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[obsidianpen]

Hi pen it’s vodka anon I promise I’m not an alcoholic (probably) but it’s Halloween weekend and that means it’s time to dress slutty and see a bunch of hot girls in their costume and make fun of men for their stupid ones. If you were wondering, I wouldn’t even say I’m dressed up bc I’m wearing a princess outfit and that’s honestly what I feel I am. Feeling festive asf so I’ll write an edited version of a Halloween classic- somebody’s watching me by Rockwell

I’m just a 5’6 man, with a fucked up life

I’m not allowed to work, hell ya I pay the price

All I want is to be left alone, in bitch Draco’s home

But why do I always feel, like I’m the twilight zone

And

I always feel like somebody’s watching me

And I have no privacy

I always feel like voldys watching me

Tell me is it a dream? (Or a gift)

When I come home at 11 at night

I watch the black magic light

Voldy calls me on the connection, I’m trying to avoid

But can the dark lord see me, or am I just paranoid

When I’m at the vanity, I’m afraid to brush my hair

Cause I might open my eyes and find someone standing there (#silentaparation)

People say I’m “beautiful” just a little touched

But maybe mirrors remind me of that psycho too much

That’s why

I always feel like voldys watching me

And I have no privacy (oh, oh)

I always feel like tommies watching me

Who's playing tricks on me?

… I don't know anymore

Are the death eaters watching me? (Who's watching?)

Well, is the stone watching me? (Tell me, snape, who's watching?)

And I don't feel safe anymore, ugh, that’s Bellatrix

I wonder who's watching me now (who?), the order of the phoenix?

Anyways if these edited songs are annoying you I shall stop bc they r getting a little long and maybe u don’t feel like posting this giant thing. ALSO, if you look up the lyrics and u read it with the back music it’s on beat and rhymes!!! Perhaps my love language is poems and love you the most pen. OH also update… after my confession, yes I am being made fun of for reading fanfiction at the ripe age of twenty. It’s 2024 and a girl can’t even read gay wizard porn without judgement??? But anyways, happy Halloween pen, I hope you and your family have a lovely time trick or treating…and if you post this happy Halloween to all the gorgeous gorgeous girls and gays here, stay safe, guard your drinks and have fun💗💗

okay so the lyrics are wondering minus Harry being 5’6”!!!! Maybe in the movies but not my Harry. I never doubted these lyrics were on beat. I expect nothing less. I am impressed you admit to reading fanfiction with irl people, I never did this and still usually dont (but my husband loves to tell people we don’t know, I despise this). Not because im ashamed of it, but because this then demands an hour long explaination of what I write and why, and then I have to explain my following and tumblr, and that gets messy fast. But when I was just reading, I guess…. Yeah I also never told anyone lmao. You should join one of the discords to find your secret internet tribe. Or just keep sending poetry here that’s fine too. Happy Halloween weekend vodka anon!!! I hope you’re not still trapped in a closet and afraid

[little-miss-dilf-lover]

I'm sorry I send the requests back to back, I was happy to see they're open again. Hcs for assassin reader who's married to tan and they all work together. (Like how we met, how he proposed, also how we are now as a trio, aka brainy but chaotic badass reader makes a comeback) Sorry if this too much, I'm aware you said hcs tend to take longer, please please take your time, don't rush! Love ya! 💗 💺 anon

hii! don’t worry about it honey! I love it, and also it’s no problem, hc’s are usually really quick for me, I can bang them out in half hour. thank you for requesting, hope you like it💌 love uu

hc’s/ imagines

tangerine x assassin!fem reader

— wc 503

✧.┊ MASTERLIST

okay so...

— I think that the three of you work incredibly well together !! 

— you all have strengths and weaknesses that amplify one another. where one lacks the other gains, so for that reason all VERY work well

— I think you're maybe more of the brains of the group (literally) you're able to hack and get into cameras etc ??? (idk any of the terms) lem is kinda the muscle and tan is more of the attack type 

— maybe you were assigned to help the twins for a mission, and since you worked so well, you stayed/ joined them and have been on countless assignments together. perhaps, the first mission was set at a ball, and you had to pretend to date (I read something similar a few days ago and forgot how much I loved it, so had to implement it)

— and (bc I love this trope) he finally saw you blahblahblah, and then confessed feelings after months of 'confusion' (he'd dance around expressing them for ages, and it would kinda be this angry love confession between the two of you) - but it would be sweet though, nothing mean or hateful. like "what are we doing?" or "I don't get you" or "you shouldn't be with him" or "why are you so difficult?" sorta thing

— but he's a total softie for you, and would propose somewhere that was meaningful to the pair of you. he doesn't like cliches, so he'd find a way to combat it

— and the ring ??? my GOD?? would be EXACTLY the one you want, like all the ones in your pinterest board, nothing tacky, nothing cheap, nothing shit, just beautiful and to your exact taste

back to before...

