfaces by sticking to them with the little setules on their legs. Mark hypothesizes that maybe there’s some sort of electrostatic force between your skin and objects around you that makes you stick. After a moment of thought, you agree.
Doesn’t matter. Mark never wants to go through that ordeal of the first week over again.
He used to idolize Johnny. Johnny was something between another parent and the older brother he never had, embarrassing but cool and kind and so, so strong. Even after your parents died and he had to drop out of university to take care of you, he always stayed strong.
But now? After that disastrous Friday, Mark knows what you mean when you complain about Johnny being a menace to your health and well-being.
And of course, that’s not the end of it. Aunt Mei just has to get her hands into it too. The literal day after The Talk, you walk up to his apartment to work on a research paper together for the lab you two volunteer in. When he takes your laptop to read something, the device somehow gets stuck to his skin.
Mei comes home early that evening and walks in on you practically straddling him, trying to yank your laptop away.
Even Mark knows that it definitely doesn’t look that way from her perspective.
But all she does is say, “Use protection,” and close the door behind her.
(You leave early that evening, rushing out of the apartment with a face hot with embarrassment and lowered eyes. Mark slinks out of his room at some point to get something to eat, and Mei just gives him a smirk.)
Thankfully, after a couple more weeks, the two of you more or less figure out how to stop sticking to every goddamn thing you touch. It’s more of a thing that happens when either of you are nervous or stressed, so as long as you two keep calm and purposely remind yourselves not to stick to stuff, you’re fine.
Mr. Thomas still gives you a few looks, but now that you’re coming in on time to homeroom, he doesn’t say anything.
Thank fucking God for that.
. . .
Two: both you and him somehow buffed up overnight. Well, probably during the time that you two were sick. That explains the aching muscles in his stomach and his back – he has abs, and he’s definitely taller. So are you.
Spiders are strong. Relatively. So the new muscles kind of makes sense, even though it’s hard for Mark to get used to at first.
What doesn’t make sense is how much strength these muscles actually contain.
The first casualty is Mark’s apartment doorknob. You go to open it one day after visiting the lab and it just… fucking… twists all the way around. Mark finds himself staring at a doorknob in your hand and an open door with a hole in it.
You squeeze your eyes shut and sigh heavily. Mark rubs a hand over his face. “Mei is going to kill me,” he groans.
The two of you spend five panicked hours fixing the doorknob instead of working on the research paper and Wilson’s lab report. When Mei comes home, she doesn’t notice anything (which really is a miracle), but from that day on, whenever the doorknob squeaks or stalls or does anything weird in his vicinity, Mark freezes.
A trail of broken things starts littering your paths. A stapler he pushed down too hard. His locker door, which now has a dent in it. One of your bedroom floorboards, though you hide the crack in the wood under a pile of clothes. Someone’s old MP3 player on the sidewalk literally shatters beneath his feet. Pens, pencils, and highlighters break in your hands. No one wants to lend either of you supplies anymore, so he becomes more vigilant about his own.
Oh, you also “accidentally” step on Flash’s calculus binder, flattening the metal rings and breaking the covers. But you don’t regret that.
It’s like he’s a toddler again, hiding broken toys or messily fixing them with scotch tape and glue. The only difference is now, he uses duct tape and superglue and is somehow even worse at hiding things than before.
Mark starts putting away all of his and Mei’s valuables into high-up cabinets with the excuse of keeping them safe from his clumsiness. He advises you to do the same. Eventually, you two learn to control your strength and the number of things you break slowly dwindles to zero.
Of course, there are accidents. One time in PE, you run the mile a little too fast (which is an understatement – you beat everyone else in your group, which has never happened before), and now Coach wants you to join the track team. Then Mark squeezes a glass buret a little too hard in chemistry one day and the thing just fucking shatters onto the table. While he hastily grabs the broom and starts sweeping up the pieces, you tell Ms. Wilson he accidentally dropped it while Flash keeps insisting that he saw Mark snap it with his bare hands.
Ms. Wilson might vehemently dislike you and Mark, but she now thinks Flash is insane. The one spot of joy Mark now finds in chemistry comes from Ms. Wilson narrowing her eyes at Flash whenever he says something remotely stupid, like she’s thinking of sending him to the school psychologist.
After all, who would accuse spindly, nerdy Mark of having the strength to shatter a reinforced glass tube in his palm?
He’s never particularly liked the stereotype people placed him in, but now he’s pretty thankful for it.
. . .
Three: he has reflexes sharper than he’s ever had before.
It’s not the same as, say, having his senses enhanced. They are enhanced – both of you can see clearly without glasses, he can hear things he’s never been able to before, and his nose wrinkles at smells no one else can detect. Sometimes it’s overwhelming and he has to duck into a quiet shop to escape the bustling noise of New York City.
But this new sixth sense reflex thing? It’s different.
It isn’t fake. Like, Mark could say he’s developed a sixth sense for when Flash wants to be a little shit, meaning he hears when Flash snorts or shuffles around in the back and knows to duck his head.
But this?
Mark first realizes it a few weeks after the spider bite. He’s minding his own business, talking with his friends before class, when Flash decides to be stupid and throw an apple at his head.
Mark doesn’t see Flash. He doesn’t see the apple. He doesn’t hear any swoosh of wind or feel anything in the air. But something in his head screams DANGER DANGER DANGER and he whips himself away from the apple, which smacks into his locker.
