#shared pain soulmates lets goooo

[cadriona]

Rated: T

Words: ~4k

Pairing: Beidou/Ningguang

Summary:

Even as the cogs of Liyue harbour churned on, writing pages upon pages in the annals of history in a script penned by the Tianquan herself, an easy rhythm was found. Two souls, two people, but shared pain and shared love. And well, they were the Tianquan and the Captain of the Crux, of course they’d find some method to send messages to each other across any distance, no?

Or:

In a universe where soulmates share pain, an assassin tries to take Ningguang's life.

Gift fic for @joismarinn005! ♪(^∇^*)

[birbleafs]

[fic] A Much Ado About (PSI)oulmates

Series: Saiki Kusuo no Ψ-nan || The Disastrous Life of Saiki K. Rating: T Genre: Humour, Breaking The Fourth Wall Character(s): Saiki Kusuo, Aiura Mikoto, Satou Hiroshi, Akechi Touma, Toritsuka Reita Warnings: None, save for canon-typical shenanigans Summary:  Aiura decides to combine her divination abilities with Kusuo’s powers for a super special comedic segment on Affinity Levels. Fic can also be read on AO3 _______

Excerpt taken from clairvoyant Dame Mata-Mata’s advert for Amazing Psychic Services:

99.9% accurate affinity readings and guaranteed life-long happiness! Discover your twin flame with as little 10,000 yen per hour! Some would say it’s foolish to risk your future and wallet on such clandestine offerings, but we assure you, we are no worse than the underhanded brand marketing on children’s television series! Call 1800-TWINFLAMES -1234567 to book a reading today!!

***

Anyone who would believe such clandestine and shady offerings isn’t just a fool but a complete buffoon, Kusuo scoffs impassively at the flyer before him. This is definitely worse than the underhanded brand marketing on children’s TV shows.

“They’re a total noob at it, fer sure!” Aiura says, leaning in too close and posing next to Kusuo as she takes a wefie with her phone. “Like sure, the concept of twin flames and soulmates ain’t new, but to claim everyone has half a soul yearning to get jiggy with its other missing half for life-long bliss is like, a gross oversimplification.” I don’t really care to be honest, Kusuo deadpans. He stares sullenly at how Aiura’s arm is still wrapped around his; she offers him a cheeky grin and a peace sign, snapping yet another wefie before she finally slides away to the opposite seat. “Soulmates just have more natural affinity for each other,” Aiura says, batting her eyelashes at him coyly. “But just like with everything, it doesn’t mean you don’t need to put in any effort to make it work! Hey, speaking of which—the author has a super special birthday tradition where she writes and/or posts up a new story, so this fanfic can totally be about Affinity Meters, right?!” Don’t know what you’re going on about and still don’t actually care, Kusuo retorts, shoving a spoonful of coffee jelly into his mouth as he resolutely tries to enjoy his Sunday afternoon. But Aiura persists, easily breaking the fourth wall to elaborate further: “Just like how Kusuo can use the Affection Meter to quantify a person’s love for another, today we’ll combine Kusuo’s telepathy and my own divination abilities to measure soulmate compatibility via Affinity Levels! So, without further ado, let’s go, let’s goooo!” Aiura, no, Kusuo groans in quiet despair. “Miko-chan, YES!” Aiura whoops, fist-pumping the prologue away as the scene fades out. _______

i.

Satou Hiroshi

Conventional. Moderate. Regular. Behold the quintessential stock background character, the pinnacle of normality—Satou Hiroshi. Standing at a height of 169.9 centimeters and weighing at precisely 61.0 kilograms—the exact national average of a healthy sixteen-year-old Japanese male—he is the gold standard, the epitome of normal. It’s a shame then that few recognize Satou-kun’s remarkable ordinariness, Kusuo muses, watching said background character ambling down the sidewalk with an approving smile. Nevertheless, perhaps that may be to my benefit. Surely our Affinity Levels must be pretty high; after all, we’re both normal and regular high-school teens who do not stand out much— “I don’t think using your powers to make yourself inconspicuous counts though,” Aiura says as she glances over Kusuo’s shoulder, puzzled at his fixation on someone so… well, boring. Kusuo isn’t even listening. We both have regular aspirations and hobbies, seeking only to live peaceful days! “Funnily, I now remember peeking at Normal-kun’s fortune for Hii-chan. And get this, his biggest dream is being on stage as a rock star! Like seriously, how typical can he get?” —So, taking into consideration all of the above, Kusuo presses on, undeterred by Aiura’s commentary, surely we would hit it off as friends with optimal affinity levels! “Uhm, Kusuo?” Aiura nudges him with her elbow, pointing at the meter hovering beside them. “Not to be a wet blanket and all, but the Affinity Meter started running again as you were waxing lyrical earlier, so now it’s showing that Normal-kun and your Affinity Levels are like, really just two stars at best.” She leans forward, squinting at the screen. “Simply because he thinks you’re okay but still a bit of a weirdo. Dayum, the nerve of this twerp!” Kusuo stares wordlessly at her for a beat, slack-jawed. A-Ahyuu…?

