#so you just gotta. be calm about it and allow the ccs their own time to handle it internally aswell
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i am going to pride tomorrow and im gonna have a good day with my friends!!!
#vent abt drm stuff ->#everyone is always very very. hasty and emotional with these things which is very understandable. but its very anxiety inducing#as somebody who really prefers to wait things out and have solid information before i form any concrete opinions#it all just depends on a bunch of stuff we dont know#im. not a drm main so this doesnt affect me as much as it affects some others#not engaging w his content wouldnt be that hard for me. sad but not super emotionally difficult#most annoying thing is i was gonna be him for halloween……… so that uh. might need to change lol#<- saying that in a strained half joking sort of tone; the way you joke when bad things happen type tone#but its just a waiting game for now as these things always are#i hope all my friends and mutuals are ok this stuff is always so exhausting#and if it ends up confirmed to be true that will be very very hard#but im not gonna worry about any of it tonight. im gonna Wait because thats the best thing i can do#and enjoy my personal life to the fullest in the meantime#im a wilburian and phil lover thats really all my blog ever needs to be about. a boober too#and as long as those three are chugging along being nice as they are then so will i!#if it ends up to be really really serious — like it seems it might be — i trust theyd do the right thing#they may be human about it and thats ok. itll be uncertain for awhile and thats to be expected#so you just gotta. be calm about it and allow the ccs their own time to handle it internally aswell#if it that ends up being what has to happen#so yeah. im like. fine to be honest. anxious but levelheaded. i dont need to invest myself in this#i keep feeling the urge to dig into it deeper but i just. dont need to do that. i dont need to torment and worry myself about stuff i dont-#-know. i feel like my personal life is way more important#so im just gonna. have fun in my real life. Touch Grass as the kids say#hope the people involved in this are doing fine#but i just gotta. draw a line yknow? im not gonna force myself to be more emotionally involved than i need to be#if i need to cut ties then when the time comes i will do it swiftly and quietly#just not worth the drama for me personally. if any of that makes sense#anyway ilysm mcytblr mutuals of all time following me on main
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Ok I finished this way quicker than I expected! I’m actually really happy with it
@sammi-doll483 @kris-styx I believe y’all wanted to be tagged in this?
3636 had been in over a dozen battles, numerous engagements, and countless near death experiences. But knocking on a Jedi generals door was still the most terrifying thing he experienced. Whenever his previous General, Pong Krell called him to his quarters at best it was orders for another mission that would get hundreds of people killed. Or at worst a lengthy berating over a small failure in the last mission that got hundreds of men killed. Did they move from position? Failure. Did they retreat? Failure? Did they engage the enemy without orders? Failure. It didn’t matter that their position was under heavy artillery fire, or that they were overwhelmed by a force ten times their size, or that the enemy was about to engage them.
But here he was again at the door of a Jedi. Although this wasn’t Krell, it was their new general, Plo Koon. Kel Dor. Jedi Master. Even though the commander and the rest of the battalion were still extremely uneasy around him, he couldn’t help pick up on some significant differences. Like how when passing the troops he would say “good morning”. Or how he actually congratulated a trooper on their marksmanship on the range. Something Krell would have seemed a mere expectation for a Clone.
Whatever this was about, certainly making General Koon wait would not help. 3636 took a deep breath, said a silent prayer to whatever or whoever cared enough to listen, and pressed the ring button. The door slid open, and sitting on a circular mat that hardly looked comfortable was Plo Koon.
“Good afternoon Commander, please come in” hearing his actual rank was still an adjustment. With Krell it was always “3636” or “CC 3636” or he would just bark orders to nobody in particular and expect them to figure out who it was for.
“CC 3636, reporting as ordered Sir”
“Please have a seat,” 3636 stood still and firm at attention.
“Uhm.. at ease.” The commander relaxed his body slightly and slid his right leg out a small distance.
“I’m not sure you’ll take the offer but it would make this conversation easier if you would sit down” Plos voice even through the rebreather felt oddly calm and assuring. He wasn’t sure sitting would make him more relaxed but if it eased the generals mind.., He wasn’t sure if he should sit cross legged like General Koon and elected to keep his feet on the floor. That would make any need for sudden movement easier. As he sat he noticed a scent stick burning on a nearby table. Noticing it, he noticed a sweet warm smell in the air that oddly seemed to lower his heart beat.
