#she picked up kirby's guitar. the one she lended her so tara could practice when they weren't hanging out
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when tara can finally stumble her way through a song on guitar, what do you think she learns to play?
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i kept thinking and thinking and thinking about this and it made me realize even more how hard it would be for tara to play. like, painfully hard, seeing you almost always need your middle and ring fingers for the chords. so i wasn't sure if tara would start by learning a song she likes or just a random one in an "easy songs to play for beginners" list.
taking this into consideration, she'd probably list a few songs she wanted to learn and check which ones seemed easier to play.
one she wanted to learn (and i think could be the first!) but took a while was dreams by fleetwood mac; not because it was particularly hard, seeing the song mainly focuses on two chords (F and G), but the positions were kinda hard and it hurt a lot when she first tried it.
i wanna say at the point where tara decided to learn how to play, she was giving therapy and physical therapy another try. and whenever she did try to play and her fingers were shaking, her grip wasn't firm, or holding it for more than a few seconds hurt so much she had to open her hand and put the guitar down, it motivated her even more to put an effort into her next physical therapy session.
#when she finally could play the same chords for a full minute like at least enough to get through the first chorus#sam was the first person to see it#tara called her sister and asked her if she could show her something#she sat sam down on her bed and was Beaming. glowing like sam hadn't seen her glow in a while#she picked up kirby's guitar. the one she lended her so tara could practice when they weren't hanging out#and started playing. even if her fingers were a little bit shaky and the frown was ever present as she started to sing the first few lyrics#sam encouraging her along the way#singing the chorus with her#it was a magical moment for them#and when tara finished she couldn't help but cry. proud of herself for not giving up#because she finally did it#and sam is crying too#hugging her#because she knows how much it means to tara#it's progress. and it means so so much#she's trying. she's really trying. and it's showing results#tara carpenter#ask#kirbycarpenter#ma talks scream#scream#taralyzed tag
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