Affinity Level: ☆☆ _______

 ii.

Akechi Touma

“It pains me to have to do this,” Aiura lets out a dramatic sigh. “But since Childhood Friends is a pretty popular trope in animanga, and therefore in fanfiction, I guess there’s no avoiding it.” Kusuo scowls, not liking where this is heading at all. It can totally be avoided. We can just avoid talking about it altogether. “Is that you, Kusuo-kun?” Akechi says as he suddenly appears at Kusuo’s side, curiosity in his eyes. “Oh, I see Aiura-san is here as well. I couldn’t help but notice how you two were standing and talking together so I thought I should come say hello, even though I was rather hesitant at first. I didn’t want to abruptly barge into your conversation, you see, as that would have been awfully rude, and I certainly don’t wish for you to think of me as rude, Kusuo-kun.” Yet here you are barging in anyway, blathering on incessantly like a runaway freight train, Kusuo remarks drily. “Well, I couldn’t help but overhear the mention of Affinity Levels,” Akeichi beams as he continues, unfazed by the jibe. “And I can’t say my curiosity isn’t the least bit piqued, even if I have little to no real interest or belief in the notion of soulmates. In fact, the existence of an actual soul remains debatable in scientific circles—” Exasperated, Aiura tries to interject. “Since you ain’t all that interested, mind if you just zip those lips for like five minutes? My hair’s gone all frizzy from the heat of your endless jabbering!” “However, these debates on the existence of the soul had also been instrumental to the understanding of the anatomy and physiology of the human body—” “Oh my God, please just stop yapping for ONE sec—!!” Aiura shrieks, tugging at her curls in frustration. She accidentally kicks the Affinity Meter to start running, and the lights blink and flash in a rapid blur before the meter gradually slows down to display four bright stars upon its screen. There’s a beat; the trio leans forward, staring at the meter in awkward silence. Kusuo’s brows are furrowed at the unexpected results; he shrugs it off as a fluke. Clearly there’s some technical issue with Affinity Meter (never mind that the meter works, in part, based on Aiura’s divination abilities, which have, to date, always been accurate). There’s just no way Akechi could ever beat Satou-kun on that scale, he’s too much of an abnormal— But Aiura is already moving forward, reaching out to grasp Akechi’s hand in a firm handshake. “Aiura-san? Is there something…?” She acknowledges Akechi’s curious gaze with a curt nod. “All right, I can’t deny it any longer. Not with that impressive detective aura of yours and with results like that on both Kusuo and my own Affinity Meter.” Oi, oi. Don’t start spouting weird nonsense now, Miss Abnormal! “All right, Akeinu! I hereby deem you a worthy rival in the fight to stand as Kusuo’s trusted sidekick!” “Oho! You’ve even given me a cutesy nickname as acknowledgment! I must say I’m quite flattered, Aiura-san.” How about I side-kick both of you out of my life right now? Kusuo sighs, mildly perturbed by this unexpected turn of events.

Affinity Level: ☆☆☆☆ _______

iii.

Toritsuka Reita

…… …… …… What, did you seriously think Toritsuka was getting a proper scene? He’s already way too pathetic. NEXT— “W-wait, did you just cut my scene?!” Toritsuka shrieks from the void like a headless chicken. “Don’t just write me off, Saiki-saaan!!” —Saiki exits stage left, pursuing normalcy. “And don’t just narrate yourself out!!”