“I hope I’m not being hasty but I think I should get to the point of this meeting. I’ve noticed the men are, well they seem very uncomfortable since the transfer” Plo barely moved except his hands in small slow gestures.
“I accept responsibility for the troops performance, I’ll..” with a slow raise of his hand, Plo gently cut 3636 off.
“No, Commander,I’m not blaming you, or anyone. What I would like to know, is why this is, and how I can help”
The commander was nearly always ready with a response or answer to a superiors question, even if the answer was “no excuse”. But he wasn’t sure how to tell one Jedi that the reason his siblings were so terrified was that another Jedi practically beat that fear in them.
“I know it may be hard to believe but I do genuinely care about you and the Troops. It concerns me greatly that you all seem to be in so much emotional pain. You may be bred for war, but you still deserve to be happy”. 3636 had to look away, unless the general see his eyes moisten.
“It’s ok Commander, I’m listening”
“Well General, honestly it’s just how we’re trained. We’re so used to punishment we’ve come to expect it. Some of us have even become numb to it”
“Punishment from your previous General? Master Pong Krell?”
“Yes sir” For a moment Plos muscles visibly tensed as if reacting in shock and anger. Of course Jedi aren’t allowed to get angry.
“Thank you Commander. I know that was hard but you have done your men and possibly more a great service. I will be sure to speak of this to the Council.” If the Commander wasn’t so well disciplined he might have hugged him.
“Before I go on, Commander, there’s a small but frankly important matter. I know it may not fit into military protocol but I can’t keep calling you commander and CC number is well out of the question. Even droids get names”
“It would be nice to have a name but I’m not sure what I would be called.” 3636 was relaxing more and more. This new general was most different.
“I may have a suggestion. I see how protective you are of the Troops, like a
wolf. What if I called you Wolffe ?” The Clone considered the name for a moment.
“‘No need to decide now. What I’d really like to discuss is how we might ease the men’s hearts and minds. I know many of the Troops in other units frequent the bars on Coruscant to relieve stress. Perhaps a trip outside the base might help?”
“Maybe in time sir, but I’m not sure they’re ready for crowds and loud noise.” Never did 3636 think he would not only counter a generals words but actually be encouraged to do so.
“Hmm you may be very right. Perhaps something less, intensive?” Plo stroked his chin or rather his mask thoughtfully.
“I may have an idea, General”
“Please. You know them better than I do”
“During our training, some of the instructors taught us how to paint our armor to make it more distinctive and to help build a sense of community. For many of us it was the most enjoyable and relaxing trainings we received. Maybe we could have the men paint their armor as a way to ease their anxiety and feel more like individuals. We could even have them make a logo and tell them it’s for tactical reasons. That way they feel less suspicious about the idea” This was probably the most 3636 had spoken to well anyone in while.
“I think that’s a great idea. Is there anyone who might be able to take charge of such a project?” General Plo sounded just as ecstatic as the Clone was.
“Actually I think I know the perfect person. 2827. The instructors were very impressed with his painting skills and he even helped some of the other Troopers.”
“Then he sounds like the man for the job. Call him in, if you would, please” Plo was already standing up as the Commander contacted the Trooper. They didn’t wait long before the bell rang. Plo activated the door and invited the waiting Clone in.
If 3636 was on edge when he first came in, 2827 was practically hanging on it by his fingernails
“Commander, General. You asked for me?”
“Yes Trooper. At ease.” 3636 decided it might be better if he started the conversation.
“The general and I have a very important task for you.” This clearly peaked his interest. At this Plo took over
“Your commander and I were just discussing ways to make the unit more efficient. Not that you and your comrades aren’t performing exemplarily. I’m constantly impressed. But if I’m honest distinguishing the 104th from other battalions is a bit of a challenge. So I’d like you to make an insignia for the battalion.”
“And it can’t just be numbers,” 3636 must be feeling more comfortable if he would dare interject when a general was speaking, “it’s gotta let the Seppies know who they’re dealing with”
“Well said Commander. And I’m sure the Trooper is more than up to the task”
“Absolutely, I don’t think there’s a better man for the job” The commander did something he rarely did, he smiled.
“Well Trooper, you have your orders. Can you do it?” Plo didn’t think he would say no, but wanted him to at least feel it was his choice.
“Yes general. I won’t let you down”
“I know you won’t, brother. Dismissed” 3636 gave him one of the most genuinely respectful salutes he ever rendered
“Yes commander” 2827 was heading to the door, a slight spring in his step
“Oh and Trooper”
“Yes commander?”
