#some fun random scars okay he can have those. as the opposite of a treat.

[isbergillustration]

Thinking about ~15 year old Johnny Silverhand getting blown up in the war.

[poppyseed799]

Okay fellow 3rd life fans I think it’s time I come clean. I have been silent about this the entire time, thinking about staying quiet cuz it seemed the whole fandom disagrees with what I’m about to say but I will stay silent no longer.

I don’t get why people say the Desert was “clearly the bad guys”.

Let’s get this out of the way: I mainly watched Scar’s POV along with Grian’s. I watched a fair amount of Martyn’s episodes as well, a couple from Scott and then random episodes from Skizz, Cleo, Impulse, Jimmy, and probably more. Definitely plot important ones I watched from more POVs than just my main guys Scar and Grian.

I just don’t get why, when people look at all of the different factions, they look at the Desert and go “yes they are clearly in the wrong and the only ones I can easily label as the villains in the overall story” what??? Don’t even get me started on “it’s interesting that the villains won in 3rd life” what??? I always viewed them as the more innocent ones, although the story is very morally grey so it doesn’t say TOO much lmao.

So let me explain why! Well, honestly, I’m more confused as to why y’all say they’re so obviously the villains, so I’m just explaining why I’m confused here lol.

So first of all let’s get the scamming and monopolies out of the way. I have less to say about the monopoly so let’s start with that. THEY NEVER HAD A MONOPOLY… if the idea of making a monopoly is bad enough for you guys, then might I remind y’all of the cow monopoly that was attempted? Everyone was looking for ways to make business… and a SAND monopoly was CLEARLY doomed to fail!! Not to bring Dream SMP into this but if y’all are gonna say OG L’Manberg was innocent because they didn’t succeed in the potion monopoly at all then let’s have that same energy for the Sand People!!!

Now for the scams. “Oooh poppy how are you gonna defend the scamming” BECAUSE IT WASN’T SCAMMING??? Scar made it clear what he wanted and what the person would receive in return. They were told they were going to receive a piece of paper and they agreed to it! Don’t listen to Grian “don’t listen to Scar it’s a scam the papers don’t mean anything” because he was LYING. Not purposely, but he was lying. Scar NEVER said “hey Grian let’s scam people with fRiEnDsHiP” instead he always told Grian that it WAS real and that he WOULD go through with all of the papers. And he did! There were a couple of mishaps but obviously it’s really difficult to control every situation. Plus Scar had a hard time remembering all of the friendship passes lmao. But he really did try, he really did value these trades, it wasn’t scamming just because Grian thought there was no way it was worth it.

The only Scar hater I stan is Skizzleman he had all right to be mad at Scar but that doesn’t mean Scar was the enemy of the whole story lol

Now onto something that I don’t know how to start explaining but is a very big reason why I’m confused about the fandom calling the Desert the bad guys. NOBODY IN THE SMP TOOK THEM SERIOUSLY. I saw SO many posts about how “Scar and Grian seem like fun guys in THEIR POV but in others POV they’re really scary!” Like no? I always thought it was the opposite. Like watching Scar’s POV I was like “ah man they have to kill people cuz red life this is so dramatic they are feared by the server…” BUT THEN I WATCH SOMEONE ELSE’S POV AND THEY LITERALLY SAY STUFF LIKE “lol we don’t have to worry about Scar” “dang all those people just exploded. Anyways Scar is the weakest red life and we have nothing to worry about when it comes to him it’s all the other red lifers that are a problem” “lol there goes those idiots trying to make a monopoly on sand so silly” and I’m like. Oh. The entire server treats them like silly cartoon villains that never achieve anything. And yes they say these things WHILE hunting the Desert People down like what. Basically the server treating the villainous things the Desert did as not very serious made me think the same, which is why I’m so confused that people think they’re the Big Bad Guys.

ANOTHER THING relating to how the server treats the Desert: alliances!! The Desert was very loyal. Scott and Jimmy trusted the Desert, which shocked many people on the server but were they wrong? No! The Desert trusted the Hobbits back fully as well. They were the only alliance they fully trusted, but they didn’t go behind their other allies’ backs just cuz they weren’t so sure about the alliance. Sure there were comments about Impulse, but that idea was fed to them by Impulse’s allies, they had no other information. And yet they STILL gave him stuff and didn’t flinch when alone with him above Dogwarts, because even with him being suspicious he was still their ally and they are loyal as heck!!! Sure there was Impulse’s demise but like. That was endgame, everyone was looking for a reason to kill someone, and the Desert was told that Impulse was sus af and his own allies didn’t trust him so it was an easy pick. Bdubs coulda said no. And yeah Scar betrayed Bdubs in the end but like. Once again, endgame, and also it was “kill the person who stuck with you since the beginning” or “kill the person who is only on your side cuz you gave him a clock a while ago and lied to you about liking watches”. What do you expect? Plus the ending showed how loyal Scar was to Grian, the guy who owed him his first life and stuck with him till the end. Beautiful.

ANYWAYS EVEN MEMBERS OF DOGWARTS WERE LIKE “I have a hard time killing Scar because he hasn’t really wronged me personally in any way, he’s fairly reliable as well” LIKE… bro they were ENEMIES. Scar also didn’t really want to hurt them!!! Also can I just say that the only reason Scar was as bad as he was was because he was the first person to go red? Red lifers are supposed to be like the villains, so I don’t disagree with people saying that at FIRST Scar was a villain cuz he was red (although wtf were some of these guys up to using excuses to kill people while green (not talking about Grian)) but he wasn’t even that bad while he was red. He was just the worst by default since he was red lol. Which was entirely not his fault, and he only wanted to kill Ren pretty much lol. So I guess Scar being the villain depends on if you consider Ren to be the main character of the entire server.