— maybe you keep them in line at times, like you're the only one that thinks. they react, but you respond kinda thing

— you taught them to think with their hearts too. ironically (bc you're an assassin) like the feminine/nurturing energy

— he goes love blind, so working with you is sometimes dangerous. all caution and thought goes out the window if and when you ever get injured. all he wants is to kill the one that hurt you, but you and lem remind/ stop him

— he knows you can protect yourself, so he allows you do to that until it gets to a point where he can't take it anymore. like he'd let you have your fun/ moment but wouldn't let it get too far (risk you getting killed) he would never forgive himself for it and would do something permanent 

— someone say romeo and juliet ??

— you definitely have lots of tan within you, but he admires and hates it. he loves that you're similar to him, but they're often the parts he dislikes most about himself

— PROTECTOR X PROTECTED!!!!!!!! (even though you're in the same career, just go with it)

— they'd both look after you and keep you safe. lem is like a bodyguard older brother, and tan is, well, tan

— NEVER let anything bad happen to you

— — — — — — — — — — ☆ — — — — — — — — — —

tan taglist: @tangerinesgf @kpopgirlbtssvt @like-a-fine-skylark @earth-elemental18 @ashlynhasmanyhyperfixations @idontknowwhattohaveasmyuser @thewinterv @navs-bhat @ilovetangerinewithallmyheart @theredvelvetbitch @randomawesomeperson102 @lov3lypeaches7 @princess-pebbles-things @astermath @dynamitehacke @boldlyimportantface @charmedkim @fruitlovertangerine @psiiconic @bubblezuku @sporadiccherryblossom @landryslove @daenerys-supremacy @dontknownameauthor

[thetriumphantpanda]

hi charlie! 

to say the vibes have been off lately would be an understatement, wouldn’t it? because there has been a lot of negativity, too much for a place that is supposed to be about finding an outlet for your creativity and people to share your interests.

i know it has been difficult, draining to be around here and face all the discourse cankering the fandom. 

because of all this negativity, i believe it is important to try and balance it out with some kindness. so here i am, doing a little check-up on you <3

so first, how are you, really?

everything you feel regarding what is happening is valid and you deserve to feel happy and safe around here. so please, make sure you take the time you need from posting, from sharing fics, even just from being on the platform. i want you to know it’s okay and i support whatever you decide, for whatever reason.

i also want you to know that you have your place here, as much as the rest of us. you’re loved and wanted and i can assure you the fandom is a far better place with you in it.

i hope you’re taking care of yourself outside of tumblr as well. please remember to stay hydrated and to eat something 🫶🏼

now i would like you to sit back and enjoy the perfect, quiet night in with joel <3

do not hesitate to reach out if you need to talk, i’m here for you! sending you all my love and so many hugs ��

anna 💗

Ahhh Anna, this is so sweet of you - thank you for taking the time to try and combat so much of the negativity on here by spreading some love - it's so important!

I have had so many thoughts about what's been going on lately, some of which I'll share here, but I'll put under a read-more so if you're not wanting to read discourse, you don't have to!

I'm going to go and enjoy my quiet night in with Joel, because that would absolutely fix me right now and thank you for sharing that with me. He's making me a cup of tea right now and is going to bring it to me, we'll watch TV and I will continue crocheting a blanket for us to snuggle up under!

Take care of yourself Anna, and thank you for always being kind and wonderful on here!

If you've been around here a while, you'll know that I rarely, if ever, get involved and wade into the discourse that floats around often. It's not because I don't care, it's because this blog has, and always will be, my way to escape the pressure of my real life. I have enough personal drama to contend with outside of the internet, and I very rarely want to allow it to bleed into the one space I have where I can escape for some peace.

That being said, it has become harder and harder for me to ignore the absolute storm of shit that has been swirling these past weeks. My friends and mutuals having their works blatantly stolen and then receiving hate when calling this out. People I look up to and whose writing I enjoy being attacked for presenting certain kinks. The insane rise in anon hate being spouted not just here, but across other sites as well. It's all too much and it all has to stop.

The people on this site create fic because they enjoy it. They graciously and selflessly write thousands of words for your enjoyment, for free might I add, without asking for very much in return. They write often around full-time jobs, school work and through personal and health issues. They agonise over making sure their work is as good as they can make it. They don't owe you anything, we don't owe you anything. We do this because we enjoy it, but the current climate on this absolute hellsite is making the enjoyment really fucking hard to find these days.

Be kind to each other. Stop hiding behind the cloak of anonymity to spew hate and be mean. Stop stealing other people's work. If you come across a fic that has warnings or themes that aren't your cup of tea, stop reading and walk away. Take a step back and think about what will happen if writers are continuously driven off this site.

