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triglycercule · 21 days

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brooo these fucking TIME DIFFERENCES are PISSING ME OFF 😭😭😭 i took a nap here and checked the clock app to see what time it was in America and i saw 12 and i was like oh alright sure i can post because im past my usual time anyways. and then i wake up from anothe nap and check the time in america and it turns it was actually 12 AM when i checked. AM. not PM. because im not there and my usual schedule is messed up!!!!!! i hate leaving the country it ruins me. and also i dont have universal service so everywhere sucks just keep me in my state ill be satisified

#whoops i say as i desperately scramble to find a way to unpost a post #ugh...... whats done js done. im not goig through all that effort to repost a post #the killer art is gonna get like no attention but its ok its ok i dont do it for the attention (for the most part)#anyways it looks good anyways and i completed 2/3 of the jk trio so mentally im satisfied #satisfied enough not to chase that high of attention ‼️‼️ me when i have basic restraint #yeah i'll admit i like seeing the attention. im not prideful enough to LIE about that #but im also not prideful enough to go after it too much. only post at specific time because then itll get likely to be seen #and then thats IT!!!! no mlre...#i may be a person who's never experienced any sort of internet attention before tumblr #but im also a lazy uncreative fuck who cannot be bothered to do anything until its really late #it'll get my minimum proudness of a post note count of 20 in like a month anyways so its ok #god i cant believe im actually posting my srt. i would NEVER last year at all #i do not have a lot of pride in my art i should probably fix that. im trying. boom there fixed!#im simply not good enough i MUST improve more ‼️‼️ i MUST be better i MUST be more flexible i must be A BETTER ARTIST!!!!!!!!#im a not good enough artist in my eye until i can draw a good everything in every style. i must be a jack of all trades #an admirable goal i know i know im very focuses on that. i say as i make no effort to improve aside from baby steps #i think this is more real tricule than tricule rant. this has naught to do with mtt #real tricule

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