#she spent the whole convo before that with an attitude of I'm pissed at you and I feel like you're not trying hard enough | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

catgirlwarrior · 2 years ago

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Tried telling my mom how I'm feeling about college and just got "well you just have to breathe and deal with it"

Not to be a quitter or anything I am one minor inconvenience, one fucked up ramen order, one sensory overload away from clawing holes in my skin and wanting to nap on a highway at rush hour because of this college "just breathe" is not going to fucking cut it

#rant #vent #like I get she's trying to help but that's Not Helping #she spent the whole convo before that with an attitude of I'm pissed at you and I feel like you're not trying hard enough #that's why you're such a failure at this instead of any kind of concern for my mental health #and like. I'm not going to do anything because I don't want to actually stop living #i know there is joy in life and I am loved and I love many aspects of being here #but if something is so horribly unpleasant and overwhelming that I immediately went from 'pretty much overall fine' to #'there are bloody scratch marks on me from stress' just dealing with it it needs to not be in my fucking life anymore

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