[honeyedmiller]

hi dev! 

to say the vibes have been off lately would be an understatement, wouldn’t it? because there has been a lot of negativity, too much for a place that is supposed to be about finding an outlet for your creativity and people to share your interests.

i know it has been difficult, draining to be around here and face all the discourse cankering the fandom. 

because of all this negativity, i believe it is important to try and balance it out with some kindness. so here i am, doing a little check-up on you <3

so first, how are you, really?

everything you feel regarding what is happening is valid and you deserve to feel happy and safe around here. so please, make sure you take the time you need from posting, from sharing fics, even just from being on the platform. i want you to know it’s okay and i support whatever you decide, for whatever reason.

i also want you to know that you have your place here, as much as the rest of us. you’re loved and wanted and i can assure you the fandom is a far better place with you in it.

i hope you’re taking care of yourself outside of tumblr as well. please remember to stay hydrated and to eat something 🫶🏼

now i would like you to sit back and enjoy the perfect, quiet night in with joel <3

do not hesitate to reach out if you need to talk, i’m here for you! sending you all my love and so many hugs 🫂

anna 💗

hi anna. this is so sweet, and i absolutely love the moodboard.

truthfully, i’m feeling very frustrated with everything that’s been going on lately. from the plagiarism, hateful anons, fatphobic asks and racist slurs being targeted at my mutuals and people i consider my friends is just so fucking gross.

i think i can speak for a few people on here when i say this shit has gotten completely out of hand. the bullying in this fandom is unfathomable and disgusting. these anons are always so bold when they have some really mean shit to say and quite frankly, it’s just draining to see, and i’m sure it’s even more exhausting for the people who are actively going through it themselves.

this used to be such a fun space. i love interacting with everyone on here and sharing my writing and other incredible stories on here, but it’s hard to do so when you feel paranoid about random people following you that may plagiarize your stuff or people who keep a watchful eye on you just to spite you and be hateful.

it’s just not fair. i know we all try and say we can’t let people like those anons “win”, but in all truthfulness, it’s just so tiring seeing something every single day on here. my heart hurts for my friends who constantly get hate, get plagiarized, or even have racist slurs thrown at them. it makes me feel really uneasy and i honestly think these anons forget that most of us are here because we all support one proud chilean man.

this is supposed to be a safe space for everyone, and it’s quite honestly the complete opposite.

sorry for the rant, but things have honestly just gotten so out of hand.

i appreciate you checking in though, you’re so so sweet and the fandom really could use a kind heart like you. i’m so happy you’re in this space, anna. much love 🤍

[konigsblog]

HI ORLAAAAA <3!!

I noticed how much extra shit you’ve been seeming to get lately. I just wanted to check in and make sure you’re okay. Those people suck. If you ever need to take a break or anything just know that we’re all okay with that and happily support you !!

Stay safe and happy love, and take great great GREAT care of yourself!! 💞💞🫂

hello, my dearest !! i appreciate you sending me this - i'm doing alright, i guess, sometimes it's irritating because it feels as if i'm alone,.and being made out to be crazy just pissed me off. i understand that receiving hate comes with having a platform, but people's lack of comprehension and empathy will always shock me. i'm just thankful i'm not these people, i could never be so unsympathetic and cruel towards someone, especially if they could possibly be struggling. i think that just shows that anon's motive was to shame and judge someone, not come across as understanding or whatever. 🫂🌷

i appreciate your sweet words, my lovely :')) the positivity will always outweigh the negativity, i appreciate you. 💗

[cckaisen]

This is my first time writing for a jjk request, so completely sorry if it sounds bad 😭

Can i request a jjk smau with an s/o who absolutely loves baking? Just sends their love baked goods whenever they can! The craving of fluff might wear off into angst but that’s for another time :3

If you do this request, thank you from the bottom of my heart! I absolutely love your works. But please remember to take a break! - 🥮 or 🧇 anon

THIS REPLY BEEN IN MY DRAFTS FOR OVER A MONTH . i am so sorry 🥮anon . this was such a cute idea too u couldn’t have been sweeter , sorry for not replying to this sooner 💔 i love u and i loved this thought . request is done here ( even tho u probs alr saw it a MONTH AGO😭 ) stay safe 💗💗

[horrorhot-line]