The hall falls awkwardly silent as Mark tries to process what just happened.
He didn’t even notice Flash’s arm or the apple. He didn’t see it, didn’t hear it, didn’t feel it. But somehow, he knew something was wrong. He knew to duck away.
You recover a few seconds later. “What the fuck, Flash?” Then you pick up the apple, throw it back with far more force, and the hall descends into its normal levels of chaos. You all go to class, but in his peripheral vision, Mark can see you raising an eyebrow at him.
“What was that with Flash?” you ask later, when you two have boarded the train home. “I know you didn’t see that apple coming. Your back aas completely to him.”
Mark shrugs. “I just felt… I don’t know, really. I didn’t see him or hear anything. Just, something in my brain screamed danger and I just kind of moved.”
You look around, making sure nobody is paying attention. “Spider thing again?” you whisper.
“Maybe?”
For the next week or so, nothing happens that would trigger whatever the hell that was again. Mark makes sure to keep everyone he talks in sight, not allowing anyone to get behind him or to surprise him. He only ducked away that first time, but is surprised again, he has a feeling that his reactions could be a lot worse the next time. Like more violent.
The two of you are walking home from the lab when you hear scuffling in a nearby alley. Common sense tells Mark to keep walking, but as you two pass by, he can’t help but look. You stop walking too.
It’s a mugging, but the muggers clearly don’t have a lot of experience. Sure, they’re in a mostly-empty place, but the sun’s barely gone down and they’re trying to get money from a teenage girl who probably doesn’t have much on her. But one of the two has a gun.
He should just walk past and ignore it. Things like this happen all the time. Cops would just escalate the situation, and he’s too weak to help much.
The realization hits him with a jolt. But he isn’t weak anymore.
Mark feels your gaze on him and he turns to meet it. You raise an eyebrow, cocking your head slightly toward the alley. He nods.
He’s always been light on his feet, but the spider bite seems to have made him almost soundless as he steps into the alley. The muggers don’t notice either of you at first, they’re too focused on their crying victim.
It happens quickly. You dart behind the unarmed man and pull him into a chokehold. His partner has fast reflexes though and immediately aims the gun at Mark.
DANGER DANGER DANGER DANGER –
Mark drops to the ground seconds before the bullet sinks into the wall behind him.
Together, you subdue the men, leaving them groaning by the side of the street. Under the blanket of darkness that’s now fallen, Mark crushes the gun with his shoe, hoping nobody is paying attention to the dark object under his feet or the cracking noises. The girl thanks you effusively and runs off, and the two of you head on home.
This is what gets him thinking. You two are strong now, sticky, and have a sort of sixth sense for imminent danger.
It terrifies him to think of it, but the more he does, the more it makes sense.
You guys could keep doing this. Patrol the city, help people get around safely. Everyone knows the NYPD and the justice system aren’t shit. They couldn’t charge the drunk kid with a rich daddy who killed your parents. They couldn’t find the thief who shot his uncle. People will keep committing crimes, and the NYPD won’t be able to stop them.
But maybe, just maybe, Mark thinks, you could.
. . . . .
Mark is the one who brings up using your newfound skills – you refuse to call them powers, that’s just a step too far – for the good of the neighborhood.
“Think about it,” he says, looking at his hands. His face is pale, but he keeps going. “We have these, uh, enhanced abilities. Remember how we helped that girl get away from the muggers? What if we could do that for more people?”
You’re usually the brash one in most situations, but here, you take a step back. “There’s a lot of things to think about if we want to do that, Mark.” You chew your lips, thinking. “We can’t get caught, or else we could get arrested too. We need to be able to get away quickly and without injury, or Johnny or Mei will find out. We can’t afford a lot of hospital bills, either. We would need to move fast. Really fast.”
Mark nods. “I know. It’s just…” He looks at his hands again. His fingers are just as slim and graceful as they used to be, but both of you know the strength that now lies within them. “I don’t feel right, being able to help people but not doing it. You know.” He looks at you, and though his face is pale and his voice a little shaky, he’s resolute. “You and I have always tried to help people whenever we could.”
There’s bitterness there and you echo it, remembering the inept, corrupt legal system that couldn’t even bring justice to your family. The same law enforcement that couldn’t bring justice to Mark’s.
You could help prevent that. You could prevent the crimes in the first place, find the criminals and tie them up for the police to put away. Help make sure no one else has to deal with what you and Mark went through.
“Okay.” You rest your chin on your fist. “All right. Let’s say we hypothetically do this. We need to be able to mask ourselves as much as possible, keep our DNA away from the scene. This can only happen when Johnny and Mei are doing late shifts, so they don’t catch on.”
“First aid,” Mark adds. “We’ll probably get into scrapes and things. But we’ll also need to be able to immobilize the criminals and get away fast…”
Silence falls as you start thinking. Ropes are bulky and get heavy. Chains are even worse. Carrying them around would slow you down, so there’s no point. What you need is something lightweight and sticky, but strong.
An idea begins to form in your mind. You and Mark volunteer in labs at a nearby university. Professor Wang in the organic chemistry lab is really chill and lets you perform experiments with polymers and stuff he doesn’t need anymore. Mark works in mechanical engineering with Professor Tuan, who lets him build things out of scrap plastic and metal.