“Call me Wolffe. Feel free to tell the others too”
Three days later and 2827 was running down the corridor toward Wolffe.
“Commander Wolffe! Is General Plo around? Have you seen him?”
“Take a breath Trooper. He’s actually heading this way” Wolffe hadn’t seen any of his Troops this excited since they completed training.
“Good. It’s done. I finished designing the insignia for the battalion!”
“That is good. Here’s the General now.” Both Troopers came to attention and greeted Plo with a salut which he returned. Something Krell never did..
“Good morning gentlemen. Commander Wolffe, you have the recommendations for promotion? “
“I do General. But actually, Trooper 2827 has the design ready for us.”
“By all means, let’s see it!” Plo showed about as much excitement as a Jedi could. 2827 opened up a folder he had been holding and revealed the image it had contained; a gray wolfs head.
“I thought that if the Commander was a Wolffe, we would be his Wollfe Pack. If that’s appropriate, sir” The Trooper beamed with cautious pride
“It’s very appropriate Trooper. I’m very proud of you and you should be too” Wolffes normally gruff voice cracked a little. Luckily Plo stepped in so he could wipe the dust from his eyes
“This is very excellent work Trooper. You have great skill with a paint brush. Hmm how would you like that to be your name; Brush?”
“I-I like that very much” 2827, or Brush, rather would probably have been just as thrilled if his name was Toast
“Very good then. Well it looks like we have some painting to do then. Requisition some art supplies and tell the Troopers to meet in the training hall. Commander, I think these promotions can wait, don’t you?”
“Definitely general.”
“And Brush, I hope you’ll be kind enough to assist me with my own art.”
“I’d be honored” Brush and Wolffe shared a silent look that let eachother know thinsgs were going to be much better from now on.
#my post#star wars#the clone wars#104th battalion#commander wolffe#wolffe pack#plo koon#star wars oc#star wars fanfiction#clone wars fanfiction#clone wars au#my fiction#my writing
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Of Course You’re Cute (Hanji Zoe X Fem!Reader) (Modern Au)
You finally had a day off.
Usually, you loved your job. Everyone you worked with was amazing, you had a passion for it, and you didn’t have to deal with shitty customers, so you couldn’t really complain. But recently work had been kicking your ass. Hard core. You hadn’t had a true day off in weeks, even on your weekends you got stuck having to do something work related. It was driving you insane.
Today you had decided to go full out with relaxed. Messy hair, pajamas still on, no bra relaxed. This is just what you needed today. Sitting on your couch you decided to watch whatever trash television came on, indulging yourself in whatever junk food you wanted. The only way that could make this better is if she could get Hanji to come join her, sadly that would not come true. Hanji still had to go into work today, so you were on your own today.
It was around 4 pm when you decided to make some late lunch for yourself. As you made your way to the kitchen you could feel your phone start going off, alerting you that someone was texting you. Check your phone you saw a familiar name on the screen.
Hanji Zoe💝
Smiling to yourself, you unlocked your phone and read they text, realizing how much you missed hearing from them. It was weird for you to not hear from them often throughout the day.
HZ: Hey girlie, just wanted to let u kno we missed u at work 2day. Didn’t feel as fun with out u :(
Your heart skipped a beat reading that text, Hanji always seemed to make you feel special like this. No wonder why you fell for them so hard. Quickly you texted them back.
(Y/N): I missed you too. While a day off is amazing I miss having my bestie here by my side :cc
Placing the phone on the table, you began to gather the ingrediants you needs to cook some noodles. Rather simple meal but you didn’t want to do much today. You went back to the fridge and retrieved a bottle of beer. Once the water was boiling and the pasta was put in the bowl, you set a timer and went back to the couch. Cracking open the beer, you began watching some weird show about fish tanks. You chugged a bit of the beer in order to truly enjoy this true masterpiece of a show.
By the time the alarm went off you had zoned out, getting really into this fish tank show, damn you animal planet. Walking back to the kitchen you took care of your noodles, ready to dig in as soon as possible. Just as you were about to head back to the couch, noodles in hand, someone knocked on your door.