Which is another thing I don’t get… why people see Dogwarts as the good guys. There was a CLEAR corruption arc people. Dogwarts had loyalty, but it was very ride or die, as in “if you don’t ride with us you will die”. You watch these guys call everyone (not just the desert people) “filthy peasants” and not realize they are acting like villains??? Plus the ominous “red winter is coming” like what. Not saying they weren’t good at the start, nor that they were completely and totally bad, just that if you were to frame ANYONE in this MORALLY GREY SERVER as “The Bad Guys” why not the ones that made it their entire thing????? YES they were good at first, they had regrets and cared so much about their people (just not anyone else lololol). It’s a tragic story, and you’re gonna write it off like “no even when they started doing bad things to people who never hurt them it was justified” even when they regret those things towards the end or after death so clearly it was wrong??? Guys.

I don’t want to call anyone the Bad Guys in 3rd life tho. They all did bad things, they all had valid reasons, they all had people they cared about. I just don’t get why people pick the Desert when they try to pick villains. They weren’t totally innocent but I never saw them as THE villains. For me, even while watching Martyn, that was always Dogwarts, and even then I don’t consider them Total Villains because the server is so grey! I loved them I just think that if anyone is the bad guys maybe it’s the self-imposed king that threatens to take ALL of your lives if you don’t show complete and total loyalty to them and wave their banner above your house to show it. Even if that king started out innocent and only went red to protect his friends. Once again tho I don’t like picking Bad Guys for this server. It was a very good story without having a clear right or wrong.

Just wanted to confess that, don’t really feel like arguing about it cuz I see enough people calling the Desert the Villains just scrolling thru the main tag lmao.

[daughtercfair]

💞 five ways natalie says that she loves you  💞 ~ @xlaurelxandxcitrinex​

under the cut for long post but here

Amélie

the very first way that natalie shows her love for her mother is by going places with her mom as well as for her mom. need someone to go to the store? she’ll go with you miss. dad forgot his lunch? oh miss natalie is going to take it on over. just wanting someone to hang out for a bit. she’s there. even if it’s just to watch movies on the couch. 

she remembers things for her. look being a waitress on top of being a mother and wife and doing things outside of all of that ( ie therapy, but also doing things outside of that too like visiting grandpa and random acts of good ) might be stressful, but natalie always leaves little reminders around the house of dates or things that they are out of. as well as notes reminding her to take a break. take moments for herself. you can usually tell if it’s from natalie judging by the blue sticky notes. 

something that natalie has done ever since she was a kid was write her mom a book every single mothers day. those books became letters both about things that she’s thankful for that amelie has provided and done for her as well as paragraphs on how much she looks up to her and how wonderful she is to her. 

whenever natalie goes anywhere that she might see them, she get’s amelie flowers. always red. usually in big bouquets. 

the verbal love you’s come in a few ways. they come mumbled in hugs before school. in goodnight calls. but the loudest and most genuine times that they are are when they are just talking, alone. sometimes in a car. sometimes on a couch. or on a hospital bed, but they come out of nowhere. they are still the truth. 

Nino

everyday that he works the ghost train, natalie comes by afterschool ( or at noon if there is no school) . if it’s dead, she will ride it again and again until folks start showing up. she pitches ideas on how to improve the train and later comes up with a way to fundraise a way to update it while keeping it the same cheesy, timey experience as it was before. she always buys him a carnival snack on those nights. 

whenever there is some kind of important event, she takes a photo and send it to him if for whatever reason he isn’t there. especially with henry. when there is something to announce they do it with photos too ( proposal. babies. college. etc. ). 

father’s day gifts for nino have always comprised of the same things : candy, a handmade card, a torn up photos, some of them her own photos that she’s taken, some found. all of them she has poured effort into. 

hugs. natalie is not often one to like being hugged or initiate hugs, but she very much so has always responded both quickly to her dad’s hugs and sometimes hugged him first. especially after the incident of spilled coffee ( you know what i am talking about ).

verbal i love you’s are a little different than they are with nino’s wife. certainly there are the mumble ‘ love you too’s ’ from time to time. they can often be found in cards though. letters. texts. voicemails. much like amelie they can come in moments of silence, but more often she says them in the moments of deep fear or deep pride or excitement when the words will come out. a way of saying thanks... for a thousand things, really, most that she can’t even begin to thank him or her mom for but she tries in those three words.

Nova 

this is cheesy as shit but the first impression. natalie is TERRIFIED of nova. this is a person who, by the sounds like her complete opposite but has somehow gotten the affection of her brother who isn’t attracted to anyone. the moment natalie sees nova (  with exception of a FEW au’s, but in those ones the same applies to this after they have talked a few times ) she relaxes just a little and lets down her guard. she smiles and gives her her blessing. verbally. 

touch. now this is kinda a strange one, i know, but natalie is not a touchy person. at all. in most au’s we both know nova is, but natalie never shies away from it. after a while she even hugs nova first, or links arms with her. it just comes... natural. it works. she trusts her. 

playing dress up. natalie HATES and i mean HATES most of nova’s fashion sense being applied to herself. she does not only let nova dress her up, but actually suggusts her give her wardrobe or self a makeover whenever she notices she’s having a rough day. she may be a bit different then her, but she trusts her not to make her too uncomfortable. ...for the most part at least. 

going out. now this might be natalie PARTIPATING in the going out as in drinking and being fun in that way or being the driver natalie goes out with nova most of the time she asks. she knows nova won’t let her go off the deepend. 

i feel like, for friends especially, there can sometime some fear that comes with saying the words i love you. at least there is for natalie. there’s such a heaviness and weight to the words. if you say them to someone who doesn’t recprocate then it’s just awkward. this is why i feel like natalie says the words literally in goodbyes, the ‘ i ’part of it missing ( “ love you, see you soon ”  ). there’s a desperatness to the words. a please don’t loose faith in me yet. the biggest words of love, though, come in a single word instead : sister.   