GIRL? i just discovered your blog and idk if you’re going to see this, but i LOVE your writing for saiki, its just sooooio PERFECT!! and i feel you, i haven’t returned from hiatus for a LOOOONG time, but the fandom im writing for (my jjk stans) have a lot from where to eat tbh, you’re basically CARRYING the s.k fandom all alone in your back and MAD RESPECT because you’re doing an AMAZING JOB, im literally so impressed by your writing and how good it is!! i really wish you the best and i wish i could express better of how much i appreciate your work (english is not my first language) stay safe!!! 💗

i thought i used to be a big part of the saiki k fandom until i stopped updating and i thought i fell off but this comment makes me feel so special so thank you ;-; i hope people still remember me from 2020 and i'm so glad you do it means the world honestly

thank you so much seriously this is such a confidence boost and excuse me it doesn't matter if they have a lot to feed from because it's not YOU or YOUR MAJESTIC WRITING (like i read your sugar daddy gojo falling in love with his sugar baby and god damn lord have mercy) so yes there might be others who write for jjk but your work is uniquely yours and i'm sure like me your fans will eagerly wait thy return

also thank you for sending the ask non anon mode bc i can follow you back <3333

[mothandpidgeon]

hi moth! 

to say the vibes have been off lately would be an understatement, wouldn’t it? because there has been a lot of negativity, too much for a place that is supposed to be about finding an outlet for your creativity and people to share your interests.

i know it has been difficult, draining to be around here and face all the discourse cankering the fandom. 

because of all this negativity, i believe it is important to try and balance it out with some kindness. so here i am, doing a little check-up on you <3

so first, how are you, really?

everything you feel regarding what is happening is valid and you deserve to feel happy and safe around here. so please, make sure you take the time you need from posting, from sharing fics, even just from being on the platform. i want you to know it’s okay and i support whatever you decide, for whatever reason.

i also want you to know that you have your place here, as much as the rest of us. you’re loved and wanted and i can assure you the fandom is a far better place with you in it.

i hope you’re taking care of yourself outside of tumblr as well. please remember to stay hydrated and to eat something 🫶🏼

now i would like you to sit back and enjoy the perfect, quiet night in with din <3

do not hesitate to reach out if you need to talk, i’m here for you! sending you all my love and so many hugs 🫂

anna 💗

This is so sweet Anna. I love that you are spreading some good vibes.

Things have been pretty shitty as of late but I have hope for this community. And I’m not trying to downplay the shit I’ve seen recently— racism, plagiarism, trolling, old fashioned burn book shit. Yesterday I saw someone use an international humanitarian crisis as an excuse to talk shit about someone when their real “crime” is having a large follower count.

I’ve been in this fandom since 2021. I’ve gotten hate and been blocked. I’ve been talked about on other platforms. This isn’t new.

But I have never felt more in community with the rest of this fandom. When I joined, I always felt like I was outside of the clique. There’s definitely been a vibe shift in the right direction. I held myself back from saying it bc I was high and mushy but the @swiftiscruff gift exchange was so lovely. I felt like everyone’s front doors were open and it wasn’t cringe or scary to show others how much we love them and their creations. I saw a beautiful future for us! And all the negative shit sucks but I see a lot of rallying around those that need support.

What I’m trying to say is the people that make up this fandom (not the anons or the trolls) are so welcoming and positive

Anyway, Anna, back at you and also I am open for anyone in this fandom who wants to say hi or needs support or just wants to talk about our blorbo. ❤️

[javierpenaispunk]

hi jessica! 

to say the vibes have been off lately would be an understatement, wouldn’t it? because there has been a lot of negativity, too much for a place that is supposed to be about finding an outlet for your creativity and people to share your interests.

i know it has been difficult, draining to be around here and face all the discourse cankering the fandom. 

because of all this negativity, i believe it is important to try and balance it out with some kindness. so here i am, doing a little check-up on you <3

so first, how are you, really?

everything you feel regarding what is happening is valid and you deserve to feel happy and safe around here. so please, make sure you take the time you need from posting, from sharing fics, even just from being on the platform. i want you to know it’s okay and i support whatever you decide, for whatever reason.

i also want you to know that you have your place here, as much as the rest of us. you’re loved and wanted and i can assure you the fandom is a far better place with you in it.

i hope you’re taking care of yourself outside of tumblr as well. please remember to stay hydrated and to eat something 🫶🏼

now i would like you to sit back and enjoy the perfect, quiet night in with javi <3

do not hesitate to reach out if you need to talk, i’m here for you! sending you all my love and so many hugs 🫂

anna 💗

Anna, this is so sweet, thank you for spreading some much needed love around here.

So, how i am feeling...

I'm not gonna lie, these last few months on Tumblr haven't been easy. And I'm guessing it hasn't been easy for many others. It really breaks my heart to see how easy it is for some people to spread hate and forget that behind an url there's a human being with feelings. People constantly fighting because they have different opinions, people stealing other people's work, people sending anon hate and people feeling like they can't find their place here. I hate that a place where we're supposed to share our love for someone/something can be so toxic sometimes.