Rolling your eyes, you placed the bowl of noodles down and went to see who was at the door. It was startling that someone was here since you weren’t expecting anyone. But when looking through the peephole you were greeted by the sight of Hanji, fresh out of work with a pack of their favorite beer in hand. You stood their for a second longer admiring Hanji and how nice they looked today. Their hair was up like usual but they were wearing a nice suit, one that seemed to appeal more to Hanjis androgynous side. You could appreciate Hanji like this forever. You snapped out of your thoughts quickly and opened the door for Hanji, allowing them inside.
“(Y/N)!!!!” Hanji threw themselves on you, crushing you in their embrace. You couldn’t help but laugh at Hanjis over the top hug. God, did you miss them. The door closed behind Hanji with a loud bang.
“I can’t believe you came to see me, I was only gone for one day!!” You said, acting like you didn’t love them being here.
Hanji pulled themself off you and placed their hands on your shoulders, looking into your eyes with a lovely smile plastered on their face. “How am I supposed to enjoy my day when I don’t get to see my favorite person!! And you can’t be angry with me when I brought beer for us.” Hanji began dragging you through the apartment, right over to the couch. “What were you up to? I hope you weren’t thinking of me too much!” They said playfully.
‘Oh Hanji, you never leave my mind....’ you thought to yourself.
“Oh watching some weird shows on tv and I just made some noodles for myself,” suddenly remembering your noodles your eyes widened and you jump off the couch running to them, “MY NOOOOODLES”. They sat alone and cold where you had left them. You ran back to the couch and placed your noodles on the table in front of you.
“HAHA YOU ARE TOO CUTE SOMETIMES, OH MY GOD!!” Hanji was in hysterics over your antics and wait a minute, did they just call you cute??? You felt your cheeks redden at the thought of Hanji thinking your cute, especially now.
“Pffft, me, cute?? Have you seen me?” You said trying to be playful and poke at Hanjis comment.
This seemed to shut Hanji up however. They looked over at you with an Intense gaze. “Of course I mean your cute, your my favorite thing to look at.” Hanji had taken a seriously tone with this statement, which was unnerving for them.
You felt all attention on you and began to feel embarrassed. Looking away from Hanjis gaze you said in soft voice, “you don’t mean that, your just saying it cuz we are best friends.” You tried your best to make it seem like you were not upset with the possibility that Hanji was just saying this, but it did hurt. It hurt so much thinking that Hanji didn’t feel the same about you.
Hanji stood up and kneeled down in front of you, placing their hand under you jaw to make you look at them. Their face was serious. “No, I mean it. Your my favorite thing to look at, I wish I never had to stop looking at you. You are my favorite everything. I want you to be mine.”
Your eyes widened in shock as the words left Hanjis lips. You couldn’t believe it, this was almost like a dream come true. No. This was a dream come true.
Being unable to find your voice in that moment, you wrapped your arms around them and kissed their lips. Almost immediately you could feel Hanji throw their arms around you, holding you close to them as they kissed back with as much passion and want as you. The kiss lasted for 30 seconds but you wished you could continue forever.
Hanji looked at your face, bringing a hand up to move some of your hair out of your face, then laughing. No, this wasn’t Hanji being rude, this was Hanji laughing in relief that their long time love had accepted and returned their feelings. Their laugh as contagious, making (y/n) join in with them.
Once the laughing calmed down they looked back into eachothers eyes, smiling as they realized how good it was to realize that the other felt the same.
“So, I guess we gotta start going on some dates now, huh (nickname)?”
“Oh shut up and watch this stupid fish tank show with me, ya dork”
#hanji zoe#hanji x reader#hanji zoe x reader#snk x reader#snk#shingeki no kyojin#aot#attack on titan#maddy writes
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ONE (1) WHOLE EMPATHY ==>
[[ logs with @carnivalsorphans, trolling npcs Aradia and Feferi. Aradia is not the troll getting or giving one (1) whole empathy. ]]
-- cataclysmicSwing [CS] began trolling carnivalsOrphans [CO] --
cataclysmicSwing he d0esnt kn0w fire dancing at all, d0es he all ive seen is menti0ns 0f aerial silks
carnivalsOrphans no, he don't. he don't go hunting, neither, he just waits for others to get too close. you're a fuckin moron and you deserved ta get caught.
cataclysmicSwing yeah, uh huh, g0t that last time just wanted t0 c0nfirm, seeing as y0ure apparently his ment0r
carnivalsOrphans i teach him silks and in exchange he gives me horns and bones.
cataclysmicSwing awes0me anyway, c0ngratulati0ns y0ur student w0nt be missing practice, y0ure welc0me, g00d night
-- cataclysmicSwing [CS] ceased trolling carnivalsOrphans [CO] --
carnivalsOrphans > That was probably a threat. Stupid fuckin coward can't even stick around long enough to have it make sense.
cataclysmicSwing > She’s equipping the Captor’s block with aerial silks. Ominous.
carnivalsOrphans > Well, time to troll someone else.
