#so if that happens just yell via tumblr and i'll friend you

[ohhedamylexa]

lets try a character blurb y tf not --> be warned gratuitous swearing ahead scream/agree/disagree w/ me on discord @ luke skywalker's left udder#5324

bellatrix druella cygnus black lestrange

actually: bellatrix druella cygna back lestrange, legally and all.

doesn't give one shit what their mother actually named them, reinventing themselves every day.

"i'm so in the closet i built the thing" re: non-binary, gender-expressionism - transmasc identity. a tangled up literal knot of twisted internalized misogyny shoved down their throat from such a young age they chewed and swallowed.

empathetically stunted. straightforward to the point of pain - unable and unwilling to understand subtlety. sarcasm? nope i dont know her.

rodolphus has bi partner energy by default.

most definitely was that child that smushed ants/insects for curiosity as a kid. if the neighbors cat ever went missing, it wasn't them.

definitely a wine of the month club member.

the kind who would defy you just because. stubborn to the point of fault. big fault. bad habit of pushing boundaries too far.

has never really needed to care about people outside of family circles. is not good at it. blood is everything? no connection without it?

huge ego, rampant narcissist as a younger person. would probably hold things over on others just because they were most noble and ancient and absolutely ate that shit up. this has cooled, somewhat.

prison sux ok.

does not will not will never reach the boundaries of wanting to learn and find out and figure out how things tick. including self and brain and thoughts and feelings. could have been a mad scientist in another life - maybe is one in this life.

would not know what a fast food restaurant is.

very wildmagic aesthetic. wand/magic doesn't always listen brain goes buzz burrr buzz buzz sparky spark.

the bad kind of posh where it's difficult to function? how will they feed themselves as a fugitive? they don't know how to do anything? cold beans in a can it is i guess.

highly highly allergic to like 47000 things, thanks inbreeding. probably has the diet of an aristocratic four year old.

has wanted for so long to be the thing their father would have deemed acceptable they now can no longer separate that from their ideas of masculinity. both hates and wants everything

simultaneously feels so unable to be those things, bracketed between a ancient and noble most house that has never seen them as anything other than a brood mare to feed and fatten

the most underhanded gremlin you've ever seen. always been tall and weedy and wiry but scrappy as hell. has no qualms about honor and dignity in an fight.

bites fingernails to the quick.

all situations are a fight, and all fights are brawls to kill.

probably banned from dueling club

ideas about sexuality and gender further complicated and tangled in this endlessly burning, all encompassing physical need to be a parent.

totally the rich goth victorian aesthetic? bram stoker step aside

who needs lipstick when you've got wine stains

would be a doting but completely overbearing, suffocating, toxic parent

will literally do anything for acceptance? has pretty obvious and severe daddy issues.

what's the opposite of a boggart? their thing is bodysnatching sirius black, having literally everything they ever wanted.

andromeda does not exist. they do not mention, they do not think, they do not still seethe and sob about the abandonment on a weekly basis.

was about 92% prepared to flee the country pre-wedding. whether that mentality continued post wedding is tbd.

laur remind me i want to DM you and talk shop re: the lestranges

also alexx with bella's favorite sirius 'i have vivid fantasies of slitting his throat and stealing his body' black

and kayla with the ultimate worst best ex-sister.

[moonraccoon-exe]

Hey Coon! Idk if you have already gotten a message from me, I was on mobile and the app crashed :°D so I'm writing again just in case. Anyway, I just wanted to say hi and ask how you're doing! Soon I'll be free from exams and will catch up with stuff, including your fics. Also, you made me read Corqi for the first time and wtf, I love it. I've been reading Among Ruins and idk if you saw my comment, but I want to say it again: you've done a great job with that angst, ahah (*uncontrollable sobs*)

ALSKJDFLKAGJ AKLJASKLF GADKLADJFKLASFJ AKLDGJALKFJ ASLKJALKDGJADKLFJ

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSPS

PURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRKWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD BUDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

PURRRKWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD BUDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

