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angeltism · 1 year ago

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✍️ for whatever fandom would treat you yhe weirdest

OHH . This took some THINKING but def the bn.ha fandom . but maybe that's just bc my s/i existing there would fuck shit up sooo much like . she's kinda a Mary Sue,, (which I mean is great and amazing and she's wonderful and I'm wonderful) but maybe they'd be chill ????

Wait fuck fuck nevermind wait hold on I'm in the middle of writing this and I realized nawt only would she be treated weirdly for her flawlessness (maybe? I haven't reviewed her writing and backstory in years idk if she's actually Flawlessly Flawed But It's Kyute Tho™) but I have a feeling she'd be over t-rexualized (CRYING I'm talking like a YouTuber crying to nawt get demonitized it's almost 12am cut me some slack let me be silly and weird w how I sat things) or her relationship w my husband would be or both . and nobody would get her nuance right because she's a girl and we all know ppl love watering down fem characters into either mother, girlboss, whore or [literally irrelevant forgotten about] oh god . yeah ok idk how I didn't think of this but OHHH yeah she'd be treated so weirdly oml 🫥

#➳ the fool's mail box #➳ sender; anonymous #like she does fit into those very generalized 3 tropes but #she's also this traumatized girl who is so so tragic and who could have been saved if things were maybe just a little bit different #she's also this incredibly caring nurse but she's also a ruthless killer and she's also this massive lover of life and all living things bu #she helps to just destroy and destroy and destrou and destroy #and it's for love and she's so head over heels but she still makes her own decisions and js #*is just-#i don't even think i can purroperly put all of . HER . into words rn . and maybe that's just me being tired but i sure as fuck am nawt #trusting the fandom w her like ohh no leave her alone 😭😭😭#like she is so many things at ONCE and i feel like even if one or two sides of her were noticed by a specific amount of beings #then they'd neglect the rest of her .#she's a killer but she still loves and nurtures and cares and cries and 10000 other things #she can be motherly but also spiteful and immature and rude and cold and giddy and innocent and bright eyed #etc etc etc as i said it is Late and i could go on about her forever #does this make it sounds like I'm trying to make myself sound overly mysterious and complicated #lol don't answer that either way I'm hsppy #2 sY i dony care and ohmygod i am so tired holyshit #goodbgitht

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