Affinity Level: N.A. _______

iv. Aiura Mikoto

“At first glance, you might think we make for an odd couple,” Aiura says with a coquettish smile. “And how it seems absolutely cray that we could get along. Or like, that we don’t mesh just ‘cause our personalities clash way too much or somethin’.” She chuckles at the notion, running perfectly manicured nails through her luscious locks. “I mean, it’s obvs only those inexperienced with the inner workings of the heart would think that. Because opposites attract, y’know? It’s the push-pull dynamism between us that spices things up! Like two tango dancers stirring up a flame on the dance floor—it keeps things refreshing and exciting, but still comforting and familiar in the end, like sharing a nice, warm bath at the end of the day, or cuddling up together at the sofa, feeding each other spoons of dessert…” Aiura pauses, blushing when she catches sight of the Affinity Meter fluttering gently by her shoulder, at the line of stars glowing from the screen, a beacon of reassurance of their status as soulmates. She turns towards Kusuo, suddenly self-conscious as she tucks a stray lock of hair behind her ear. “Say, Kusuo… How about we head to that nice dessert buffet together and—” Only to realize she had been practically talking to thin air all this time. “H-Huh?! Aww, gimme a break! Where did you run off to this time, Kusuooo?!”

Affinity Level: ☆☆☆☆☆ _______ v.

Coffee Jelly

Good grief—finally some peace and quiet. Kusuo sighs as he leans back into the leather seat of his booth, in a nondescript cafe far away from his usual annoyances. He dips a spoon into his dessert bowl, lifting a dark sliver of coffee jelly to his mouth, and smiles in absolute contentment. There’s a soft whirr, and then a ping from somewhere below. He flicks a furtive gaze at the Affinity Meter hovering at the empty space beside him, curious despite himself. The endless line of glowing stars are probably a bit much, but he smiles anyway at the screen. Huh. I guess it works after all.

Affinity Level: ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

—End— _______ Notes:

It’s tradition for myself to spend my birthday writing and/or sharing a new fic (happy birthday to me!! lol). I also had this sitting in my draft for way too long and decided to kick myself to finish it. Apologies for any typoes/errors.

Comments and critique are always welcomed for my fics—I'd like to hear what you think, if you've enjoyed this! Thanks for reading :)

[yaaahbaekhyun]

STAY (1)

Genre: Fluff / Angst

Pairing: BaekhyunxOC

Summary: They say we’re all bound to our soulmates. So what will happen to your four year relationship with Baekhyun when he finally found his “The One”?

A/N: This would be my first ever story, idk what i’m actually doing hehe this is quite short since it’s just the beginning, I’d make the next chapters longer :-)

You shot up to a sitting position gasping for air. You were sweating and your hands were trembling.

When your mind was a little clearer, you looked at the clock on your bedside table processing the time.

10:24 am it read

You overslept again.

And you had a bad dream.

Yet again.

Not long after, Baekhyun came to your shared room looking so worried. He rushed to your side and sat on the bed, holding your cheek.

“What’s wrong, Y/N? Are you having a bad dream again?” He asked while rubbing circles with his thumb on your smooth cheek.

You only nodded and he sighed.

It had been the same dream for 3 consecutive nights. You would see Baekhyun standing not very far from you with a sad look in his eyes. You would try reaching out to him but whenever you do, a girl would always appear wrapping her arms around him. Baekhyun would be staring right back at you with so much emotion which was why it felt so real. He would slowly turn around to face the girl, entwining their fingers. You would panic and try calling out to him but whenever you tried to, no voice came out and suddenly there would be a tightening in your chest. You won’t be able to breathe as if you were drowning. That’s why you always ended up gasping for air when you wake up.

It was strange, and you wanted to know why you were having this dream over and over again. Perhaps it was your fear that you and Baekhyun have soulmates waiting for each of you which is why you were having them. You tend to overthink and it was a bad habit Baekhyun wanted you to stop. He just didn’t like seeing you stressing yourself over nothing.

“Baby, look at me” He said in a soft voice. You looked at him listlessly.

“It won’t happen, okay?” He tried reassuring you.

“Baek-”

“No, listen Y/N-”

“No, Baek listen to me.” You pleaded which made Baekhyun stop talking. He just looked at you with those loving eyes, egging you to continue. He wanted to know what was bothering you. He wanted to ease your pain.