YOOOOOOOUUUUUU

PHENOMENAL CREATURE

MADE OF SWEETNESS, YOU KIND AND ADORABLE THING. PRECIOUS AND KIND HOOMAN WITH A GOOD HEART AND NICE WORDS, YOU MARVELOUS WONDER, YOU BEAUTIFUL THING, HOW DO I SMACK YOU WITH LOVE, HOW- I’M THROWING AT YOU ALL THAT ICANFIND BUT IT’S NOT ENOUGH K AJSDKLJGADKGJAK HOW DO I EXPRESS MY AFFECTION HOW DO I EXPRESS MY APPRECIATION HOW

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*INSERT GIF OF BIRD SCREAMING*

YOU APPEAR IN MY INBOX WITH NO WARNING, WHICH BLOWS MY OFF MY CHAIR ENOUGH ALREADY BECAUSE DAMN YOUR PRESENCE ALONE BRIGHTENS MY DAY AND MAKES IT SO HAPPY, AND THEN YOU THROW AT ME BEAUTIFUL AND NICE WORDS AND A LOT OF POSITIVITY, AND THEN YOU TALK TO ME ABOUT ONE OF MY FAVORITE FICS AND PRAISE IT!?!?!?!?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*COMBUSTING*

*MOONRACCOON.EXE HAS STOPPED WORKING AND CANNOT REBOOT*

*will force self to reboot under the cut hnhgfhg*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

PURRRKWOOD BUDDY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I CAN’T STOP SCREAMING AKSJDKALGJ AKLDGJDLKGJSDG

*GOES AWAY TO TAKE A BREATH*

PURRRKWOOD BUDDY

WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO

MAKE ME HAVE A HEART ATTACK!?!?!?!

YOU’RE KILLING ME WITH ALL YOUR SWEET EXISTENCE. ALL YOUR KINDNESS. I still haven’t properly thank you for the you know what you did in PMs, I just- have taken so long because life has either smacked me with stuff to do or I don’t feel I have the proper words or energy to thank you as I want to do it, it’s really still so beyond me and so mindblowing, I still can’t believe it… OTL

aND THEN YOU DROP HERE WITH MORE SWEETNESS THAT FILLS MY HEART SO MUCH, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH, YOU’RE GIVING ME SO MUCH LOVE, MY HEART CAN’T CONTAIN ALL OF IT KLAJSDKLADJG A *SOBS*

Anyways, buddy, off to answer your message!!

D:

GASPS

Do you mean Tumblr ate a previous ask??? fUCK, FUCK- LISTEN-

If you sent a previous ask, it never made it in!! But if you mean in PMs, yes, it’s there!! Just as I said, and I’m sorry because of how stupid it sounds, but I’ve been waiting when I have the appropriate energy to reply to you as you deserve. I’ve let my conversations pile up and I thinkt hat answering the short ones one by one is easier so to not let them pile up, but they keep piling OTL 

So that’s why I haven’t replied. Yours is one of my prettiest conversations and one that I value a lot so I’ve been trying to answer as it deserves, not just with a random “lol kay”, it’s just…taken me a while OTL

So yes! No asks from you other than these two, and the PMs are there, and I hope to answer soon!

If you meant the comment on AO3, it was there too!! Just exactly the day that you dropped this ask I was going to (and actually did) answer that AO3 comment!!! It was a TREASURE! 

The reason behind it is, the early morning (some hours before you dropped the comment) got very bad for me. Some silly thing here in Tumblr that brought me down on the dumps. I don’t know if you saw it, but there was a week I was like…grey? Like not answering with my usual bubbliness. It was because of what happened, I was trying to contain myself (long story short, some people out of fandom found me via another post, and started making fun of my bubbly and toddler-like attitude when I reply to some posts OTL So I felt embarrassed and observed, like people were clicking my username just to spy and see what I was doing and what else I said hnngnhg).

So yeah, that and another little but diverse things made (have made) of the past 2 weeks sort of messy and miserable in a funny way, hahaha, you know, like the little things such as you’ve got soap on your hands and water runs out, etc. Nothing serious, but it still didn’t help OTL

So just like your PMs, because your AO3 comment was SO MEANINGFUL to me and an absolute treasure, I was trying to be back to my happy self before I replied. That’s why it took me like 10 days to reply! I’m so, so sorry!!! :(

ANYWAY I’M TALKING TOO MUCH AND I  JUST REPLIED ONE SENTENCE OF YOUR ASK AHAHAHA ah OTL

HI HELLO MY DEAREST BUDDY, HELLO!!!