Spider bites.
Spider webs.
You could create synthetic webs, while Mark could make something that lets you shoot them out. There’ll be a lot of test trials and you’ll need to find an empty space for that, but if it works?
It’ll be so worth it.
Your mind races with possibilities. You could immobilize criminals, stick them to walls or the ground. You could stopper guns, or at least slow bullets down. You could trip people up with webs on their legs, keep them from punching or shooting with some on their arms.
And you could swing from buildings, which solves the travel problem.
“I have an idea,” you say. Mark raises an eyebrow.
A smirk grows on your face. “But we’re going to need to work on your fear of heights first.”
. . . . .
Mark thinks he’s going to have a heart attack, and he’s not even the one jumping first.
The two of you have taken a day off to go to Central Park – not for fun or anything (well, you insist it’ll be fun. Mark has other opinions), but to test out the strength of your web fluid. You’ve already done some trial runs with inanimate objects and you think it’s strong enough to hold both yours and Mark’s body weights, but you need to check.
Mark wants to argue that you have the rest of summer break to check, but you insist on doing it as early as possible. “We need time to fix mistakes,” you point out. “Plus, the earlier we finish this, the earlier we can... start doing stuff.”
He can’t exactly argue with that.
The web shooters are working well, Mark is finally thankful to say. Every single time he remembers the first test trial, he wants the earth to just open up and accept him into the void.
(He didn’t realize just how strongly the shooter would actually eject your “webs.” He also didn’t know how to aim very well. Long story short, you got a glob of polymers right to the face and Mark consequently wanted to die right then and there. The ensuing purple bruise on the side of your face made you the subject of several kinky jokes on Flash’s end.
They stopped when you picked up his new calculus binder and hit him over the head with it.
At least you found out the webs were indeed sticky enough.)
“I’m going!” you yell, startling Mark from his thoughts. You’re at least twelve feet up in a tree in Central Park, looking determinedly at a sturdy branch poking out from another trunk around ten feet away. Mark’s heart flips when he sees how high up you are.
Jesus Christ. Twelve feet, and he already feels like he’s going to start screaming.
What’s going to happen when he possibly has to swing off a building?
With shaking hands, Mark holds up his phone, fingers poised over the record button on the camera app. For whatever reason, you’d insisted on recording each “trial” like it was an actual laboratory test. Mark just goes along with it.
“Ready?” he yells.
“Yeah!”
He presses the record button.
For a second, you stand on your branch, staring steadily ahead. Then you raise your right arm, shoot a line of webbing to the next tree trunk, and leap.
Mark’s breath catches.
A screeching yelp tears itself from your throat as you swing through the air, using your momentum to rise back up and land neatly on the tree branch. Mark holds his breath as you wobble back and forth slightly, then drop into a steadier crouch. He sighs in relief and stops the video.
“Holy shit!” You climb down the tree and run over. “Holy shit! That was so fucking cool, Mark!”
“I’m sure,” he replies in a faint voice, looking at the tree you leapt from.
Twelve feet. It’s just twelve fucking feet, not like the monstrosity that is Trump Tower. It’s not even as high as his apartment building.
And yet he still wants to die.
Fucking acrophobia. Mark squeezes his eyes shut and forces himself to take a breath.
Your hand goes to rest on his shoulder. “Hey, Mark.”
He looks at you.
“If you’re really not ready today, it’s fine.” The excitement in your eyes is gone, replaced by calm concern. “We can do this another day. Or we can figure out another option closer to the ground.”
God, what did Mark even do to deserve a friend like you? Even after all the work you put in to making the synthetic webs – a stroke of genius, by the way – you’re willing to put it all aside for him. Just for him.
He steels himself. “I’m good. I’m fine.” He flashes you something resembling a smile and starts hauling himself into the tree. “I can do this,” he mumbles once he’s on the branch.
Then he looks down and almost throws up.
Placing a hand on the tree trunk, he looks away and forces himself to take a deep breath. He’s fine. He’ll be fine. He trusts in his web shooter to be accurate. He trusts in your webs to be strong enough.
He trusts that even if he falls, you won’t let him get far. He trusts that you’ll keep him safe.
“Ready?” you yell. Mark looks down again to nod, but the world isn’t spinning anymore. He locks his eyes onto the tree you jumped into and aims his web shooter.
“Ready!” he yells back. Faintly, he hears the beeping noise that signals the start of the recording.
Thwip. Web fluid shoots out and latches onto the branch. Before he can lose his nerve, he jumps.
A yell rips from his throat as he hurtles to the ground. Air rushes past his face as he swings his body up, up, until the branch is in view and he can plant his feet against it, using the last of his momentum to pull himself up. He wobbles a bit, then plants his arm against the tree trunk to steady himself.
He gasps shakily. The ground still looks so small from here, but the drop feels a fraction less frightening than it used to be. He takes one more deep breath, then starts to slowly climb down the tree.
As soon as he reaches the ground, you race over and engulf him in a strong hug. “You did it, Mark!” you all but yell into his ear. “You did it!”
Despite himself, Mark lets out a trembling bout of laughter, hugging you as close as he can. “Holy shit,” he mumbles, drinking in the steadiness that you bring to him. “Holy fuck.”
