#she complains about the state of our shower yea girl its like that because we're poor and cant replace it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

jackalhadrurusluvr · 3 months ago

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craaaaaaazy that my dad was apologizing for being angry in front of me earlier (hashtag number one trigger for yours truly) and his girlfriend was like "no you dont need to apologize" girl you just simply cannot be surprised your children dont like you very much if thats what your stance is

#my dad learned how to say sorry and it instantly made our relationship 10000000x better #isnt that crazy guys who wouldve predicted that omg #(sarcasm)#also crazy that she thinks she gets a say in my feelings at all but whatevs #like sorry im not crying and visibly breaking down ive only had to hide these things for 12 years #so yea. ive gotten pretty good at not being obvious about it #(i was punished further if i was obvious about it so that was a good motivator)#sorry for traumadumping on tumblr dot com but its just so crazy #i can only hope that she will move out soon #she also gets so bitchy whenever shes asked to pitch in financially as if she doesnt have over a million dollars #(we can barely afford rent and groceries)#(she needs 24/7 care which my dad is giving her)#(she doesnt pitch in at all for anything unless its directly for herself)#like ok. i feel bad because yaknow. ive already seen what altzheimers does to people #(rip grandma. her funeral is this friday. feel sooooo good about that. this week is awesome.)#but also she just hasnt endured a single hardship in her life and it shows in literally every interaction ive ever had with her #and i just dont eff with that i dont #personally i would never get with someone who doesnt know what its like to be denied or suffer a single time #it just really grinds me teeth dawg #she complains about the state of our shower yea girl its like that because we're poor and cant replace it #its falling apart because its cheap and we've had it for a decade #crazy how that works bro #ggrrrrrrrrrrr. sorry. its been 2 months and i am not adapting at all #i cant say ive been a fan #saw my mom yesterday btw. in the store. and it was awful #i thought i saw her car in the parking lot and so i was already feeling dread #have to see her again friday #oouuurgghhghhghhghhghgghh.#at least tomorrow should be fine. its wednesday. wednesday is a good day of the week #it will be almost 90 degrees however.

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