#somebody give this boy the fucking moon I'm begging you

[ilredeiladri]

So, I was reading Caligula (by Camus) lately and I'm completely fascinated by the recurring theme of the moon and Caligula's longing for it.

Just, this!!:

"If I’d had the moon, if love were enough, all might have been different."

I can't 😭

Today, I came upon this picture of Christian Friedel:

I know, that it's from his (fantastic) production of Hamlet that I will probably love forever because it destroyed and healed my whole being, but you can't tell me that he doesn't look like the perfect Caligula in it.

[authenticmiya]

Alone - Johnny Lawrence x Reader

Summary - Based on the song Alone by Heart, reader doesn’t know how to cope with Johnny putting all of his time into the dojo, and not into his marriage.

Words - 1.7k

Warnings - angst

The sparkles on your wedding ring could just about be seen as the moon lit up the apartment. Letting out a shaky yet frustrated sigh, the clock was still ticking, except this time, two hours had gone by. Johnny wasn't back, when was he ever back?

As it neared 1am, the debate of going to bed was playing on your mind, but there was no way you were going to sleep without talking to your husband, if he was that anymore.

"Come on Johnny, pick up." You sighed, trying not only his telephone at work but the stupid cell phone that you should've known he couldn't answer.

But not being able to use technology wasn't an excuse. It wasn't hard to keep a promise, in fact it wasn't hard to just not make the promise in the beginning. A knock on the door pulled you straight from your wandering thoughts. Looking through the peep-hole, you realised it was Miguel.

"Seriously kid." You groaned before opening the door. You loved him like a son, you really did, but you were not in the mood to socialise with anyone.

"Hi Mrs Lawrence, Sensei told me to tell you-" He began but you cut him off.

"Don't worry Miguel, this is the fourth time you've had to tell me that he's gotta do all of the paperwork, I get it. Thank-you." The sadness in your tone made Miguel feel bad.

"He's in the Dojo Mrs Lawrence, it's not my place to say but instead of waiting around for him to come home, why don't you just go down there?" Miguel suggested.

"I appreciate that kid, but I don't wanna start a fight." You admitted to the teenage boy, and you couldn't quite believe it because he hardly knew love himself.

"Fight for this love, you're badass." He chuckled before heading back over to his place. 1am and Miguel had only just left the dojo, so who knows when Johnny will be home. After the brief conversation, the time just went by extremely slow, but that didn't stop you from staying awake.

"I’m not having another night end with me being alone." You muttered, and it was as if god answered your prayers, because the keys jangled in the front door, and in stepped Johnny.

"Jesus Christ why are you sat in the dark babe?" Johnny laughed as he flipped the switch to the lights on.

"Till the moment I saw you them years ago, I had always got by on my own." You told him, twiddling your fingers as you sat on the couch. Johnny looked at you strangely, as he grabbed a beer from the refrigerator.

"I never really cared until I met you Johnny. Nobody cared for me, and I never cared for anybody. I spent years upon years, dreaming I'd marry a guy like you, and I got him in the end." There was no way you could cry in front of him.

"Listen if this is about me and the dojo, I really wanna spare that fight." Johnny sighed as he stood a distance away from you.

"Sometimes I reminisce on the good times we had. Before Larusso, before the alcohol, before this goddamn dojo Johnny." Now the words were just falling from your mouth.

"Don't mention that name under this roof again." He suddenly snapped, and now you had hit the nerve.

"How do I get you alone Johnny? Because I lost you the moment that asshole came back into your life. Don't try and sugarcoat it, please save me the bullshit. You're all I ever wanted and all I've ever had. Ever since Cobra Kai reopened, I don't see you. I wake up, you're not there, I go to sleep and you're still not there." It took a lot of courage to talk to him without getting mad, for nearly every argument that was made, was because of your attitude.

"You will always have me Y/N, but I have a business to run, I'm protecting these kids." Johnny swigged on his drink, also trying not to give you a nasty reaction.

"They're relying on me, they have nothing but karate to help them with their confidence, you would know if you were there." He suddenly came out with when you didn't reply.

"I'm relying on you too Johnny, you know your wife?" You began.

"And here she goes with the whole emotional card. Whatever." He rolled his eyes and turned towards the bedroom.

"'No I refuse to let you do this to me again. We need to talk about this." You grabbed his bicep.

"Every-time we try and talk, a certain somebody turns it into something that could've been avoided." Johnny said sarcastically.

"Yeah and you shrug it off like it's nothing." You pinched the bridge of your nose.