I've had that feeling, several times, that I simply didn't fit in in the fandom and that as non writer I don't bring anything to the fandom. But then I think about the few amazing people I got to meet here and how happy interacting with them and getting to know them make me feel. These people are so important to me and are the reason why I log in every day.

On an even more personal note, I've been seeing a psychiatrist for a few weeks now and my new medication seems to work (fingers crossed it stays that way) because I have more good days than bad days. I hope that people who also deal with mental issues make this a priority and ask for help because they are definitely not alone.

Thank you again for this lovely message, Anna, and for this beautiful moodboard of my sweetheart, Javi.

I'm sending much love your way 💜

[reedrchards]

hi sib! 

to say the vibes have been off lately would be an understatement, wouldn’t it? because there has been a lot of negativity, too much for a place that is supposed to be about finding an outlet for your creativity and people to share your interests.

i know it has been difficult, draining to be around here and face all the discourse cankering the fandom. 

because of all this negativity, i believe it is important to try and balance it out with some kindness. so here i am, doing a little check-up on you <3

so first, how are you, really?

everything you feel regarding what is happening is valid and you deserve to feel happy and safe around here. so please, make sure you take the time you need from posting, from sharing fics, even just from being on the platform. i want you to know it’s okay and i support whatever you decide, for whatever reason.

i also want you to know that you have your place here, as much as the rest of us. you’re loved and wanted and i can assure you the fandom is a far better place with you in it.

i hope you’re taking care of yourself outside of tumblr as well. please remember to stay hydrated and to eat something 🫶🏼

now i would like you to sit back and enjoy the perfect, quiet night in with javi <3

do not hesitate to reach out if you need to talk, i’m here for you! sending you all my love and so many hugs 🫂

anna 💗

oh anna this is such a nice thing to wake up to!!!!!!!

things have been a little wild, huh? i love logging on after a long day, but to see people getting attacked by anons and writers being targeted by gaslighting plagiarists is just fucking insane!!

but i’ve been okay for the most part 💕 just dealing with mundane life things; working, paying bills, cleaning, trying to give my shaky 7yr relationship some much needed tlc.

i hope you’re doing well yourself and thank you for spreading so much love through the fandom. seriously, it doesn’t go unnoticed and god, how lucky are we to have you around? 💖

p.s. that moodboard got me fucked up

[katetorias]

A tip for your mental health (and Jack's too), block absolutely ALL anons who say you're faking being plural/a system, it's a great way to improve your online experience, and to be honest a huge part of your audience is loving your content, besides, you two (maybe more?) are the only ones who know what's going on in your brain, these idiots have nothing to do with it.

Sending lots of love for y'all, stay safe! 💗

Thank you!! I’ll def start doing that from now on, honestly I forgot you could block anons lol.

[sebsxphia]

Rhett only being able to fall asleep when he feels safe, so the only time he every sleeps is when you’re around 🥲

“I said sit still.” You ordered, patching up a cut on his side.

Rhett didn’t have a good night. At all. With everything going on with his brother and the police, he has a lot going on in his mind.

“I’m sorry, darlin’. I just can’t sit still lately.” He said looking down at you. Rhett was sat in the rocking chair in his bedroom with you at his feet, still patching him up.

“Rhett, I can tell when you’re not okay. Why won’t you talk to me?” You asked softly reaching up to hold his face. Rhett leaned into your touch immediately.

“Don’t trouble yourself with it, sweetheart” Rhett placed his hand on top of yours.

You studied him. You can tell he really didn’t wanna talk about it, and you understood that.

“Just know that you can always talk to me.” You stood kissing his head. You went to walk away, but Rhett pulled you back, resting his head against your torso.

“Would you stay, sweetheart?” His voice was exhausted. You’re the only one who ever made him feel loved, like he didn’t have to hide who he truly was with you. He also slept like a baby when you were over.

“O’ course, cowboy.” You smiled. You helped him change and changed yourself before slipping into bed with him. The moment his head hit the pillow he was sound asleep.

“Sleep tight. M’ love.” You whispered kissing his head.

Pls I just need to hold him and run my hands through his hair until he falls asleep I just miss my slutty sad cowboy

“Would you stay, sweetheart?” His voice was exhausted. You’re the only one who ever made him feel loved, like he didn’t have to hide who he truly was with you. He also slept like a baby when you were over.

I’M GONNA THROW A FUCKIN’ CHAIR DEAR ANON, THIS IS BEAUTIFUL! AND RHETT BEING SAT IN HIS ROCKING CHAIR IN HIS ROOM! THIS IS SO CHILDHOOD SWEETHEARTS CODED I’M GONNA CRY 🥺

i’m truly at a loss of words for how perfect this is my dear anon. thank you so, so much for sending this wonderful piece to me 🥺 ilysm! 💌💗

[londonlock]

I have a new obsession with Micheal Sheen and if you look on Spotify you can find him read Shakespeare sonnets and all that and to most popular one is a passage from Persuasion and it has a chokehold on me. His voice and emotion. He has such talent it is unbearable. I think you should look into all the other things he has done.

