#so big and yet so small. I'll cheers to you bud on my 21 ok? Pour one out for you. We'll always love you. This family won't ever forget you.
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I'll be fine but this was the first thing that's gotten me to cry. I wish everything was different. It shouldn't have been like this
#drugs fuck everything up. Maybe he was always going to do it. Maybe none of us saw the warning signs. Fuck. Just. fuck.#all i can think about lately is how my mom said he was saying goodbye that last trip. I didn't know what she meant for years bc I didn't eve#n properly address the thought he was dead. I wanna hug him again. I should have been sharing a beer with him this year and setting off fir#eworks and snickering over his dumb jokes. He would've insisted on drinking with me. Six years. Six fucking years. I don't know how that's#so big and yet so small. I'll cheers to you bud on my 21 ok? Pour one out for you. We'll always love you. This family won't ever forget you.#You're gonna owe me a drink one day man. Fuck you making me wait so long#elias howls
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