The two of you spend the rest of the afternoon in the secluded spot, leaping from the tallest trees you can find for longer and longer distances. You take notes as Mark pulls the sticky but mostly solidified web fluid from the branches, analyzing how some of them seem to have solidified and cracked a little under stress. “They need a little more flexibility,” you tell him as the two of you pile the web fluid into a bag. You think you can recycle it to make more. “With the adjustments you make on the shooters, I think they’ll be even better next time.”
“Yeah.” It’s all Mark can say. As he sits down next to you on the subway, he suddenly feels so drained and tired that he automatically slumps and places his head on your shoulder.
A small, surprised laugh sounds next to his ear, and he feels your hand go up to pat his head. “You did great today,” you murmur.
He smiles. In that moment, while your hand continues stroking his hair, he feels like he could do anything.
Anything for the world.
Anything for you.
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NCT 127 — Their Black S/O Gets Disrespected By Their Friend Because Of Their Race. (Jaehyun, WinWin, Jungwoo, Mark, Haechan)
(Taeil, Johnny, Taeyong, Doyoung, and Yuta Version)
Request:👋🏾 I was wondering if you could do a reaction for 127 on how they’d react after seeing a friend disrespect their s/o for their race??? (or a friend of the s/o disrespects the member for their race, however you see fit) no rush either😘
Jaehyun:
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He knew when his friends got drunk, they could get a little rowdy. Truthfully he was having second thoughts about bringing you around them in such a setting, but you were so excited. All week you had been talking about how you couldn’t wait to meet them and let them know you were his soulmate. Allow them to see you weren’t here to play him if they were having those thoughts.
It all started with a sly comment from one of the boys. You were in the bathroom, so his reaction was way different than he would realize it should’ve been.
“She’s so bad.” They said.
“Trust me, I know.”
“She got a nice ass too.”
All he did was punch his friend, clearly disgusted but appalled so much so that he couldn’t move.
“Shut the hell up.” He spoke, but quieted down when he saw you coming back.
The way he looked at you, you knew something was wrong, but it wasn’t what you assumed.
“Well Y/N, I tried to compliment you about how nice you look, but since Jaehyun doesn’t like that, I guess I’ll let you know that you need to take that hair out. It looks old.” He seethes, walking away in drunken anger.
“What did you just say? Come back here, pussy. Say it again.” Jaehyun is aflame. He knew he shouldn’t have brought you here. The fact that you had to hear that made him absolutely sick. He was two seconds away from punching him right in the back of the head before he felt your hands on him.
“Baby, calm down. Calm down.” You shush him, pressing your lips to his shoulder. “Don’t let it get to you.”
He hated this about you. Well, he hated that he couldn’t be like you. He could never ignore the negativity.”
“Come on.” You utter, taking his hand and leading him out.
Winwin:
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He didn’t know why he wasn’t worried about you meeting his family. Maybe his love for you truly did blind him. You were just so amazing. The perfect woman and words really couldn’t describe the power you held over him.
As the two of you sat down, you both could sense the awkward air of the dinner table. As your boyfriend talked to his parents you slid him a text.
— You didn’t tell them I was black did you...
— I didn’t think it was something they needed to know. It doesn’t matter.
— I know it doesn’t matter to you baby, but I think it does to them. :(
“Y/N has been really enjoying China.” He speaks up after seeing your last message. He grabs your hand that was hiding from under the table and places your held hands on display for everyone to see.
“And I am so happy to be here right now. Winwin always talks about how much he misses you guys.” You add on, smiling brightly at their dull faces.
“Really? He hasn’t been home in forever.” His mother speaks.
“And don’t think we don’t know what you’re doing. We know how you black people are—always trying to use someone for money so you don’t have to get on welfare back home.”
You choked on your food immediately, unable to hold in your cough. “Woah.” You were able to breathe out. “I’m sorry you’ve been fed false truths about my people.”
“Don’t try and disrespect me in my own house. To be exact, get out.” His mother spits, and you don’t hesitate to take her advice. Mother or not your temper didn’t wait for anyone, and you didn’t want to do anything drastic.
Sicheng was always a well mannered boy who saw his parents as the greatest people he knew. Today, he was very much so proven wrong. “You guys are disgusting. I don’t even know who I’m looking at right now.” His voice shakes as he can’t believe he put you in position to hear words like those. “My girlfriend is African American, and she is beautiful. She’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever known and I want to marry her. I’m going to marry her.” He says with confidence. “And if you don’t apologize in the next 24 hours know you lost a son.” He finishes before storming out to run after you.
Jungwoo:
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Neither of you liked parties. You both knew in the back of your mind that you would much rather be cuddled up on your couch or in your bed watching a movie or making the movie watch you.
It was loud in here, and you knew you shouldn’t have been drinking, but it had been awhile. You also knew Jungwoo had your back. The two of you had been in the corner for the majority of the body party, and for just a few seconds did Jungwoo step away to use the bathroom. A few seconds.
“Damn.” You hear a voice say.
Maybe you shouldn’t have froze. But at the same time, you were praying he wasn’t talking to you. When you feel his hand on your exposed lower back, you immediately back into the corner.
“I have a boyfriend.” You say clearly even through your tipsy state.