I myself, saw the heartbreak ahead of time and so have not watched Good Omens Season 2. But still I watch fan edits and my soul does ache over and over again from it. I will wait for season 3 but my love for Micheal Sheen does threaten to ruin my temporary safety from heart break.

I am sorry to torture you so.

hello again!!! no worries about the torturing sbdjsjs! well i have visited spotify and well….. you have cursed me. you have let me bleed out in your arms. you have put water 10 metres away when i only have strength for 9. he has such a different voice for arizaphale! his real voice is - you know i’ve been listening to too many of his sonnets when all you can talk in is metaphors. ok his real voice is honey, it’s a clear stream, it’s bare feet in sand, all combined. yeah i have a glimpse into why you are so spellbound. “i am half-agony, half-hope” what the fuck. what is this wizardry. well this is something i must investigate further sbxbsn

welllll about good omens s2. it’s difficult and painful and frightening but you probably gotta watch it. (unless it literally threatens ur safety as u mention. then all that matters is that u love michael the least dangerously as possible sksnxns. stay safe. and if so then reject the rest of this paragraph.) this is the PERFECT time because you’re so deeply enamoured with michael. bc of that youre gonna have the BEST time. your heart and soul and brain and body and feelings and entire existence will never experience good omens 2 the way you can experience it now. have a cry, scream into a pillow, wiggle your legs a lot (this might just be me sbxbjs) and maybe then you can watch it. even if you know about the heartbreak, as you say, there’s still SO much to be discovered. i am holding your hand. but anyway. it’s all ok. you’re good either way <3

thank u anon!!!! if only we could meet again rather than being two sailboats on the ocean passing each other and never to be seen once more. i am full of wanting to talk about the sheen sonnets (a term i just coined) and also how you went with good omens s2. pls accept this as an invite to send any more updated asks!! or if you want to then dm me, you have good takes and we might get along a bit, and actually be able to talk about this stuff. i dont want to be a sailboat. but take care of yourself first and foremost! ily! 💗

[onlyjaeyun]

HI ZADIE OMG this is actually my first time sending an ask to u but HIIII HRU i hope you're doing great, just wondering if we can expect any oneshot texts type of stuff in the future or sometime soon bc theyre my fav type of stuff u write and i've literally been looking at your account everyday (no seriously, i remember your account only having a few posts when i first followed u and came across your account and i loved ur texts content so much i got attached)🤭 but who am i to request anyway i'm literally nobody🙁💔 you do you, take your time, no pressure (especially since you have an ongoing smau rn, i love poison so much btw), stay healthy, be safe, take care of yourself🥹🫶 you're one of the sweetest souls ever i hope you know that🫶 dont let anyone bring you down no matter what youre going through🫶

-🐰(i dont think you have an anon list or refer to your anons with emojis but i wanna keep my name a secret so i hope a bunny emoji will suffice for now🥲 ilysm)

aaaah this is so so so cute, thank you so much baby!🥺 and i do text reqs every now and then but forget to link them so just scroll through the member's tag and you'll probably find another one here and there, sending you the fattest kiss ever!!!!🥺💗🩷🧸

[enhas-bestie]

Happy New Year!!

Thank you sm for keeping me company on this app, sending in asks or simply just reading my fics and leaving a like or reblog.

I hope 2023 is a lot kinder to us than 2022 was. Praying that we all stay happy and healthy in the year (and years) to come. Whatever new obstacles are in store for us, I hope we'll be able to persevere💓

This is dedicated to everyone who sees this on their dash ( I seriously, seriously wish you all the best!! Please take care of yourselves and stay safe!!) but here are a few mentions off the top of my head: @navsnct @blossomnct @lullabyinparis @masterofdoom @hannikz @honeyhuii @sunoodilocks @missmadwoman @maiverie @szeongrimin @blurredplatform

(And to so many more!! I have a gut feeling I'm forgetting to tag ppl I'm so sorry😭 (my brain is fucking fried) <\3 But just know that I'm very grateful for everyone who has ever interacted with me, sent me in anything - whether it was an ask/reply or one of those tag games. Thank you!!

(Also thank you to all the Anons who sent in asks; by some chance I hope ya'll see this and have a lovely new years as well!!)

(For some reason this is starting to feel like more of an appreciation post😭 Just... Happy New Years everyone!! 🎊💗)

[honeyed-sunflowers]

I posted 4,420 times in 2022

That's 3,031 more posts than 2021!