Gabe

this is something that wavers from time to time BUT i would like to say that natalie, for most of her life makes an effort to go to everything that gabe is involved in. even when she can’t be visibly seen by him. i promise you. she’s probably there. 

family traditions. pillow forts. snowball fights. trip to the grocery store to pick up a movie and shit food. christmas boxes... these are all to be honored when they come up. no exceptions. even if you have a rocky relationship....

even when they were little, natalie has always gone to gabe with whatever question she had. homework problem? go to gabe. curious about some random thing that there is no way he would know? meh. better check with the big bro. i say this because i feel like there is a trusting element in questions and a sincerity in the ones she asks. more often then not she asks him, “ are you okay? ” or “ how are you? ” and actually means it. it’s a worrying. Actual. Genuine concern for him. 

okay. i am not going to list off every single moment that it comes up in everything we have ever plotted out B U T she would do anything for her brother. be it getting killed or killing. she just wants to make sure that he is safe and okay and happy. thank you. 

now for actual i love you’s. okay well... here’s the thing about ACTUAL i love you’s. they came a lot when she was younger. then they halted for a few years. but i feel like, at least in the “ canon ” gabe lives verse they are a mix of the three i love you’s above and the very first one that comes is when she leaves after dropping everything to get him kick started on rehab. they are desperate. they are in the middle of nowhere. sometimes in exciting moments but i feel like those are less common. usually it’s just “ i love you moonbeam. ” then a smile or a ruffle of his hair. i feel like more than anything they are said in goodbyes in phone calls though. 

Peter 

okay i am going to say one word. tenderness. natalie is someone who treats peter with extreme gentleness and caution. this is beyond her stressor about love. natalie very much so reads peter’s few words about his past and move from there with caution. more over she is one who actually initiates touch first at times. she knows when to talk and when to swallow her worries down when something comes up and she wants to ask a question about it and just be there but she tries. she isn’t gentle by nature but she is soft with him. 

trying new things for the sake his enjoyment as well as taking risks. natalie is not a risk taker. that is something that we both know very well, but she takes a leap of faith. she trusts him and stays with him for the sake of being with him. 

there’s a lot of words that can be said in a hand hold. you can say a follow me! or a stop moving! or a get behind me. but whenever she feels off or senses that she feels off, she is always quick to grab his hand and squeeze it tightly. she’ll thumb at his palms or kiss his hand or draw him closer but that is one way that she says she loves him. 

she offers advice. i wanted to include one that could be more platonic since we have some there but natalie is someone who doesn’t trust herself too much, nor does she think that she has all that meaningful of feedback, BUT she always offers suggestions to peter on what to do or how to calm down. without hesitation. 

i love you’s. they are whispered. they are honestly said a lot more repeated, said more than once with an action ( kissing cheek, rubbing at scars, counting something or humming some random song). they are usually said with the sunsetting. they are reminders. they are comforting words. they are begging to stay and trust. and they are just there. constant. warm. 

Henry 

she thinks about henry first ( MOST! OF THE TIME! ). at least in her own mind she does. which is why i am talking about this here and what she really was doing. i very much so think natalie was pushing henry away after the events of wish i were here and i think that wish i were here was very much so her trying to scare henry away and then when that didn’t work and he was still there natalie settled for trying to push him away. that was her attempt to save him from what she assumed would become a mess of her life. this is of course wrong, but she’s trying. even when they first get together she is trying to push him away as much as she has feelings BECAUSE she’s scared of what he’ll do if he’s pulled into her life, into her family. 

to concur this, though, she doesn’t lie to henry. no matter what she is feeling or thinking she says it. she may try to hide things, but she doesn’t lie about it if directly asked. she may change the subject but she doesn’t lie outright. after hey 3, she doesn’t lie. at all. 

natalie smiles and laughs around henry. natalie isn’t one to genuinely smile or laugh around people. ever. he makes her feel relaxed, like she can just be herself and that just. smiling. laughing. relaxing around him. even joking back that’s one way she says she loves him back. 

there’s an intimacy that comes with eye contact. natalie is someone who doesn’t make eye contact with people. she does look at henry a lot though. and she doesn’t break that eyecontact unless she is hiding something or trying to push him away. ( further i think that they are good at non-verbal communication thanks ). 

verbal i love you’s.... listen. i feel like they aren’t easily said from natalie’s mouth ( i very much so think that the very first time natalie says it is once he gets her home from the dance / hey 3 ) but when they do happen they are soft and spoken softly, almost as though she’s scared he’ll get taken away the moment the words leave her mouth and is just close him and the sentence is said in full. and it’s steady. firm. certain. happy. “ i love you. ”

[askmyboys]

M o r e characters (they aren’t related tho!)