“Is he here? I don’t see anybody.” He’s getting closer and you can feel his breath on you. You can’t move. He’s blocking you from doing so. “Look, girls like you kill to be with a guy like me?”
“What do you mean girls like me? You don’t even know me.”
“I know you’re black. And all you black girls are the same. You come to Korea begging for this attention, but when we give it to you, you get all scared.”
You knew you had to defend yourself. You were raised to do so. But Jungwoo got to him first. He pushes the guy on the ground and he’s obviously drunk because he doesn’t even try to fight back. He hit the floor hard too as it grabbed everyone’s attention.
“Baby are you okay?” He questions as he cups your face into his hands, kissing your gently.
“I wanna leave.” You whisper, tears dripping from your cheeks from the fear you didn’t realize you had experienced. “Don’t worry about him just take me home please.”
“Okay okay.” He assures. He so badly wants to beat the shit out of the piece of shit who just ruined your night, but he knows every tone of your voice. He knows you really don’t want him to do anything. You just want him.
Mark:
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As bad as it was, you and Mark were eachother’s only friends. He had people who he would communicate with from time to time, but in his eyes, a friend was someone who you trusted with your whole being. You were that person for him and quite frankly he didn’t need anyone else.
Of course he wanted to see his friends in Canada. He hadn’t seen them in too long, and he can remember all the good times. Subways with the boys, school with the boys, they were his boys. Secretly, the two of you met up in Vancouver where SuperM was touring and of course he brought you with him to meet up with his friends. He trusted them enough to not accidentally mention any details of you being there, and he would be sure to remind them 1000x anyway.
Everything was okay. His friends were telling you about all of the crazy things he used to do—say.
“You know it’s crazy. I never would’ve thought Mark would be dating a black girl.” One of them said. It made you uncomfortable, and you unconsciously leaned into your boyfriends hold, but you had hopes that he would clean it up. In some way shape or form, you wanted that to happen.
“Why do you say that?” Mark says in confusion.
“I don’t know. I just feel like you could do better. Like at least get a white girl and secure the bag bro.” He jokes, but Mark isn’t laughing. Your boyfriend was not one to mess with when he was pissed off and it was very clear right now. Especially when it came to you did he not play.
“I promise you that Mark did indeed secure the bag with me, honey.” You chuckle knowing he woke the beast.
“The fact that you just said that dumb shit to me, infront of my girl is proof that I should smack the shit out of you right now. I swear to God.” Mark seethes. He’s standing up now, but you can tell he’s fighting saying so many more things.
“Aye chill, Mark. He was just joking.”
“Is anybody laughing? Because I’m not. She’s not. Apologize.”
“What? For a joke?”
“Apologize.” He says in a low voice.
“I’m—I’m sorry.” He stumbles, and right after is Mark taking your hand and leading you out of the restaurant.
Haechan:
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It was obvious that they were trying very hard to impress you. The overly loud rap music. The slang that they were throwing at you in hopes that you would see them in...you didn’t know what. But you didn’t mind. It was better than being rude to you. At the same time though, you couldn’t help but to think that this was Haechan’s idea. That he told them to act a little more seasoned for your arrival.
“Haechan.” You questioned quietely as his friends were rowdy and couldn’t hear you. “Did you tell them to do this?”
“What do you mean?”
“Never mind.” You say, and you can tell he wants to hear more, but doesn’t press on the issue further.
“So Y/N, what’s it like being black?” One of them asks over the loud music. “Like how does it feel?”
“Um...I don’t know. Oppressed.” You dark humor, and your boyfriend laughs, but the guy doesn’t seem impressed.
“This is what I don’t understand about you guys. I mean, even with the black lives matter stuff. I feel like y’all want to be oppressed.”
“Me knowing that as a black woman I’m oppressed does not equal me wanting to be. As people of color we all have our own issues and we would be extremely stupid to try to ignore these factors just because we don’t want it to be that way. Me and my people have targets on our backs whether we like it or not.”
“And you of all people should understand that.” Haechan adds. “You’re sitting here trying to be black and look cool to my girlfriend to then turn around and disrespect her race and try to make her feel invalid for her very valid feelings. Get on the internet or read a damn book you fucking idiot. This isn’t a fairytale. You know what, Iets go baby. Can’t believe this shit.” He spits, standing up promptly.
“Period.” You scoff, slamming the chair into the table on your way out.
“Were you going to ask me did I ask them to act like that?” He questions when you two get outside.
“Yes.” You admit.
“I would never. I promise and I’m so sorry all of the just happened. I’m so so sorry.”
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donghyuwus · 6 years ago
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haechan | missed chances
pairing: haechan (donghyuck) x gender neutral reader
anonymous requested: hii can you do 26 + 30 with haechan please?? <3333
genre: fluff, comedy and a tiny bit of angst
prompts used:
26. ‘i’ll wait at our restaurant ‘till closing time. if you don’t go then I’ll stop trying.’
30. ‘it’s okay. i’m here now.’
warnings: some swearing, awkward moments and cheesy humor
words: 2389 (damn)
authors note: honestly i’m pretty damn proud of this and I will admit that. It flowed out rather easy and so I also want to thank you for this request because I genuinely liked writing this and I hope you will enjoy reading this as well. Boi my blog has been getting the Hyuck content it deserves lately. Can y’all hear me sob in the distance? :’)
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“How long will you continue to ignore him?” You gave Jaemin a glance as he took a bite of his apple and waited for you to response. With a ‘pang’ of guilt shooting trough you, you stared at the table the both of you were sitting at. Honestly you didn’t know how to answer him, you wish you could but you were lost and confused for yourself.