It’s so so so SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO beautiful to hear from you again!!! I promise to get back to PMs soon so we can talk more often, but yes, it’s so nice and dear to see you around again. It makes me SO HAPPY to see you around, you have no idea. You’re a good friend to me and I value you a lot, so it makes me ECSTATIC to hear from you. Thank you so much for saying hello. ❤

I’m doing okay! I’ve healed really good. As said, just minor struggles like silly one-sided crushes and the soap on the hands, dammit, but that’s okay! I’m healed, there’s food in the fridge, I have my puppo doggo and my family, and life is pretty despite the little bumps in the way :3

What about you, my dear friend? Have you been well? Doing alright and sleeping nice?

Hooray for soon being done with exams!!! It hasn’t been THAT long since you dropped this ask, but are you done now? Or not yet? Either way, I wish you the BEST and greatest of success in your exams, buddy!! I know you’re going to do/did phenomenally FANTASTIC. It feels like you work very hard in what you do, so I have no doubts you’ll do great!! Sending you the MOST LUCKIEST AND MOST MAGICAL, HAPPIEST RACCOONIE VIBES FOR SUCCESS AND GOOD RESULTS!! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ

*mentions Corqi*

*INSTANTLY HIGH PITCHED SCREECH AND COMBUSTING AND EXPLODES*

“you made me read Croqi for the first time and wtf I love it”

*SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-

*EXPLODES*

*ASCENDS TO NINTH HEAVEN*

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLY FUUUUUUUUUU AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AKSLDJAJFKL AS JFALKSGJALKDJAKLFJAS KLFAKL JGA

*UNCONTROLLABLY SHORT CIRCUITING AND FLAILING ON THE GROUND*

BUDDY

I COULD GO ON REACTING AND SCREAMING FOR TEN PAGES MORE BECAUSE OF THE EXCITEMENT THAT WHAT YOU SAID MAKES ME FEEL, BUT I WOULD NEVER END GODDAMMIT, JUST KNOW- I’M NOWHERE NEAR YELLING ALL THAT I WANT TO YELL AND YOU CAN’T UNDERSTAND ALL THE SCREECHING I FEEL. YOU CAN’T IT’S SO MUCH. MY WHOLE SOUL IS SCREAMING AND SPASMING ON THE GROUND AND FLAILING LIKE ONE OF THOSE INFLATABLE FLAILING TUBE STICKMAN FIGURES KLASJD AGOIJASFLAKSJFA

*dROWNS*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

Aah, buddy!!!! I know I said it already over in AO3, but the fact that you decided to give Corqi a chance? With one of MY fics!?!?!?! IT’S SO WONDERFUL, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HYSTERICALLY HAPPY THAT MAKES ME KALSJDKALJF ;A;

Buddy, I have literally NO idea how to thank you enough or properly NO IDEA. Zero clue, I have no way on this earth to thank you enough or to let you know how excited all this makes me feel, aaah. Among Ruins specifically is a long story that can come off as boring to many, usually rarepairs do much better with short little ficlets to catch the attention. So the fact that you decided to give the pair a go with the longest fic there is for it? Holy celestial moogles, buddy, that is- so incredible, I have no way to put it in words.

Thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I know I may sound repetitive from what I said over in AO3, but really, the fact that you decided to give both the pairing and that specific fic a go jsut because I’ve been talking about it, thatmeans a lot to me, like you have no idea. I already had enough with not knowing how to thank you for the ko-fi, I’m entirely CLUELESS right now. Your support is really…mindblowing and doesn’t fit in my head. I’m not sure I’ve processed it at all, it’s truly mindblowing and leaves me speechless!!