I really should keep up with posting my characters when their done so oop- here y’all go enjoy a good man and a bastard (derogatory) | Name: Gordon Goodman

| Nicknames: Gord, Don, or Gordo

| Gender: He/Him and They/Them

| Age: 30

| Height: 8’2”

| Species/Race: Unknown

| Hair Color: Bubblegum Pink (his hair is usually in a man bun or a ponytail)

| Eye Color: Black (his eyes are literally like googly eyes, the pupils are usually in opposite spots of each other)

| Skin Color/Body Type: He’s pretty pale and he’s VERY lanky and to be honest it almost seems like he hasn’t got any bones in his body the way he can bend, stretch, etc (another thing to note, a lot of his body is just,, l e g s- bigem legs fdjksljfd)

| Appearance: His main outfit is literally a rainbow one, he’s got a rainbow suit on, pants to match and even somehow rainbow looking oxford shoes (he got ‘em custom made) and imma tell you rn it isnt a soft/light/pastel rainbow, its fuckin FULL ON burn your retinas bright- But… If your eyes are sensitive to bright colors he carries around a certain case (it’s got his other outfit that he prepared just in case someone’s eyes are too sensitive and hurt by bright colors) his secondary outfit is a light blue suit vest with a long sleeved light pink shirt underneath it, his pants also match the undershirt and his shoes are pink n blue oxfords (he does wear a pink n blue bowtie as well, it's much more soft light almost pastel colors tbh) They don’t have any inhuman features honestly, no fangs, nothing the only thing inhuman about them is the fact they seem so toon like and can do many things humans just cannot. He also doesn’t have a beard or any sorta facial hair either (hes babyfaced p much)

| Personality: I’ll be blunt, Gordon here is 100% a himbo, he’s super sweet, kind, caring but not very intelligent- he’s got a heart of gold and a smol brain (sometimes he can actually say some intelligent stuff but then like not even a few seconds later he won’t even remember saying any of that) despite being so lanky he seems to be VERY strong as he can pick up very heavy objects that a normal human couldn’t, he can also fit and squeeze into places most people couldn’t thanks to this ability, honestly there’s not much to him backstory wise, he didn’t have no traumatic past or any trauma really! Sure, I mean, there have been people who have been mean n awful to him BUT he still treated them kindly even then, he doesn’t have a mean bone in his body! Not cruel, not sadistic, not evil, none of that! He’s just a Goodman! (heh) a 10/10 boy

Who could do no harm to anyone, if they try to get physical with him he’ll legit just pick them up and hold them in a hug instead like “Shh! It’s okay, we don’t hafta fight…! I’m sure all ya need is a nice big hug!” but ye that’s about it for personality wise stuff.

| Side Facts: Likewise he has a lot of toon abilities, for an example- He has once pulled a flower out of his ear (which made his eyes rattle and roll around before falling back into place) and has handed it to someone, don’t worry the flower was as clean as it could be- It’s not only flowers though, he can pull anything out of his head essentially (bigger items though take a lot out of him and it’s a lot harder to pull those out so pls try to stick with smaller themed items) it’s not that he can’t because if he were determined enough he could pull something as big as a fucking sofa from his mind if he so desired ...but he’s never had to do that before- That’s p much his item summoning ability and how it’s done.

He’s super stretchy, flexible, and even moldable! He’s like a contortionist but probs without any limits whatsoever, he can bend, twist, etc- Hell, bc his body is mostly legs- He can legit without even having to balance on his hands just fall backwards to look at you, he usually has a grin on his face but with him it’s not spooky at all tbh- he’s just a bright, happy, outgoing and friendly dude! He loves to have a smile on his face but more importantly he loves to put a smile on others faces! Now that being said, he does understand sadness is a thing, anger, etc- And it can’t just magically go away, heck- while he doesn’t usually feel much anger- He does get sad sometimes himself! Even if he gives someone a hug, holds their hand, or anything he knows that won’t automatically make everything better or okay, he might be a himbo but if there’s ONE thing he understands it’s feelings and emotions ...Well he understands them to s o m e degree

He’ll be there for anyone who needs him though! If you want a hug he’ll wrap his arms around you! (if it's more of a snuggle, he’ll coil his arms around you ...pLEASE THO- remind him of how you have bones and your much more fragile than he bc he would never hurt anyone on purpose but that doesn’t mean he’s immune to accidents now does it?) or if you need someone to listen he’ll be happy to listen to you! If you need advice? ...H-He claims he’s not good at that but he has intelligent moments there sometimes but then he forgets what he says afterwards but he knows whatever happened it seemed like it helped so that makes him smile!

| Name: Darius Sullivan Gibson

| Nicknames: Dare, Sully, or Gibs

| Gender: He/Him

| Age: 39

| Height: 9ft (he IS hunched over a bit tho so he’d probs be 8’8” since he’s got them boots)

| Species/Race: uH- dEFINITELY NOT HUMAN FOR DAMN SURE

| Hair Color: Black (his hair has got a lil curly bit in front and that’s what I’ll give ya, a lil curly swirl jgfkdslfdj)

| Eye Color: Dark Green

| Skin Color/Body Type: Ghostly pale and he’s VERY large and wide, hims a BIG B I G man, this man is shaped like a fuckin B L O C K fghjdksljfhdk

| Appearance: His main outfit is a long black trench coat (a leather one) he usually doesn’t keep it buttoned either with a dark green turtleneck underneath it, he also wears a black ribbon tie and his pants match his turtleneck and he wears heeled black leather chelsea boots and he also wears a black cartwheel hat, he also wears fingerless gloves that match his turtleneck/pants. He has a fairly thick beard and sideburns (not really a long one but its just,, well, t h i c k) he has long pointed ears, multiple green tongues, some green tentacles (its that dark green shade, bright colors are b a d for him), and even a weird black tail that has a green fluffy bit at the end, and all his teeth are sharp but he has two particular sets of fangs top and bottom in his mouth that stand out more so than the rest of his teeth. And of course, he has sharp black claws as well (even though you can’t necessarily see it on his hands, his fingers are purely black, the best way to describe it is just pure dark energy lmao). And finally he doesn’t really have prominent scars but there’s scars LITTERED all across his body.

