#so i'm happy even though it's not a big number🙂‍↕️

[ps-cactus]

Found out I recently had AO3 anniversary ✨ (it's 08 Nov if you're just like me and not friends with dates formats) (plus smth like ten years as reader perhaps 😁)

Ramblings ⬇️

Then I realised it's been more than a year since first ff story was outlined. I outlined the second one briefly at that time as well and wrote some vague idea for the third.

So much has changed over this time, I started actually writing after many years of break and now I have several wips and projects (one of them is just a little part of my work now, technical articles) (only one of my projects is fanfiction tho, and it's also the only one i'm translating).

And I joined fandom for the first time in years and met so many wonderful people and amazing creators.

Never I could have suggested I'll be posting somethings I write for.. people to.. actually read?.. and they say they like it?? wild! I'm still learning a lot (by reading and actually studying ✌🏻🫠) and there is a long journey ahead, but I'm glad to notice some improvement over time.

Someone once said—if you're not happy with anything you're doing, try to remember what brought you joy as a kid. I loved writing huge essays in school and some silly hp fics for my bestie to read.

So here I am to tell you to remember what used to bring you the most joy when life was easier.

Consider it a sign to try again (if you haven't already, and if you have - I'm so proud of you 🫂)

[hyunjins-orange-slice-too]

I have a friend over tonight! We can't see each other that much so I'm happy hehe :3 anyway sorry for not being active today once again :') I hope you'll like today's pictures!

He is shining 🌟💕

...if you don't like this pic I don't know what to tell you. Who are you?

Kissy face kissy face sent to your phone 𝄞

Soft Channie!

Him in a suit 😮‍💨 (all black ofc)

He's hot. That's it.

Your big hug today! I hope you like it <3

Are 3/7 of the pictures from your posts ? Maybe. Am I reusing 2 more on top of that? Possibly. But! There is one I haven't sent you yet 😌 even though I am 143% sure that you have already seen it lol

How was your day ? 🩵🩵

his smile!!!! gah i love him so much. he really is shining.

and you know i love that picture lmao you know exactly who i am. i will never be over his ‘so good’ performance and that mullet. 🫠 and you’ve got me singing the entirety of APT in my room rn lol it’s totally stuck in my head now. picture number 4… if he ever looked at me like that.. omg i would simply pass away. like.. that’s the ‘she’s talking and i need to pay attention but she’s so pretty’ type of look. he’s so dreamy.

and then him in an all black suit with his beautiful nose and lips lol he’s so handsome! and then the next one.. the sweat on his face and his neck.. i actually can’t talk about it lmao

and a big hug with his muscular arms! hehe need him to squeeze me so tight. my day was pretty good! i’m cramping pretty bad which kinda sucks but other than that it’s been good. 🙂‍↕️ i’m glad you’re getting to see your friend! it sounds like you’re having a good day too. :)

🩷🫂