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Seiko D. Valentis timeline / life logs (under read more; from birth to present)

1998, December 24th (02:57); Born in Kawagoe streets, Japan Seiko Damien Valentis ( First name gifted by mother, second by father, surname originating from the mothers family) 1-6 months - No parent was active to their new parenthood, child cared by grandfather of the Valentis family side 6 months - Lack of responsiveness of either given name (Seiko as first, Damien as secondary named - It was assumed that the biological father rubbed off his silent attitude towards the child; no further questioning to the behavior due to that theory Comment: Doctors have told the parents that addressing the child with two different names may have confused the child and lead him to dismissing either names altogether 7 months - Sudden inability to crawl, no found body injuries of any kind - No interest in bonding with sibling(s) 1 year (12-14 months) Updated: 12-17 months - Show of anger, tantrums are common more than usual (spurred by inability to wear the same piece of clothing at longer periods time than usual, spurred by inability to remain in the house as desired) - Inability to stand for long, no sort of injuries of any kind found after second x-rays done 2 years (+24 months ) - No engagement with the kindergarten group; Focused on capturing (+ attempts on eating) wild hares that roamed nearby the kindergarten territory - Often wet the bed, possible fear of requesting assistance (later brushed off, as of no possibility of sexual abuse found in child as It was theorized) - Mother showed frustration and anger, sent to childcare classes as a result 4-5 years - Improved communication, able to structure better sentences - Scratch marks in ears, later found ticks residing and eradicated after - Scratching in ears continued for few months more until the habit died down 6-6.5 years - Unusual outbursts of anger, able to argue with mother often, fixation on the father and his mannerisms (child was intrigued by fathers cold demeanor and fixation on technology and bugs) - High pickiness for food (although many alternatives have been found and the child has been pleased with them) 7-10 years - Moments of self-isolation, remained in house until forced to be outside, befriended few children with similar interests: > Interest in collecting bugs (what may have originated from fathers interest / until mother banned the hobby) > Video games on the PS2 device or game cube > Collecting wild flowers > Capturing wild hares - Constant need to bicker, fight with the mother; - Avoiding the father, hardly recognized the male parent due to absence of work until recognizing him based on the familiar scent - Rapid increase and decrease of friends; 10 years - Mothers rage worsened due to attitude of child, child reprimanded physically, later as conflict faded he was brought to the porch of Jayden Erblindets home; child left there with guardianship papers in hand until the man was present 11 years Updated: 11-13 years - Depleted appetite, persistent pickiness ( Ate only sushi bowls, rice balls, handmade nigiri, and as beverage source he only consumed Dr. Pepper cola or the purified water garnered from the guardians mothers’ home ) - Improved social life, invested in lives of other pre-teens  / other youths; Quite talkative, rarely shutting themselves down from a conversation ( What wasn’t common before ) - Noise sensitive over certain noises ( Laughter heard in German comedy shows, scrapping of plates ) - High attachment to the guardians partner at the time; theorized that the attachment spurred from the child's’ desire of a mother-figure - Guardian found frustrated in later time due to attitude of the child and their mannerisms, temporarily the child was put into care of the guardians parents (child's “grandparents”) for a few weeks - The main guardian proceeded to care for the child after few weeks; Now child more attentive to the guardian, due having a shared interest for horror games/films, and video games in general - Child began calling the guardian as his father; guardian hesitated to accept it for a while but later gave in and allowed it 14 years and later (symptoms best noted at 15-16 years of age): - Child endured a traumatic event, investigation began while the child was put under special care with an assigned therapist - Guardian under suspicion due to child's reaction towards his presence, interrogated on a daily basis in the span of two weeks per request of the law enforcement - Sister of the guardian dismissed the suspicion, evidence was brought and the guardian (Jayden Erblindet) was released, apologized to for the time taken and suspicion to begin with - Few detectives still carried suspicion for the guardian - Sister of guardian suspected for forging evidence; temporarily terminated from the field; documents of her office have been searched and the entirety of her house was examined - The child provided information to the