| Personality: Oof he’s baad, like- purely disgusting- literally tbh- He’s a smug, cocky, and arrogant bastard- He thinks EXTREMELY highly of himself, perhaps he has a God Complex even tbh- But also when I say he’s purely disgusting, this man smells like so many things and NONE of them are good- he’s also a murderer (it isn’t technically cannibalism but he does eat humans), he’s cruel, sadistic, and evil af- A bad bad slasher man, his favorite weapons are a cane, knives, or guns tbh- But then again those are just favorites- he’ll use ANYTHING he can as a weapon tbh, hell he’d pick up a random human and use them as a baseball bat to another- he’s also flirtatious but in a bad dark way, one example is he’ll flirt with you by literally stating how he’d love to just eat you up ...and you might think oh how sweet but um n o, he means it, just- come near him, stick your arm into his enclosure and see what happens hjfdksjdfks- you’ll be missing an arm-

Would easily use you like a lollipop tbh- oh god he’s gonna commit the b i t e of 87 hjfdkslkjdfs- he’s just, god he’s so awful- i wanna punch my own creation but he could easily defeat me and he would tbh, he’d be the one to challenge and fuckin kill god, there can be o n l y one fjkdclsjkd there is no tragic backstory btw, he’s straight up just a slasher, murders because he thinks its fun and everyone is so weak and pathetic compared to him!

There is no “befriending” this man, BUT… If he does grow “fond” of you then you’d more than likely be nothing more than a mere pet to him and nothing more or a possession even but if you're in his possession, a pet of his… You’ve definitely got the b e s t protection you could ever get in your life ...Well from ANYONE else, from him though? I mean, it's still risky, he IS a killer so just bear it in mind okay?

| Side Facts: Another thing he’d do, bc he smokes a LOT of cigars and I mean a l o t, he’ll legit bend down JUST so he can blow cigar smoke directly in your face, he also might put a cigar out using your head while also calling you a good little ashtray ...the more I talk about him the more I,, hate my own creation- i hate him purely and wholeheartedly

He lives in a place called Shademoor City and more specifically on a street called Brinewood, his street is definitely one for the not so nice ones of the city, like the further you go and closer you get to Brinewood St the more grotesque and nasty everything looks, and his “home” well it’s sorta more like a hideout area- He probs does have a mansion somewhere bc he uh he I S a rich man, what he did/might be doing to earn said money? ...Eh don’t worry about it- but if he does that mansion is EXTREMELY far away from Brinewood Street.

He’s more so a night owl but very rarely will you actually see him in the daylight, the nighttime is just the easiest to strike at, after all- it's so easy to hide within the shadows, hide in the alleyways and wait for unsuspecting prey to walk by.

He has a black cane with a skull on top of it and fun fact, it’s not just a cane haha fuck youuu!! Its also a SWORD B I T C H! (to him, swords are just bigger and fancier knives, either way, it still kills the victim!)

[toomanysurveys9]

On Saturdays, I like to… have something fun to do. i spend most of the week at home so if i can get out of the house, i’m happy.

Where would you like to be a missionary to? i wouldn’t like to be a missionary.

What’s better — toilet paper rolled over top or underneath? over the top, of course.

Which Scooby-Doo character are you most like (Scooby, Shaggy, Daphne, Fred, Velma, the monster, Scrappy?) uhh. i have no clue. probably velma out of all of those.

If you had to endure one natural disaster (i.e. hurricane, tornado, etc), what would you pick and why? i wouldn’t want to endure either. but i guess i better know how to handle a tornado.. this is a stupid question. i wouldn’t choose to endure any.

What movie or TV show do you take guilty pleasure in watching? none are really a guilty pleasure.. i don’t feel guilty about the shows i watch..

If you had to describe your day as a traffic sign, what would it be? hmm. probably a yield sign. there’s a lot i want to be happy about, but things keep happening and it’s like, oops, might wanna hold on the happiness.

What traditional stereotype would you classify yourself as? i don’t know. in high school, i guess i was a loner..

What “group” did you belong to in high school? outcasts. we were all the kids that didn’t fit into the other groups so we made our own i guess. lol.

If you wrote a book about yourself…what would it be about? well.. my life i suppose.

If your house were burning down, what would you take and why? phe, cocoa, phone, and as much baby stuff as i could grab..

Describe your favorite pair of PJ’s. fuzzy pajama bottoms (star wars) and a t-shirt.

How many handbags do you own? i have a couple bags.

If this were your last day alive, what would you say to your friends? i’m so lucky to have you guys in my life. please take care of jacob and wyatt for me (i’m far enough along they could take wyatt and he’d be fine).

What is your very favorite part of your day? bedtime. lol.

What is your best scar? Tell the story of how you got it. i don’t have one.. there is an outline of part of a fry basket, though, from when i worked at mcdonald’s in high school and the manager pushed me into a fry basket i had just taken out..

You win a million dollars, but you have to give half to a charity. Which charity do you pick, and what do you do with the rest of the money? half would probably go to the pet refuge (no-kill shelter). rest would go to family getting proper housing, paying off student loans and other bills, college fund/savings for wyatt, and whatever jake wanted.

