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Okay @taurusmoon2008 Re blog this girl🕺
Hnn soo anon, 🛢️ ye le tel ka tank nd gand m daal le, zrurt pdti hogi tereko jo kisi bacchi se puch rha h "how long dick you've taken" I mean lgta h tune zyada deep le lia tabhi compare kr rha h,
Acha NVM aur apni mummy se nhi pucha papa ka size??
Acha chota hoga issliye batya nhi shyd aunty ne, kabhi help ho toh idhr mssg krna theek :)
Issliye tujhsa kutte ka tata-- nah nah vo bhi itna desperate nhi hoti ki ese bole.
Chor tu esa kr apna bhosda bnwa le aur fir red ligh pr Jaa, enjoy krio fir mast wha bohot milenge bolne Wale "I do like to fuck u feminist bitch" ya teri marenge bhi? I mean chor na mard rhega na aurt na transgender (cuz vo bhi aukat jaante h) sl
Sahi h Teri khud ki ek nyi jaat hogi
Kya pta koi didi bhi cuz ho toh anon hi toh kya hi bolun tujhe bhen, apne Bhai see bol vo help kr de teri🥰
(zyada dukh hogya toh anon of kr de lund dimag k aur Lund ki jgh dimag use kr le/ aur tu bhen vice versa kr le)
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FIRECRACKER padhi ????????
haan re kabkiiii!!!!!!! and yk veer accha tha but jai>>>>😭
genuinely bohot sahi thi book
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sex on the beach - hamada asahi (m)
this work contains smut - minors please do not interact
pairing. bf!asahi x fem!reader
synopsis. You and your boyfriend are horny multiple times during your stay with your friends at Jaehyuk's beach house. That's it. That's the plot.
genre. summer au, established relationship, smut literally just smut but also fluff, you get jealous!asahi, you get needy!asahi, you get dom!asahi, you get super duper in love totally whipped for his gf!asahi, you get everything you want because i'm in love with this man, ig both asahi n reader are switches, this gets like..fairly dirty so beware, i tried to make the friends funny so comedy as well but don't quote me on that, also enhypen hyung line makes an appearance in this cause why not
word count. 14.1k
a/n. if you somehow still don't know this about me, i am in love with asahi. re-reading and editing this was a real fun time so i hope you guys like it and i hope that those of you who are whipped for him as i am think i did bf!sahi justice. pls lmk ur thoughts !! bye bye love you stay safe don't settle for weak stupid red-flag men when a whole hamada asahi exists have high standards besties
One perk of having a rich friend? They always, always have a beach house.
You’d first met Jaehyuk and Sieun in your first year of college, when you and Asahi were in the final talking stages of your budding relationship and he’d wanted to introduce you to his two closest friends. Soon thereafter, he met your own friends, namely Mashiho and Sumin, and when they all gave the other the seal of approval and you and Asahi finally started dating (after six long months of being idiots and blindly pining for the other, but that’s another story for another time), the six of you became somewhat of a loving family.
Well, one of the first things Asahi had told you about Jaehyuk was how filthy rich he was. Being the eldest son and therefore heir to the top law firm of the country came with great responsibility but also great wealth, and even if he didn’t make it painfully obvious that he was more than well-off, one still knew the money was there in the never-tarnished shoes, the new watch every week, the slicked-back hair, and, of course, the many residences his family owned and he always mentioned casually, as if any other person also had seven homes all over the world.
But you weren’t going to complain, were you? Not when he so easily bought dinner for all six of you, paid for multiple of your monthly subscriptions and invited you all to spend two weeks at his beach house this summer without batting an eye. No need to pay for groceries either, he’d said. And he’d drive you all there in his 8-seat SUV.
Your first summer of being friends, you’d made the mistake of planning an August vacation in June, so the second time around, you made sure to prepare everything in advance so that everyone would be free at the same time. You were always excited to travel with your family, but this was your first time going a trip solely with your friends, rather than inviting a friend on your family vacation or the other way around, and your feet were itching to touch the warm white sand and dip in the deep blue sea that were waiting for you right behind Jaehyuk’s house.
The four-hour drive there feels like it lasted thirty minutes, all of you hyped on iced coffee and sheer excitement as music blasted through the car speakers. Jaehyuk and Sumin sat at the front, Mashiho and Sieun behind them, and you and Asahi in the furthest back seats. When you weren’t all having one big conversation about probably not-so-important topics that you took very seriously as you usually did, you were chatting in small groups, you and Asahi playing with each other’s fingers at the back like middle schoolers that just started dating.
Although some of the tension died down at the two-and-a-half-hour mark of the drive, it all comes back in the last thirty minutes, all of you keen to get out of the car and into the house that looked magnificent in the pictures and videos Jaehyuk had shown you.
The front courtyard behind the massive white gilded gate is big enough to require its own little roundabout for easier entry and exit of the house - actually, now that you’re here and can see it with your own two eyes, villa sounds more appropriate. Jaehyuk has barely parked his car that you’re all scrambling out of your seatbelts and running behind the house to find the path that leads to the beach, not even bothering to take your stuff out of the trunk.
Once you reach the beach, four of you stand there, panting happily and gazing out at the sea. “It’s the sea,” Sumin muses in a wonderstruck voice and everyone laughs at the obviousness of the statement. After some minutes, you look around and notice that Jaehyuk and Asahi hadn’t followed you, so you tell the others you should head back. You trudge back to the house only to find that the two boys have already unpacked everything and Jaehyuk is putting the snacks you’d brought for the trip away while Asahi sits on the couch and scrolls through Instagram, needing a rest after sitting for four hours in the car.
“Right, guys,” Jaehyuk calls out from the living room after unlocking the door upon seeing the four of you approach. You immediately head towards your boyfriend and sit down on the couch next to him, his arm coming up to rest on your shoulder and bring you closer to him. “Let’s choose our rooms.”
Mashiho chuckles, and by the look on his face, you can tell he’s got a stupid idea. “Rock, paper, scissors, loser gets the room next to Asahi and Y/N’s,” he says, making everybody groan in annoyance.
“We’re not animals, you know. We won’t be screaming and banging on the walls,” Asahi defends without looking up.
Sieun sighs and shakes her wrists out, getting ready for the game. “Someone remind me why we invited a couple to our trip?” she says, completely ignoring Asahi.
“Because we’re your dear friends that you love so much and wouldn’t want to spend such a nice vacation without,” you reply, voice saccharine sweet and batting your lashes at your group of friends, but they all just roll their eyes and chuckle sarcastically.
“There’s no need for that, anyway,” Jaehyuk says. “We’ve got eight rooms, so nobody needs to sleep in a room near them.” Your head and Asahi’s snap towards the other directly, looking at each other with a surprised but excited expression. No one in the room needs words to know what you’re thinking - it means that you won’t have to keep too quiet - and your friends groan again.
“Asahi, don’t forget what you just said, yeah?” Sumin warns. “If I have to hear the two of you fornicating, I’ll jump from the upstairs balcony.”
“Dear God,” Jaehyuk sighs. “Follow me, I’ll show you guys the room.”
Downstairs lodges one en-suite, which Jaehyuk takes, and two bedrooms that are joined by the bathroom, which Sumin and Sieun take. Upstairs, there is one en-suite at each end of the hall, so naturally you and Asahi take one while Mashiho takes the other one. And if, on a whim, you decided to invite three more people, you could lodge them in the three separate bedrooms and they could use the upstairs bathroom, one of the biggest you’ve ever seen in your life.
You gasp as soon as you open the door to what will be your bedroom for the next two weeks. “God, Sahi, this room is huge,” is your immediate reaction. At this late afternoon hour, the sunlight pours directly through the sliding glass doors, bathing the white room in a golden glow and warming the carpeted floor, soft under your bare feet. The glass doors lead to a balcony which overlooks the backyard and its pool, and more importantly, the beach and the sea - an impressive view that you don’t think you’ll get tired of. You set your bags next to the king-sized bed that is probably enough to fit four sleeping bodies, which means you and Asahi will be able to spread out and not suffer too much from heavy summer night sweating. There are two small couches and a coffee table in front of the balcony, the kind that rich people have to fill the empty space rather than actually use. One door leads into a walking closet and another into the bathroom, which has both a bathtub and an Italian-style shower, as well as a toilet, two sinks and a mirror that takes up almost the whole wall.
You’re looking around the bathroom, opening and closing random drawers above and underneath the sink, when you feel a pair of arms wrapping themselves around your middle. You look up in the mirror to find your boyfriend standing behind you, a soft, sleepy-looking smile on his face. You watch him watching you for a bit, until he buries his face in the crook of your neck and takes a deep inhale there, then presses a soft kiss to your skin. “We’re going to have a lot of fun here,” he murmurs.
“Here as in this room or here as in this vacation?” you tease and he looks up at your reflection in the mirror again, locking his gaze in yours.
“Both,” he says after a small pause, which makes your grin widen.
“I think so too,” you say and turn around, hooking your arms around his neck and leaning in for a kiss, which his body responds instantly to. After a year and a half of dating, there is no more hesitation when your lips touch - both of you know exactly what to do and how to do it. Yet, the excitement never fades, and your whole body tingles every time you find each other like this, as if it was the first time, but a thousand times better.
Maybe it’s the hours of being in each other’s close vicinity without being able to do anything that make your kisses open-mouthed and hungry, or maybe it’s just your need for each other that never really wanes. You smile into the kiss as Asahi picks you up by the hips and lifts you onto the bathroom counter, your legs opening to let him stand between them as they wrap themselves around him, bringing him even closer. His hands sneak themselves underneath your light t-shirt, caressing and grabbing at the soft flesh of your sides while your own find purchase in his hair, slightly tugging just the way you know he likes.
He presses himself into you, making you feel just how much he wants you right now, and the contact makes you sigh into his mouth. His tongue slips in, turning the kiss wetter and needier than before. Sadly, a loud voice interrupts you before you can get even more carried away.
“Y/N!” Mashiho calls from behind the bedroom door. “You guys better not be fucking right now, ‘cause we’re going grocery shopping and you said you’d come!”
Ah, your dear friends. Ever so tactful.
You tear yourself from Asahi and pivot your head towards the door. “I’ll be down in a minute!” you shout back. You turn back to your boyfriend and peck his lips, watching him fondly as his eyes stay closed even after you pull away. “You’re not joining, are you?”
He looks down at himself and you follow his gaze, and sure enough, there’s a tent in his pants. “I think I’ll hang back for this one,” he says, a stupid grin on his face.
“Okay,” you whisper, and peck him again. “Gotta go then.” You hop off the counter and head out of the room, turning around and blowing him a kiss when he calls out “Come back quick!”
As soon as you step inside the gigantic, fresh grocery store, Mashiho becomes a man on a mission. As the self-designated chef of the group, he has planned virtually all of the meals you would be having on your trip and therefore has a very detailed list of all the ingredients he needs. He turns to you and pushes a small sheet of paper into your hands, looking at you and Jaehyuk pointedly.
“It’ll be faster if we split up. I’ll take care of the produce and you guys can get the dry ingredients. Jaehyuk, you’re rich, so I trust you’ll get the nice stuff. Oh, and get some snacks and alcohol as well,” he commands, and before you can say anything, he’s off, pushing his cart importantly. You and Jaehyuk exchange a glance, both of you astonished by your friend’s sudden seriousness, but you shrug it off and head to the designated aisles.
It takes you something short of thirty minutes to get everything on Mashiho’s list, and then the fun begins. When you reach the snack aisle, you act as if you won’t be able to come back to the store and have to get enough to sustain your six hungry bodies for two whole weeks. The shelves are ravaged and a sad thing to look at once you and Jaehyuk are done with your spree, and the alcohol aisle is shivering at the mere thought of what you will do to it.
Indeed, you aren’t kind to it. You take random bottles to inspect in your hands, looking at Jaehyuk who gives you either a nod or a shake of his head, sometimes gesturing at you to take another bottle of the same kind. He has to go get a second cart just for the beer packs. It looks like you’ll be staying for two months rather than two weeks, but you can always bring them back home if ever you don’t get to the bottom of those bottles.
You meet Mashiho next to the tills, and while he inspects your cart, shaking his head at the amount of alcohol, your eyes fall on a bright-colored firework stand a few feet from you. “Guys, look!” you call out to your friends. “We should get some of these.”
“Ooh, good idea,” Mashiho agrees. You watch as Jaehyuk’s eyes go wide and as he walks transfixed towards the stand like a kid to a candy shop. He takes a scandalous amount of packs into his arms, heaving them into one of the three carts.
“These’ll be nice for our last night,” he says with a huge smile on his face.
“With that amount, I think we’ll have enough for every night,” you comment, but he just tuts at you.
“Don’t spoil my fun.”
You and Mashiho don’t even dare to look at the total cost of your little shopping fun and wince when the cashier announces it, finding sudden interest in the ceiling of the supermarket. Yet, Jaehyuk seems completely unfazed and pays with his card as if this kind of purchase was an everyday occurrence.
Fast forward a few hours later and you’re already two beers in, laughing at whatever stupid thing Asahi is currently doing. In true summer bonfire fashion, Jaehyuk has gotten out a grill to put over the fire so you could cook sausages, buns and vegetables and eat delicious hot-dogs - not to forget s’mores for dessert. You’re sitting in a circle around the fire Asahi and Sumin prepared, sharing random stories you had somehow not told each other before and hysterically laughing at all the gruesome details of your childhood and teenage incidents. You always love talking to your friends like this, getting to know what their life before you knew them was like; it makes you happy that, despite whatever differences you may have, you’ve now all come together like this.
Asahi drops his head on your shoulder in delight as he bites into the s’more you made for him, the marshmallow cooked just the way he likes it - gooey and sticky on the outside but still a bit raw inside. Sieun looks at you two with a fond smile on her face but shakes her head nonetheless. “I miss the times when Asahi was scared to even look at you when we were around,” she jokes, the others nodding their heads in agreement.
“Don’t say that!” you reprimand lightheartedly. “He’ll get embarrassed and go back to his ways if you guys tease him.”
“Don’t talk about me like I’m not here!” he complains, pouting slightly.
“Sorry, baby,” you say, looking down at him with a huge smile on your face, and everybody groans in unison.
Conversation resumes and you all continue chatting, laughing and drinking until the late hours of the night, when the sun has fully set and the fire in front of you is your main source of light. You and Asahi huddle together for warmth, sometimes accidentally falling into your own world and giggling when you feel his hands travel a bit too far up your thighs, but quickly returning to your friends when someone calls out one of your names. You only decide to put the fire out and head to bed when Sumin yawns, causing Jaehyuk to yawn as well, in turn making you yawn, until all six of you have yawned in quick succession, bursting into laughter at your strange acapella.
