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qourmet · 3 months ago

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i've been crying about it on alt cos i cry about a lot of stuff on alt & no one should ever be following me on alt because that's just such an unfiltered stream of conscience but the reddit repost of my art that was brought to my attention this week really fucking Shot me in the Knee & i've been toddling back & forth with a weird sense of Something about it

#it's like a mix between hyper defensive knee jerk reaction and imposter syndrome #this is the second time my art has been reposted on reddit #the first time was a roast session Years Ago about the subject material of the piece on reddit #so i don't particularly have Good experiences with reddit reposts & that's where the knee jerk defense comes from #i'm trying hard not to care & not caring means i downplay my own skill level #& i suppose that's where the imposter syndrome comes from #''it's not even that good what's the point of showing it to anyone else??''#idk man #screaming into the void #ik my shit is on pinterest too for whatever the fuck reason

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