Describe your dream wedding where money is no option. i was happy with mine and jake’s wedding. it was perfect.

What kind of deodorant do you use? usually i get secret.

If you were a spy what would your alias be? i don’t know? i’ve never thought about it.

Do you have a birth mark? Where? Does it look like anything? inside of my upper thigh. it doesn’t look like anything..

You are planning the most awesome dinner party of your life. Which 3 celebrities/historical figures (past or present) would you add to your guest list to keep the dinner talk interesting? i just love jensen, misha, and jared so those three.

What is your favorite sport, and which team of that sport do you cheer for? i’m not into sports.

Which would you rather have a kiss or a hug? Why? right now, a hug.

If you could be a pair of jeans what style would you be?  Why? probably skinny jeans. i used to wear them most.

You have multiple personalities, describe some of them. i don’t though.

What is the best thing you have done in your life? went to college, even if i can’t use my degree just yet because of bethel.

If you were blind for the rest of your life… what would you miss seeing the most? family and friends.

What household chore do you hate the most? cleaning the damn bathroom. it’s disgusting and no one else will do it.

What is your most disappointing moment in life? graduating college but not getting my diploma because bethel screwed me over money-wise.

When have you laughed the hardest? Cried? i don’t know.

If you had a “theme song” that played whenever you walk into a room full of people, what would it be? probably carry on my wayward son or something cool like that. XD i don’t honestly know. i’m so tired. lol.

What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes.

What time period from the past would you most have liked to live in and why? i don’t know. since i’m a female, this is probably one of the better times for me, but the 20′s or something else also would be interesting..

What is the best reward anyone can give you? just recognition that i’m doing well or i’m enough..

If you had a band what would you name it? probably something lame. i’m not good at that sort of stuff. lol.

Do you like fruit? Vegetables? i prefer more fruits than vegetables, but i like both.

What can someone do to encourage you? say encouraging things. smile. just be present and positive.

If you could be one for just 24 hours, what cereal box cartoon character would you be? Why? hmm. i guess lucky from lucky charms. i just really like the cereal right now and his issues don’t seem as horrible as some of the others. lol.

What was the best thing that happened to you this weekend? got out of the house after spending a lot of time in it.

What is your favorite animal? List three adjectives to explain your choice. owl - gorgeous, intelligent, and hunter.

What is your favorite color? List three adjectives to explain your choice. black - dark, bold, fathomless.

It’s a very hot and muggy day. You desperately want something very cool and refreshing to quench your thirst and revitalize your body. What would you drink — either make your own or store-bought. probably a smoothie or slushie.

You discover that the person you’re head-over-heels interested in loves a good homemade & handmade dessert. What will you concoct when you have this person over? he LOVES no bake cookies. i should make him some sometime actually.

What would you leave in your will for the person you care about the most? well, he’d already get our dogs and son, obviously. i can’t think of anything i care for more than those..

What do you consider to the most valuable thing you own: when you were a child/teenager/now? when i was a child - probably my baby dolls and barbies. lol. when i was a teenager - my ipod. now - probably my boxes of memory stuff.

What’s the kindest act you have ever seen done? i don’t know. there have actually been quite a lot. i don’t know what was the kindest..

If you could have any job in the world, which one would you want? counselor i guess.

What are your best/worst subjects in school and what subjects would you want to learn now? my best was any english or choir class. worst was math in all forms. i don’t know what subjects i’d want to learn now, besides more psychology ones.

What are you most talented at? listening and being there for people.

What is your worst nightmare today? something happening to wyatt, or any of my loved ones.

How often do you clean between your toes? anytime i shower.

What is your favorite way to waste time at work without getting caught? i don’t currently work.

If you could have had the starring role in one film already made, which movie would you pick? one for the money. i just really liked the books, although the movie could be so much better..

If you were to perform in the circus, what would you do? i don’t think i’d do well in the circus.

If you could eliminate one thing you do each day in the bathroom so that you never had to do it again, what would it be? brushing my teeth.

You were just given a yacht. What would you name it? probably something lame. again, i suck at that sort of stuff.

If you could have been told one thing that you weren’t told when you were a teenager, what would you like to have heard? don’t worry about the little things so much and enjoy life.

You’ve just been hired to a promotions position at Kellog Co. What would you put in a new breakfast cereal box as a gimmick? i don’t know?

Just like “Everybody Wang Chung tonight!”, what action would your name be if it were a verb? okay. this is getting annoying.

Name your favorite song. right now, i really like better man by little big town.

If you were to get a tattoo, what would it say or what would the graphic be? i want to get a dreamcatcher. cliche, i know.

If you could play any musical instrument, what would it be and why? If you already play an instrument(s), what do you play and why? i know the basics of piano but i would love to learn how to really play. otherwise, electric bass guitar so it wasn’t just sitting in my closet at home.

When trick-or-treating as a kid, was there any kind of candy that you didn’t like to get? honey o’s or whatever.

Why do you live in the Washington DC area? i don’t.

What is your favorite memory of Christmases past? just spending time with family has always been my favorite.

What is the most outrageous thing you’ve done for God? nothing.

If a movie was being made of your life and you could choose the actor/actress to play you, who would you choose and why? zooey deschanel. i just like her i guess.

Paper or plastic? depends what it’s for..

What was the weirdest food you’ve ever eaten? alligator.

What do you keep in the trunk of your car? random junk.

When you were in grade school, what did you want to be when you grew up? Why? country singer. love to sing. or a crime scene investigator because i loved those types of shows.

If you owned a CB radio what would your “handle” be? no clue.

