#shared this on my private ig with the caption 'give me fall weather or i will choose violence' and i LOOK like i would choose violence dfghg

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A little eyesore

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Answering Random Questions

What are your likes?

Nature. Books. Kittens. 

What kind of personality do you have?

Melancholic-Phlegmatic.

What are your biggest pet peeves?

People who smoke in public places (or people who smoke, period). People who throw their trash anywhere. People who don't cover their mouth when they cough or sneeze. People who pester me when I don’t feel like talking.

What did you dream of becoming when you were young?

To be a polyglot.

Which country would you like to visit?

Madagascar. France. The Netherlands. South Korea. New Zealand. USA (Just to watch the NBA playoffs) 

What is the perfect place for you?

Anywhere safe and tranquil with the view of the stars or sunset.

What kind of weather condition do you like?

Cold and dry. (I hate hot and humid).

What are you scared of?

Heights. Cockroaches. 

What sports do you play?

Chess. Badminton. Table tennis. (I'm not good at them, though).

What kind of person do you like spending most of your time with?

A person who always makes me laugh.

Who is the most important person in your life next to God?

Mom.

Are you a creative or a logical thinker?

I'd say both.

What are some things you are good at?

Arts and crafts. 

What is supposed to be a secret but everybody seem to know about?

I have had a crush on RV, a physicist, since 2008.

What do you hate the most about yourself?

Being indecisive, overthinker, and pessimist. 

Who was your first celebrity crush and who's the most recent one?

Hyun Bin, a Korean actor. Klay Thompson, an athlete. 

What story would you like to share about your first love?

I was his first love and he was mine. He never knew I loved him, though. Back then, I was the only one whom he had his eyes on. He surely loved me and had waited for me for about four years. Most of my memories in high school were about him. But I was a man-hater for some reason and so he might have thought that for that long years of pursuing me, he didn't stand much of a chance. We were about to graduate in high school and we'd probably part ways so I decided to tell him I'd give him a chance — I was secretly falling for him anyway. It was my birthday when I came to school, ready to tell him everything but to my surprise, he and my best friend were already in a relationship that same day. Some of my friends told me that he might have done it just so he could ruin my birthday and to give a signal that he had finally given up. He had been in three succeeding relationships since then but I hadn't had one until I finished college in 2012. One of my old friends told me that he was constantly asking about me during the time I was away (I moved to Manila to study for college). I never knew that until then. I saw him just recently as I happened to be on the same public transport with him. I wasn't sure if he saw me. What I was sure of was that I had completely moved on.

What was the last thing you talked about in a deep conversation with someone?

Life. People. Relationships. Career. Self-fulfillment. 

What is your biggest regret or disappointment?

When I did not enroll in any review center prior to taking the board exam. When the results were out, I saw that I lag behind top ten.

What was the most recent event that you got frustrated about?

So... I knew this person for years because he used to be the emcee in the youth fellowship I used to attend when I was in college. I was a complete stranger to him but I knew him a bit. Few months ago, I saw his instagram account by chance when I was browsing for pictures of nature (which I would spend time looking at on instagram). I browsed his gallery and I was in awe of his nature photographs. But more than that, I was captivated and moved by every caption (turned piece of writing) he had in each photo. I then hit like on each of which amazed me. Surprisingly, he sent me a follow request and a private message. He must have browsed my gallery as well because he said I had a nice ig. We went on a short conversation for a few days and then he suddenly asked me out. I was also curious about him so I did not hesitate to tell him I'd love to — firstly, because I knew he's a Christian so he won't do me any harm, and secondly, I was really interested to go out with him because I find him a perfect fit. That was actually the first time that I agreed to go out with someone I barely knew. So there... He told me one night that he was going to our place the next day and asked me to tour him around the city. I was ready and excited to meet him but then I hadn't heard from him since the night he told me he was going to visit. He obviously stood me up on that day! *insert 20 different disgruntled emojis* I didn't ask why he didn't show up. Why would I? Haha. 

*What’s more frustrating is that I’m still looking forward to meeting him. LOL!*

Do you like the beach or the mountains?

I like both because I love nature. (But I prefer hiking and trekking than swimming, which I particularly dislike).

What is your biggest achievement?

I do not have much for myself. But to hear my students tell me that I am the best teacher they've ever had, I consider it as one. 

Are you usually early or late?

Late. I’m not a morning person.

When people come to you for help, what do they usually want help with?

Relationships. Family problems. Personal struggles.

What’s the best way to start the day?

Pray and thank God that you’ve got to live another day.

Who has impressed you most with what they’ve accomplished?

RV. He’s my ultimate crush (for more than a decade now). He’s a DOST scholar and, I believe, a polymath. He’s good at English and Science and Math. He’s my batchmate. He’s a physics educator who’s already doing his PhD at 26. He had presented his academic papers abroad and had traveled to many places in and out of the country. (I know many things about him but he doesn’t even know I exist. LOL)

What’s the most annoying question that people ask you?

“When will you ever have a boyfriend?” 

What could you give a 60-minute presentation on with absolutely no preparation? 

Most topics in biology and some topics in chemistry.

What quirks do you have?

I like animals only in their cutest form; I always wish they won’t grow up lol. I hate wearing pants; it’s so uncomfortable. I've got a sense of precognition or clairvoyance or whatever that’s called as; some people (usually the ones whom I haven’t seen for ages) would cross my mind all of a sudden, with no particular reason, and shortly afterward, they either appear out of nowhere or reach out to me through SNS. 

What was the best compliment you’ve received?

“Maybe there isn’t anything you can’t do well.”

Who inspires you to be better?

Jesus.

What is your biggest dream?

To be a philanthropist.