Thank you. I can’t and won’t say it enough times so you feel it. Just thank you. For all your beautiful support. Thank you for giving Corqi and Among Ruins a chance, it really really means a LOT to me! I was very scared it would have poor reception, but it’s done good enough, and the fact that you started reading it and that you’re enjoying? It feels like one of the most exquisite victories I’ve had. I know it’s just fanfiction, but it’s still writing, it’s MY writing, and it means a lot to me that you gave it a chance…

:’)

Buddy, thank you so much. Your support is so huge, it doesn’t fit in my heart. I have no way to give you back all the mountain of love and support you’ve given me, I try but it just feels like every pebble I give you, you return as a mountain aaah!!

Thank you, thank you, thank you. I’m SO happy that you decided to give it a chance!! I have a lot of future plans for that fic, and I’m really excited to write it all, so it means a lot that you’re enjoying of it. :’)

Thank you so much for thinking I did well on the angst, too!! In all honesty I don’t think I made justice to chapter 6 at all, as it’s more a cinematographic in my head and I don’t think the way I put it into words was enough hnhngfnhfg, but it had a good reception so I’m very happy that you people could capture the sadness of the moment!!!

Thank you so much for your kind words. I’m happy I did well on the angst! It was basically the…core of the story? Like the roots. What gives sense tothe rest. So it was important to me that it turned out okay, and I’m happy you think it did. Thank you so much, it gives me so much confidence and makes me so happy

THANK YOU SO MUCH! ❤

Also, thank you lots for giving Corqi a chance!! I did say as half-a-joke half-a-statement that I was going to drown everyone in Corqi, I just didn’t think I would get to do it ahahaha! I’m happy you’re onto the ship now, though. It’s good to have you here!

I do hope to hear from you soon again, Purrrkwood, buddy!!! You’re a delight to read and a joy to talk with, I could never get tired of your presence. Gods, thank you so much for taking the time and effort of writing to me, you have no idea how happy you’ve made me. :’)

But anyways, that’s it, buddy!! Thanks a lot for everything again, and sorry it took me a while to answer!!

AND OF COURSE I’VE BEEN SENDING YOU THE MAGICAL VIBES!!! Even if I don’t answer straight away, I read my asks as soon as I see them there, and do pay attention. So you can bet all seven rings of my tail that I’ve been sending you SPONGEY SQUISHY MAGIC VIBES. Have they worked?

Even then, I do am gonna send more now because there’s something magical about seeing them written, sO HERE I GO

*FOCUSES*

I’M CHARGING UP.

HNN-

HNNNHGG….

STRESSFUL TIMES, HUH. THESE MEAN BULLIES. HOW DARE THEY APPEAR. 

I CAN’T MAKE THEM GO AWAY BUT I CAN EASE IT AND HELP SO THEY EVENTUALLY FADE SO HERE I GO.

I CHARGE UP.

MY SPECIAL VIBES THAT ARE SPECIFICALLY MADE FOR STRESSFUL TIMES.

MAGICAL MOON RACCOON SPARKLES, DELUXE SPECIAL EDITION, ANTI-STRESS VERSION 2.0

HNNHGNHGHG….

CHARGING….UP…..

C H A R G I N G    U P … .… …

ALL THE MOST MAGICAL

STRONGEST

MOST POWERFUL

SQUISHIEST

SPONGIEST

FLUFFIEST

MOST RINGED AND BOUNCY

BUBBLIEST

MOST JOYFUL

HAPPIEST, LUCKIEST

MOST

POWERFUL

RACCOON VIBES

A L L 

FOR

YOU

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ALL THE MAGIC!

*EXPLODES INTO A THOUSAND SNOWFLAKES*

Ah.

Aah…. I’m ded.

bUT THAT’S OKAY! I’ll recharge the magic later so don’t worry about the maccoonie! :D

I just hope the stressful times can ease and calm down, buddy!!! You deserve happy and good times. I hope school treats you nicely, and life even better. Sending you all the magic not just for luck and success, but also they contain all the raccoonie love this maccoonie feels for you, so I hope that if it fixes nothing, you can at least cheer up!

If you need more magic, you tell me, okay, buddy!? (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ

Lots of hugs back to you!! All the squishy, fluffy raccoonie snuggles, have them askldjalkfj, ALL OF THEM aaah!

