#so far I've gotten all versions stemming from The Tower as well as all of The Nightmare versions

[saucy-mesothelioma]

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[absylphe]

✍ - a memory of their mother (slash lusus slash ancestor)

It's eerie. You have been alive a long time, connected to extranet -- you have met people from all sorts of time periods, timelines, and universes. This is far from the first time you've met a Porrim. Hell, you have met actual versions of your ancestor, as tragic and brief as those encounters have been.

It's been days since the revivification process and she's on her feet again, listening to Karkat's dancestor lecture her about something from where he sits on the couch. He's been struggling with staying standing -- you can't blame him, he's been dead for so long; many of your dancestors have long since forgotten things like gravity and nutrition in favor of clinging to memories of their lusi and homes. You've been secretly proud that Porrim has been doing well with the physical therapy, better than others. The lecture seems to stem from the fact that she had brought him a sandwich as a snack and he was offended that she had cut the crusts off.

"--furthermore, I'm perfectly capable of getting up, and furthermore I am perfectly capable of making food for myself, and even beyond that, I am perfectly capable of eating a sandwich with crusts on -- sincerely, the fact that you felt the need to do such a thing is more than condescending, it borders on hostility--"

Her ears keep twitching, and you can't get over how similar she looks to you from the back. You've grown your hair out before and looked just like that, though your personal style is a bit different and you're too nervous of both drawing blood and commitment to ever get tattoos. Very suddenly, she takes the plate back.

"Very well, Kankri, I'll eat this, since I am hungry anyway. Feel free to get your own lunch whenever you're ready."

He splutters, flustered, as she turns away from the onslaught and you duck back behind the doorframe, back against the wall. How long were you watching? That was rude, wasn't it?

"It's a little rude to stare," Porrim says with a voice that sounds not unlike your own. Her accent is a little more urban than yours -- she sounds like she lived in a city, maybe, rather than a big tower in the middle of nowhere. More relaxed. Casual. She sounds comfortable using contractions while you simply do-not, have-not, will-not.

"My apologies," you stammer out, looking at the floor. "I have been in the lab for the past week, I have not really gotten to meet anyone properly--"

"But that's not quite true, is it? You've been watching for a while." She crosses a tattooed arm over her chest and leans against an adjacent wall, crossing her ankles. Her ear twitches. "I can hear you, you know. Your pulse. You get nervous when you see me. You sound like you're on the verge of a panic attack right now, actually."

"I am fine!" You curl your claws into your skirts, trying to will your racing heart to quit betraying you. "I simply do not know what to say. It is difficult to understand how to approach..."

"It's not that hard," she retorts, taking a sizeable munch of one half of the sandwich. "You say hello, I say hello back -- look how easy, we're acquainted now. I'm Porrim."

"I sense that you have done this before," you mumble, chancing a look up. While you have difficulty with eye contact, she's staring directly at you -- you avert your gaze to the wall just past her, instead. You're not used to her with color in her eyes; every Porrim you've met before was a ghost.

"I've met plenty of Kanayas before. They're always nervous."

"Certainly." You don't know what to say to that. In that instant, it sort of felt like she pushed you away, a little -- shelved, like a book in the middle of a series.

"I'm trying to say not to be nervous. I'm not going anywhere, you can just talk to me." She polishes off half the sandwich, recenters the other half on the plate.

"Right..." The wind is out of your sails. This is not really how you imagined your first meeting, but it sounds like that first meeting didn't even matter much, in her eyes. You're at a loss for words to say. She seems to wait a minute before she stands upright again.

"Alright, well... you can reach out whenever you want," Porrim says, already moving to make her exit. "I have to go take care of this."

"Sure," you say, and you don't follow as she leaves. You've chewed the inside of your cheek raw, and now it tastes of blood -- nutritionally void, stuck between the sweet palette of the warmer hues and the savory palette of cooler hues, it tastes like nothing, not terribly unlike how you feel. From a room away, you hear them engage again.

"Hey, I realized I'm actually not that hungry. Would you eat this?"

"Fine, if only to keep you from wasting food. It is difficult for me to imagine that someone with your lack of foresight was supposed to be in charge of managing resources for-- wait, no, come back, I'll eat it--"

[burningrebelsworld]

Hello I hope you are doing well! I would love to do a exchange reading with you! My initials are db and I’m a Capricorn. My question is what does my fs higher self want me to know.