"That's bullshit and you know it Y/N, I don't need to be constantly reminded of shit that you get insecure about." Oh he had finally cracked into his frustrated and angry mode.

"So me missing you is being insecure? Sorry for committing a crime jackass." You crossed your arms over your chest.

"Here she is, little miss childish, once again." Johnny slammed the door to your shared bedroom, now leaving you to decide whether to follow after him.

"Oh for fuck sake." You grumbled, opening the door. He was getting some clothes ready for what you presumed was for after he had showered.

"We have neighbours, you don't need to slam the door so loud." You finally spoke up again.

"I didn't know you could slam a door quietly." Johnny didn't look at you.

"What's going on with you? Please just talk to me Johnny." You felt like begging for a life time. You just wanted your husband back, even if it was just the extra kiss in the morning. But he wasn't talking to you.

"This is getting ridiculous Y/N." He groaned.

"No what's getting ridiculous is that you gradually built a dojo, but gradually pushed me to the side and I'm sorry if you think I'm childish, and that I start a fight with you for no reason. I don't mean to fight with you, we're meant to fight together for crying out loud." Johnny was listening to you but he wasn't responding.

"I never asked for this, I don't deserve this." Johnny stood up, grabbing a towel from the drawers.

"And you think I do? When was the last time you actually checked if I was okay?" Johnny didn't know what to say, he knew he hadn't been the best of husbands.

"Miguel stopped by today, actually ever since the dojo opened he's come by quiet frequently, telling me the usual that you're doing paperwork." You began.

"Also told me I was a badass who needed to fight for this love, but it takes two to fight, and right now, it's pretty clear that I'm the only one even fending for this marriage." A single tear dropped down your cheek but you refused to let him see it.

"I'll leave you to shower." You left the bedroom and decided that maybe tonight you should just keep your space from him. Deciding that sitting around doing nothing wasn't an option, you just decided to take the trash out. It wasn't really a normal thing to do in the earliest of hours in the morning, but it was something.

Johnny felt his heart stop when he heard the front door shut, something telling him that you were going to leave for the night and just not come back to him.

"Shit." He scrambled off the bed, completely throwing the thought of a shower out of his head.

"Y/N? Babe?" He called out, but he didn't know you were only just outside.

"Shit!" He shouted, grabbing his keys, ready to drive all lengths of the country just to bring you back. As he opened the front door, you were just heading back in.

"Please, just don't leave. We can talk this through, you can't leave me Y/N, I need you. God dammit I'm an asshole, I deserved everything you said to me just please come inside and we can talk it out, no arguing, no nothing." Johnny had his hands firmly on your shoulders.

"Why the hell would I leave you? I took the trash out." You told him, he glanced around back to the trash-can noticing how it was now empty, and had a huge sigh of relief.

"And besides don't you think I'd have been gone a long time ago if an argument was the reason we ever broke up?" You questioned him.

"Yeah I suppose you're right, you put up with a lot of shit huh?" Johnny took in your appearance for the first time, in such a long time.

The way your hair was just in a messy bun, the fact you were in one of his shirts and a pair of sweats. The Y/N he had fallen in love with, had been waiting for the affection she deserved and he simply hadn't realised how long she had gone without it.

"I'm sorry." He began.

"This isn't gonna happen again. You're not just gonna apologise and I'll melt into you. Johnny you've gotta mean it, you've seriously gotta mean it." You pleaded.

"Shall we order-" You cut him off.

"It's literally 2am and all I want right now, is to relax. We're both hotheaded and we need to be able to talk about things without getting riled up with each-other." You could tell he was listening to you very intently and without hesitation he lifted you up in a bridal fashioned way.

"This isn't what I expected but I'm not complaining." You chuckled as he shut the door with his foot. The two of you settled down on the bed together. 

"I love you." You told him, the argument slowly floating out of the window.

"I don't think you have any idea how much I love you." He sighed, pressing a firm, passionate kiss to your lips.

"We'll be okay won't we Y/N?" Johnny sighed, draping an arm across your waist.

"We'll be okay Johnny."

[naomana]

can u do “you’re so sexy when you’re hot and bothered” with vito and whoever else u want bc HE IS SO SEXY WHEN HES WORRIED

Full prompt list here

“you’re so sexy when you’re hot and bothered” Vito(submissive switch)/Reader(dominant switch)

pegging warning? 👀👀👀

Loud banging on the door wakes you up in early morning hours. You only returned back home from work about an hour ago. You make yourself decent and go open the door, trying to keep your eyes open. You wonder, who is in such need of you to pound your door so desperately.