Asahi has drunk his fair share of beer and cranberry vodkas so the short walk home becomes a whole trek with you having to hold him up the whole way. It doesn’t help that he thinks this is the funniest thing ever and keeps on giggling as he rests all of his weight on you. Thankfully, you’d had your last beer some three hours ago and had practically sobered up while Asahi partied on.
You manage to get him to your shared bedroom, but to your despair, your boyfriend is at the level of drunk where he’s not passed out or vomiting everywhere but he has no filter left and says absolutely everything that goes through his mind. You curse yourself for having once wished to get inside your boyfriend's head and know every single thought of his.
As soon as you push him down on the bed, he looks at you with a shit-eating grin and giggles again. “Ooh,” is all he says, but you roll your eyes at him.
“Sit up and drink some water, then have a painkiller, baby. You’ll thank me tomorrow,” you say, planting a bottle of water and some pills on the nightstand.
“Yes, ma’am,” he slurs, his giggles never stopping. “You looked really hot today, you know,” he says between sips. “Hey, where are you going?!” he calls out after you as you head to the bathroom.
“Just going to change, baby.”
“No need to put your PJs on,” he teases in a sing-song voice.
You ignore him and change into light sleeping clothes then do your skincare, too lazy to take a proper shower. You come out to find Asahi scrolling through his phone, surprisingly still awake but a dazed look in his eyes, like he’s not really watching whatever’s playing on his screen. His eyes come into focus when he sees you approach and he smiles at you sleepily.
“Hey,” you say softly, getting into bed next to him. “I thought you’d be asleep by now. Why don’t you get more comfortable, get those clothes off, hm?”
His gentle smile turns into a smirk at your words, and you can already tell what he’s going to say next. “Too tired. Do it for me?” he asks as he lets his arms hang on his sides, pretending to be innocent. You sigh but oblige anyway, helping him out of his t-shirt. “Are you going to do naughty things to me?” he provokes, that smirk still plastered on his lips.
“No. No funny things tonight, mister. You’re way too drunk-”
“But-”
“No buts,” you say, ignoring his whines as you help him out of his t-shirt. “You’re drunk.”
“I’m not that drunk,” he insists, giggling again when you unbutton his shorts and pull them down his legs. “Look,” he says, pointing to his growing erection. “Would I be able to do that if I was too drunk?”
“Wh- how are you hard already, Sahi?” you ask, baffled by your boyfriend’s impressive bodily prowesses, and the words seem to get to his dick because you see it twitch under his boxers. “I haven’t even done anything yet…”
“Yet?” he echoes, a hopeful tone in his voice. He sees you’re about to deny him again, so he takes your hand and presses it lightly to his erection. “Please… I can do all the work, if you want,” he pleads, trailing soft kisses up your arm until he reaches your neck. “Hm? I already feel more sober.”
You sigh, more so in pleasure at feeling your boyfriend’s lips against your skin than in annoyance. “Fine,” you comply, pretending like you’re doing this for him, when really you’d been craving to get him alone all day and had been disappointed to see him so drunk, thinking he wouldn’t be able to do anything - so this comes as relief to you.
“Thank you,” he whispers against your lips, smiling, before diving into a kiss. You can tell he’s impatient because he doesn’t waste much time before pulling your t-shirt off, smirking when he sees you’re wearing your black lace panties - his favorites. “I have to taste you,” he groans as he helps you lay on your back against the soft mattress, then starts making his way down your body, stopping for a moment to suck on your nipples just to tease you a bit. No matter how restless he was, he always liked making you needy for him before he gave you what you wanted.
Your core is throbbing by the time he reaches it, and you’ve already hurried out of your underwear, making him chuckle. “I thought I was the needy one here…”
“Shut up,” you whine, and he indeed does shut up as he licks up a firm stripe between your folds, his tongue finding your clit immediately. You’re glad he doesn’t tease and instead sucks and licks like his life depends on it, the sensations making you feel light-headed. Within seconds, you’re a moaning mess under his tongue, and he needs to keep your thighs open lest you snap them shut around his head in overwhelming pleasure.
He only takes breaks to catch his breath and murmur dirty things against your thighs, biting at the skin there. “Tastes so good, baby. I’ve been waiting all day for this, and I’m gonna do this every single fucking day, too.”
Raising your body on your elbows was a bad idea because the sight between your legs takes your breath away. Your sweet boyfriend has his eyes shut tight and his eyebrows furrowed together in deep concentration as he drinks from you like a parched man would from a well. One hand has snuck its way onto your belly, simply resting it there, while the other has gone down to palm himself through his boxers. He seems more intoxicated by you, your scent and your taste, than by the alcohol in his system. His hums and moans vibrate against your core, and the thought that making you feel good makes him feel good is what sends your body reeling.
“Fuck, Sahi, I’m so- ah, so close,” you moan, tugging harshly at his hair and getting ready for your orgasm, until he suddenly pulls away from your core and positions himself over you, the absence of the warmth of his tongue making you whine. Just as you’re about to protest, he pushes his cock into your hole, making you gasp at the abrupt but not unwelcome intrusion. He bottoms out immediately, filling you up as he always does.
“Sorry, princess, needed you to cum around my dick instead. Wanted to feel- fuck- all of you,” he moans into your ear. At first, he holds his weight up on his elbows, each one resting next to your face, and kisses you hungrily. The intense pleasure makes it hard to kiss and you share so little oxygen as you breathe into each other’s mouth that it is dizzying. But then, when it gets too much, he rests half of his body on yours, holding himself up on one arm so he can keep on thrusting at a rapid pace. His moans are muffled into your hair, and you know he’s close when he starts using his thumb to play with your clit and bring you to climax at the same time as him.
Quickly enough, your orgasm bubbles at the surface again, and as soon as you let him know you’re close, Asahi is begging for you to cum. “Sahi…” is all you can moan as you cum, walls clenching around him and pulling his release out of him and right into your hole. He sighs deeply as he softens inside you and buries his face in your neck. You don’t need to see him to picture his peaceful, content expression, but you also know your boyfriend and he could fall asleep at any second now, so you have to push him off of you to clean the both of you up and have a quick trip to the bathroom.
You have a sip of water and turn the fan on high before you snuggle yourself in his embrace, his arms wrapping themselves around you in a tight hug. The room is already hot from the weather and your shenanigans have only made the temperature rise, so you know you wouldn’t be comfortable in this position for long but you let yourself fall asleep anyway, simply happy to be here in your boyfriend’s arms.
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One thing about hungover Asahi is that he always sleeps in late, so you know better than to wait around in bed for him and get up soon after you awake. “Sleeping the alcohol off,” he calls it.
You’re the first one up, so you decide to cook your hangover soup that receives praise from Mashiho himself for your friends that may have abused alcohol last night. Soon enough, they come trudging out of their rooms one by one, looking tired and as if they might get sick any minute. When she sees you’ve made your soup, Sumin hugs you for so long you think she might have fallen back asleep on your shoulder. You and Sieun are the only ones that don’t look like they’re dying - you, because you didn’t drink much, and Sieun, because she’s got superhuman drinking abilities.
Your sleeping prince comes out last and heads for the couch immediately, finishing off his night for thirty minutes there before getting up again and having some soup. He’s already not the most talkative person on earth, but when tired and hungover like this, he truly becomes a man of few words; whatever he says probably wouldn’t make much sense anyway. He kisses the top of your head as a thank you and hunches over his bowl of soup, drinking it like it’s elixir, and burps for good measure once he’s done eating.
After that, even if it’s past noon, the day is slow to start. But that’s okay, because you’ve got plenty of time anyway. None of you have enough energy to do much more than sunbathe and play around in the sea all afternoon, so that’s exactly what you do. Sieun is the only one who manages to make your lazy bodies move, forcing Jaehyuk to show her where the beachvolley net and everything you need to play it are stored, then making you play with her. They put you and Asahi on different teams, because you are both so bad that having the two of you on the same team is a great disadvantage and wouldn’t be fair to the third person playing with you. You spend most of the time doing nothing at the back and pointing as you laugh at each other, anyway.
Swimming in the sea makes you hungry, so you all head back inside for ice cream and snacks and take seats around the back porch table, playing made-up games of cards. When it’s time for dinner, you pressure Mashiho into letting you help him out, otherwise you know he’ll be complaining about doing all the work in a few days. You only have non-alcoholic drinks that night, and head to bed after watching a horror movie, which Jaehyuk really hated. It’s only night two, but so far, Asahi keeps his promise of eating you out every night, and you make sure to reward him for it.
And just like that, the days pass. You either stay at home and eat Mashiho’s food or go into town for dinner. You go to the bowling alley, or mini-golfing, or at the sea sports center that lets you try out surfing and jet skiing. You eat your fill three times a day and sometimes drink more than necessary. You also get into the habit of napping after lunch, the warmth of the three p.m. sun and your full stomach lulling you to sleep.
One such afternoon, you get a quirky little idea into your head. The boys start playing some games on the Nintendo Switch but you decide to go upstairs anyway and rest before you take on the afternoon. But napping without Asahi’s warmth or at least his presence next to you isn’t the same, and so you’re left tossing and turning in bed.
Your mind drifts naturally to last night’s debacles - how Asahi had sighed your name as he came, how he’d looked at you with half-lidded eyes while you rode him. You barely even notice it when you start rubbing your palm against your core, but when a surge of pleasure hits you, you sneak your hand under your panties and use two fingers to circle your clit gently. But you don’t want to get yourself off, not when your boyfriend is close by and you can ask him to make you feel good, because you know there’s little chance he’d say no. However, it’s siesta time, and you feel too drowsy to have proper sex, which is how you come up with your little idea.
“You’re not sleeping?” Asahi asks as he strips to his boxers and slips in the bed next to you when he’s done playing. You shake your head no, smiling gently up at him, and he takes you in his arms.
“I had an idea, actually,” you say into his chest.
“Oh yeah? What is it?”
You pull away slightly so you can look at him while you talk. “Well, you know how sometimes, after we’ve had sex, you stay inside for a little bit? Just because it feels nice,” you start.
“Mhm,” he hums, eyebrows slightly furrowed.
“Well, I thought we could do that now. Like, to fall asleep, or something,” you mutter, voice wavering out of shyness towards the end and you look away from his burning gaze.
“So, you’re telling me you want me to be inside you, and I can’t move, because we’re supposed to sleep like that?” he enunciates. You nod. “That sounds like torture, babe,” he says half-seriously.
“What? No! It’ll be nice!” you pout.
He sighs, smiling fondly at you. “We can try, but I don’t think it’ll end the way you want it to. There’s a reason we usually do it after having sex, you know.”
“I know, but I wanna try anyway,” you say, excited by your small victory.
You pump him a few times to get him hard enough but stop him when he tries to help you, too. “I’m already wet,” you admit coyly, which makes him smirk.
“You naughty girl. Touching yourself when I’m not even that far away?” he tuts.
“I was thinking about you.”
“Good,” he smiles. “So, how are we doing this?”
Instead of answering him, you turn around and lean your back against his chest, one leg hiked up higher than the other for easier access, then tilt your head back to look at him. “Like this?” you ask, pressing your ass against his erection, and he nods. He lines up his tip with your entrance and presses a kiss to your neck. “Okay, ready?”
“Mhm.”
He slips in easily, the both of you sighing when he’s pushed in all the way. One of his arms serves as your pillow while the other holds you close by the waist. You’re silent for a few minutes, pretending to be oblivious to the small groans or sighs that leave the other’s mouth when one of you squirms, trying to find the most comfortable position.
“Will you really sleep like this?” Asahi asks after a while, voice low but with a slight tremble to it, and you can tell he’s trying to reign himself in. Of course, you should’ve seen this coming - maybe you had, but decided to ignore what was very obviously going to happen, fooling your boyfriend and yourself at the same time. He’s been still inside you for at least ten minutes now, and even if it feels nice to just have him like this and feel close to him, it’d be a lie to say you didn’t want him to move and just fuck you properly already.
So, now was the time to ask yourself: did you want to keep the charade up, and tease your boyfriend a bit longer, or did you want to end your suffering and his at the same time? An easy question, of course; the second option was no fun.
You manage the smallest, sleepiest voice you can, and answer him. “Yeah, this is nice.” You’re glad your back is facing him so that he can’t see you smirk when he audibly groans, his grip on your waist getting just a bit tighter.
“Fine,” he says, as if to convince himself, but the way he curses under his breath when you move your hips a bit more boldly than previously tells you that it is not actually fine. “Please, stay still,” he whispers close to your ear, the edge of a whine to his voice.
“Sorry, baby,” you coo, feeling his dick twitch inside you - when said the right way and at the right time, he really loved this nickname, and so did his dick, apparently.
Not two minutes later, just as you squirm against him again, his hand moves from your waist to your belly, pressing down and holding there. “Babe,” he whispers, then takes a pause to kiss up your neck to your ear, sucking lightly on your lobe before speaking again. “Please. You’re killing me, and I know you’re doing this on purpose, hm? Just to rile me up. So let me fuck you, and then we can sleep, yeah? Please?”
That last word is pronounced with so much desperation that you almost feel bad for keeping this up. It sends a shiver up your spine and you try to hide your smile but knowing you got him like putty in your hands so quickly brings you a bit too much pride and joy.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, baby, I’m not doing anything,” you say in a voice that makes it clear you know exactly what he’s talking about, and he scoffs at that.
“Yeah? Want me to show you, then?”
Just like that, a switch flicks inside both of you. You had him a second ago; now, with six small words, he has you. As he pronounces those words, his hand travels down to find your clit and with two fingers starts to rub lazy circles on it. “Look at you. So fucking wet, and yet you pretend like you don’t want this.” He tilts his head so that his lips are right next to your ears. “‘Cause in the end, you’re just my little slut, aren’t you?”
He doesn’t even let you react to his taunt that he’s already bucked up his hips into yours, harsh. The single thrust has you whimpering - in just a few sentences, he’d managed to break your whole innocent facade down, and you who thought you had him wrapped around your finger were now fully at your boyfriend’s mercy. He thrusts again, strong and deep, the position allowing him to hit a spot buried inside you that gets you moaning like no other, and he knows it - there have been too many cuddling-turned-into-fucking situations for him not to have noticed that you loved this position. And he did too: he had access to your clit with one hand and to your upper body with the other, could feel your whole body against his, and could hit deep inside you. What more could he ask for?
