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villainisms · 2 years ago

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and god knows crying ain't gonna change a thing / she said take care, but i take more than i bring / she said "it just feels inhumane to lose this much" / cause when you leave you know you takе more than your love

let all my red flags fade to white, yeah, i give up / don't let me leave, i'll only take more than i gave / okay, i'll pack my stuff / here at the end of days, my god, what have i done? / christ, now it feels damn inhumane to get all i've dreamed of

cicada days is such a q!slimecicle song to me i can not stop thinking about it like. ARE YOU SEEING THIS?

#fob mutuals i am so sorry for qsmp posting #i've been trying to keep it in but i am fixating on it i think #i am afraid that i have charlie slimecicle on the brain forever and ever </3 #i have so many thoughts on him #specifically on his reaction to the egg deaths #LET ALL MY RED FLAGS FADE TO WHITE YEAH I GIVE UP? him attempting to go on a murderous rampage fuelled by grief #not because he actually wanted to kill anyone but because he was so consumed by the weight of all of his mistakes #he didn't kill juana but he made the mistake of not valuing her as much as he should have when he had her #the guilt over not loving her the way that he should have burning bright but fizzling out just as quick #bc at the end of the day. taking lives would not bring juana back.#and then when he gets her back he loses her just as quickly through a mistake while he's trying to be good and do the right thing #the crushing guilt of not loving his own child as much as he should have and now the added weight of taking another's life #so he gave up. waving white flags. surrendering to fate and removing himself before he hurts anyone else but it doesn't matter #his absence does not keep juanaflippa safe and he loses her again because he is destined to lose what he loves no matter how hard he fights #my tragic cringefail mess of a character #q!slimecicle #qsmp #faust talks

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