Jaemin shifted and after he swallowed he spoke again. “You know he is quite hurt. It took him a lot of courage to confess to you and now you just leave him hanging in the dark.” He paused to take another bite and quickly continued after. “Look, for me it would have made sense if you didn’t like him back you know? But you do so I don’t know why you are trying to escape him as much as possible. If-” 
“Okay. I get it Jaemin.” His hand froze just as he was about to set his teeth into the apple for the third time and he gave you a surprised look, not expecting you to react this way. And if you were honest you didn’t expect it from yourself either. You just got really worked up about him reminding you of the shitty situation you were in and you clearly didn’t want to hear it from someone else, as you been killing yourself for it enough already. However you knew he was telling the truth and you could imagine how hard he must have been feeling as well, being both you and Donghyuck’s friend. With a deep sigh you dropped your head in your hands and thought back about that day.
When you arrived at school it was a perfectly normally day, as ever. You struggled your way trough every subject and by the end of the last period you were exhausted. That was until you got a text from Donghyuck, your best friend and also the boy you had the biggest crush on for more than 3 years now. The message said to meet him at the restaurant the both of you always went together. The both of you went there at least 10 times a month. So when the bell rang and you finally could leave the place named school or as others said ‘hell’, you ran out of the classroom with the biggest smile plastered on your face.
A few minutes later, you finally arrived in front of the door of the place. You pushed it open and immediately saw him sitting at your usual place with a couple of daisies in his hand, they looked hand-picked. Again you smiled to yourself as you observed him ticking his fingers against the wooden-table nervously. His bangs covered his forehead and it made him look ten times fluffier. You didn’t know how long you had been smiling with that creepy smile on your face, when he looked up and smiled back at you. Instantly you could feel yourself getting hot by embarrassment and you wanted to disappear trough the ground. But before you could do anything he signalled you to come over and so with hesitant and slow steps you did.
When you finally appeared in front of him and sat down at the other side, it took all the courage it had in you to act normal and not extremely flustered. As you looked up to him you saw him grinning at you. That didn’t mean anything good most of the time. And when he opened his mouth you realized you were absolutely right.
“Were you staring at me earlier?” Fuck. Quickly you looked away from his interested eyes and instead stared at the, suddenly very interesting, salt and pepper in front of you on the table. “It’s okay. I know I’m handsome.” He chuckled and you looked up to let out a scoff. “You are quite full of yourself aren’t you Lee Donghyuck?”
“Not as much as you are.” He winked, which caught you totally off guard but you managed to quickly compose yourself again and remember what brought you here. “So,, why did you want to meet?” Suddenly it felt like there was a lot of tension in the air and you could feel Donghyuck stiffen up while he continued the tapping from earlier. “I wanted to tell you something.” He never whispered that quietly so you were not used to it and didn’t understand a damn he said. “What?”
“There is something I need to tell you.” This bitch really muffled everything inside his mouth. Your face was one big question mark and he seemed to notice because he took a very deep sigh and looked down before opening his mouth, screaming words you never would have thought you’d hear from him.
“I like you, you deaf chicken!” 
Suddenly it was all quiet in the restaurant and people from all sides stared at the both of you. You were just sitting there mouth wide open and absolutely stunned at what you just heard. Donghyuck looked around him and back to you before he sprinted off, out of the restaurant. He had left the flowers on the table and you turned to look back from the flowers, to the people around you and to the door Donghyuck had just left trough. It took you a while to process and think like a normal human-being and you quickly picked up the flowers before sprinting out of the restaurant as well. Leaving everyone behind while mumbling and pointing at you. When you stepped outside and looked around you searched for him but he was nowhere to be seen. So you wandered around the city for a couple of hours, went to his house, called him, left voice-overs, called his friends, but no one knew where he was.
And now 2 weeks later you still hadn’t talked to him. When you finally got to see him a few days after the incident, you almost walked up to him to talk to him. But just as your legs made their way towards him, you suddenly froze and your mind went into panic mode. And before you could do anything else you turned around and quickly walked away. That went on for about a week and every time you saw him, accidentally making eye-contact and looking absolutely broken, you wanted to run up to him and engulf yourself into his chest while mumbling that you loved him too. But you just couldn’t get yourself to do it. And you hated yourself more than ever for it. Because Donghyuck didn’t deserve this and you were just being an absolute pussy.
That day Jaemin walked you home talking you in some courage and hope to go and talk to Donghyuck. So here you now were at 7pm trying to find the right words for a text. And every time you ended up with something you ended up deleting either because it sounded stupid or because it wasn’t enough. But when you suddenly saw the word online pop up under his name your fingers stopped and lingered in front of the screen. And when the word typing... followed your breathing stopped and just as you were about to press WhatsApp away because other wise he would see you were lingering on his profile, when the message was sent, it already popped up on your screen. At that moment you could give yourself a face a good smack, because he now knew you were on there. But as soon as you saw the message he had sent, you could feel your insides twist and turn because that was the last thing you expected him to send.