“We’ve been together for four years…”

”And we would be together for four more, and another four, we’d be together until we run out of fours…”

”No….we won’t. Even if we wanted to” You said dejectedly. He removed his hand on your cheek and stared at you with a hurt expression. He looked like a kicked puppy right now and you just wanted to hug and kiss him but you needed to get this out. It was eating you from inside.

“Four years and you had been nothing but good to me. You were always by my side the same way as I was with you. I wouldn’t ask for a more perfect relationship even if I could. But…..but there would come a time we would have to let go. And I- I can’t….” You swallowed the lump in your throat, not daring to look up.

“Cause sadly, I don’t get a say in this, Baekhyun. And neither do you.” You said. You didn’t even notice you were crying until a tear fell on your lap. You weakly continued, head hung low.

“It’s inevitable. You will find your soulmate the same way I would find mine. We’re both bound to fall in love with someone else and where does that put either of us? Who finds their soulmate first? Tell me Baek, who would break first?” At this point you were only slurring out the words. You couldn’t speak properly because you were a crying mess and Baekhyun quickly took you in his embrace. Your head was on his chest, tucked in between his arms and he had this strong yet gentle hold on you. Strong enough to let you know that he doesn’t want to let go but gentle enough to give you a choice. So you did choose. And you chose to let him.

“Hey, no one’s leaving no one, alright? I love you so much and I won’t let some stupid destiny-soulmate bullshit ruin us. If I meet my soulmate, I would kindly ask her to leave me alone since I already have the love of my life right here in my arms. And if ever you find yours, well, I would beat the living daylights out of him until he’ll personally back down from being your soulmate.” He told you softly and it made you chuckle a little although you were still crying. There was something with the way he said it that made you want to believe his words.

“Baekhyun?” You called out after a few minutes of comfortable silence. He hums in reply as he keeps drawing invisible shapes to your back, soothing you.

“You’re such an idiot.”

You couldn’t see his face but when he kissed the crown of your head, you could feel the smile forming on his lips.

“I know, sweetheart. But you love me anyway.”

And you didn’t say anything because he was right. You did love him anyway.

“God, for a second there I really thought you were breaking up with me.” He said. You couldn’t stop the giggle that escaped your lips.

“You just started talking about how long we’ve been together and how thankful you were for having me, I was about to have a panic attack!” You rolled your eyes playfully at him even though he couldn't see you. But knowing Baekhyun, you know that he knows.

“You’re being dramatic, Baek.” You retorted and you heard him snort.

“I wasn’t the one crying!” He held you tighter while he laid back down on the bed bringing you down with him. He kissed the side of your face then whispered,

“And besides, I just can’t afford to lose you, Y/N. I love you too much.”

You only hummed in response. He looked at you in disbelief.

“I just declared my love for you and you won’t even say it back?”

“Hmmmmm…..next time.”

“You are unbelievable.”

“And you love me anyway.” You copied his words from earlier.

It was Baekhyun now who didn’t say anything else but kissed you while he entangled his limbs with yours because you were right. He did love you anyway. 

You ended up cuddling in bed for an hour and you wanted to stay like that a little longer but Baekhyun had other things in mind.

“Come on stinky let’s go take a shower, we’re doing groceries today.” He said nudging you on your cheek with his nose.

You grumbled because you didn’t want to go anywhere today. You just wanted to stay in Baekhyun’s arms because it was really warm and comfy. Baekhyun felt like home.

“Baby~ let’s goooo~ we need to do the groceries.” He urged and he was about to let go of you but you held him tighter.

“Can’t we just stay in bed? I like you hugging me like this and plus, I really have a bad feeling about this day.” You whined like a child. It was true, you felt like something bad was going to happen once you step outside of the apartment building and your gut feeling always turned out correct.

Baekhyun found you adorable and almost gave in to your request. But responsibilities are responsibilities. You could always order take out but he wanted to cook something special for you today since you have been so stressed lately. He also loves doing groceries with you because it made him feel like you were a married couple. He also loves showering with you. He just loves doing everything with you. Period.

“Nothing bad is going to happen, silly. Baby I swear you’re just overthinking again. Come on, let’s do the groceries. I love doing the groceries with you.” To your dismay, he was very adamant about his decision. He separated from the hug but immediately held your hand and kissed the back of it.

“Come on, I’ll show the world just how beautiful my wife is. But first, let’s take a bath.” He smiled at you adoringly before pulling you along with him.