Finally, you open the door and see nobody else but your man standing there, all hot and bothered. You give him confused look and he just storms inside, completely ignoring your presence.

You turn around to look at him while he is looking through your place, as if he was looking for something.. somebody. You close the door, fully awake and annoyed, because you have this discussion almost every time you return from work. But there is something sweet about his jealousy.

"What are you doing here Vito? In middle of the night?" You ask with firm voice and he stops in movement, finally snapping out of his state, realising what he's done. He knows this won't go unpunished.

"I was.. at the bar earlier. Frank said he saw you with other man." He admits sheepishly and you sigh, gathering your strenght to stay calm.

"It's my job. We already talked about this, Vito."

"I know. I'm sorry." He drops his head down, knowing sooner or later you will get fed up with these jealous scenes. But you know you won't, because you love him hot headed or calm. And you looove to remind him his place, beneath you.

"Come here." You order him and he listens, like a good boy. Your need to put him back to his place grows with every step he does closer to you. You grab him and pull closer, looking into each other's eyes. You cup his face with your hands and lean closer.

"Look at you Vito. You're so sexy when you're hot and bothered. But that doesn't mean I will just let it slide." You whisper into his lips and you can feel him tremble, not with fear but excitement. Because he loves what you do to him.

"I'm starting to think you're doing it on purpose, just so I have reason to punish you." You say, pushing him towards your bed and he drops on his back, looking up at you as you slowly take off your night robe, having absolutely nothing underneath it. You can see his eyes lighting up, watching your naked body getting on top of him.

You take your time with the zipper on his jacket. You can tell he wants you to hurry up but you don't. You're taking your time, just because you can.

Your eyes are wandering across his naked scarred body. His head turns to side, making you look up and you can see his desperate attempt to hide his blush.

"Oh my, oh my. You do things to me Vito. Now I have to do things to you." You say as he whines, thinking about your words. You kiss him, harshly, mapping his whole body with your hands, before you stop on his thighs. You can tell he really wants you to touch his hard dick, but you purposely avoid that spot.

Out of nowhere you turn him around, pushing his face into your pillow and you can hear his muffled groan, he knows what's gonna happen next. You reach for your lube and soon after slick fingers enter him, making him moan like a whore.

He loves fucking you, but when the roles reverse he's over the moon. You both know it, but he'd never admit it out loud, he's too proud.

You prepare everything and soon enter him in one movement. He moans, cries, begs for you to move. And because he's been really good, you move. You think how someone so cold and distant looking can be so damn obediant and cute.

You lean closer, kissing him with passion so he knows he's still loved, even when he's being 'punished'.

You can tell he's close. And so are you but you don't want him or you to cum like this. So you pull out and he groans with disappointment that disappears second later, as you turn him around and sit on his dick. You both moan as you move your hips. He comes first, biting his bottom lip which you find really cute.

Then your own orgasm hits you, pretty hard and you curl your whole body before you plop it on top of him.

"You really need to stop being jealous." You say with heavy eyes. He interupted your sleep after all and you are satisfied and really tired.

"How can I? Look at you. Beautiful and smart. And mine." He says and kisses your forehead as you're falling asleep on him.

[muse--memes]

÷ Sentence Starters

"I was born inside a small town."

"Friends and family filled with envy when they should be filled with pride."

"And when the world's against me, is when I really come alive."

"I need to get in the right mind and clear myself up."

"I look in the mirror, questioning what I've become."

"I'm well aware of certain things that can destroy a man like me."

"I am happy on my own so here I'll stay."

"I used to think that nothing could be better than touring the world with my songs."

"I chased the picture perfect life, I think they painted it wrong."

"I think that money is the route of all evil, and fame is hell."

"Ain't nobody want to see you down in the dumps."

"You're living your dream and this should be fun."

"I beg you don't be disappointed with the man I've become."

"I guess you know I've been away."

"Where I'm heading, who knows?"

"My heart will stay the same."

"I was younger then."

"I found my heart and broke it here."

"I can't wait to go home."

"I miss the way you make me feel."

"We watched the sunset over the castle on the hill."

"Had my first kiss on a Friday night... I don't reckon I did it right."

"Maybe I came on too strong."

"Maybe I waited too long."

"Maybe I played my cards wrong."

"Baby I apologise for it."

"I've been known to give my all."

"Don't call me baby unless you mean it."

"Don't tell me you need me if you don't believe it."

"So let me know the truth before I dive right into you."

"You're a mystery."

"I have traveled the world and there's no other girl like you."

"What's your history?"