And because he got you weak for him in mere moments, why not add to it?
He settles on a slow and sensual pace to make it easier for him to whisper nasty things into your ear, all while his nimble fingers continue to play with your clit. “I want you to answer me when I ask you a question, baby. I said, aren’t you my little slut? Mm?” he taunts, his free hand making its way to your chin and grasping it, tilting your head so you look up at him, but your eyes are shut tight in pleasure as you mumble out incoherent words. “Open your eyes and look at me while you say it,” he orders.
You struggle to open them, but when you do, he can feel his blood coursing through his veins. Your pupils are completely blown out in lust, and the slight crease in your eyebrows as you look up at him makes you look like you’re almost in pain - if you can call his torturously slow place painful. All he knows is that this is the exact expression you wear when you give yourself over to him fully, and he has all the control he wants over your body.
“Yes…”
“Yes what, baby?”
“Yes, I’m just your little slut,” you finally repeat, cheeks heating up, somehow still feeling embarrassed even in the position you’re in, but the humiliation only adds to your arousal.
“That’s a good girl,” Asahi beams, planting a soft kiss on your lips and letting go of your chin. You immediately bury your face in your pillow in the hopes of muffling your moans, but Asahi is quick to stop you. “None of that, now,” he tuts. “I want to hear you.”
You whine when his fingers leave your clit for a second to hike your leg up higher, but it’s immediately replaced by a loud moan as the new angle allows him to go somehow even deeper. His thumb traces your bottom lip, and you open your mouth wider as if by instinct, letting him simply rest the digit on your tongue; this was a regular occurrence when you and Asahi had sex ever since he’d found out how much you loved his hands and particularly his long, delicate fingers.
“Fa-faster, please,” you manage to say around his thumb, and he chuckles.
“Faster? Of course, baby,” he says, and his pace immediately picks up. “See how easy it is to just ask for things? You know I’ll give you anything you want, so I don’t know why you always act like a damn brat and make things harder for the both of us,” he huffs, his thrusts getting rougher and rougher as he speaks. You hope no one can hear the lewd sound of his balls slapping against your ass.
If your boyfriend wasn’t railing you into the sheets, you’d be thinking, “yes, of course, I can just ask, but what’s the fun in that, when I can get to the same result by teasing you and pissing you off instead?”, but maybe that’s just the brat in you talking. If you hadn’t taunted him like you had, the orgasm probably would’ve been less satisfying - still good, of course, since this was Asahi, but you liked working for your reward.
And indeed, your orgasm is more than satisfactory, especially when your boyfriend wraps his slender fingers around your throat and presses just the right amount, making you gasp for air as you come undone around his dick. He chases his own high desperately, bucking his hips sloppily and rapidly into yours until he finally releases inside you, painting your walls white.
He barely gives you any time to catch your breath and drift down to earth that he’s already slipped out of you only to replace his dick with two fingers, stuffing his cum into your hole before it can drip out. He watches with a smirk as your back arches at the overstimulation, praising you for being such a good angel after he makes you lick his fingers clean.
He uses tissues to clean you both up, then reminds you to go to the bathroom before you fall asleep. When you come back, he’s waiting for you arms wide open, and pulls you into a tight embrace as soon as you reach the bed. He kisses the top of your head, voice muffled when he says “you were so good for me today baby.” You can’t help but whine at the sudden praise, flustered out of your mind from him saying it when you’re not having sex, and hide your blush by burying your face in his chest.
It’s not everyday that Asahi shows you his meaner, rougher side, but when he does, you always sleep like a baby, your body sore from such intense pleasure. Sometimes, all it takes is a good fuck to sleep well.
-
A few days later, in an attempt to break your drinking-on-the-beach habit, Jaehyuk proposes that you all go out to the bars in New Town. Lucky for you, on vacations, you always pack for any occasion that may arise. Restaurant chic, restaurant casual, chilly evening, sweltering afternoon, beach day, mall outing, clubbing: name it, you have it.
The dress you brought for an evening out in the town is the perfect balance between summery and sexy: it shows some cleavage and some legs and fits you at the waist but spreads out over your hips and isn't tight over your arms. The fabric is pretty, white with small blue flowers, light and comfortable. But the reason you like it so much is that it was the dress you wore on the day you and Asahi finally confessed your feelings for each other, and you know he loves it as well.
He seats on the bed, legs spread comfortably, as he waits for you. He’d been looking around the room absent-mindedly but his eyes settle on you as soon as you step out of the bathroom, a wide grin blooming on his face as soon as he sees the dress you’re wearing.
“How do I look?” you ask with a smile, spinning in your dress.
Asahi gets up and comes to stand in front of you, hands on each side of your waist, just holding you gently there. He peers down at you with only love in his eyes - in fact, it seems like his affection for you is oozing from every one of his pores. “You look beautiful,” he speaks in a low voice, and you blush at the honesty in his tone. As your friends had mentioned a few days ago, Asahi had been extremely shy at the beginning of your relationship, looking away immediately when you made eye contact and getting nervous when simply holding hands, but now he could hold your gaze and compliment you like it was nothing. If anything, you’re the one getting flustered now.
“Pff, whatever,” you say to avert his attention from your bashfulness, but it just makes him laugh fondly at you. You’ll find another time to get back at him, you think.
“Wait here,” he suddenly says, “I’ve got something for you.”
“Ooh, a gift?” you perk up, but he just gives you an enigmatic style. You watch as he walks over to the bag he’d packed for the trip and unzips a hidden inside pocket, taking out a small box from it.
“Sahi…”
“Stand in front of a mirror,” he says softly, so you head back inside the bathroom, and he follows right after. He opens the box, revealing a silver necklace with a thin chain and the prettiest star pendant hanging from it.
“Is this-” you start, recognising the style of the jewelry immediately.
“Yep. I saw you browse through that brand’s Instagram too often to not get you anything. And look,” he says, holding up the underside of the pendant for you to see: a capital ‘A’ is inscribed in it. He holds up his wrist, showing you a bracelet you hadn’t seen before that looks like a slightly more masculine version of your necklace, and sure enough, it’s got the same star on one side and the first letter of your name on the other.
“It’s so pretty, baby, thank you so much, but,” you murmur, in slight disbelief at the sudden gift, “what’s all this for?”
He pouts his lips in thought as he hooks the piece of jewelry around your neck, letting the pendant rest between your collarbones, then sets his palms lightly on your shoulders, finding your eyes in the reflection of the mirror. “No reason, really. Just felt like getting you a gift, then thought I’d do this whole romantic thing on the beach here but…” he stops here briefly, bending down to press his lips to your neck, making you need to take a deep breath in. “We’re going out tonight, and so many guys are going to see you looking like this… and I know what you’ll say, that I’m the one you’re going home with, but still, it’ll reassure me to know you have my initial around your neck. Even if it's just the two of us that are aware,” he ends with a small smile as he looks up at you.
“Hm,” you hum, mirroring his smile, “I like the sound of that.” His smile gets wider at your words, and he turns you around to press a firm kiss to your lips. You know the two of you, so you pull away before you can get carried away. “Let’s go now so they don’t chastise us for taking forever,” you say, and he nods, eyes already slightly blown-out from the simple kiss and proximity you just shared.
Because it’s Jaehyuk, or maybe because his family beach house is in a really expensive city, he takes you to a fancy bar that charges ten bucks for a cocktail that probably has two drops of alcohol in it. When he’s had enough of you and your friends’ complaints, he caves in and agrees to take you to a place with a more relaxed atmosphere, and although he “doesn’t see what was so wrong with the last place,” even he has to agree that this new bar, with its decoration that’s cheesy in a heartwarming way, music you can sing along to and beer pong tables strangers can compete against each other on, is a lot more fun.
You find an empty table big enough for all six of you at the back of the bar. Pushed by your eagerness to drink and the friendly ambiance around you, a surge of generosity hits you and you decide to pay for everyone’s first drink here. Sumin walks with you to the counter, the both of you leaving the table under the happy cheers and whoops of your friends.
There’s a bit of a line at the bar, but at least you’re not queuing by yourself. You haven’t even been waiting a minute for the bartender to notice you that a random guy sitting has already struck conversation with you and Sumin. In five minutes of talking to him, you learn that his name is Jake, that he’s here on vacation with his friends (whose table he points to, the three men waving at you) and that “you two ladies” are welcome to join them for a beer pong match later on. Judging by the four empty beer pints he brought with him and is waiting to be freshened, he’s not completely sober, which you guess is why he’s so talkative. You don’t mind it, though - his smile is contagious and he comes off more as overbearingly friendly than as threatening.
The bartender takes your order of six pints of beer and Sumin’s - who decided she’d also be generous tonight - of six tequila shots. She tells Jake you’re with your friends, but that beer pong sounds fun and she’ll pitch it to them. You wave Sieun and Mashiho over to help you carry the drinks back since they are the ones seated closest to the bar. Jake greets them with a smile then waves as you walk away with your drinks. You don’t notice the way his eyes linger on your figure as you head back to your table, but someone else definitely does.
Asahi hadn’t really paid attention to the interaction at first - you were just going to get drinks. But of course, he always likes keeping an eye on you, just to make sure everything’s okay, and he just can’t help but steal glances at you when you’re in the same room as him but not by his side. Oh, there’s a guy talking to you and Sumin. Whatever, that’s what people do in pubs, right? Chat up random strangers.
You’re smiling at the stranger. Well, that’s fine, of course. You’re friendly, and you’re polite. Why wouldn’t you be smiling?
Now you’re laughing. That guy probably made a joke or something. Laughing is just the nice thing to do! Nothing to worry about.
Finally, you’re heading back towards the table. Finally, that pretty smile of yours is directed towards him and not a random guy - wait, what the fuck? What’s up with that look he’s giving you? The eyeing your figure up and down, the smirk that appears on his face, Asahi sees it all. He can’t really blame the guy - if he thinks you’re the most gorgeous being on this planet, then surely other people will find you pretty, or sexy, or whatever. He just wishes that guy didn’t have to show his interest so openly.
Jaehyuk elbows him slightly in the ribs, snapping Asahi out of his thoughts. “Maybe if you stare harder, that guy will burst into flames,” his friend teases but Asahi just chuckles dryly. He opens an arm when he sees you approach, beckoning you to his embrace after you put the drinks down on the table. He wraps a protective arm around your shoulder and presses a kiss to your forehead, then pulls away to look down at you with a smile. You’re a bit taken aback as your boyfriend is usually not the biggest fan of PDA, especially when it’s not just you and your friends, but you chalk his behavior up to the party atmosphere of the place and to the cocktail he had at the previous bar.
What you don’t know, however, is that he had kept his eyes trained on the guy at the bar when you couldn’t see it. A smirk appeared on Asahi’s face as he made eye contact with him just as he placed that kiss to your forehead, effectively letting him know you weren’t available. The guy - Jake, he found out when Sumin told them about a potential beer pong game - smirked sarcastically and turned away, grabbing his own drinks before heading back to his friends. That should do it.
Sieun raises her shot glass, gesturing for everybody to do the same, and tells Jaehyuk to give a small speech.
“Why me?” he asks defensively, a surprised look on his face.
“‘Cause you talk so well, always saying stuff just to say stuff. Go on then,” she prods, nodding her glass towards him.
He clears his throat and raises the shooter a bit higher, then looks at each one of you with intent. He’s so stupidly serious that you, Mashiho and Sumin can’t contain your snorts, but Asahi and Sieun are waiting expectantly. “I thank you, my friends, for joining me on this trip and bringing fun and happiness to the house. We’ve got four days left here, so let’s make the most of them, and let’s have fun tonight as well. Whoever those boys you guys talked to are, let’s destroy them at beer pong,” he declares, earning himself appreciative hums from the table. “Now, get your salt and lime ready, and let’s do this.” He waits for everyone to get their shot ready. “Alright. To us, and to friendship. Cheers!” he exclaims, ending his speech on a cute note. You scoff jokingly at how lame of a toast that was but bring your glass forth anyway, clinking it with your friends’ as you all echo his ‘cheers’. In almost perfect synchronization, the six of you lick the salt off of your hand, swallow down the tequila and bite into the lime to make the stinging taste go away. You turn to Asahi, giggling at his scrunched-up nose because of the alcohol even though you’re wearing the exact same expression.
Some thirty minutes later, Jake and who you guess are his friends stroll up to your table, asking if you’re ready for the game. With two shots (because Jaehyuk and Mashiho went to get some more) and one pint of beer in your systems, no one at the table is in a mood to refuse playing against strangers, especially if the game involves more alcohol. No one save for Asahi, whose grip on your waist gets slightly tighter, enough for you to notice but not enough to question, but with how eager everyone is to play, he doesn’t have much of a choice.
Jake’s friends’ names, you quickly learn, are Heeseung, Jay and Sunghoon, and they all study at the same university. The ten of you divide into two teams: Jake, Jay, Mashiho, Sumin and you versus Heeseung, Sunghoon, Asahi, Jaehyuk and Sieun. They didn’t let you and Asahi on the same team because your friends hate seeing you happy, apparently.
Except for Jay, who brushes every miss off with a laugh, Jake and his friends are really good at beer pong, and make almost every shot. Although you should be rooting for your team, you cheer whenever your friends succeed in getting the ping-pong ball in the cup on your end, even when you’re the one who has to gulp down the cheap beer. Mashiho, Jaehyuk and Sieun are the pride of your friend group in terms of beer pong ability (Jaehyuk and Sieun say they practiced to ‘impress the ladies’ while Mashiho just has a natural talent for that kind of stuff). To your dismay, however, whenever it’s your turn to drink, it’s Sieun’s turn to shoot, and by the second time she lands a shot, you know you’re not finishing this game sober. When it’s your third time having to drink, you complain she’s gonna get you wasted, and Jake suddenly grabs the drink from your hand, gulping it down quickly. He waves you off with a smile when you thank him, and you’re surprised by his hero-like behavior.
Asahi, whose turn is after Sieun’s, is lucky that you’re not very skilled, the alcohol not helping, and so that he doesn’t have to drink. Asahi. Right, Asahi. He’s not usually this quiet during night-outs, liking to watch your drunk friends’ reactions to his stupid grimaces and skits, but he doesn’t seem to want to participate in the fun tonight. On your third go, you warn your teammates to not expect too much. You pick up the small ball and lift your arm, ready to aim aimlessly, until you feel a warm hand wrapping itself around yours and a presence, ghost-like behind you. Without a word, Jake moves your hand and helps you throw, delivering a perfect shot. But you wouldn’t have known the ball had landed in a cup had the cheers around you not been so loud, because you weren’t looking at the ball’s trajectory.
