#so uhhh i guess that's another thing to thank the 2012 doctor who tumblr roleplay community for
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when my grandmother kicked me out my senior year i went to live with my slightly older friend and her older brother. i almost didn't graduate high school first because i was being bullied and then because after being kicked out i just had no drive to do the work for the one class left i needed to graduate. my friend's older brother put together a sticker chart where for every assignment i completed, i got a gold star, and we got chinese takeout when i filled up the chart because it meant i was able to graduate. he drove me almost an hour to and from school every single day, and every single morning as he was dropping me off he would say "in case nobody else tells you this today, i'm proud of you" before i got out of the car. the friend is out of my life forever so i'll probably never see her brother again, but straight up an adult telling me he was proud of me is the reason i didn't kill myself and personal feelings aside, i hope he knows that
#kal.dir#and like. looking back he wasn't even that much older than me#he was like. 26? if that#but when you're 18. 26 is basically middle aged#extremely complicated feelings about that whole situation but if i'd never met her i would be dead#and if i hadn't died i wouldn't've met ael which would be worse (joke. mostly)#so uhhh i guess that's another thing to thank the 2012 doctor who tumblr roleplay community for#because of two different Shitty Friends i had through that i have a life better than i could have possibly imagined#.... just realized that the two friends also had four letter names made up of only two letters#surely my brain won't latch on to that at all
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