Fictional character that your fs represents:

“Oh I could just sit here and cry”

I feel like your fs represents Andy Bernard. When you first meet them they just seem like an entitled obnoxious wealthy individual that relies on a lot of showmanship and money to get what they want. They don’t seem aware of how privileged they are. For example if they hear someone having money problems they might ask why that person doesn’t go to their family for money. Or they might talk about how great first class is if they see someone booking a ticket for economy. They also seem really competitive even if they don’t need to be and have some anger issues maybe stemming from events from childhood. ( Note they will never direct their anger at you. I’m feeling like they will be greatly gentle and sweet with you. If they feel their anger rising they will tell you immediately and ask for space. However you become kind of an anchor for them)They are so used to getting what they want with minimal effort that when you come along they will be confused to why you aren’t “falling” for them right off the bat. Then they try to woo you in all the wrong ways. Ways that they think you might like without actually taking the time to get to know you. Visual: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KVpIEJVht-8 (0:42-1:15 and 2:29-2:53). Eventually they will come back and make a more genuine offer though. Visual: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RKJOOy3Tr78( 0:20-1:17). It takes awhile to get there and you will be turned off for awhile by their behavior in the beginning and how they act in general. However slowly you will see a gentler kinder version of themselves especially after a period where they allow themselves to self reflect. Maybe they start going to therapy? And you start to fall for that side. They will want to spoil you a lot and if they had their way you wouldn’t pay for a thing but it will be a testimony of their growth that they will respect your want for independence. I dont think you are looking for a sugar person you are looking for s partnership. Unlike Andy though they will actually keep their growth and try to build on it to be as great of s partner for you as possible. So in conclusion your fs will be Andy but if he’d continued to grow and change instead of backtracking. I hope this resonated. Please tell me if it did.

Heyyyyy!!! I hope you're doing well and taking care of yourself at this time wherever you are. Thank you sooooo much for participating in this exchange with me. Your reading *chef's kiss* 👨‍🍳 is one of the best's I've gotten so far! :D

Let's get to your reading, I love your question 🙋

What does your FS's higher self want you to know?

Right off the bat, he (please reverse the gender(s) as they fit) wants you to know that you're surrounded by some sort of ugly conflict and competition (especially if you're a student or this could also be at your workplace, but I'm getting career related tbh). There could be people secretly competing with you, acting in a shady and sneaky manner. He's warning you about a possible argument or disagreement that could take place leading to a lot of drama. I'm getting very chaotic vibes. You could be thrown off your vibes and it could leave you feeling very defensive and assertive. Your temper will be tested and it's important for you to stay balanced and not pent up any emotions. I'm surprised I didn't get the tower card (maybe this isn't as destructive as it sounds, a mellower version of it, perhaps). I see you feeling very lost, maybe you'll lose an opportunity that could help you level up, it's definitely related to your academics/work. I got two cards numbered 5 in a row and 5 is the number of transformation. You could be graduating soon, or relocating. This change is going to be very significant in your life, almost like a turning point. When you'll look back, you'll understand why it had to happen a certain way. He's advising you to allow yourself to go with the flow and not resist the change. If an opportunity presents itself to you, take it up and see how it works out to you. If it's career related, he's asking you to focus on developing long term skills and not losing yourself in the rat race. With the world card in reverse, you're gonna feel like your world has been shaken up (fr) but it's meant to happen this way. It's gonna be a stagnant period, but you'll get through it if you're flexible to change and don't act in a rigid manner. "Accept the challenge headstrong" is what I heard. I wanted to pull more cards, and yay, the cards make me happy. Despite all the challenges and confusion you endure, your hardwork is gonna come to fruition. The defensive energy could've been past energy I picked up on. If you're waiting for your hardwork to pay off, the rewards are on the way. You'll enter a period of financial abundance, your manifestations will start coming to life.

His advise: Don't settle for anything mediocre. Know your worth and believe in yourself. If you're considering applying for a job, go for it. If you've been contemplating switching careers, this is an affirmative sign. Prioritize your happiness and dont settle for anything less.

I'm obviously nosy, so I wanted to know the current energy he's embodying. He's been recently hurt 💔 by someone he loved very very deeply. He's shifting his focus to his career, and working extremely hard towards his goals and ambitions. It might take awhile before you meet him. :)

I hope that resonates with you! Please don't forget to drop a feedback if it does 💕💖

(I'll drop the feedback for my reading in your asks)