You were looking up at your boyfriend from across the table. His arms are crossed and his eyes are so focused on something - or rather, someone - that he’s squinting hard, almost angry. But he’s not looking at you. You follow his gaze until you reach Jake, who’s smirking back at him as if victorious, and everything falls into place.
Your boyfriend is jealous.
Now, this is a rare occasion. Even if you and Asahi are both the type to be completely oblivious when somebody is flirting with you, or even when you’re accidentally flirting with somebody, you always notice when someone is flirting with the other. However, when that happens, you just stride up to them and the other person and make it clear that you’re dating so that the other person doesn’t embarrass themselves further, and then you head home and laugh about it. There is too much trust in your relationship for there to be that much jealousy - just a normal amount, things like “let me know who you’re going with and when you’ll be back,” “and who’s that person?” or “but we haven’t hung out much this week, can you stay with me this one time?”. Most importantly, you never do anything to make the other jealous on purpose, and if one of you has a bout of jealousy, you talk about it.
But that look in his eyes, the way he’s staring Jake down and the way he doesn’t even seem happy when he lands the shot, making Jake drink - he’s so obvious. He’s probably not even trying to hide it. You’d be lying if you said it didn’t make you just a tiny bit proud. You like these sides of Asahi that he keeps hidden most of the time, and possessive slash jealous Asahi in particular is very hot. Your favorite part about it is that right now, he’s acting like he’s all tough to ward Jake off, but you know he’ll be putty in your hands as soon as you get home, and you can’t wait.
You really can’t wait.
You sneak over to the opposite team’s side and snake your hands around your boyfriend’s waist when you reach him. You look up at him but he avoids your gaze, making you smile fondly.
“Sahi.”
“Hm?”
“Everything okay?”
“Yeah, of course, why wouldn’t it be?” he answers, finally looking down at you briefly, as if exchanging a glance will convince you.
“If I told you I wanted to go home,” you start, voice dipping a bit lower, “really badly,” you say as you trail a finger up his bare arm, satisfied to see goosebumps appearing on his skin, “would you come home with me?”
That gets his attention for sure. “I’ll go get our stuff,” he says before disappearing. He’s back in thirty seconds and you’ve barely had time to tell your friends you were leaving that he’s practically dragging you out of the bar.
“See you around, Y/N,” Jake says, but your boyfriend doesn’t let you answer.
“No, she won’t.”
You try hard to bite back a smile but as soon as you’re outside, the streets still bustling with young people trying to find a nice place to drink and the sun not even fully set yet, you’re beaming hard.
It’s not that cold, but Asahi drapes his jean jacket over your shoulders anyway, and you let him do it. You walk in silence, hand in hand, and you can almost see smoke coming out of his nose. You let him calm down for the whole duration of the walk back to Jaehyuk’s house, neither of you speaking up until you’re in the kitchen, standing on each side of the island counter and he’s filled two glasses of water.
“So, wanna tell me what that was all about?” you say, finally breaking the silence.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he lies, staring off into the distance with a slight frown.
“Babe, it’s written all over your face that you’re mad. Tell me why,” you prod, even though you know very well the reason behind his anger.
He sighs and looks at the marble countertop like there’s something interesting there. “That guy… Jake, or whatever his name was. He just… ugh, he just kept looking at you, and touching you, and I fucking hated it. He knew we were dating, I made it very, very clear. It was like he was doing it on purpose. And you didn’t- Why didn’t you- Did you not notice, or something?” he asks, his eyes finally looking into yours as if searching for an answer there. His voice had gone from frustrated to desperate, and that, paired with the crease in his brows as he looks at you, makes you think naughty thoughts.
You walk over to his side of the counter, never breaking eye contact and wearing a small smile that tries to be reassuring. When you’re finally in front of him, you rest both of your palms on his chest and his hands come naturally on each side of your hips. You think you might melt at the way he’s looking at you, desperately waiting for comforting words or actions, like you’re the only one that can make him feel better about this.
“As soon as I noticed, I came over to you and we left, baby,” you coo, trailing one of your hands from his chest to his cheek, cupping it, and he closes his eyes as he rests his head on your palm, your warmth coming as a much-needed relief to him. You swipe your thumb across his cheek in a loving caress. “You know I wouldn’t make you jealous on purpose.” You take a step closer to him and his arms wrap themselves around your waist, holding you tighter. “And you know you’re the only one I’d want to go home with, anyway.”
At that, he opens just one eye. “Really?”
You chuckle fondly at your boyfriend. “Of course, baby. Look,” you say and wait for him to open his other eye, then take the small pendant he’d gifted you a few hours ago and turn it around in your fingers so that the engraved ‘A’ is blinking up at him. “I literally have your initial around my neck.”
This should be enough to convince him, and maybe it is, but he decides to push it further anyway, coaxing more reassurance out of you. His eyes drop to the floor and his lips form a pout as he murmurs, “How do I know you’re telling the truth, though…”, then sneaks a glance at you, as if to gauge your reaction, and you understand immediately what he wants.
“Do you want me to show you, instead?” you ask, face so close to his that your whisper fans over his lips. You mirror his smile when he nods shyly, which you take as an invitation to press your lips to his, so you do. You want to keep the kiss light and soft, but Asahi seems to be in some kind of a hurry, judging by his fast-moving lips and hands grabbing everywhere they can. You lean back to look at him and push some hair away from his face. “I’m not going anywhere, baby,” you say as you smile and bring your nose to his, brushing the tips together, which brings a smile to his face. “I’m right here.”
When a strong huff escapes Asahi’s nose, you pull away and wait for him to explain what’s bothering him. “I know, I know that, I just… You weren’t looking at him at all, I know that, but he was, and God, I don’t know why but it just pissed me off. Him and his friends, and they were looking at Sumin and Sieun too, you know, but obviously it bothered me more when they looked at you. And it makes sense ‘cause you’re the prettiest girl ever, and who wouldn’t look at you, but also I want to be the only want to look at you, but also it doesn’t matter as long as you’re only looking at me, but-”
You cut him off with a peck. “I only have eyes for you, my love,” you whisper against his lips. “C’mon,” you say, taking him by the hand and leading him to the bedroom - you’re not going to risk having one of your friends come home and walk in on you giving head to your boyfriend in the kitchen.
When you get to the bed, you push gently down on his shoulders so that he sits at the edge of the mattress. Your eyes never leave each other, and the expectant look he wears paired with the fact that he’s handing over the control to you for once makes you want to do all kinds of things to him. However, you have a very set goal you must stay focused on for tonight.
You take a step between his legs and his hands come up naturally to your waist. There is only love and awe in your gaze as you brush your hands through his hair and all around his head until they come down to cup his face for a second, then continue their way to his shoulders. His eyes are closed as if he wants to focus on your touch only, and they stay that way even when he starts to feel you unbuttoning his shirt slowly and take the light piece of fabric off of him, leaving his upper body naked.
You sink down to your knees in front of him, tracing a fingernail down his chest and abs and watching as his muscles flex underneath your teasing touch. You take your time just tracing patterns on his skin and leaving kisses here and there, and by his growing erection and the way he’s grabbing at the sheets behind him you can tell that even with how much he wants you to stop playing around, he also wants to be patient and good for you.
Your hands come down to his knee and you rub up and down his thighs a few times, getting closer to his inner thighs and to his erection every time until you finally press a palm over it, smiling when he releases an audible sigh at the small relief you’re finally giving him.
“You have no idea how much I love you, Sahi,” you say in a low voice as you start unbuckling his belt, still taking your sweet time. “I’d do anything to make you happy, and I want to be the only one who can make you feel good, so don’t ever think I’m looking at anyone else.”
He lets out a low hum in response, and you press a kiss to his lower belly before fully undoing his belt and his trousers. You ask him to raise his hips so you can take them off along with his underwear, and you finally have him fully naked in front of you. His eyebrows are creased and his breathing is already heavy and irregular without you having done much. He can’t even stop a moan from leaving his lips when you take him in your hand and start to very slowly bring your palm up and down his shaft, using the precum that’s already started to gather at his tip as lube. Your other hand is on his thighs, caressing it gently and sometimes grabbing at the skin. “So hard for me, hm?” you murmur, just to rile him up a bit.
When you start to pick up your pace just a bit, you bend your head down to press kisses to his thighs and bite the soft, sensitive flesh of his inner thighs to leave red marks there. At this point, his head is thrown back in pleasure, and with the house fully empty, he is not afraid to be as loud as he wants. Strings of curses and your name are constantly escaping him as well as groans and whines when something feels particularly good. When you lick a long stripe up his shaft and circle your tongue around his tip, he’s practically a gone man, his loud moans filling the room as he tries and fails to not buck his hips up into your mouth.
You come up for a breath of air, replacing your mouth with your hand so he doesn’t lose his momentum. “Are you gonna cum for me, baby? Make a mess all over my hand?” you taunt right before taking him back in your mouth, going down on his cock as far as you can. In mere seconds, you feel his thighs start to shake underneath your palms and his moans start to get higher in pitch, a sure sign of his climax being close. Usually, you’d swallow around his cock, but you’ve got another idea for tonight so you pull away and jerk him off as fast as you can while playing with his balls.
“C-coming…” he warns uselessly as ropes of his hot, white cum shoot all over his stomach and on your hand. You don’t let him calm down before taking his chin in your hand and tilting it down to make him look at you as you lick your fingers clean first, then his stomach, the taste of his cum and sweat filling your mouth.
“Fuck, you’re hot,” he breathes out in disbelief when you’re done with your little show, making you chuckle. He lets his body collapse onto the bed and you follow him, resting on your side with your head on your palm so you can trace your fingernail over his bicep and look at him as his breathing slows down, eyes closed and smiling peacefully. Your pretty angel. Only you get to see him like this, and you’re eternally grateful for that honor.
“I should get jealous more often,” he jokes after a few minutes when you thought he’d fallen asleep.
“I’ll always remind you that you’re the only one I want,” you whisper, making him open his eyes to look at you. That’s when he realizes that you’re still fully clothed while he’s butt naked.
He sits up, and before you can say anything, he’s taken your spot on the floor, kneeling at the edge of the mattress, and he pulls you towards him by the hips. His hands ride up your thighs, pushing the skirt of your dress over your hips to reveal your soaking panties to him. “God, you’re so wet,” he marvels at the sight of the wet patch on your underwear. You hadn’t even realized your core had been aching this whole time, so focused you were on making him feel good.
“You don’t need to, Sahi-”
“I want to,” he says, effectively cutting you off, then licks a stripe up your clothed core, the simple action enough to have you whimpering. Something - maybe your scent, or your taste, or the sounds you’re making, or all three - seems to take over him, and suddenly he’s a starved man. Not even bothering to take them off, he pushes your panties to the side and starts sucking at your clit so hard it’s almost painful, but the sting only adds to the pleasure. He’s always passionate when he eats you out, but this is another level of desire and eagerness to make you feel good that just makes your whole body weak and your throat raw with how much you’re moaning.
The knot in your stomach is already close to bursting not even a minute in, so you force Asahi to pull away and gesture for him to get on the bed, “please” and “I need you” leaving your lips like they’re the only things you can say. He’d usually chuckle at your impatience, but this time, he obeys you without a word, eyes half-lidded and blown out with lust, and cock already hard again.
He sits up on the bed, back against the headboard, and urges you to come and straddle his hips. Even now you’re still too restless to take your underwear off so you push it to the side once again as you line yourself up with his tip and sit down on him, bottoming out quickly. He gives you no time to adjust to his size before thrusting up into you, hard and desperate, and you’re so wet that he slips right in anyway. You’re a moaning mess on top of him, and he’s a moaning mess underneath you. Your hands can’t stay still, going from holding onto his shoulders, to clawing at his back, to tugging harshly at his hair. His arms are wrapped around your waist, sometimes holding you by the hips and bringing you down onto his cock just as he bucks his own into yours.
One of the reasons that you love sex with Asahi, other than the fact that you love him more than your heart can handle, is that it is always different and exciting. Tonight, you’re absolutely lost in each other, rendering your body to pleasure and your desire for each other. His scent takes up all of your senses, the pure bliss he is making you feel is intoxicating and you can’t think of anything else, only him. And judging from the expressions and the sounds he’s making, he feels the same way.
It all gets too much; he’s hitting the exact right spots and touching you just the way you like it, like you won’t break, like you’re solid under his touch and he can hold on tight, even leaving bruises. All you can do is collapse on top of him and hope he has enough strength for the both of you. His grip on you fastens even further, holding you as close as physically possible to him, but even that is barely enough. You just want to stop feeling where your body stops and his starts; you want the two of you to become one.
Just when you think it couldn’t get better, Asahi starts talking. The words flow out of his mouth like he’s not thinking about them, and he can’t halt them. “I‘m gonna… gonna cum inside you, gonna fill you up with my cum and put a baby inside that beautiful body of yours. Gonna give you a fucking baby and then everybody will know you’re mine and mine only.” Almost every word is punctuated with a harsh thrust, and you can only moan back in response.
And finally, everything that had formed into the tightest of knots inside of you undoes itself all at once, and your orgasm ripples through your body in waves, your body shaking on top of his as the feeling of your walls clenching around him like they never have before send him tumbling over the edge as well, pulling a second release out of him tonight.
The both of you stay there for a few blissful moments, simply waiting for your breath to resume their normal pace and for your senses to come back down from such an intense high. His hands roam your back and your fingers graze through his hair, anchoring touches as if trying to tether yourselves to each other.
You manage to recuperate a bit of energy and ask Asahi if he wants to go take a shower to clean up together, which he sleepily but gladly agrees to. He even starts a bath, which you tip-toe into after you’ve soaped each other clean in the shower, not without some giggles, wandering hands and curious lips. You sit back between his legs, letting the combined warmth of his body and of the water relax you.
“I’m sorry about tonight,” he suddenly apologizes after he’d been silently tracing patterns on your forearm for a small while.
“What? Why?” you ask, voice laced with concern as you turn your head, the side of it resting on his chest so that you can hear his heartbeat. Slow and steady, as always. “You didn’t do anything wrong.”
“I did, though. I got jealous for no reason and made you go home earlier on our night-out with our friends when none of it was even your fault.” He buries his face in your hair and presses a small kiss to the crown of your head.