259 posts created (6%)

4,161 posts reblogged (94%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@your-brittle-heart-warm

@lostinthestarsss

@1989tv

@garden-of-the-soul

I tagged 840 of my posts in 2022

#asks - 166 posts

#moots &lt;3 - 72 posts

#anon - 39 posts

#sakshi ✨💕 - 37 posts

#taylor swift - 35 posts

#sparklingstar 🧡🧡🧡 - 27 posts

#thank you! 🍭 - 26 posts

#picrew - 25 posts

#tag games - 21 posts

#🫀 - 16 posts

Longest Tag: 105 characters

#your spotify was tay-tay-fangirl-original-motion-picture-soundtrack-awkward-middle-school-slow-dance bad.

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

heaven sounds like this 💗

28 notes - Posted May 6, 2022

#4

Tag ur top 10 moots and write smth nice abt them!(if u want to tag more than 10 that's fine!)

hey, anon! thank you for sending this ask!! i'm gonna tag all my adorable mutuals and/or people i love! ❤️

@sugarspiceandeverythingnoice @sparklingstarr-tv @your-brittle-heart-warm @1989tv @doctorcheeseburst @cruelestwonderland @midnights-13 @toowisetotrustme-toooldtocare @allyonthemoon @candyswiz @ourstv @kazzlethedazzle @taylorswifff @midnights-xiii @lostinthestarsss @lovethethief @garden-of-the-soul @salenagomez @dried-roses-old-letters @vesperaverysage @fearlesslymarta

you guys have made my year so wonderful with your kindness, jokes, and infinite love and care. 🥺🌻

i'm also using this opportunity to let you all know that i'm going on a long break now until all my exams are over. that's gonna take at least six more months. i'm going to miss you all so much!

i'll be here on specific days like for midnights release, christmas, and/or new year! so until we meet again, stay safe, and stay beautiful. i love you all to the moon and to saturn. 🪐💝

(i'll still keep my discord, so you can reach out to me there if you wish to!)

31 notes - Posted October 1, 2022

#3

new theme! 🌻

“she is the sunlight and the sun is gone~”

— trading yesterday [she is the sunlight]

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36 notes - Posted February 12, 2022

#2

Midnights – Taylor Swift

Side A: The Dark Side of The Moon

1. New Moons: the first track, starting with a slow rhythm and then building up. theme – being afraid of the new changes in life, like going to a new school and the fear that keeps you awake at night. here, new moons, refer to youngsters facing life changes. this will be the other pov of nothing new. (‘the kind of radiance you only have at 17’ but it'll show the struggle of being 17 here)

2. Saudade: it means nostalgic or melancholic longing. this can be about wishing to go back to a certain time of life when you believed you were the happiest or had someone precious but they aren't around anymore. it can be about sleepless nights thinking about that moment of life.

3. The Tale Of October: this can be a narrative style of song, following the story of a memorable october – how that month symbolises something meaningful to the narrator. it can also include myths associated with this month (it's known as the month of gods in japanese folklore).

4. Cinderella's Shoe: a long-story short kind of song – but it focuses mainly on the negative/darker side of it. inspired by the saying “if cinderella's shoe fit her, why did it fall?” and the enchantment that wears off by midnight.

5. Insomnia: for all the night owls. for those nights where sleep is a distant place, an escape from reality, but it's hard to reach it. it'll include wild thoughts, anxiety and/or imaginations we may conjure while trying to sleep. this will be the saddest song, of course.

6. Werewolves: a song about transformation (every full moon, so contrasting the first track). halloween vibes that will first show werewolves (humans) as monsters but slowly show the misunderstood side of them. it will have reputation vibes and be the song connecting side a with side b.

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Side B: Midnight Paradise

7. Meet Me At Midnight: the first single of the album. it will be a beautiful, romantic song but with hints of fear of losing it, just like delicate or peace. it'll also follow a timeline, like the first verse will be about 10 pm, the second verse will be about 11 pm and in the bridge, at midnight, the two lovers will finally meet.

8. Aquila: it's a midnight constellation, in the shape of an eagle. it'll be about the random bursts of creativity or ideas we may get when we are about to sleep. it can symbolise independence (like owning your own music) or about the growth that occurs in solitude, which no one appreciates us for.

9. Stargazing: another love song, but this one goes like a fairytale. like love story or invisible string. it can be about staying up late at night with someone special, spending your midnights with them after a long day.

10. Temporary Deaths: thinking about lost friendships or relationships and finally understanding how to let them go. it's a slow song about goodbyes, how they tear us apart, how we wish to avoid them, but they still happen. “temporary death” refers to how a part of us dies when someone we cherished disappears from our life.

11. Cerulean: it's about love that keeps you awake at night. it can either take a happy or a sad turn, depending on the listener, so the writing will just super creative.