-- carnivalsOrphans [CO] began trolling crownCuller [CC] --
carnivalsOrphans heard ya might be busy and ya might wanna stop bein busy for a few minutes
crownCuller > Feferi has finished her sixth business meeting of the night, hasn’t slept more than ten minutes at a time in over a week, had coffee spilled on her very heat-sensitive hands, and an unfamiliar account is messaging her personal, private handle. > She rubs her face, takes a breath, and tells herself to think sweet thoughts.
38? S)(ello, w)(o is t)(is? Very busy IND--E--ED boat alwaves )(ave t)(e time to kelp!
carnivalsOrphans i ain't completely decided yet. either an enemy, or someone who'll leave ya the fuck alone that all depends on what ya tell me glad you is so eager to help
crownCuller )(m. You )(ave a finteresting wave of intunaducing yours)(elf!
carnivalsOrphans > Goddamnit, this ain't the time to be charmed by fish puns.
yeah, i like to think so
crownCuller W)(ale, let's sea w)(at we can do )(ere, s)(ell we? W)(at seams to be t)(e probubblem?
carnivalsOrphans you got sollux captor you intend ta use him to further your cause
crownCuller O)(... You must be t)(at clown Aradia was telling me aboat. Ringleader, fis)(n't it?
carnivalsOrphans ;o)
crownCuller I'd rat)(er avoid issues if posseabubble. Too muc)( fig)(ting foar bad reasfins, don't you sink?
carnivalsOrphans depends on ya reasons, honestly so what are they
crownCuller Sollux Captor is a crus)(oal part of our plan to OV--ERTHROW AND R--EHAUL TH--E --ENTIR--E --EMPIR--E.
carnivalsOrphans well no shit
crownCuller Fin fact, we acs)(oally can't do it wit)(out )(im. W)(ic)( is )(onestly terreefble.
carnivalsOrphans i got mixed feelings on rebellion. your job, this exact second, is convince me the overhaul is gonna be somethin worth fightin for.
crownCuller W)(ale... If seaccussfully ac)(ieved, t)(e over)(aul would lead to t)(e abeelishment of t)(e caste difis)(ion structure. Jobs, poseations, AMBOC--EANS TH--EMS)(--ELV--ES, will naut be controlled by a troll's color. T)(e constant fig)(ting wit)(fin and wit)(out our seaciety will also be put to a )(ALT. Troops pulled out of conflict wit)( other species, eelstablis)(ing peace treaties, acs)(oally utilizing our resources to repair our own struggling economy, end slavery, bring war criminals to account and ideelly atone foar t)(eir crimes wit)(out addoceanal suffering...
carnivalsOrphans that's a lotta ideals and just what are you willing ta do, to make this all come about?
crownCuller W)(ale, yes. And I've been planning on )(ow to make t)(em )(appen foar quite some time. W)(at I going to do is take )(--ER out mys)(elf, wit)(out risking ot)(er potentieel casualties. But t)(ere is no seanario w)(ere I can win, and no seanario that an army will either.
carnivalsOrphans so you're willing ta put someone who didn't ask for this shit on the front line
crownCuller T)(is is w)(ere t)(e discovery of lime psi came in, aboat... o)( s)(ell, seamw)(ere over t)(irty sweeps back? Sollux is unfortunately t)(e only one we've gotten wit)( t)(e correct type. )(e was meant to be finformed of t)(is a long time ago, boat w)(en )(e came to me, t)(e Sufferists )(iding in my )(ive scared him off befoar we could meet. T)(--EN of course )(e )(as been understandably paranoid, and kills any w)(o try to find )(im. I )(ad )(oped )(e would calm in time, but it's too close by now.
carnivalsOrphans so has he ever agreed?
crownCuller 38/ I just said )(e )(asn't been finformed.
carnivalsOrphans and so the best way ta inform him was to put out a hit on him, fail to kidnap him, and then succeed to kidnap him, injurin him in the process? what happens if he don't agree?