I hope you’re having a BEAUTIFUL day or night, buddy! Thanks a lot for everything, and lots of hugs back to you!! ( ´ ▽ ` )

[ohhedamylexa]

 #i want to lean into the gritty parts of bellas character while also exploring sexuality and non-traditional gender expression.  #non-binary/genderqueer =/= automatically a mentally ill/insane person  #i'm trying to thread the needle. i'm mostly writing from my personal experience as a non-binary person and plan to liberally use tw tags  #but also if things are squicky please just yell at me.  #i want to do a really interesting character study of a bellatrix that is more than the woman in a mans world character that jk gave us  #let's also be clear i don't want to write psychopath bellatrix.  #i wrote these tags at 4:45 am  #discord added later  #it sometimes hates adding me to friends lists because of username spaces  #so if that happens just yell via tumblr and i'll friend you 

again. bonus tags bc wow.

lets try a character blurb y tf not --> be warned gratuitous swearing ahead scream/agree/disagree w/ me on discord @ luke skywalker's left udder#5324

bellatrix druella cygnus black lestrange

actually: bellatrix druella cygna back lestrange, legally and all.

doesn't give one shit what their mother actually named them, reinventing themselves every day.

"i'm so in the closet i built the thing" re: non-binary, gender-expressionism - transmasc identity. a tangled up literal knot of twisted internalized misogyny shoved down their throat from such a young age they chewed and swallowed.

empathetically stunted. straightforward to the point of pain - unable and unwilling to understand subtlety. sarcasm? nope i dont know her.

rodolphus has bi partner energy by default.

most definitely was that child that smushed ants/insects for curiosity as a kid. if the neighbors cat ever went missing, it wasn't them.

definitely a wine of the month club member.

the kind who would defy you just because. stubborn to the point of fault. big fault. bad habit of pushing boundaries too far.

has never really needed to care about people outside of family circles. is not good at it. blood is everything? no connection without it?

huge ego, rampant narcissist as a younger person. would probably hold things over on others just because they were most noble and ancient and absolutely ate that shit up. this has cooled, somewhat.

prison sux ok.

does not will not will never reach the boundaries of wanting to learn and find out and figure out how things tick. including self and brain and thoughts and feelings. could have been a mad scientist in another life - maybe is one in this life.

would not know what a fast food restaurant is.

very wildmagic aesthetic. wand/magic doesn't always listen brain goes buzz burrr buzz buzz sparky spark.

the bad kind of posh where it's difficult to function? how will they feed themselves as a fugitive? they don't know how to do anything? cold beans in a can it is i guess.

highly highly allergic to like 47000 things, thanks inbreeding. probably has the diet of an aristocratic four year old.

has wanted for so long to be the thing their father would have deemed acceptable they now can no longer separate that from their ideas of masculinity. both hates and wants everything

simultaneously feels so unable to be those things, bracketed between a ancient and noble most house that has never seen them as anything other than a brood mare to feed and fatten

the most underhanded gremlin you've ever seen. always been tall and weedy and wiry but scrappy as hell. has no qualms about honor and dignity in an fight.

bites fingernails to the quick.

all situations are a fight, and all fights are brawls to kill.

probably banned from dueling club

ideas about sexuality and gender further complicated and tangled in this endlessly burning, all encompassing physical need to be a parent.

totally the rich goth victorian aesthetic? bram stoker step aside

who needs lipstick when you've got wine stains

would be a doting but completely overbearing, suffocating, toxic parent

will literally do anything for acceptance? has pretty obvious and severe daddy issues.

what's the opposite of a boggart? their thing is bodysnatching sirius black, having literally everything they ever wanted.

andromeda does not exist. they do not mention, they do not think, they do not still seethe and sob about the abandonment on a weekly basis.

was about 92% prepared to flee the country pre-wedding. whether that mentality continued post wedding is tbd.

laur remind me i want to DM you and talk shop re: the lestranges

also alexx with bella's favorite sirius 'i have vivid fantasies of slitting his throat and stealing his body' black

and kayla with the ultimate worst best ex-sister.