"Do you have a tendency to lead some people on? 'Cause I heard you do."

"The club isn't the best place to find a lover."

"Girl, you know I want your love."

"Your love was handmade for somebody like me."

"I may be crazy, don't mind me."

"Boy, let's not talk too much, grab on my waist and put that body on me."

"I'm in love with the shape of you."

"We push and pull like a magnet do."

"I'm in love with your body."

"Now my bedsheets smell like you."

"Although my heart is falling, too, I'm in love with your body."

"I never knew you were the someone waiting for me."

"We were just kids when we fell in love, not knowing what it was."

"I will not give you up this time."

"Darling, just kiss me slow."

"Darling, you look perfect tonight."

"Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know."

"She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home."

"We are still kids, but we're so in love."

"I know we'll be alright this time."

"Be my girl, I'll be your man."

"I see my future in your eyes."

"I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight."

"I know I have met an angel in person."

"You look perfect tonight."

"Baby, I just want to dance."

"She shared a cigarette with me while her brother played the guitar."

"You know she beat me at darts and then she beat me at pool."

"She kissed me like there was nobody else in the room."

"I was holding her hand, her hand was holding mine."

"I swear I'm going to put you in a song that I write."

"You look happier."

"I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours."

"Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you, but ain't nobody love you like I do."

"Promise that I will not take it personal if you're moving on with someone new."

"You look happier, you do, my friends told me one day I'll feel it, too."

"I'll smile to hide the truth, but I know I was happier with you."

"Everything's reminding me of you."

"You're happier, aren't you?"

"I know that there's others that deserve you, but my darling, I am still in love with you."

"I know I was happier with you."

"I knew one day you'd fall for someone new."

"If he breaks your heart like lovers do, just know that I'll be waiting here for you."

"Tribal tattoos and he don't know what it means."

"But I heard he makes you happy so that's fine by me."

"I'm just keeping it real."

"I'll be trying not to double tap, from way back, cause I know that's where the trouble's at."

"Let me remind you of the days when you used to hold my hand and when we sipped champagne."

"I guess if you were Lois Lane, I wasn't superman, just a young boy trying to be loved."

"If it was meant to be, you wouldn't be calling me up trying to fuck."

"I'm positive that he don't wanna know about me."

"I know you're missing all this kind of love."

"In the back of the club kissing a boy that ain't him."

"You're still a young girl trying to be loved."

"When you're with him I know you're lonely."

"Please, remember you're still free, to make the choice and leave."

"She is the sweetest thing that I know."

"You should see the way she holds me when the lights go low."

"Oh we're in love, aren't we?"

"I feel safe when you're holding me near."

"Love the way that you conquer your fear."

"You know hearts don't break around here."

"Spent my summer time beside her, and the rest of the year the same."

"She is the lighthouse in the night that will safely guide me home."

"I'm not scared of passing over or the thought of growing old, because from now until I go, every night I'll kiss you."

"We could change this whole world with a piano."

"I'm just a boy with a one-man show."

"Love could change the world in a moment."

"The revolution's coming, it's a minute away."

"I know, I'm all for people following their dreams."

"The future's in the hands of you and me."

"You are the one, girl."

"How would you feel, if I told you I loved you?"

"So tell me that you love me, too."

"We were sat upon our best friend's roof, I had both of my arms round you, watching the sunrise replace the moon."

"We were sitting in a parked car, stealing kisses in the front yard."

"I'm in pieces, it's tearing me up."

"A heart that's broke is a heart that's been loved."

"I hope that I see the world as you did."

"A life with love is a life that's been lived."

"I've got two left feet and a bottle of red wine."

"We're going somewhere where the sun is shining bright."

"You're like something that God has sent me."

"I lost my shoes last night, I don't know where I put my keys."

"I get lonely and make mistakes from time to time."

"My heart is breaking at the seams and I'm coming apart now."

"Always say what's on your mind."

"I was twenty four years old when I met the woman I would call my own."

"Her daddy said, 'No, you can't marry my daughter.'"

"I'm gonna marry the woman I love."

"Never had I seen such beauty before."

"I never worried about the king and crown."

"I gave all my oxygen to people that could breath."

"I gave away my money and now we don't even speak."

"I drove miles and miles, but would you do the same for me."

"Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels."

"I drown it with a drink and out of date prescription pills."

"All the ones that love me, they just left me on the shelf."

"So before I save someone else, I've got to save myself."

"I'm here again, between the devil and the danger."

"Before I blame someone else, I've got to save myself."

"Before I love someone else, I've got to love myself."