If you were given 24 hrs to live, what would you do? make them do a c-section and spend time with wyatt and family.

If you were in the “Miss America” talent competition, what would your talent be? (Note: both guys & gals have to answer this question) singing i guess.

What do you think the most ultimate gift of the world is? i don’t know..

What is your earliest childhood memory? singing at my grandparents.

If you had one extra hour of free time a day, how would you use it? sleep or with family.

What CD is in your CD player right now? i don’t think any.

Name the most famous person you’ve had a face to face encounter with. nicole c. mullen.

Name your favorite children’s story. oh my gosh, i don’t know. i loved so many and i’ve always been majorly into reading.

If you could spend 15 minutes with any living person, who would it be and why? kayla because i don’t get to see her much lately.

What person in the Bible do you most closely identify with? none. i’m not into all that so i don’t know anyone.

What article of clothing most closely describes your personality? t-shirt i guess.

If you were to write a book what would it be about? some kind of fantasy thing probably.

How many rings before you answer the phone? depends who it is.

What is the first thing you think of when you wake in the morning? wondering what time it is and then going bathroom.

If you won a million dollars, what would you do with it? pay off my loans and bills. savings. give a good chunk to my parents and jake’s mom and our siblings. put money aside for wyatt. whatever jake wanted. oh, get jake, wyatt, and i a nice house. i’d also give quite a bit to kayla.

If you had to, what part of your body would you get pierced? maybe another in my ear.

Who was your favorite teacher and why? in college, lafountain probably. he was just different than the others and more interesting. plus i had a lot less work to do which was nice because my psychology courses were pretty crazy and ridiculous.

What makes you feel the most secure? being with family and kayla.

Who do you admire the most? my parents. they’re pretty amazing and have both been through a lot. they do so much for us kids, even now...

Have you ever had a reoccurring dream? What was it? yeah. i used to have a dream where i got kidnapped all the time..

What was your nickname growing up? marley, marley harley, sissy.

Who was your hero when you were a child, and what did you do to be like them? shania twain i guess. i don’t know what i did specifically. i did try to go vegetarian but that didn’t even last a few hours. lol.

Peanut or plain? plain i guess.

What is your favorite cartoon character & why? gir from invader zim. he’s adorable.

How did you learn to ride a bicycle? my parents taught me.

Based on something you’ve already done, how might you make it into the Guinness Book of World Records? nothing comes to mind.

What’s the closest you’ve come to becoming a pop star/winning an Oscar? lol, not very. i guess when i auditioned for american idol couple years ago to make good on a promise i made jacob?

When was the last time you did something for the first time? What was it? i was checked to see if wyatt was head down for the first time, does that count?

What is your concept of a fruitful day? having things that need done and getting them done.

What was your favorite thing to play with as a child? Why? probably barbies.

If you could be any animal in the world for 24 hours, which animal would you be? Why? owl. they’re pretty and fly.

Have you ever jumped out of a plane? no. nor will i ever.

If you could rid the world of one thing, what would it be? disease/illness.

What is your best personal characteristic? loyalty.

What is your favorite quote? i don’t know anymore.

If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do? travel somewhere.

What is your favorite weird food combination? sour cream and onion chips with ketchup.

If you had to be a flower, which one would you like to be and why? lilac. they’re so pretty.

If you were stranded on a desert island, what three books and three people would you take with you? people: jacob, jon, and kayla. books: two survival books, and city of bones (i just like it).

My biggest pet peeve is… people not being real..

What is your favorite commercial? What commercial annoys you the most? i don’t like commercials.

What’s the most interesting “Ice Breaker” Question you have ever been asked? i don’t know.

If you could be an ice cream flavor, what would it be? Why? moose tracks. i don’t have a reason.

Name a turning point in your life that makes you smile/cry. summer 2016. :D

If there were a holiday in your honor what would it celebrate? procrastination.

What clubs were you a member of in High School? Are you still interested in any of the same things? choir. super mileage. and i still love music and singing.

If you were to be on a reality TV show which one would you be on and why? hunted. just because i could see jake making us. ha.

If you could be anything in the world, what would you be and why? happy. it’d just be nice.

If someone rented a billboard for you, what would you put on it? i have no reason for a billboard..

If you had to enter a competition for the “Most Uselessly Unique Talent,” what would your talent be? procrastinating.

If you were a Smurf, what would your name be? damned if i know.

What is your worst personality characteristic? worry too much.

If you had to be a teacher of something, what would you teach? basic psychology.

How would you like to be remembered? i just want people to remember i cared and was there for them..

What is one thing that you constantly think about (other than material things)? wyatt. worries. family.

What do you like best about your hometown? traffic isn’t horrible all the time.

Something interesting you might not know about me is… i have way too many unfinished notebooks.

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❖ AND THE DREAM CALLS: Fauve “Vee” Alanza.

Character Name: Fauve “Vee” Alanza

Pronouns: he / him

Age: appears 22, real age unknown

Trigger Warnings: death, scars, suicide, small mention of smoking

Appearance:

A 6’0 French man with bright green emerald eyes and golden hair that was dyed pink at the ends. From an active lifestyle he maintains his well toned body and his long legs provide assistance for him to run long distances. He sports a black collar with a dog tag attached to it and a tattoo of an eye on the back of his hand. It’s not all perfection however, he has a deep scar that runs along his chest and it’s one that he constantly keeps hidden from others. Despite his bright appearance, if one looks closely enough, they will notice that his colors are ghostly transparent. His green eyes hold a bit of whiteness to it.

