#someone sent me an ask the other day about comparing Noé and Astolfo | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

neversetyoufree · 2 years ago

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For real tho I had a big realization like two days ago about how deep Astolfo's guilt/self-blame about his family runs, and how hating vampires so much is just a big coping mechanism for him so that he doesn't have to think about how much he hates himself

And then the new chapter comes out and Mochijun pulls this

#someone sent me an ask the other day about comparing Noé and Astolfo #and answering that got me in the weeds analyzing slightly different types of survivor's guilt #but I didn't finish/upload the post because I worried I was going a little far w what I was saying about Astolfo #and I wanted to let the thoughts marinate for a while #but NOPE #not too far at all #maybe not far enough even #I gotta go back and edit/finish that post now that we have this new information lmao #feels a little like bullshit to be saying 'I called it in my drafts believe me you guys'#but I absolutely did ;p #vnc spoilers #vnc 58 #astolfo my beloved

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