You think for a few seconds before speaking next. “It’s normal to get jealous sometimes. If there was a girl chatting you up even though she knew you were in a relationship - which has happened before, by the way - I’d get jealous too. Especially cause you’re so oblivious,” you tease, and he cracks a small chuckle.
“I can’t argue with you on that one. But you’re not a lot better.”
“That’s true,” you smile. “And anyway, it’s not like either of us gets super possessive or anything. A little jealousy never hurt anyone. And I kinda like it, you know,” you add as an afterthought, smiling shyly as you take one of his hands in yours and play with his fingers. “It makes me feel like you’re mine as much as I’m yours.”
“Of course I am,” he says, bending down to kiss your ear and your cheek, making you giggle. “I’m all yours.”
“Sahi?” you call out after a few minutes of comfortable silence.
“Mm?”
“Do you actually want a baby?” you ask, remembering his earlier words, and you feel his body tense underneath you.
“Oh- God- um, about that, I, um- No! No, I don’t-”
“Oh…” you say, surprising yourself at how disappointed you are.
“I mean, yes! Yes, I do, of course I want to have babies, just not right now. But I want to have babies with you, at some point. If that’s okay, I mean. Like, if you don’t want babies, that’s fine-”
Your giggles interrupt his rambling, and he can’t help but chuckle himself. “Okay, babies, but not right now. We’re too young. But at some point.”
“At some point,” he repeats, and presses an umpteenth kiss to your head.
“What was that talk all about earlier, then?”
“Just… possessiveness, I guess. As a disclaimer, I don’t actually believe that you’ll belong to me just because I knock you up, or anything, this isn’t the Middle Ages,” he defends, making you giggle again. “And I don’t think you belong to me, at all. Not more than in the sense of I love you and you love me, so we’re each other’s, if that makes sense.”
“That makes sense,” you reassure.
“But… I don’t know… The thought of my baby in you…” he says, then takes a deep breath as if to steady himself. “Let’s just say it’s a very, very nice thought.”
You stay in the bath until the water grows cold, talking about this and that and feeling the other’s skin under your fingertips. You barely bother to dry off before getting into the bed, letting the other’s warmth and the mild heat of a summer night do the job. It takes you a while to fall asleep because you’ve both got a surge of energy from the bath, and you can’t stop giggling at nothing and planting small kisses all over each other’s faces, hands grabbing at whatever skin they can find and playing with the other’s hair. Around three a.m., just as you decide you need to calm down and go to sleep, your friends come home and cause a ruckus loud enough in the kitchen that it reaches your ears as they, you guess, make late-night ramen to appease their ebriety before going to bed.
Finally, at some point, you let the low hum of the fan, the whoosh of the waves coming to you through the open window and your boyfriend’s quiet snores lull you to sleep, and you fall into the arms of Morpheus with a smile on your face.
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Because time doesn’t care about your fun, you wake up one day, and it’s already your last day of vacation.
You all spend the morning and half of the afternoon packing and cleaning up the house, or at least the parts you used, even if Jaehyuk hired cleaning staff to come after you left. Still, it’s the least you can do to not leave it disgusting.
You’re done around five p.m., and you decide to relax a bit before dinner, so you and Asahi head to the beach - for some alone time, he specifies, so that no one follows you there. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out what the two are up to - you’ve been spending the whole day brushing past the other and leaving subtle touches here and there or looking at the other with nothing less than sex in your eyes, purposefully trying to rile the other up in a silence game of who will give in first.
You know you’ve won when Asahi presses into you as soon as you’ve set your little camp on the beach, which consists of a huge beach towel and a wide umbrella to hide you from both the burning sun rays and the burning stares of other beachgoers.
“What did I tell you the other day about being a brat, hm?” he taunts as he hovers over you, planting wet, ravenous kisses to your neck as his thumb plays with your bikini-covered clit.
“As if you weren’t acting the same,” you say, retaliating by palming him over his swimming trunks. In moments like these, your impatience takes over your want to tease the other, and you often end up helping each other get ready with hungry touches and open-mouthed kisses before Asahi pushes himself into you, waiting for a small moment before setting a quick and steady pace. It’s lighthearted and you can’t stop smiling even when the pleasure sets itself in your whole body, making your blood run quicker and your heart beat harder.
Asahi, who’d been desperately trying to hide his boner for the last few hours, can’t stop himself for cumming first, but he gives you no time to tease him about it, because you’ve barely opened your mouth to say something that he’s already pulled out, replaced his cock with two of his long fingers, and attached his lips to your clit, making you yelp in surprise. His tongue and digits know their way around your core like no other, and in what feels like five minutes, he’s made you cum twice around them.
“What was that for?” you ask out of breath when he’s snaked his way back up your body, after licking his fingers clean of your slick, of course.
“For making fun of me for cumming first. I can’t help it that you feel so good, you know,” he smirks, tucking sticky strands of hair because of sweat behind your ear.
“But I didn’t even say anything!”
“Didn’t need to, you were thinking it hard enough.” You punch his shoulder playfully - you’re pretending to be annoyed when there’s really nothing to complain about when your boyfriend decides to give you two orgasms in a row as ‘punishment,’ and he knows that.
Your bodies feel a bit gross from sweat so you put on your swimsuits back on and race each other to the sea, jumping in immediately without a care for how cold the water feels against your sun-heated skin. Splashing each other and playing around soon turns into making out with your hips hooked around his waist, the sea making you weigh nothing in his arms. You savor his taste especially today because this is the last day where you’ll get to kiss him, wet and salty and like he holds summer on his tongue.
You return to the beach after a while to eat the snacks you brought with and rest some, Asahi cuddling your body and resting his head between your breasts as you read the single book you’d brought on this trip and had read maybe fifty pages in two weeks from.
Sieun’s voice calling out from a few meters away gently pierces your little bubble of warmth and comfort. “We’re getting ready for dinner and Jaehyuk is making us cocktails, if you guys wanna join.”
You quickly pack up your stuff and the three of you head back to the house. “What kind of cocktails is he making?” you ask.
She smiles before answering, recognising the irony of her next words. “Sex on the beach.”
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That night, as the six of you watch the fireworks that Jaehyuk and Asahi set off and that you’d bought on your first day here, you take a second to look around at your friends and their smiling faces, without a care in the world, illuminated by the colorful lights. You feel your boyfriend’s hold on your waist tighten as he brings you closer to him and lets you rest your head on his shoulder. Wherever they are, I’ll be happy. Wherever he is, I’ll be home, you think. Even if you’ve got years of life and countless adventures waiting in front of you, right now, you’re just enjoying the moment, happy to be here, surrounded by the people you love. It doesn’t feel like it could get better than this, and yet.
Your boyfriend looks down at you and you raise your head from his shoulder to look at him. You smile at each other as the others ‘ooh’ and ‘ah’ at the bright displays of smoke and fire in the night sky. His eyes tell you that there are many more happy moments to come, indeed.
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karwate hue tagada, sunye kese zamana hai bigada
*salon mein ghuste hi*
“aare Leela, aaj kal ka zamana
kya bigad gaya hai, haye rama!”
“kyun bigade hue hain bacche
iPhone hai unka khazana”
“arre hum khaate the aam
aur khushi se karte the kaam”
“par dekho na meri poti
nah khaye aam, na laddu, na roti!”
“arre yeh kya! no gluten, no cheeni, only zucchini
kya aafat hai na Jyoti?”
“kyun Sushmita sunn! tel mal mal ke laga!
meri beti bhi samjhe ki na hai oil replacement mein gun!”
“aur mera beta? aye haye, subah shaam tik tik tik on keyboard
ghar ki chehek ko bole chik chik chik, kyun pura din hun mein bored”
“haan haan Janki, yeh to hai! aaj kal ke log ke hain open mind
lekin kya phaida agar voh rahe din bhar apne darvazon ke behind?”
“dekho na mera pota, apne video game mein princess ke liye rakshas ko harata
lekin shaadi karne ke liye na ladki yah ladka nazar aata?”
“haan Jaya, maanti hoon mein ki hum thode buzurg hain
lekin masti ki hai jawaani mein, hain?”
“meri bahu hai ki kare din bhar kaam
kabhi meeting kabhi public speaking but no aaram!”
“Lajwanti sahi kehti hai tu! iss generation ka dil hai bada kamzor
bin pyaar ke situationship mein bhi hojati hai uski todh-phodh!”
“arre re jo bhi ho! it is what it iss sahi nahi Rekha,
aakhir zindagi mein dabbe rhene ka na lo theka!”
“haan ek baat hai sachh, sunno sabhi
zamana hai jaisa bhi, tumhari hai yeh zindagi”
“duniya ki na socho, jio jaise marzi!”
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Lunchbox is just a perfect movie to savour until your next re-watch.
This beautiful movie plays just as brilliant a role as a natural distant landscape where one can find solace.
The portrayal of the monotonous working life of Mr.Fernands and the mundane household life of Ila resonates and hits you to the core.
The' larger than life' elements in this film come from the setting itself 'Mumbai' a city that never sleeps, a lively city, a tired city yet it is anew.
All the characters in the story have unique individualities and different philosophies (kabhi kabhi galat train bhi sahi jagah pohocha deti hai) or just a daydream of moving to Bhutan because it has the highest happiness Index or coping mechanisms ...it all feels real.
The film also feels like a tribute to The dabbalwallas in the bustling city who constantly strive to deliver warm home cooked lunches by their loved ones to the ones who are working hard in the office.
Overall this is a must watch film and definitely a film to re re watch
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SO BASICALLY Bombay Dreams is an Andrew Lloyd Webber-produced musical that first opened in the West End and then on Broadway a few years later (early 2000s, this all happens 2002-2006). He got some solid South Asian folks to work on it, like AR Rahman, Farah Khan, and Meera Syal (but it did not have a wholly South Asian creative team). Chaiyya Chaiyya from Dil Se is a part of the show (so is Ishq Bina, Rangeela Re, Manna Madurai, Shakalaka Baby, Sona Nahi Na Sahi, and Nahin Samne... all from their respective movies). It also went through changes as it crossed the Atlantic Ocean. Up until Shoba Narayan was in Great Comet, Bombay Dreams was the only time there had been a South Asian lead actress on Broadway.
As for the plot, it was changed multiple times, but part of the plot at one point was that it deals with the changing of Bombay to Mumbai, and a poor guy that lives in a slum who falls in love with a rich girl (who! is! engaged!) whose father is a Bollywood director.
It's half jukebox musical, half original songs.
I recall finding a source that mentioned how Farah did not feel like Bombay Dreams was very representative of South Asian identities and experiences, and thus, on a piece of Andrew Lloyd Webber's letterhead, Om Shanti Om was born :)
This is so fucking funny I love this. Farah Khan was so pissed off about the shitty musical she had to do she decided to just write a better one. Queen behavior.
#WHERE WOULD WE BE WITHOUT FARAH#ask#you’re so sweet for taking the time to tell me this btw I appreciate it so so so much#you’re so nice🥹🥹🥹
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Nagin Lyrics
Singer:Gurmeet Bhadana, Monika SharmaAlbum:Gurmeet Bhadana Aaj tootegi payal naach main aisa naachuAaj tootegi payal naach main aisa naachuDekhne wale ho jayenge pagal kasar na kaadhuTeri toh kismat mein hai kaali raat tu baith ke taare gin Re been pe been bajadungaTu naach to sahi nagin Sab uthal puthal kitno ka aayi hai tu karke katalIndia me tu bahut ghumli aa meri gail mein u.K chal Baby…
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[3/9, 8:49 PM] 𝑺𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒓 𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒉𝒂𝒏: Pta dena be
[3/9, 8:50 PM] 𝑺𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒓 𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒉𝒂𝒏: Sahi sahi ma bat kare rhe ka re
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Jeevan Ke Din Chhote Sahi (जीवन के दिन छोटे सही) - Shayree Sarkar | Hindi Movie Song Cover Full Song Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdyE2nW1Gkg
Cover Credits: Song Name: Jeevan Ke Din Chhote Sahi(जीवन के दिन छोटे सही) Singer & Feature: Shayree Sarkar Re-arrangement and Programming: Sagar Dasgupta Sound Engineer: Tarun Das Recorded, Mixed & Mastered: Studio Violina Category: Movie Song Language: Hindi Camera & Edit: Mrinmoy Chowdhury(Fashion Photography) Best Acknowledge: Father: Dipayan Sarkar Partha Mother: Sarmistha Sarkar Digital Advisor: Sanjay Sen Label: Shayree Sarkar Official
Original Credits: Song Name: Jeevan Ke Din Chhote Sahi Singer: Kishore Kumar Lyrics: Majrooh Sultanpuri Composer: R.D.Burman Movie Name: Bade Dilwala(1983) Label: Saregama India Ltd.
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shayreesarkar #coversong #hindi #song #kishorekumarsong #rdburman #bollywoodcover
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2.
….continues from previous….
*********[Section 4,Part 10]******
Bhailog.. pehli baat yahan par yeh note/notice karne ki hai ki ..yeh walla..iss piece ka ..[Section 4,Part 10]..kehlata hai..
Toh baat yahan par yeh hai ki..iss piece ke(yani ki Section 4 ke)..kareeb 16(constituent) parts hote hai..jinhe already likh liya /diya gaya hai…mere dwara..
Maine soch rakha hai ki..iss piece ..yani ki section 4 ke..inn constituent parts ko..main sequence main nahi post karunga(yani ki jiss sequence main likhe gaye hai yeh(natural/ascending order main likhe gaye hai)..uss sequence main post nahi karunga)
“[**Shall not post them in the same order (i.e…in d natural/ascending order) in which the constituent parts of dis piece/section 4 have been written/created by me].”
Shall now post dis entire piece..ie..each of its constituent parts…in a haphazard kinda fashion..
Ji haan.. kisi jigsaw puzzle ke pieces ki bhanti hi samjho.. inn parts ko..ab..haha..[Jinhe main..ek ke baad ek..over time..post karne ja raha hoon ab]
[No particular reason for me to b indulging in dis kind of a thing..bas aise hi kar raha hoon.. haha]
[**Baad main inn sabhi parts ko main phir se ek aur baar post karunga.... leki iss baar yeh sab sequence/right/natural/ascending order main hi post kiye jayenge(i.e…these shall all then be (re)posted later..(one more time).. but dis time..in exactly the order..in which each of these parts had(have)been created by me)]
[Halke se rough tarike se likhe gaye hai..kuch/ek-aad parts.Jarrorat ke hisab se..inhe bhi.. (sahi karte hue)..phir se..(re)post kar diya jayaga]
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L’il background:
Bhailog.. woh conspiracy theorist yaad hai na aap logon ko..inse meri pehli mulaquaat isi eatery main hui thi(ab to yeh ek ghanisht types wale mitr ho chuke hai hamare)..