“I’m not even your wife, Baek.” You blushed. He was just being his usual sweetheart self but you could never get use to it. 4 years into the relationship and he could still make your heart flutter.

“Hmmmmm….maybe not yet. But we’ll get there.” 

“I can take a bath on my own, you know.” You pouted.

“I know, but you love showering with me.” 

“I do not.” 

“Nuh-uh, that’s not what it felt when I was balls deep in you yesterday in the shower-”

“Oh my god Baek!” You hit his arms playfully with your free hand. You covered your face in embarrassment.

He smiled cheekily and crinkled his nose at you.

“I’m just kidding, sweetheart.” He said while he took your hand away from your face and kissed the tip of your nose before entering the bathroom.

Your “morning shower” took approximately one hour and thirty minutes.

The car ride was filled with laughter and random topics. This is another thing you loved about Baekhyun, being with him was so comfortable. You never ran out of anything to talk about because your thoughts just seem to align with his. He’d steal some chaste kisses whenever he had the chance and you weren’t complaining. It was a 20 minute ride to the small grocery store but it felt like it wasn’t enough.

You and Baekhyun were enjoying each other’s company while walking down from aisle to aisle searching for what to buy, making some good old grocery puns, here and there. Baekhyun was half way through his corny joke when he came to an abrupt halt. You looked at him and his eyes were wide open while he had a hand to his chest, as if checking his heart rate. 

“Hey what’s wrong?” You asked worriedly. 

He didn’t answer you and spun around to look at something or rather, someone. You turned your head towards what he was looking at and you saw a girl staring back at him in wide shock. You’re eyebrows furrowed. They were exchanging knowing glances while you were left confused. 

Who is she? A friend? A cousin? An ex girlfriend? You grimaced at the last one. An ex girlfriend was something you don’t want her to be. 

“You…” both of them said at the same time which would be cute in a different situation but right now, oh no, Baekhyun was YOUR man. He can’t be cute with anyone else BUT you.

“Baekhyun, who is she?” you asked with an edge in your voice too evident to be missed. You were panicking on the inside. You knew whatever this is that was going on between them must be stopped. This made them snap out of their little trance and the girl shifted her gaze almost looking apologetically to you which you returned with a sharp one. You were not going to back out from the staring contest until Baekhyun cleared his throat and spoke, voice sounding soft similar to a doctor breaking down the news to its dying patient, 

“Y/N….I think I found my soulmate." 

“Oh.“ 

You didn’t know what to say. You couldn’t move from where you were. You didn’t know how to handle the situation because you weren’t ready for it. You weren’t ready for this. 

It suddenly hit you like a speeding train. Those weren’t bad dreams you were having. They were signs. They were warning you for the impending tragedy that was happening right now.

This was why you didn’t want to leave the apartment because your gut feeling knew that this was going to happen.

And this was the first time you wanted your gut feeling to be wrong.

Baekhyun was looking at you. Like he was waiting for an answer. “What now?” was what his eyes were silently asking you. 

And you couldn’t do anything else but look back, silently asking him too. 

Perhaps her being an ex girlfriend didn’t sound so bad after all.

[yutamint]

can you feel my heartbeat? (soulmate!au hyungwon)

this was so much fun to write ok also this was 100% based on my experience at the monsta x concert in mexico this weekend except... hyungwon isn’t my soulmate :// but everything else here pretty much happened and i can’t stop thinking about it ok

pairing: chae hyungwon x reader

genre: fluff are you surprised but there’s like some angst?? idk if you wanna call it angst it’s rly nothing tho

notes: swearing SORRY but not sorry

word count: 2.1k

so here’s the deal: when you see your soulmate for the first time you can feel/hear your heart literally drop and the next couple of times you see them your heartbeat is pretty audible and it pains ur chest a lil bit but in a good way!!

let’s goOoo

you managed to get vip tickets to see monsta x w/ group photo

so obviously you are excited af bc i was

and you wait 8 hours until the lines finally start moving and everyone finally gets their bracelets and fuck you're actually shaking

plot twist changkyun is your bias and you have a sign and everything and you are just so excited to finally meet him

you've been practicing your korean for like months now and you're ready to tell him that he is your happiness

but you get into the venue and everything moves so quickly

and next thing you know you're in line with 19 other girls about to take a photo with the boys

and you shake so much and you're on the verge of tears

and kihyun notices that and out of all the boys he's the one to say hello to you and all you can do is nod your head and mutter "안녕하세요"

and so you take the photo and honestly it was 5 sec long but right before the staff tells you to get the fuck outta there, you make eye contact with hyungwon

and you look at him and you smile and you say "안녕하세요" bc that's all that can come out of your mouth

and he smiles at you and waves

and that's when!! it fucking starts!!