therapist in later time that deemed the guardian and his sister innocent; a sketch was done by description from the child - Abuser found and arrested; law enforcement noticed that the abusers appearance features are similar to the guardian, hence the prior fear of the child [ In between of these events bellow and up, the child had an aggressive outburst and has bitten the guardians left wrist to severity; guardian lost sense in left arm for two months although did not deny guardianship of the child from such event and simply have undergone body-therapy to recover the function of his arm ] - Guardian modified his appearance by the request of the therapist - Child diagnosed with complex post traumatic stress disorder (C-PTSD); showed many symptoms of such disorder: > Hyper-arousal, meaning he was on continuous high alert / worry > Difficulty trusting the guardian ever since the event, only being able to trust the mother of the guardian (the grandmother by definition) > Constant feeling of shame, relied on oversized clothing to hide his frame; > Required endless reassurance that he was a good person ( for he worried that people will react in anger as his biological mother / or presumably blame him for what happened ) > Body armoring (tension in the body, stiffness) > Constant need to isolate themselves in their personal room as a form of self-punishment; > Self-punishment form through starvation (although guardian countered the issue by sneaking in food / snacks when unnoticed by the teenager) > Picking the tail until the tip of it bleeds (deemed as self-harm by canine demons) > Alcoholic substance abuse ( Alcohol substance abuse was active at ages 16-17 years, later the teenager stopped once the guardian displayed disappointment and worry towards such decision; teenager worried of his image and stopped) > Outbursts of anger, although this was recognized prior in the teenagers life but has been noted in these years as well; > Hypersexuality (increased libido due to seasonal heats, trauma, strong desire for sexual exploration and due to puberty) 16.5 years - Suspicion of autism (or being under the spectrum) due to specific traits that could signal the possibility, although suspicion never went any further to screening due to the fact that the C-PTSD diagnosis interfering and having slightly similar symptoms 17 years - Constantly avoiding necessary medication - Began learning to cook more often by the help oft he guardian; pickiness of food choices countered as well - Difficulty in consuming more food; finding self hardly appealing if not under a lower weight than the norm to his body type ( This occurred during his discovery of bisexuality, finding intimidating men that showed remote interest toward men that carried feminine / frail figures; which lead to this result of keeping a low weight ) - Active on the internet more often; befriended a few people with similar interests 19 years - Began attending therapists sessions more often by reccomendation; - Began taking medication properly (rare slip ups) due to positive influence of guardian (now known as the adoptive father), friends and rest of the family - Active on social media further as therapist recommended gaming streaming as a form of expressing himself and displaying his annoyance through horror games as people watched him; allowing him to adjust to the idea of people looking at him - Rare but notable outbursts of anger, guardian is capable of handling those moments when present to care for them; has personal methods that are effective - Very slow, but noted improvements in eating choices and the amount of food that is being consumed 20 years - Reconnected with biological father in real life; was informed by same father by the potential chances of being autistic / being under the autistic spectrum - Increased interest in cooking, became the cook within the Erblindet family; motivated to eat well due to positive influence of romantic partner (y/n) who inspired him to garner a healthy weight; - Restarted an old hobby - began wild hare hunting again; although doing his best to resist the temptation on eating a live animal at times - Assisted grandmother with gardening, slowly building interest in growing vegetables after memorizing how to care for tomatoes and managing to grow ones by himself - Libido decreased for a few months as a sign of improved mental health; - Relapses in occasion: > Hyper-sexuality mixed up altogether with his natural instincts to breed > Bursts of aggression ( Although now the reason behind it can warry -- chances of the rage being inherited by his biological mother who relied on anger as a form of expressing themselves, one of the symptoms of autism or aggression coming from his canine nature to be hostile when threatened / angered  to the slightest ) > Dissociating ( Seiko is capable of remaining still or finding a safe space to reside in for the time being as this event occurs until It dies down with time ); 21 years - Current time, no major events happening