12. Lanterns: inspired by the emily dickinson quote “i'm out with lanterns looking for myself”. taylor also mentioned ‘lanterns’ in the announcement post. it's about self-discovery or self-reflection. finding your mistakes, forgiving yourself and being free from the guilt, and working on being a better person. it's about accepting our true nature and being at peace with it.

13. The Witching Hour: technically, the witching hour is 3 a.m. so this song takes place after midnight. a story about witches (inspired by a poetry series i once wrote), how the public humiliates them but they stay up all night for a good cause instead. a song with i did something bad and mad woman vibes but it will have less angry tone, and more like “i turned the stones you threw at me into jewels” vibes.

so, this is something i've always wanted to do but never got the chance to do it. i'm not so sure about how much it makes sense or if it matches the theme of the album enough but this album allowed my imaginations to run wild and i knew i had to do something about it! let me know if you liked my ideas! and if possible, i'll try to write some of the songs or just turn them into poems. until next time, keep burning the midnight oil! *winks*

– dandelion

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42 notes - Posted August 30, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

it’s time to go || good-byes

i have always been terrified of goodbyes. in my head, they were the worst thing that could ever happen to me. i don't know what was worse — saying goodbyes or receiving them. naturally, i have been bad at handling those situations. at first, they were invisible. like childhood best friends who did not find me "cool" enough to hang out with me or my favourite teachers who disappeared into the crowds and never appeared after i left my pre-school. those goodbyes were not defined, so many words were left unsaid, so many emotions forever bottled in my heart that i still write about in poems. but then came the goodbyes that were said. maybe that should have been the point where i should have realised why. it was because i had grown to deny whenever a friendship started fading away. i was clinging and holding on to the person even though they've had enough of me and only wished to leave. even after they left, for good, all i did was weep and weep. in poems, in songs, in everything that i did, a part of me wept forever, waiting for them to come back and tell me they'd never leave me again. i think a part of me still does... but it's not like before. and i'm sure i'm not alone, that there are so many people who are still learning how to accept goodbyes and not let it kill them.

earlier, i used to try to find new ways to show people just how useful and lovely i can be. it was selfish, or perhaps, it was truly out of love, but in the end, i wanted them to stay. i did not want any more goodbyes. so, i went out of my way to love them, shower them with as much as i had to offer, showing them the most authentic and lovable version of me. i wanted to give them reasons to stay. but, did it stop certain people from leaving? of course not. no matter how hard you try, you cannot make someone love you. you can beg and cry all you want but if they want, they will surely leave you. they do not owe you anything. and they do not have to hold on to you forever, even if you are the best for them. it's just how life works. certain ships are meant to stay as long as the storm is raging and once the ocean is calm, they will sail off to other islands. certain butterflies love to visit you while you are full of flowers and sunlight, but they cannot stay when the rain comes pouring down. some will only find you in autumn leaves, others in chocolate ice-cream cones, and some in your neatly handwritten study notes. you can try to show them that they are wrong or that you deserve better, and maybe you are right, but they will leave when the time comes. however, there's one thing you can control — your reaction to their departure.

grieving is not a bad thing. in fact, i feel like it's so important to grieve freely and unapologetically. but once that's done, we have to truly let them go. they can leave physically but only we can remove them from our minds. only we, ourselves, can wipe the ghosts that we allowed to haunt our bones because that's just what we knew at that moment of vulnerability. but now, it's different. time makes you stronger and smarter. what feels like the death of you may not threaten you by the next decade. goodbyes felt like the end of my world but now, i know they are there. they are always waiting in the dark corners of life. but now, if a dear friend of mine says their time has come, i hope i will be able to see them off without breaking down and losing all my hopes for a good life. i hope i won't rely on their ghosts to bring me a sense of peace and can find other ways to regain the happiness i need in my life.

goodbyes, whether said or not, are still something i hope to see less often in life. but the fact that i am not constantly worried about "who is going to stay?" and "who will be the next person to leave?", i think i can survive them. i have survived them, even the worst ones, and i know it gets harder as life goes on, but it also gets easier to accept them. they will come and go but what stays with us are the lessons and memories and those are the things i want to remember. not the nights my hand feels a little too empty or the way they burn down my house as they leave. as long as i do not give people the ability to kill me when they leave, i will be all right. because i deserve to survive these storms. i deserve a life that is not defined by goodbyes. and only i can create that life. it's my choice. it has always been my choice. and i am finally accepting goodbyes for what they are — endings — heartbreaking but necessary endings; promises of a better sunrise. i hope i will remember this the next time i watch a relationship break and i'll know when it's time to go.

— dandelion [it's time to go]

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108 notes - Posted January 26, 2022

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