During transformation his pink roots spread upward, making the entirety of his hair a pastel pink. His eyes go from green to magenta, and his pupils form into asterisks. His dog form is a golden Finnish Spitz.

Personality:

Usually, in public, Fauve is a calm presence. One can assume he’s the more serious but fun type when they meet him at first glance. He doesn’t show how much energy is bubbling in him whenever he’s surrounded by people, that is, unless said people were friends and those he considers close. He’s more loud around them, more showing how easygoing and carefree he is, and often shows he much he cares about them through huge amounts of affection and PDA.

He’s generally the one doing his best to make others happy, to make them feel better when they’re down. He enjoys the feeling he gets when he manages to make someone smile. He’ll make small jokes and offers anyone his hand whenever they fall. Of course this also means that he’s constantly fussing over everyone’s safety, he’s the one who would remind you to eat and stay hydrated.

However in battle his demeanor completely changes. His powers call for a calm mind, and that’s exactly what he delivers. Over the course of being a part of the Bau’s he has gotten used to what a fight has to bring, and he rarely gets into his usually anxious, perky self when he’s in a fight. There’s a different light in his eyes, he’s more serious, and all his focus is on making sure everyone gets out of it okay.

Deep down, he’s lonely, and haunted by the negative thoughts that surround his head on the daily. He knows what it’s like to be at your worst, when he constantly lives in them, and wants to make others happier. He has a tendency to openly freak out when something stresses him out in high levels. He rarely shows his more depressed self to others, but worst days always exist.  

Positive: loving, motherly, active, alert, affectionate, protective, determined, eager, loyal

Negative: low self worth, workaholic, stubborn, clingy, sensitive, easy to panic

Background:

A memory flashes before him. His mother lays in front of him in a pool of her own blood, the pool steadily growing as more and more red liquid gets added by cuts on her wrist. A younger version of himself stands at the doorway, a shellshock expression on his face as his vision goes black.

Years later, he continues to wonder what could he have possibly done wrong. He wonders over what his true self could possibly be, after it was buried for so many years due to his issues that brought from that night. He often thinks of himself as useless, as that being the reason his mother died, and thinks about what he could do to improve the lives of others. He spends days and nights in and out looking for any answers as to what could be the reason for his existence.

Then one insomniac night, a crow visits him. The name was Laverne, and they offered a contract that will give him great power. Desperate to make himself useful and to give himself a name, the contract was signed.

The Dog Bau’s was what the pack was called. They went from not knowing each other at all, forced into a position where they have to work together, into a group that treated each other like family. Their goal was to save the world from vices to covets. Of course, every evil in the world has something bigger and more dangerous hidden behind it.

They were called to destroy the most evil and powerful of them all. They were destined to die in the fight.

Fauve was the first to go. The evil force just showed how difficult they were going to be. It aimed for one of the Baus, and Fauve jumped in immediately to put up a barrier to protect them. The attack was relentless. In a few hits the barrier was destroyed. Fauve didn’t move away. He was gone in a single hit.

His spirit, along with the others, wander the destroyed ruins where they died. They made peace that they will be unable to move on to the afterlife, trapped somewhere where no one will be able to find them or their bodies. Fauve could do nothing but watch as the man he died protecting, Cassius Hisakawa, became the new force of evil.

Memento: 

A necklace with a purple gemstone, the last gift his mother gave him.

Natural Abilities:

Like a dog, the five senses have been enhanced.

Power History:

Like the others in the group, Fauve is at risk for dog ears and a tail to show whenever his emotions get too high. If an emotion gets too extreme however he will transform into an actual dog and scamper off.

All of these moves require a calm and focused mind. If Wild is under extreme levels of stress he will be unable to do these moves accurately, if anything, he could damage himself.

Wild Card: He possesses the ability to change the stats of his friends and the enemy as well as the environment and it will last for the duration of a battle. Someone in the party could have raised attack, higher accuracy, while the enemy can lose defense and be easier to defeat. However, the opposite can happen. His party can get lower stats while the enemy suddenly gets more difficult. He doesn’t control this randomization, thus it’s a risky move and only used when they want to take that risk.

Shield: He is able to put up a psychic barrier, a bubble to surrounding himself or others he wishes to keep safe. This barrier doesn’t last forever, but thankfully, it would require extreme amounts of damage for it to break. (Think Violet from Incredibles)

Psychic Combat: Fauve is able to produce multiple orbs filled with energy, and send them toward an enemy’s way. No promise than some pick up debris on the way up from the ground. (Think of Psyshock from Pokemon)

Sliced Mind: Psychic energy can be transferred into the card weapons, making them stronger. They turn more blade-like, being used to slice at enemies and release a psychic force on impact. (Think of Psycho Cut from Pokemon)

Extra:

His main weapon is razor sharp cards, with a good throw, they can slice just about anything. One lost card is easily reproduced and replaced

He smokes, only occasionally, but he does this as a coping mechanism to calm his nerves

Despite a theory that a vice is what drove his mother mad, he still blames himself for her suicide

He absolutely hates being alone, knowing that the loneliness will lead to other bad thoughts, so he is in constant need of being around people and socializing

He loves to learn about magic and other forms of psychic energy; spells are his favorite to read about, though he never thought he was fit to try them out

Fauve is a dancer, and has taken professional classes before. He incorporates these skills into battle; dodging with ease and having high stamina.

❖ Nelrunari Section ❖

Ward: Agaysta

Player Tag: Here

❖ OOC Section ❖

Name/Alias: Luna

Contact: my twitter is @skyguro !

Age: 18

Pronouns: she / they