#snickle's rambles

[niviferweeps]

i miss writing but there is nothing i want to write, its all bleh

[snicktheporcupinesreal]

geheheh i heard a about a gaggleirce or something he sounds fun!!!!!!

[niviferweeps]

back to the grind, got a lot to learn today.

[niviferweeps]

it is unfortunate that the only inspiration i've found while deep in dreadful depression is in a whiskey bottle— a dangerous way to live, and i found myself wondering if i'm doomed to repeat a life my grandfather has already lived. would i go blind same as him? tsk, tsk. better to give up. better to live without. guess i'll have to find something else.

[niviferweeps]

let the frigid north consume me whole, may the mountains take my breath and the ice bite my toes, slow the rot but not wholly, and when i am found, leave me be— for the north is my home

[niviferweeps]

i feel like going mad. just batshit insane. at least then, i wouldn't have to shoulder the burden of being expected to perform socially, instead they'd just look at me and say "oh there goes the local madwoman again" and move on.