Mujhe aaj bhi achchi tarah se yaad hai woh din..jiss din ko/jab inse meri pehli mulaquaat hui thi ..“Engineer’s day”..wala din tha..yeh /woh walla..ise bhi aap log ek Ittefaq hi Samjhe..kyon ki peshe se yeh ek Information Technology professional hote hai..[ML/DL/AI being his area of expertise]..
Sab se pehle toh ve inn cutting edge technologies ko samjhane main jut/lag gaye the(fairly longish kisam ka discourse raha tha..inka…yeh walla)..
[All of a sudden/suddenly…almost as if going completely off tangent…he then began to talk about something completely/totally different]
I started to listen very carefully to all dat stuff..dat he was saying now…
I now..very quickly was able to see/understand it all..(it all became quite clear to me now)…ie..as to why…I had earlier been treated to dis fairly lengthy kinda discussion by him..on these cutting-edge technologies.
Ve darahsal inn technologies par diye jaane wale ..apne iss discourse/discussion ko..aage jake..ek background/backdrop/context ki tarah use/istamal karte hue..kuch aur hi samjane jaa rahe the/wale the..isiliye unhone aisa kiya tha..
(Yani ki..ve..iss technologies wali discourse ka istamal karte hue..(iss discourse ki aad main)..kuch aur hi samjhane ki koshish/firaq main the..isiliye shayad ..unhone aisa kiya tha)
Inki darahsal ek pet theory hoti hai.. jisse ve har waqt(24/7)..jeb main liye ghoomte rehte hai..
[**Basically..dis pet theory of his.. is wat he wanted to present to me.. on dat day.
But before doing dis…he wanted to kind of give me a brief discourse on Machine Learning (ML)/Deep Learning(DL)/n Artificial Intelligence (AI).
He probably(as it appeared to me then)intended to use dis discourse..as a context and a backdrop(while also providing the necessary background)..for explaining dis l’il pet theory of his]
So..all in all/in effect..can say..he happened to b putting forth/proposing to me..his favourite/dis lil pet theory of his ..on dat day..
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Pehli hi mulaquaat main ve bohot kuch keh gaye the…
Kehne lage the…(after dat fairy longish kind of a discourse on these technologies)..
Him: It’s just a l’il pet theory of mine..this bit. It’s purely speculative in nature though.
U can say dat am indulging in a bit of speculation here..since have nothing to present or produce before you t’day as proof..that can support this l’il pet theory of mine.
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“As an aside”…
"At the heart of dis theory of his/at the core of this theory (dat he had been proposing to me)..seems to be this unshakable faith(or belief)of his..in the integrity of those all-powerful Western democracies(and their ilk, tribe, allies) ..and the role they play/ie..in their good intentions..as torchbearers of democracy across the globe(ie..an immense belief in their(supposed/so called)good intentions..behind dis(self-appointed)role of there’s..as torchbearers of democracy..all across the globe..is wat am talking about here)..
Bhailog was in d mood of trying to shoot holes .. in this l’il pet theory of his .. on dat day...so as to b able to debunk/write it off completely..
Ab yeh har baar inn western democracies ki charcha/baat kar rahe the/baat karte hue dikh rahe the..inke bohot hi bade fan maloom hote hai.. toh socha Kyon na yahi se shuru kiya jaye..
“Shall try n challenge dis l’il faith of his(on these western democracies) straight away..“.. I was now thinking..
[This approach.. I was thinking..shall make dis pet theory of his fall..right at d outset/there n then..ie..right b4 his very eyes(in his eyes)..
So wat better way then dis..ie to start/approach dis debunking exercise in dis manner..
Toh chalo..yehi se shuru kiya jaye.. yeh(walla)shub kaam..(Inn powerful western democracies ko.. inki nazaron main/se girane wali(gira diye jaane wali)baat..main kar raha hoon ab..
“Bohot mazza ayega ab”.. main soch raha tha..haha..]
**Ab yeh ML/DL/AI expert hote hai .. toh humne bhi socha.. apne is maqsad/ purpose ke liye.. kyon na ek AI tool ka hi istamal kar liya jaaye/ek AI tool ka istamal kar lete hai aaj..
Shall show him d output of dis l’il exercise of mine.. ie.. d one dat i had just now performed..using dis AI tool..(ie..an exercise dat had been carried out by me..wid d sole intention/objective of wanting to debunk dis l’il pet theory of his)..as n when I happen to bump into him next..(at dis eatery..)…
[**Lekin ek baat hai.. iss output ko dekh kar main thoda sa discouraged sa toh zaroor hua hoon.. dis outputs not turned out along d lines i had expected it to..to b honest..
Lagta hai/aise lag raha hai..kafi checks n balances/constraints fit kar diye gaye hai is tool main ..
Ek career diplomat bhi iss tarike se baatien nahi karta hoga.. jaise yeh tool karta hua dikh raha hai..
Henry ji ne bhi kabhi iss tareke ki baatien ..nahi seekhi/ki hogi.. jaise ki yeh tool karta hua dikh raha hai(yahan par)..aur(mat bhoolna)..ve toh ek lifelong diplomat/politician hote/reh chuke the..hahaha..
[**Aur haan.. ek aur baat..inn conspiracy bhaisahab ji ki pet theory.. woh kya thi..yeh sab baad ke liye bhailog]
**Toh ab yaha par background khatam hota hai..
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[Part No 9 se continue kiya jaa raha hai.. yeh walla..]
[Iss piece ke inn parts ko ab,ek haphazard tarike se hi post kiya jayega..yaad hai na bataya tha]
***************[Part 10 to continue ]**********
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UNVEILING FEW, ALBEIT HITHERTO UNKNOWN, 'GREATS' OF THE ENTT WORLD!
HAIL 'THE FOREVER QUEEN OF BOLLYWOOD' ! THE OLDEST 'GREAT' I CAN THINK OF, WHEN TALKING ABOUT BOLLYWOOD !
I ALWAYS WAS TOLD SHE IS SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL, BUT NOT EXACTLY HOW SPECIAL, TILL TODAY!
A CRIMINAL UNDERSTATEMENT, TO SAY SHE'S THE BEST!
BOW TO THE GRANDEST OF THE ENTT WORLD ! - JUHI CHAWLA!
2. ANOTHER EQUAL 'GREATEST' ON INDIAN ENTT SCENE !
THE QUEEN OF BOLLYWOOD ENTT!
WHO'S ABILITY TO SEND PEOPLE TO OTHER WORLDS, OR TRANSPORT THEM TO OTHER UNIMAGINABLE AREAS, AT HER WILL & ENTT, IS ALSO LONG UNPARALLELED !
BOW TO HER 'EQUALLY GREATEST GREATNESSES'! - RAVEENA TANDON !
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3.
Did You Know-
Who composer of this 1972 Mehdi Hassan classic is ? - 👇 https://youtube.com/watch?v=nnaC7NUOlzs
NISAR BAZMI, who migrated to Pak in 1962, after composing for >40 Indian films, was trained by Lata's guru Aman Ullah Khan, hired by AIR as musician in 1939 at age 15, & turned composer at 20!
(As amazing ittefaq would have it, Nisar Bazmi's last film in India as composer, 'Bhala Aadmi', was also the first film of Rajesh's innermost core member, Anand Bakshi!
Life coming full circle again!)
👇 https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLpZLHt6c4Ik-OG7liU
Nisar Bazmi re-released his 'Finest Ghazal collections of Mehdi Hassan' with his 'Ranjish hi sahi' in 1985!
Also released his poetry collection 'Instrument Goes Silent' in 1999! 👇 https://youlinmagazine.com/article/nisar-bazmi-a-man-of-memorable-melodies/MTk2NQ==
Was a 'Urdu song' ustad, but sadly never composed for Dilip!
PASSED AWAY AFTER A LIFETIME OF MEMORABLE ACTIVITY IN 2007 !
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4.
THE 'GREATEST' QUEEN BEE OF WORLD MOVEMENT OF ENTT!
THAT VIA HER ENTT TALENT ENSURED THAT LITERALLY 10's OF CRORES PEOPLE, VERY YOUNG & YOUNG, EVEN LEAVE ASIDE OTHERS, GOT TRANSPORTED TO ANOTHER WORLD, IN HER EFFORTS!
UNIMAGINABLEY 'GREATEST' CONTRIBUTION TO INDIA & WORLD ENTT! - SAIRA BANU!
5.
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"THE INVISIBLE SINGER" RAJA GUL 'S TOP SONGS (@INDIES)!
One of the most mysterious "invisible" singers in Bollywood history!
With no trace of info whatsoever on him, anywhere on the internet, leave aside any pics.
We don't even know if he migrated to Pak or stayed back in India, & if still alive.
But certainly a "Raja" of his domain!
Here's a document (or whatever we could find) on his early Bollywood work.
🖤 https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLm1v8VeYLVlm_FZV6mGRTN7jDxewmFJiD 🖤
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6. I know many may find Dharmendra's inclusion in this blog weird, given he is quiet well-known even if an undoubted 'great', yet ventured to include him, since he is despite all his 'greatness' still quite underestimated, given how he kept posing big hurdles in the megastar Rajesh Khanna's career with his sheer competitive talent, much as even managed to try drag the legendary sweet Kishore Kumar too into the rowdy genre by having him lend his voice to his macho 80's songs, but that Kishore Kumar couldn't keep pace with longer, & before retiring for publicly undisclosed reasons soon later.
The man who took 80's Bollywood to unheard of heights!
7.
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Did You Know-
Who this eye-openingly multi-talented artist is?
NALINI CHONKAR, daughter of radio & stage classical singer & stage-screen actor Krishnarao Chonkar!
Singer, dancer, supporting actress (& lead in some) in Marathi-Hindi-Gujarati 2nd tier films.
Also known for prominent role in Hindi film 'Bhabhi'(57) albeit in villainous role.
Came outta 17 yr Hindi film hibernation (tho worked in Gujarati films thru 70s-80s), for a strange last 10' role in film called 'Patthar Dil' in 1985!
🧡🤍💚 CELEBRATED HER 50TH BIRTHDAY ON 12TH JUNE 1988 ! 🧡🤍💚
Passed away in 2005.
https://cinemaazi.com/people/nalini-chonkar-
8. 🧡🤍💚
Master of Weird! 'Great' of off-beat Bolly!
If ppl like Dharmendra were masala Bolly exterior, MANI KAUL, be the opposite front, albeit to same adulatory effect!
Of the cruelly weird genre,the 'iski topi uske sar' ustad!
A disruptor of musical Bolly! In asha, of aatma's shanti!
9.
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Chanced upon a Maharashtra Phalke award, & just had to post a tribute to a big Dadasaheb winner, LEELA GANDHI.
This near-octagenarian actress today, enthralled Marathi audiences with her divine luster-producing dance & beguiling histrionics for long.
A noteworthy 'great'!!
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10. & 11.
Next, a tribute to 2 child artist 'greats', who made name for themselves, & even came to be looked upto within film circles at a point.
Master Ripple (from 1970's 'Ghar Ghar Ki Kahani' & many more) aka Gopi Sapru (cousin of Tej & Preeti Sapru) & Master Raju aka Raju Shrestha aka Fahim Ajani, both now in their mid 60s & mid 50s resp.
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Tu Jo Mila (2nd Version) - Sargam, Harmonium And Flute Notes
Tu Jo Mila (2nd Version) - Sargam, Harmonium And Flute Notes
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Indies (Lifetime) Playlist Tributes to Music Legends ! -PART 11
SRINIVAS 'S TOP 30 (HINDI) SONGS ! :
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Ranjish hi sahi
Tere bazm mein
Rafta rafta
Kuch bi na socho
Dola dola man - Dil hi dil mein
Tum a gaye ho
Kuch toh log kahenge
Kaisi hai ye rut
Zindagi mein toh sabhi
Oh laagi re
Patta patta buta buta
Ab ke hum
Bhooli bisri
yeh jo mohabbat hai
Piya Haji Ali
Beeti na bitai raina
Le gayi tune
Ye jeevan hai (Kishore kumar tribute)
Yeh jo zindagi hai - 1947 Earth
" - 1947 earth
Ek bagiya mein - Sapnay
Mitwa - Lagaan
Chale chalo - Lagaan
Ruk na jaana
Allay allay - One 2 ka 4
Hey kaala bandar - Delhi 6
O naye insaan - Robot
Sawar gayee - Dil hi dil mein
Dangal - Kushti
Kaise chhupaoon
Shano shano - yuvvraaj
Khushiyon ki koshish - Phir milenge .
ANURADHA SRIRAM'S TOP 40 (HINDI) SONGS ! :
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Dil se re - dil se
Ishq bina - Taal
"
Gori godh bhari - 99 songs
Bho shambho shiva
Ishwar allah tere jahan mein - 1947 earth
Vande mataram (revival)
Chunnari chunnari - Biwi no. 1
Ram bachaye - Pitaah
Once upon a time - Lagaan
Barkha ritu - 3 bros & a violin
Tauba tauba - Jeans
Hai udd gayi re - Kyo kii main jhooth nahi bolta
Ranjha ranjha - Raavan
Bandh kamre mein - Kuch khattoi kuch meethi
Chadh gayi - Chor machaye shor
Prem jaal mein - Jis desh mein ganga rehta hai
Pehli pehli baar - Zor
Sawan barasne laga - Sa utha ke jiyo
Na sone ke bangle mein - RHTDM
Desh ki mitti - Bose The Forgotten hero
Roshan hui raat - Sapnay
Once upon a time - 3 Bros & a violin
Mere sone sawariya - Deewanapan
Aa hi jaiye - Lajja
Meri zindagi parwaaz hai (Abdul Kalam Tribute) - 3 bros & a violin
Dupatta - Jeena sirf mere liye
Zulfein khol khal ke - Do knot disturb
Dupatta mera - Mujhe kuchh kehna hai
Rang rasiya - Kushti
Satrangi - Deewanapan
Kaan ke neeche bajaa - Chor machaye shor
Tum tata ho ya birla - chor machaaye shor
Teri kurti sexy - Vaada
Jayengi pee ke nagar - Virasat
Papa main papa - HADMRH
Hallu hallu - Waah tera kya kehna
Ek taraf hai - Gharwali Baharwali
Bhangra pe le - Talaash
Mujhe rabb se - Ab ke baras
Taara raara raara - Gharwali Baharwali
Jo tum kaho- Chhota chetan
Rab jaane - Gharwali Baharwali
Jhin min jhini - Maqbool
Mat jaa - 3 bros & a violin
Ele ele maradala .
