#she's a new muse.. church girl next door vibes but her parents are lowkey giving cult

[malboraslihan]

'   you   can't   avoid   her   forever   though   '   she   practically   whispers   ,   fingers   drawing   circles   on   the   pattern   of   her   skirt   .   '   you're   gonna   have   to   talk   to   her   eventually   and   then   ,   what   ?   '   laughs   nervously   ,   cause   realization   starts   weighing   on   her   shoulders   .   sleeping   with   her   best   friend's   boyfriend   was   already   awful   enough   but   being   reminded   they   were   meant   to   get   married   ,   fuck   .   '   she   asked   me   what   we   did   during   the   summer   ,   if   we   had   fun   '   stomach   twists   with   the   reminder   alone   .   '   what   am   i   supposed   to   tell   her   ?   '

' lemme guess , layla asked if you'd seen me ? please don't tell her you found me , i can't face her right now ––––  her parents are talking about when i'm gonna propose to her and shit and like , i love her , yeah but after what we've done this entire summer ? i can't take that step . '