‘I’ll wait at our restaurant ‘till closing time. If you don’t go then I’ll stop trying.’
So here you now were, trying to look presentable and at the same time be on time. Just as you were about to go out of the door you took a look at your phone and saw you still had about half an hour left and you knew you would definitely make it in time, since it only was a fifteen minute walk away from here. So with that thought mixed with nervous feelings you left your house.
It was already quite dark outside and it also was getting colder. While you were walking with quick footsteps you wrapped the jacket around you a bit tighter and scolded yourself for not putting on a thicker one. And as you were walking around so busy in your own thoughts you hadn’t paid attention to another sound of footsteps being added behind you. It took you a while before you suddenly had this weird gut feeling and you started paying more attention to your surroundings as you felt weird about the situation.
Not long after, a couple of streets and turns further, you entered a maybe a bit too dark and too left out street. You tried speeding up your pace hearing the ones behind you speed up as well. Mentally you were getting ready to give out some punches and then run as fast as you could. In your head you counted to 3 and with every count you took a deep breath and mentally prepared yourself for what was about to happen. But before you could even get to 3 a hand was placed onto your shoulder and you were turned around. You tightly closed your eyes as you let out a scream. It maybe was stupid but you dumbly waited until the attacker would do something but when nothing happened you got a bit confused and you slowly opened one eye.
Only to see Donghyuck laughing so hard that he didn’t even made a sound anymore. You just stood there completely and utterly confused to seeing him. But then the realization kicked in that he was the one following you all this time and anger took over you as you realized how scared he made you. Annoyed you kicked his lower leg and he immediately stopped laughing and crouched down to grab his leg while yelling out cries of pain. You on the other hand crossed your arms over your chest and stomped off.
Immediately you heard Donghyuck call out your name and soon after you could hear his fast footsteps behind you. His hand again touched your shoulder and he spun you around now holding both sides of you. “That was so funny Donghyuck, I thought I was going to get raped. If you placed that hand onto me a second too late I would have kicked you in your balls, you know that right?” In the very little of light there was you could see he was trying to have a straight face and not burst out in laughter. “What were you even doing here? I thought we would meet at the restaurant, you liar.”
Now he couldn’t hold it in and he let out a loud fit of laughter before taking some deep breaths and looking into your eyes. “You aren’t that smart sometimes aren’t you? The restaurant is closed on Thursdays.” Puzzled you looked at him when the realization hit you that that was true. But then why would he say to meet him there. And as if he could read your mind he gave an answer to that question. “I wanted to see if you would actually come, so I waited in a street close to your house.” He paused and shyly looked down, removing his hands from your shoulders. “I actually didn’t expect to see you walking there. So I decided to scare you and walk after you for a bit until you would turn around to see who was there. But you didn’t seem to notice until you suddenly quickened your pace. So when we got here I thought it would be enough before I would actually scare you.”
“I’m sorry, I didn‘t know it would scare you so much.” You rolled your eyes and sighed deeply before you wrapped your arms around him and engulfed yourself into his chest. “You did you dumbass.” At first he froze but after a few seconds he awkwardly wrapped his arms around you as well and patted your back. You chuckled at his nervous actions. “You know, now you should say something like: it's okay. I’m here now. Or something.” He repeated your words quietly and again you laughed to yourself at the state he was in. You weren’t used to Donghyuck being this startled. Normally he would have been extremely sassy around you.
Suddenly he pulled you away from him and with his hands on your waist he looked you in your eyes while lightly smiling. His natural curly hair making him look even more adorable than he already was. 
“There is this thing I’ve wanted to try for a very long time now.” His voice was soft and his smile never faded from his lips. And neither did you as you stared at the boy you had maybe given your entire heart to already.
“And what is that?” You grinned, knowing almost surely what he meant. He leaned closer. “Close your eyes.” He whispered softly. So you did as he said and you may or may not already started pouting your lips, waiting for his. 
But instead you felt a flick on your forehead and you immediately shut open your eyes whining in pain as you gave him a death glare, while he was clearly amusing himself, almost rolling on the ground from laughter.
When he finally got his shit together and you recovered from the pain he started talking, while wiping away his tears from laughing too hard. “What did you think I was gonna do, kiss you, y/n? After you left me cold for 2 weeks. You gotta deserve my pretty lips you know? Wait- wait what are you doing?”
And so you chased after him for the rest of the night, with your shoes and your belonging being thrown at him. But after that we all know that it ended with some of the best hugs you could get and maybe after all a kiss here and there. Because as we know my children, Lee Donghyuck is a soft clingy koala and he can’t go an hour without a hug or a kiss :)
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cravaesthic · 5 years ago
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Coward | Huang Renjun
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Renjun's PoV
They said I'm too much a coward. They said I'm a coward because I can't even tell my feelings for you. But the thing that they didn't know is that I'm the bravest among them all. Because I'm loving you from afar, and I'm not even waiting for a loveback you can give even if I'm loving you with all my heart.
My friends told me to speak up my feelings for you. They told me that before it's too late I should go talk to you and confess my feelings. But one thing they didn't know is that I'm contented. And I will always be contented.
I can stare at you from afar, I can daydream about you and me from afar. I can even give you gifts even if you still didn't notice that I'm the one giving you those. I'm contented and happy to the fact that I'm loving you even if you don't love me back.
