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ghostoffuturespast · 12 days

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Really wish Tumblr had an actual mute function.

Like a full block is excessive in this scenario (no one's done anything wrong, I'm just annoyed) but the block tag function is not doing it for me rn because I can still see the posts and my annoyance is slowly morphing into rage. And the envy monster is not a good look for me.

I enjoy hyping people up, I really do, but it's really fucking hard to keep doing it when they don't do it for you too.

#rambling into the void #i get it we're all here to have a good time but sometimes someone just rubs you the wrong way #and you just need to spend less time around them #there needs to be a toggle for that “view post” button #uneven social dynamics in a circle are irksome #it's a circle for a reason kids #you gotta cheer for everyone in the jam circle or the energy of the circle dies #i guess i just get really frustrated with this because i always feel like i'm the last person picked on the dodgeball teams #i have trust issues with people i don't know well and it takes me fucking forever to make friends #seeing everyone frolicking and holding hands when i'm still trying to unlurk from the corner is hard man #sorry sometimes you just need a weird vague vent post #and i am grumpy because i have not had time to art #and when i do have five minutes to sit down and do it it's suddenly like pulling teeth

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