NAZIA HASSAN 'S TOP 60 SONGS ! :
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Boom
"
Disco deewane
"
Khushi
"
Aap jaisa koi
"
Koi nahi
Yeh dil tere liye
Then he kissed me
Telephone pyar
Dil mera
Jaana zinfagi se na jana
Aankhein milanay wale
Aag
"
Aao na pyar karein
Dil ki lagi
Dum dum dee dee
Aan haan kabhi zindagi jaisa
Tali de thallay
Gaien milker
Tere kadmon ko
Dosti
"
Dreamer deewane
Lekin mera dil
Dhundli raat ke
Nigaahon se duur
Jaadu
Komal komal
Boom boom (remix version)
Kabhi toh tum ko yaad ayenge
Pyar amar hamesha
Guzar rahi hai khizan banke
Gel a little closer
Mujhe chaahe na
Teri yaad
Mama papa
Nasha na karo
Hum aur tum
Aap ka shukriya
"
Kya hua
Ajnabi
Sunn mere mehboob
Meherbani
Camera camera
Sheela o my sheela
Main aya tere liye
Uk singles
Ek do kehne bhi do
Young tarang
The disco song - SOTY
Tonight pyar karo - Dilwala
Takta muni mana- Sheela
No entry- Main Balwaan
Rock n roll - Main Balwaan
Pyar bharay geeton say
K. C. DEY'S TOP 70 (HINDI) SONGS ! :
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Baba man ki aankhen khol - Dhoop Chhaon 2.& 3. Teri gathri mein laga chor musafir - Dhoop Chhaon
Duniya rang rangili - Dharti Mata 5.Na ranj karo badnaseeb - Grihalaxmi
Main khush hona chahoon - Dhoop Chhaon
Hari charanan mein - Vidyapati
Piya milan ko jaat - Vidyapati 9.Mut bhool musafir - Devdas 10.Jao jao ae mere sadhu - Puran Bhagat
" - 12.Chamake bijuri miyan malhar -
Bande apna mol chukana - Andhera
Mari saiyyan pichkari - 15.Banshuri na baje -
Gokul se gaye girdhari - Vidyapati 17.Milega pyar yar yari mein -
Bhagwan karega mada - Grihalaxmi
Wo raat, wo aadhi raat
Nandrani ki ksaam, thakurani ki kasam - Mera Gaon
Teri maut - Devdas
Jis dam naqabe aarize
Preet purani
A manqabat
Ko tum ko tum bolo - Devdasi
Hori khilchhe Shyam 27.Chaandni ra hai,chaandni raat-Mohabbat
Gulon ka husm ab jachta nahi
Aaj hori khele kanhaiya
Bapa hai rozey mehshar
Islam ki hai shaan
Man murakh kehna maan
Sawan ki hai badari kaari
Kaahe der karat sajani - Vidyapati
Zauqe barbadi hai mujhko ghair kyun
Na rona na rona na dheeraj apna khona
Japo re Ram naam sukhdai
Mange ja mange ja har baar
Daata ko pehchaan bhikari
Is badalti duniya mein
Chale gaya toofan - Aandhi
Mat sun madhur kahani jag ki
Ram bhajo sukh mein dukh mein
Arsh ka pehla jo sitara hai
Koi le lo bhaiya - Minakshi
Hari murare madhukait hamare - Devdasi
Tu gaye ja apnba geet - Minakshi
Koi tere geet suine na sune
Bol bol tu bol
Shyam Kanwar Nand Lal
Hari ke naam bina re - Devdasi
Ye kaisa anyay -Shravan Kumar
Kya kaaran hai ab rone ka - Puran Bhagat
Roye hum charnon pe Bhagwan - Devdasi
Na aye mun ka meet - Devdas
Aayegi taaza bahaar mere baadh mein- Maya
Darshan huye tihare sajan - Vidyapati
Haar na jana - Badalti Duniya
Lijiye aa kar a manqabat
Naat
Tum nahi pahloo mein
Aandhi maan na kar ab sajni - Aandhi
Ek baans ki thi patli si nali - Vidyapati
Tan ka kar le band kiwada - Vidyapati
Kisi majboor ke honthon ke tu
Kali kamli ka tukda
Wo noor e chashme mustafa .
SUNEETA RAO'S TOP 60 SONGS ! :
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Paree hoon main
"
"
Parwana deewana
I am trying to hold on
NY state of mind
Hallellujah
You say you love me
Tere bina 10.Senorita
Indian girl 12.Talaash
Chhoo lein aasmaan
Na ja na
Oye badshah
Ishq da
Dhamaal
Mujhe pyaar ho gaya
Waqt
Deewangee
Mazaa
Paisa
Chhoti chhoti baatein
Ye sama
Sa ni dha maa
Kaun jaane
Sanam
Swabhimaan
Mere dil bataa
Sheeshe mein
Catch me if you can
O re kanchi
Dulhan hum le jaayenge
"
Dekha tujhe toh dil
Le le mera naam le - Sangdil sanam
Ae mere dil
Kabhhi toh mil jaayea
Abke baras
Gumnaam ajnabi
Wajah muskuraane ki (various)
Kaali kaali akhiyaan
Roothe rahiyo raja
Kesariya
Zindagi hai game
Pakke iraade
Sirf tumhari
Intezaar
Hoton ka
Aa meri life
Dil maaka dina
Akhad bakhad bumbey bo
Sara shehar aaj jaagega
Duniya haseenon ka mela
Kaisa hai jeevan
Sun zara
Laadli
Rosemary
Dehka dehka
Phas gaya
Break dance - Kahan hai kanoon
ANUPAMA DESHPANDE ‘S TOP 120 SONGS ! :
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Sohni chenab de kinare - Sohni Mahiwal (happy)
" (sad)
O yaara - Kaash
Lahar lahar chanchal huyee - Adhikar
Yeh shaam ke rangeen saaye - Sutradhar
Hunko aajkal - Sailaab
Jaga soya pyar yeh mera - Avinash
Haye mere rabba mushkil mein padi hoon
Aap ke kareeb - Saajan ki baahon mein
Kitne mausam kitne sawan - Ghar ghar ki kahani
De tulsi maiya vardan itna - "
Hum hain tere tu hamara - Ek Daku Seher mein
Parbat roke sagar roke - Juaari
Tum mere ho - Tum mere ho
" (jhankar) - Tum mere ho
Mere saathi
Raat hai suhani
O Saathiya Ye Kya Kiya - Heart Attack (album with Sudesh Bhosle)
Pehla pehla pyar hai - Woh phir ayegi
Tumse mile bin chain- Kabzaa
Teri bholi muskanon ne - Babul
Maine tujhse pyar kiya hai - Surya The Awakening
Pyar kahe banaya ram ne - Surya The Awakening
Aaj mere paas rehna - Sanam tere hain hum
Naujawanon ka zamana hai - Parampara
Ganpati apne gaon chale - Agneepath
Kabhi dur na jana - Kabhi dur na jana
Satyam shivam sundaram - (resung)
Mera naam chin chin chu - (resung)
Tu anadi - Anadi Khiladi
Pallo latke - Rangeela Rajasthan
Baharon me doobi - Jaan e wafa
Har janam mera - Aaj Ka Samson
Pooja karo ri karwa chauth ki - Jai maa karwa chauth
Tum sajna ke ghar jaogi - Swarg
Ek nazar mein dekh le - Haatim tai
Meri sun le pukar - Kabhi dur na jana
Mera haule haule naache hai - Daak Bangla
Kahe gayee bhalayee - Hamaar ghar hamaar sansar
Lagi aaj sawan ki - Chandni
Main gaun tere liye - Woh phir ayegi
Pappu can't dance saala - Jaane tu ya jaane na
Aap dil ki anjuman mein - Rose are Red 3
Ae mere zohrajabeen & others - (remix)
Hungama ho gaya - (resung)
Ye bhi dil mangta wo bhi dil mangta - (resung)
Sote sote raat soyee - Hum toh chale pardes
Nazrein milana - Jaane tu ya jaane na
Jhoome hawaen aur jhoome fizaaen - Sailaab
Aankhon ne baat kar li
Do lafzon ki hai - (resung)
Balam dheere dheere - Ganga bani shola
Aaj bawariya hui re - Nafrat ki aandhi
Kaun sutradhar - Sutradhar
Rabba chadhti jawani
Tera mera charcha - Heart Attack (album with Sudesh Bhosle)
Timi rimjhim - Truck dribher
Kisi nazaqr ko tera - (ghazal resung)
Parbat se kali ghata takrai _(resung)
Jis dil ne tujhko - Lootere
Tu ishwar ki rachna - Purva
Sapnon mein tujhko
Dil Kyun Dhadak Raha - Roses are red 3
Roopiyo To Le Main - Bai chali sasariye ( Rajasthani)
Bhopa Bhopi - Mharo rang rangilo Rajasthan
Aaj Hum Aa Gaili Maiya - Sajanwa Bairi Bhaile Hamar
Jai santoshi mata aarti
Om shri sai nathay namah - (chants)
Om sai shri sai jai jai jai sai - (chants)
Man se bolo jai jai sai
Jai sheetla mata
Durga saptashati nyas
Maa vrundavan
Lakh rakh lo mohan - (devotional pvt)
Yamuna jal ma kesar - (devotional pvt)
Meri maa shakti maa
Shirdi ke devta
Sai mantra
Mere khwaja bhi kitne pyare hain
Bahaar-e-madina
Jai laxmi mata aarti
Aarti jai ambe gauri
Jai parvati mata aarti
Sant vani - rahim vani
Sant vani - Kabir vani
Shree venkatesh stotra
Sri Mookambika Gayatri Mantra
Jai Ganesh Jai Ganesh Jai Ganesh Deva Mata Jaki Parvati
Jane do jane do - Mata meri durga bhavani
Shyam diwani
Teri jawani badi mast mast
Mungda - (remix- Cabaret remix)
Badhate Chalo- (devotional song)
Saari baaton ka - Bhediyon ka samooh
Tujhe dekha maine jab se - Naseebwala
Aaj bachna hai mushkil tera - Haatim tai
Aaj naach naach ke - Numbri Aadmi
Mar mitenge
Kisme kitna hai dum
Gori bani dulhan dulha bhi hai magan - Shaadi ki dhoom
Pyare dulhe se sare log - "
Dulhe pe aya hai pyaar - "
Dulhe ke ghar se ayi hai mehndi - "
Woh dekh doli teri ayi - "
Parda hai parda & others - (resung)
Har jodi salamat rahe - Khoj
Main hoon awara - Zordaar
Peeele jawani ki botal
Hoke dushman jamana
O dulha aaja dulhan ke dwar - Shaadi ki dhoom
Man me hai pee ki lagan -Shaadi ki dhoom
Balmaa banarasi - Balma
Dulha dulhan ke naam khushi ka - Shaadi ki dhoom
Bichua bichua - Farz
Kukkad kukkad koo - Azaad desh ke ghulam
Shirdi Sai Dwarkamai-Shri Sai Dhun, Pt. 2
Mumbai ki ladki hun main
Main tumhara pyar hoon - Jeevandata
Choron ki toli leke - Taaqatwar
Ek ek zakhm ka - Daav pech
ZEENAT BEGUM ‘S TOP 80 SONGS! :
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Meri Beeti Jawani Mastani
Dhaan ke khet mein na jaiyo
Rab khair kare
Hamari gali aao shaam
Ghatkari matwari ghir aai
Aithon ud ja bholeya
Aa mil baithe zara
Menoon sutiyan neend na aye
Supne wich mahi aya
Tere bina balam
Mil ke bichhad na jaana
Jane bhi do ae jaane jahan
Rut ayi bahaar ki
O jane wale mohabbat ka
Sun le tu meri iltaja
Main gaon ki gori karke ayi hoon sola singaar
O bhoolne wale is dil se teri yaad
Rain bahi palkon par deep jalaoon
Khelo ji khelo babuji
Aaja bedardi raja
Sun le tu meri ilteja
Kabhi le chal tu jamuna ke paar
Chal man ke panchhi des begaane
Khudaya teri hai yeh kaisi hai khudai
Dekha karo bhagwan
Main tangewala
Raatein na rahi
Woh din yaad karo
Tere daras di pyasi
Ae do jahan waley
Kaho kaho mere sarkaar
Subah hui aur panchhi jaage
Apnon se shikayat hai na gairon se gila
Tu amiron ka khuda hai toh
Ujdi hui duniya ko meri phir basa de
Kaliyon ko masalne aaye hain
Is dil ko tune duniya se begana kar diya
Aave chan ve nehar de kandey
Na main kisi ki na koi mera
Ye kya sun rahi hoon ke
O harjayi balmaa
Guzarti hai jo haye kaise
Lo phir yaad kisi ki aayi
Tum chhod gaye mujhko piya
Aao saathi aao
Ye duniya garibon ko
Bas ik nikaah mein fitne jagaa
Apne na ho sake jo dil ka karar
Aaja ri nindiya pyari aaja
Jaiye gairon ke dil ka aasra ho jaiye
Gaa meri maina gaa
Ae duniya taan khush hondi
Jeevan saathi mil jaye toh
Ae kafile wale
Is dil ko tune duniya se
Ab toote huwe dil mein
Patthar ka mila takiya
Uthi hain ghatayein chali hain hawayein
Panchhi meri khushi ka
Arzi suno prabhu meri
Chupke chupke se dil mein aa basey
Wo hamein tadpa rahe hain
Sajan aa ja rajan aa ja
Ab kahan jaoon
Duniyawalon nadaron ki madat karo
Fariyad suno meri
Ye kiske dard ne yun dil ko beqarar kiya
Baanke nainaan waaleya
Sune kaun mujhse zubani meri
Apni roothi hui kismat ko mana lun
Aa bade saba kuch tune suna
Pade ishq mein
Kyun hans rahi hai duniya
Mere dil ki duniya se jao toh janoon
Ae dil e beqarar jhoom
Guzarti hai jo haye kaise
Salam-e-mohabbat ka matlab bata do
Mohabbat mein teri ae bewafa
Hasrat nahin jeene ki 2
Unki yaad bhula doon
Duniya ki yeh khushi hai tujhe
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Barso re
Armaan kuch toh dil mein
More balapan ke saathi
" (version 2)
Ab raja bhaye more balam
Tera anokha singaar ri
Suno suno mora man much bole
Jaag jaag jaag jaag