"Bro. The prom night is coming. You should go ask her to be your date" Jeno said while pointing at you who's now laughing with your friends. I smiled, knowing that you're happy makes me even more pleased.
"Nah. I'm fine" I said then shook my head as an answer.
"Coward' they said in unison before bursting out laughing. I only laughed because of what they said, and looked again at you but I'm surprised to see that you're also looking at me too. Then you smiled at me, or am I just dreaming?
You looked away still wearing the same smile you gave me.
I kept falling harder.
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Class ends so fast even if I'm just staring at you the whole class hours. Why does the time flies so fast whenever I'm just staring at you? Tsk.
I grabbed my bag and placed all the things on top of my table and gathered it inside my bag. When I finished putting my things inside it, I saw you just sitting there on your chair as if you're waiting for someone.
"Hey Y/N, are you coming or what?" Your friend asked you while she's clinging onto her boyfriend. I saw how you smiled and shook your head a no.
"Okie! Goodbye! Take care,girl" she said then waved her hand a goodbye at Y/N. I looked at your friend who's now leaving the room along with her boyfriend.
That means, there is only me and you inside this classroom.
I held my grip so tight to my bag, as I found myself walking towards your direction. You saw me approaching you, so you smiled and stood up.
I was about to speak up, when someone interrupted....
"Y/N!!! Thank god you're still here!" We both looked at the guy who's now running towards your direction and when he reached you, he breathe heavily as if he's lacking out of oxygen.
I just scanned his face, he seemed nice and good looking.
You looked at him worriedly and immediately gave him a bottle of water to calm him down, but he refused.
"I have something to ask you!" He said in a cheer up tone,
"What is it?" You asked taking a few glances at me.
"Can I be your date in prom?" He asked without hesitating.
My body froze, hearing a guy asking those words to the girl I like infront of me is really painful.
I saw you looking at me as if you were asking for my permission or am I too delusional to actually think you're asking me if he can be your date?
I want to shout, 'no' but I ended up smiling and just looking down. I sighed and turned my back, not wanting to see you accepting that guy.
Actually, I'm envious. Seeing that guy not even hesitating to ask you if he can be your date is really a talent for me. I mean, those guys who have courage is so brave to the point they are not even afraid of rejections. While me? Still stuck on my feet, not having the courage to tell you that I like you so damn much.
I began walking and leave the classroom with a big pain in my heart. But you called me when I was walking on the hallway, and so I stopped walking and my heart began racing because you're actually calling my name, like I was not ready for this. This is too much a dream for me to happen.
I turned my back to face you, and I almost fell on my knees when I saw you running towards me.
This stupid thing called love, I hate it.
"W-why?" I mentally cursed myself for stuttering.
"A-aren't you going to ask me something?" you asked hopeful.
My eyebrows furrowed and I didn't get what you said, and I saw how you became disappointed to what my reaction turns out.
"Nevermind...." you said walked passed me.
"What about the guy in our classroom!?" I asked you, yelling.
You just raised your hand and waved it without even taking a glance at me or even turning your back to face me.
Even if I'm hurt, I managed to smile since seeing you can complete my day all the time.
"I like you" I whispered, ofcourse you wouldn't hear it because you're now meters away from me.
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Prom Night
My hands are trembling so badly, I couldn't even stay still on my position, even my friends are now in a puzzle why I'm acting strange tonight.
"Why don't you sit here and calm down, Renjun?" Mark said while patting the chair beside him. I followed what he said, hoping it could lessen the nervousness I'm feeling.
"Hyung, I'm confessing to her now." I said full of determination, hope this determination of mine will stay long enough to say it clearly to her later. Hope I wouldn't say something stupid or do something stupid.
What gave me hope to confess to her is that when I realized she's attending this prom alone, meaning she has no date. And that really gave me hope just atleast about 5 percent. I've been thinking of this night to confess while I'm her last dance.
"Really? Great job Renjun! I'm proud of you because now you're not a coward anymore" hyung said which earner a glare from me but he only laughed.
I was legit shaking while holding a rose. And nothing can calm me down not until I finally tell what's bugging me for the past few years to Y/N.
"I think this is the right time now Renjun! She's all alone!" Mark said while pointing out Y/N who's now quietly looking at the people who are dancing on the dancefloor.
I smiled then nodded, and took a deep breathe before standing up and slowly walking towards her direction.
I was about three meters away from her when suddenly my classmate pulled my arms to dance with her.
"Let's dance Renjun!" She said as she wrapped her arms around my neck and dance ungracefully which made me a bit annoyed.
I pushed her away lightly but enough for her to distance herself away from me.
"wait, I really have to go now" I excused myself and there she leave me alone without uttering a word.
I looked again to where Y/N is sitting at earlier, and surprised to see she was no longer on that seat.
I roamed my eyes to find where she is, it's too chaotic but there I noticed a girl with her blue long gown hugging and dancing with a guy I know since then. I would never be wrong this time.... it's Y/N.
She's dancing with somebody else, when honestly it was supposed to be me. I was supposed to be her last dance. I was supposed to give this rose for her. I was supposed to tell my feelings towards her.
But I'm too late.
She's now dancing with a guy, and what hurts the most is that, that guy is none other than my bestfriend... Donghyuck.
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