you hear a lil thud in your chest and you're like !!??!!! what is going on but you're like oh it's just nerves LOL

and you look at hyungwon and he's holding a hand to his chest and muttering something to the boys

and they're scanning around the room like who could it be

but you didn't see this bc you were leaving with everyone else

and you're just a teeny tiny lil bit sad that you didn't get to say hello to changkyun

but !!! chae hyungwon exists !!!

and so you make new friends in line bc everything was a mess and you guys shared complaints about how you paid so much $$ but only spent 10 seconds with the boys

and then they start letting you inside and holy FUCK it's a stampede

you literally run like the wind and ??? tbh it's the fastest you've ever run in your life

and you manage to get a really gOOod view?? like think third row right in front of the barricade before the stage

but .... so many people keep pushing and hitting... and the concert hasn't even started

and it was so bad and you look around and you see fansites being crushed and one of them is on the verge of tears

so you try your best to stick it out at least one song

but you can feel your lungs giving out and tears about to form

a few girls got pulled out by security bc they were having anxiety and panic attacks and you were like fuck.... i can't do this

so literally 30 min before the concert starts you fight your way through the crowd and you manage to find an empty corner of the section

still a pretty good view?? but def not as close as you were

and your friends end up joining you bc THEY couldn't handle it either so in the end it was okay

and the concert starts and !!!! HOLY FUCK !!!!

and you're on the verge of tears bc .... you've only seen them perform in videos and you've listened to their songs on repeat for so long... and now you finally get to see them do what they love in person

and it's so surreal?? like they are actual living angels...

so you get through the first couple songs and with your luck... changkyun isn't on your side!! but guess who is?? ring ding dong chae hyungwon

and the intro to ex girl comes on and .... this is one of your fave songs so of course you sing and dance like crazy while you record it

but you notice hyungwon looking at you... just laughing and smiling

and you feel your heart soar and the thumping comes back and it starts to get a lil harder to breathe.....

which is weird for you bc nobody was pushing on you and you weren't suffocating

so why was it so hard for you to catch your breath?

and hyungwon noticed it too bc as soon as he saw you dancing he couldn't help but smile

but then his heart started to beat audibly and he was like .... fuck bc his part was coming up but he couldn't even sing bc he couldn't breathe

and so he looked away from you and everything went back to normal and he could sing again!!!

but holy fuck that's when he realized... you might just be his soulmate

but you didn't get this at all

bc you were just like !!!! hyungwon noticed me i'm so jittery n nervous

and you're waving your changkyun sign in the air trying to get your bias to notice you

and hyungwon glances at it and in his head he's like "fuck changkyun"

and you keep recording all your favorite songs and stuff what not like normal

but you notice that whenever hyungwon comes over to your side

you feel a lil... different

you focus your camera on him more and you notice him looking at you and waving a lil bit

and you're like ???? why is he noticing me so much  oh my god

and your heart starts to ache and you're like fuck what is going on

so they're doing their little talk in between songs and while the translator is speaking, you notice hyungwon looking right at your camera

and you're like ..... hyungwon......

and hyungwon sees you recording and he smirks at you bc ... you're so cute recording the other members but he knows you'll notice him looking and he knoOoOws your heart is going to skip a beat

and he's right bc you feel your heart doing that weird thing again

and you're like fuck u chae hyungwon

and during white love he came over to your side and he waved up to the balcony but before he went back to the center, he flashed a lil smile in your direction

and you literally can feel your heartbeat like.. ringing in your ears

and then you start to think ..... is hyungwon my soulmate?

