#she.. she looked like she was gna cry. n then she said. 'ang galing mo anak' which i'm too emotional to translate rn
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noxtivagus · 2 years ago
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rambling in tags bcs today has been very lovely so far 🤍
I LOVE LITERATURE SO MUCH. MY FAV COURSE FR
#🌙.rambles#cont. bcs yk memories r eternal n far more important than#idk but my self-esteem deep down is strong enough that i really don't care abt those trivialities. i just want to be my authentic self#i'm rlly happy n proud of myself honestly bcs i make mistakes n i get anxious n wtvr but#deep down i know myself well n i cld ramble abt that forever but i do think. i really do love myself genuinely#like deep down. n knowing myself well like this n uh#other stuff i'm too. i can't explain it well rn but yk it's a bit lonely i don't know much ppl like me#most r either way older than me or are fictional or. my own twin. or yk w their mental health :c#i seem to relate well w neurodivergent ppl too in general i think#wait i'm so off-topic i really just think so much#BACK TO THE 1975 🥺 not sure how to say it to my dad n if i ever will but#one reason why i rlly like them is how sincere they are. they're intriguing n special. unique in the industry#their lyrics have so much humanity in them n#while a lot of music r like that. specifically why the 1975 is one of my fav bands is bcs#they're. mostly sincere. yk matty their vocal he's.. honest about being human n. deep stuff#n the whole band just seem like a bunch of good ppl at heart. none of us r perfect but i do think theyre 'good' ppl#for lack of better phrasing rn for what i specifically want to say bcs morality is so complex. i cld relate that to ffxiv rn#n several charas n 🫣 help i cld ramble on n on abt how life is just filled w sm#thinking of an article on matty earlier n i find articles interesting w. yk through the lens of the journalist n all#that just interests me so much too n fuck there's no end to what i want to learn n understand#i'm so excited for the concert. i'll do my best w other aspects of my life too.#n every time i make a mistake i really want to yk. not let it get me down too much. i really want to be so much better#i wore my hoodie the whole day yk maybe that helped w my confidence honestly 💀 WAHH IM SO HAPPY W TODAY ALRDY#even tho fucked up w a kahoot n my rank went down bcs of a stupid mistake over smth so easy but i wont think of it too much#just. a bit sad now compared to rlly sad earlier bcs i was first place too yk :^) n i'll be stressed for sure later w assignments but#i'll really do my best 🫶🏼 the only way through is forward.#n i'm not alone yk i always have apollo. i have my family. n then i have friends too 🥹#i rlly want to strengthen all my bonds tho yk n i'll work towards that by improving myself >:3#just got back home n ended up telling my mom too abt my day n ;;;;#she.. she looked like she was gna cry. n then she said. 'ang galing mo anak' which i'm too emotional to translate rn
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