crownCuller T)(en again, )(e may )(ave known somefin befoar! I w)(ale admit I was not fin charge of monitoring. T)(ere are a lot of fins going on at once )(ere. If )(e says no?
carnivalsOrphans ta bein part of this
crownCuller W)(ale, we'll find out, won't we. I've been told )(e woke up a little w)(ale ago acs)(oally, would you like me to pass on any message from you?
carnivalsOrphans no, tell me. what are you gonna do if he says no
crownCuller Sea w)(at it is )(e isn't understanding, of course!
carnivalsOrphans and what if he still don't wanna?
crownCuller Sollux is a troll w)(o agrees wit)( w)(at makes sense to )(im. T)(is plan will, )(e's )(alf of t)(e trolls we tailored our plan to.
carnivalsOrphans and what if he says 'fuck you, i don't wanna do this because you kidnapped me and hurt me' what if he just wants ta be left alone? what if he ain't reasonable?
crownCuller )(e's V--ERY W--ELCOM--E to take t)(at up wit)( Aradia.
carnivalsOrphans i'm not talkin about aradia. i'm talkin about you
crownCuller S)(e is an aggressive troll, and )(e's learned to be, so it's more t)(an a bit diseastrous! 38(
carnivalsOrphans oh no oh no, people don't like bein kidnapped they get aggressive if they are taken forcibly from their hive :o(
crownCuller )(e wasn't S--EAPPOS--ED to be kidnapped, good gracious.
carnivalsOrphans well, then what do you know about the teal? you are the LEADER, you ain't supposed ta just go 'oh yeah, my rail did it, i didn't mean it that weren't me'. she did it for you, you gotta take responsibility he's got every fuckin RIGHT ta take anythin up with you
crownCuller W)(ale of course )(e does.
carnivalsOrphans 'he's very welcome to take that up with aradia' ain't that what i just read with my own two ganderorbs?
crownCuller I didn't reelize every word I say )(as to )(ave footnotes foar all t)(e extra comments. 38/
carnivalsOrphans you're a LEADER YOU'RE GONNA BE A QUEEN GET FUCKIN USED TO IT.
crownCuller > “Holy nook-fucking pitch goddesses, does he really think I’m as diligent with disclaimers in private as I am in public. Dumbass.” > The troll bringing her an iced tea looks startled. Feferi gushes apologies and charm. Now, for the dumbass.
T)(at is already w)(at I do on t)(e nig)(tly baseas, and I've been told it's annoyfin to add paragraphs of detailed explanocean to every comment in private conc)(versation! T)(is is a private conc)(versation fis)(n't it? 38( If you wanted an offis)(oal talk you s)(oald )(ave gone foar my business )(andle.
carnivalsOrphans whoops didn't care enough. what happens to sollux if he don't want to help you. ignore the reasons why, just assume full stop he don't wanna help and it ain't gonna change least not without the kinda persuasion that comes from somethin other than words
crownCuller You are talking aboat a 1% posseability )(ere.
carnivalsOrphans this ain't about him. this is about you, and what you're willin to do to achieve your goals
crownCuller We aren't going to TORTUR--E )(IM W--E DON'T DO THAT H--ER--E.
carnivalsOrphans then what will you do?
crownCuller Talk!
carnivalsOrphans and if that don't work? if all he wants to do is be let go?
crownCuller T)(en )(e can go after.
carnivalsOrphans if he don't WANT TO HELP if he wants to be let go right then
crownCuller I cannaut t)(row away t)(e lives of TRILLIONS, foar one troll t)(at says no. I cannaut allow one s)(ellfis)( decision spell out t)(e end foar everyone else. If t)(ere was ANY ot)(er way foar me to take, I would. But t)(ere isn't, and )(e will know t)(at.
carnivalsOrphans so despite the fact you're sayin you ain't gonna force him ta do nothin, you are willing you gonna be willing after you win?
crownCuller W)(at?
carnivalsOrphans you gonna be willing ta do that sorta shit 'for the greater good'? forcin people to do what they don't want to do?
crownCuller If t)(at is w)(at it takes to stop trolls foam destroying worlds? Destroying our own? Yes. T)(at is w)(at leaders )(ave to carry.
carnivalsOrphans what about after that, what about after you gain peace?