but no fucking way that could happen he's chae hyungwon from monsta x and well.... you're you

but the thought of you possibly being his soulmate lingers in the back of your head

and so during white sugar when they throw candy into the crowd you were so set on catching one

and you'd use your sign as like a lil racquet to try and hit candy in your direction

but nope nothing

minhyuk threw some in your section but the girls around you were faster

and then well well well hyungwon came along with his basket of candy and he tried to toss some up to the balcony but he was always a lil bit too short

but he saw you trying your best to get some and well... he wanted you to get one

but he didn't want to make it too obvious?? he didn't want other fans to think that he was giving you special treatment... when he lowkey kind of was

so he grabbed a handful and threw some not at you but neAaAr you....

and then you felt something hit your head

and noticed a candy fell onto the floor

and three girls near you dive for it

and you just look at hyungwon like... really

deep down inside hyungwon is like fUCK i hit them w/ candy

but he sees you look at him like [○･｀Д´･○] and he couldn't help but laugh at you bc you're already looking at him like that and you two haven't even officially met

and amidst the screams of the crowd he hears you call out to him "yah chae hyungwon!!!"

and it was then when he realizes that he wants to hear you say his name like that everyday for the rest of his life

sorry that was rly lame fuck

anyways the concert continues and they start blind

and once again, this is one of your favorite songs

so you're literally singing your heart out and minhyuk and hyungwon come along to your side of the stage

and minhyuk is just doin his lil thing

but when the lyrics go "she go low i go up" you dance along and point down and shit

and you see hyungwon point back at you

and you two make eye contact and both of you guys point to your chests

bc both of you end up getting chest pains?? but they def aren't as bad as before

and he just smiles and walks back to the rest of the boys

and by this point, some of the girls around you have started to notice that you were getting a lil more attention from hyungwon than the rest of the members

and hyungwon noticed this bc these girls were giving you death glares at this point like shooting daggers into you

and so he whispered into wonho's ear while their translator was speaking

"hyung i think my soulmate is over there holding a changkyun sign" and wonho looks over at you w/ hyungwon

you're talking to your friends like "why did hyungwon hit me w/ a candy"

and wonho says "stop paying so much attention to them, we'll find them later" and hyungwon just nods bc he gets it

so for the rest of the concert he keeps his distance from you

and you get a lil sad bc the concert is ending and it feels like he's forgotten about you

but that's not it at all!! hyungwon was just waiting for the concert to finally end so he could tell one of the staff to find you bc well... what if he never sees you again?

hyungwon couldn't deal w/ the thought of losing his soulmate.... he wanted to know what you were like and whether you were funny and liked to sleep a lot too

and he wanted to know your favorite color and your favorite ice cream flavor and what kind of movies you liked

and so when last page started and the concert was finally about to end, hyungwon waved goodbye to everyone

and he came back to your section and he blew kisses to the crowd

in hopes that you would catch one

but you didn't bc you were just trying your best to savor the last moments of the concert

and you felt your heart sink a lil bit

bc what a silly thought it was.... to think chae hyungwon was your soulmate...

so many other people screaming his name... like you were something special

and after they left the stage, you were about to leave

when someone tapped your shoulder and a man dressed in black w/ a headset asked you to come with him

and so you were led backstage, legs shaking and palms sweaty

'what the fuck is happening right now'

and so you were left in a room... by yourself.. not knowing what was going on

and you hear a familiar voice outside "are they inside?" and your heart does that same thing that it does in the presence of hyungwon, something you're so familiar with now

and he says "yeah, that has to be them. i can hear my heartbeat"

the door opens and you're face to face w/ chae hyungwon

fucking hyungwon

the first thing that comes out of your mouth is "why did you hit me in the head???"

and he just pulls you into a hug and he just laughs

and your head presses against his chest and holy wOW

you could stay there forever if you had to tbh

there was something about hyungwon's chest that was comforting and secure and just... it felt right

"i'm so happy i found you... and i'm sorry i hit you in the head....??" he trailed off bc he realized... he didn't know your name

"Y/N. my name is Y/N" and you two exchanged contacts since you were going back home and he had to continue the tour

but before you left, he pressed your hand to his lips

"you're stuck with me for a really long time, Y/N. i hope you can handle all of this" and he smirked at you and you know what??

suddenly he wasn't hyungwon from monsta x.. he was just.. hyungwon. your soulmate, hyungwon.

"yah chae hyungwon, stop being so gross" "you like it though" "who said that??" "says the 40 videos of me on your phone from tonight" "fuck off"

anyways i’m really emo after writing this i miss monsta x and i miss hyungwon thanks for reading again ily