Savan ki ghatawo
Ghata ghan ghor ghor
Dil ki dhadkan bana liya unko
Bansiwale shyam
Naina re dekh unke nain
Mujhe shikwa nahin
Jhoom raha hai mera man
Nindiya jhulawe meri munni ko
Mori atariya hai sooni
Panchhi bawra
Main chand hoon ya chandni
Madhuban mein radha jhule
Duniya pyari pyari hai
Ghir ghir ghan me ghor
More angna mein ambuva ki
Bina taake na maaro more raaja
Bheegoyi mori saree re
Mera dil jhoom raha
Hamari gali aana
Ye thandi hawaayen sandesh sunayen
Aao gori aao shyama
Chhai kali ghata more balam
Hari ke gun gaoon main
Pachtayenge woh
Koyaliya kahe bole ri
Ambuwaa pe koyal bole
Jiske milne ki tamanna thi
Ulfat ke fasane, bachpan ke zamane
Jholi bhar taare la de
Baanke saiyaan ne baiyaan marod dali
Pati charanon gun gaoon
Kit jaoon re mana
Aai diwali deepon wali
Piyaji aan milo
Ae chand nazar na lagana
Pehle jo mohabbat se
Badariya baras gayi us paar
Jaa ri badariya tu ja saajan ka sandesha la
O girdhari chhed muraliya pyari
Pehle jo mohabbat se inkar kiya
Mohabbat mein sara jahan
Tere liye laai hoon sandesa
Asha sukh ke khel khilaye
Kahani ban gayi mori
Pagli man tu ro ro kise sunaye
Main Hari Main hari
Jalaa patang toh isme qusoor kiska hai
Thokaren khayin mohabbat mein pareshaani hui
Mera chand salona
Le lo bele ke haar
Jo humpe guzarti hai
O rasiya
Bhoolne wale, ye dil kahan le jaun
Kabhi yaad ansoo ban ke
Dil lagane mein kuch mazaa hi nahi
Nadi kinare sanjh sakare
Gauve charaake baanke bihaari
Aaj mere ghar mehmaan aye
Bulbul aa tu bhi gaa
Ae dil kahan le jaoon
Meri vinti suno bhagwan
Dilo aah bhar aisi ke
Nainon se naina milake
Ban mein kali koyal boli
Thi mujhse aaj tak yeh
Wo din ab na rahe
Main baagh ki sundar titli
Aaj mohe sajan ghar jana
Yeh dard mohabbat hai
Armaan kuch toh dil mein
Itna bhi na woh samjha ke gaye
Doodh piyo sab doodh piyo
Aankhon ka khel khel ke
Tere liye lai hoon sandesha
Mere dil ki suno pukar
Jawani mein aake duniya
Toot gayi dali
Tum ho sajani meri tamanna
Woh hamein bulayen - Shadi
Prem nagar ki aur chale hai
Ab kahan basera apna
Jis jogi ka jog liya
Dil jalaa ke bujha li jawani
Suno suno hey nar nari
Jo mera sapna sach ho jaye
Ghir ghir aayi badariya
Naache hai man mauj magan mein
Duniya char dinon ka mela
Achha nahin bhagwan garibon ko
Main prem baag ki panchhi
Taqdeer mein likha
Dukhia jiya re
Udaas sham ki aahen
Phool le lo phool
Bhanwara rasiya re man basiya
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Nirmohi sajan aja aja
Jiya leher leher lehraye
Ae ri main toh prem diwani
Pyar ki nazron ne chheda hai jise
Main teri hun tu mera hai
Dil mera tera diwana
Beqarara kar gaya haye dil shikaar kar gaya
Dil deke bahut pachhtaye
Ja ri ja ja nindiya
Ae zamane bataa do dilon ki khata
Aaye ji aaye
Main ghata tu pawan
Agar teri aankhon se aankhen mila doon
Aaj hum tumhe sunane wale hain
Achha unhe dekha tha
O chunnu o munnu o tinnu
Jaon jao aa gaya bulaava
Dekho chanda se
Kahe ulajh gaye nainwa
Aawaaz de raha hai
Pyaar ki rut do rangi saajan
Kahe ulajh gaye nainwa
Mere mahi mere balam
Hoke bada mera lal
Saj dhaj ke jaye gori piya ki nagariya
Jao ji jao re - Jagoo
Woh aye hain dil ko
Meethi meethi loriyan
Tera mera janam ka hai saath re
"
Chamak raha taare
Achhha unhe dekha, dil ke huwe do tukde
Raat hai kuchh aisi
Dilwaale teri mehfil mein
Kyun dil pe rakha haath hai
Mujhe fariyaad karne do mujhe aansoo bahaane do
Tera jag sata raha hai
Mohabbat haath baandhe khari
Na jao dil ko tod ke
Jab se maine dil lagaya
Ae jazbaa e dil khamoshi ki zubaan
Peepal ki chhaon tale humse milne aana sanam
Yeh hi hai duniya teri bhagwan
Mere dilbar meri jani
Mera pyar bhara dil thukra ke
Nazrein milake piya dhoka
Dekho dekho dilwaalon
Raat dhali, taare thake
Sab shikwe mite dil ke
Chamak rahe taare
Aawo kabhi milne ko meri gali balma
Ab toh aa jao
Hafiz khuda tumhara - Naqabposh
Jab se main ne
Tum ko pal bhar
Din hai suhane mastane
Ae mere mehboob maangle jo tujhko
Tumhe mera bankar dikhana hoga
Yoon hi man mein yaad kiya
Sab shikwe mite dil ke aapas mein
Chaand mein dekhun apna mukhda
Mera pyar bhara dil thukra ke
Hanso na baharon tumhe kya pata
Chupke chupke koi mere sapnon mein
Theher zara o janewale
Kehne ko bahut kuchh kehna
Meri achhi bhabhi ne
Hafiz khuda tumhara
Nazrein mila kar
Pyar ki nazron ne chheda hai
Sone ki lanka mein thumak thumak
Katar dale hai
Ummeedon ki duniya ujdi
Is jurm se ab
Tumko hi dhundte rahe
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Mausam aya hai rangeen
Chalak raha hai
Magar ae haseenayen bekhabar
Pyaare pappu
Wo aye hain dil ko qaraar aa gaya hai
Jai Ganesh deva
Jai jai Ganesh
Mera dil kya aapse mil gaya
"
Ujdi hui hai ishq ki duniya
Ulfat jise kehte hain
Main toh beti thanedaar ki re
Neele se dupatte par hain
Man se man ka taar mila le
Raat andheri mat kar deri
Chori chori aag si dil mein
Dil hi dil mein
Wo din na rahe raatein na rahin
Jhoom rahi hain mastiyan
Likh di hai do dilon ki qismat
Laut aye piya aaj
Sawan bhadon ka badarwa gaye
Jahan koi na ho
Sheeshe mein do tasveeren ik teri ik meri
Sakhi Mere Balam Nahin Aaye Re,Kalkate Se Aaya Jahaaz
Tum Hum Se Juda,Hum Tum Se Juda
Nigahon Se Samjho Dil Aane Ki Batein
Soja soja nanhe raja
Kaise kahun dil ki dillagi
Panchhi gulshan chhod chali
Dil Mera Chain Na Paye,Reh Reh Kar Yaad
Akhiyan Milake Akhiyon Ki Neend Chura Ke Na Ja
Rut Barkha Ki Ayi
O Dekho Ghoonghat Ki Aot Se Jhanke Re Chanda Ki
Aankhon Se Mili Aankhen Iqrar Ho gaya
Pee Chanda Main Chaandni
Ham Tumse Juda Tum Hamse Juda
Armanon Ki Duniya Mein Ik Toofan
Milne Nahin Paate Hain
Sau Baar Mile
Chand Ko Kahte Mohabbatwale
O Jane Wale,Teri Pooran Ho Ashayein
O More Raja Ji,O To Mori Rani Ji
Teri Galiyon Mein Ayi,Zara Naino Se Naina Mila
Ghari Ghari Dil Bhar Aye O Rasiya
Firaq Me Guzri Humri Sagri Umariya
Dil Hi Dil Mein Roein Ge Hum
Ghir Ke Badal Aye Chain Jiya Nahin Paye
Kisi Majboor Ka Jalta Hua Ghar
Bhagwan Ne Aurat Banayi,Baghon Mein Pho
Mere Dil Mein Aaiye
Tera Mera Mera Tera Pyar Pyari
Nazar Se Nazar Lad Gayi,Jigar Mein Chhurri Gad Gayi
Main Hoon Bholi Si Naar
Mohe Ratiyan Neend Na Aye,Balum Teri Yaad Sataye Re
Zara Sunte Jana,Do Dilon Ka Afsana
Dil Mera Chain Na Paye
O Mehlon Mein Rehne Wale Balma
Sau Baar Mile Milkar Bichhre,Mein Dil Ki Lagi Ko Bujha Na
Shaam Hui Aur Deep Jale
Kya Geet Mere Manka Hai Gaya Bahar Ne-
Jahan Koi Na Ho Wahan Chalein Ge Hum
Saawanva Umda Aaye Ho
Ab Too Hi Bata Tera Hi Dil Kisko Pukare
Jo Bigad Gayi Wo Qismat Hoon
O Balam O Rasiya'Mein Teri Tu Mera Re
Kiyun Pareshan Huey,Hum Ne Dekha Jo Tumhein
Apnen Piya Ki Main Jogan Banungi
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Canım 30 yaşım.
Bunca yıl,
Tüm ahlaki ve etik değerleri gözeterek,
özenle oluşan hayat görüşümü harfiyat yığınına dönderdiğim,
İnandığım yaşam tarzının reform yılı.
Gerçek hayatla entegre olamamış her bir düşünceden arınma yılı.
Bir yerden başlamak gerekirse;
Değerler ve öncelikler sıralamasından başlamak en doğru olandı
Sahi! Nereye koymuştum kendimi ben?
Düşününce, ilk beşe bile koymamıştım ihtiyaçlar hiyerarşisinde, zavallı kendimi..
Balyozu vurduğum ilk yer oldu burası!
Piramit yeniden oluşmalıydı.
Yapacağım her hamlenin, bir sonraki adımını da hesapladım.
Kendime karşı imtiyaz hakkım vardı artık.
Önceliğin, koşulsuz bana ait olduğu
En değerli kişisi ben oldum, kendi hayatımın.
Kendime duymadığım saygı ve
Hatırlaması bile can sıkan olumsuzluklar,
Özgüvensiz büyütmüştü beni.
Artık sahip olduğum özsaygım, özgüvenimi inşaa etti.
Bana ihtiyaç duymadan ve çok kısa bir sürede.
Kendi iç sesimle yıllarca, kendime ettiğim eziyet, oluşan özgüvenimle sus pus olmuştu artık.
İkinci balyoz darbesi de indi sonra
Eleştirilmek ve yargılanmak benim tercihim olmalıydı!
İhtiyaç duyduğumda, kendi talebimle sunulmalıydı.
Artık doğrularını ve yanlışlarını objektif sorgulayan Eleştirilmez biriyidim.
Geçmiş olsun.
Aman sesimizi çıkarmayalım, aman canımız sıkılmasın diye önüne gelenin bizi yargılaması,
Kafalarına göre eleştirilme devri bitti artık.
Üçüncü balyozu da darbesini de karşılık bekleme konusu aldı.
Karşılık bekleyerek yaptığım her işten üzülerek ayrıldım çünkü.
Gücüm yettiğince çözdüm bir dostun sıkıntısını.
Derdini de dert ettim.
Arasını buldum, kavgalı iki yakın arkadaşımın.
Maddi ve manevi desteğimi, sonsuz gösterdim
Gösterdim, ama çoğunun yoktu karşılığı.
Bekledim önceleri yalan yok.
Darda kalırsam yetişeceklerdi.
Zor günümde onlarda yanımda olacaklardı.
Mutluluğunu paylaştıklarımı görecektim yanımda, en mutlu günümde.
Ve o kadar emindim ki..
Ya sonra diye sorma bana, cevabını bildiğin soruları..
Tam ayağa kalkacakken, beklemedim bir tekmeyle öğrendim karşılığı olmadığını.
Karşılığını beklememeyle eğittim kendimi.
Kendi kafama vura vura öğrettim kendime.
Büyük puntolu, kalın harflerle.
Heceleyerek..
Gö-re-me-ye-cek-sin..
Yine yapıyorum, yapacağımda.
İyi hissettirecekse sadece beni,
Mutlu olacağımdan yaparım sadece artık.
Ve en önemlisi Allahım rızasını kazanabilmek için.
Çünkü;
Her ne yapıyorsan yap.
Sadece senin için yap, başkası için değil..
Dördüncü ve en acımasız darbeyi de hayatımdaki gereksiz insanlar yedi.
Yoook, hiç kusura bakmayın öyle.
En çok hakedenler de sizlerdiniz.
Ailem, birkaç dostum, ailecek ve bireysel görüştüğüm bazı arkadaşlarım haricinde,
Hepsinin götüne tekmeyi attım keyifle.
Siz de, siz de..
Yıllardır sahibinin hatırına yanımda tuttuğum çok kıymetli akrabalarım.
Düşen maskelerinizi de alıp,
Siktirin gidin şimdi hayatımdan.
Suçlu felan da değilim.
Hayat düstursuzdu, benim hayat anlayışım değil.
Kendimi kendimden yonttum,
Yıllarca beni var eden gölgelerimin hakkını verdim.
Varlığımla tam uyumlu, mental bir metamorfoz gerçekleşti.
Volta atmaktan vazgeçtim, aşınıp zayıflayan hallerimin içinde bir mahkum gibiyken.
Hayatın gerçekliğiyle boğulan kendimi, çekip çıkardım kendimin içinden.
Bunu yaparken ana arterlerine dokunmadım da hiç.
Kısacası, ben hala benim de,
Cam kenarına aldım koltuğunu, penceresiz odasında otururken tüm değerlerimin.
Artık,
Taviz hakkı olan, yok!
İstisna, yok!
İmtiyaz sahibi yok!
Kimin işine gelirse..
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im re-reading ur sahi’s smau LMAO neways i hope u r doing well !!
ANON??!?!?! PLS ,,, THE SAHI SMAU WAS CRINGEY THOUGH I KINDA ENJOYED MAKING IT EVEN THOUGH MY JOKES WERE A LITTLE CRINGE
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[3/9, 8:49 PM] 𝑺𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒓 𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒉𝒂𝒏: Pta dena be
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