crownCuller If Sollux isn't t)(ere, I will die, every troll under my protection will die, and t)(e slaug)(ter across t)(e galaxies will continue as Alternia falls apart.
carnivalsOrphans when do you stop bein willing?
crownCuller You don't G--ET to stop.
carnivalsOrphans > Gods, he is being reminded far too much of his pitchmate for comfort.
do your troops know you're willing ta do this?
crownCuller I'm naut the ideelist you keep accusing me of being. I've watc)(ed t)(e suffering drag out for longer than most land-dwelling trolls get to live. I know I don't get to put t)(is burden down once I've picked it up.
carnivalsOrphans i ain't ACCUSIN YOU of shit i'm askin you
crownCuller But Sollux? )(is part ends w)(en I step into t)(e audience )(all, and I will never ask )(im of anyt)(ing again. Even if I still fail wit)( )(is )(elp, I've made certain t)(at )(e will get out un)(armed. My troops know, yes. T)(ey've been tasked wit)( evacuating t)(e rest of my trolls in t)(e event t)(at I fail. And I can only )(ope t)(ey'll be able to run fast enough.
carnivalsOrphans no, i'm talkin willin to force someone to do shit for you
crownCuller As often as I am faced wit)( t)(at decision and as often as t)(ere is no way around it, I will take t)(at decision.
carnivalsOrphans ya know this is basically pale rape, right? what you're makin him do?
crownCuller Yes. And I will naut try to fool )(im into sinking ot)(erwise.
carnivalsOrphans you tried tellin your moirail that?
crownCuller S)(e's gotten... desperate. And I do naut condone what s)(e's done out of that desperation. W)(en a fig)(t )(as taken up your entire life, I can eelmagine it's )(ard to keep your pan sorted.
carnivalsOrphans > He thinks of his church. Of how much stronger they are together, how they keep each other strong with that support.
crownCuller Foar now though, Sollux is )(ere, and w)(ale )(urt from an explosion II cannaut let )(im go wandering off. Again, do you want me to tell )(im anyfin foar you? I am naut going to be seaing )(im foar a couple moar nig)(ts boat I w)(ale try to pass it on. And as my fis)(ter mig)(t say, tell Aradia to "c)(ill t)(e s)(ell out."
> Long silence. Feferi downs her iced tea.
38? S)(ello? Ringleader?
carnivalsOrphans yeah, i'm around the fact that she's so desperate is somethin you should be helpin with, as her rail. and as her leader.
crownCuller > Annnnnd there goes the glass.
Buoy... getting finto someone s)(ellse's private life is a lot moar t)(an w)(at c)(ecking in on yoar friend requires. I've been open in ot)(er ways, please leave t)(e one private t)(ing I )(ave alone. (W)(ic)( does also mean to stop reading our logs. I'm assumfin t)(at's )(ow you got my finformation.)
carnivalsOrphans sis, that's advice, from someone about a thousand times older than you. if she's desperate, you're failing her, and you need ta help. that's about the only good thing you're gettin from me, so you better take it. or not, i don't really care, it ain't my fuckin life.
crownCuller Was t)(ere or was t)(ere naut anyfin you wanted me to tell Sollux?
carnivalsOrphans i'd rather be able ta actually talk to him ya know. myself.
crownCuller W)(at am I seapposed to say, "Yoar mentor Ringleader )(as been messaging us but doesn't want to tell you anyfin." Yikes, orcay. I need to SL--E--EP befoar I get crankier.
carnivalsOrphans that shouldn't be a hard request. just tell your rail ta give his palmhusk back, considerin she stole it and talked ta me on it which is a bit above and beyond kidnappin, if ya ask me
crownCuller T)(e palm)(usk isn't working, s)(e said. Largely broken, s)(e's trying to transfer it to a moar seacure device.
carnivalsOrphans uhuh. then ya know. she should get right on that. breakin other people's shit is rude.
crownCuller )(e's t)(e one w)(o decided to blow up t)(e cliff! All )(is fins would )(ave been brought )(ere fintact ot)(erwaves. Fin any case. I )(ave moar meetings to get to, and work on top of that. If you have moar questfins talk to Aradia. Good lig)(t.
carnivalsOrphans good light
-- crownCuller [CC] has ceased trolling carnivalsOrphans [CO] --
#[[ is ringleader trying to help? we just don't know ]]#logs#!npc#Event: Hotel Fuchsiafornia#mentions of:#torture //#injury //#pale rape //
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