#rs thinking abt ur fav characters to distract urself from ur life?' (or sumn) n i was just π
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I once came across one of those 'things for X kinnies' ig posts for dirk kinnies that said 'i promise ur not going to turn into ur abuser' and i still think abt that post to this day
#like way to go for just calling me out huh?#/lh#sometimes those kinnie ig posts are scarily accurate i once saw one for nepeta kinnies and it said 'oh ur a nep kin? so u dissociate for hou#rs thinking abt ur fav characters to distract urself from ur life?' (or sumn) n i was just π#anyways sighh back to the thing at hand its sigghhhhhhhh#ur not a dirk kinnie until ur afraid of ur potential or what u could become if ur left unchecked#i guess#also abuser sounds.. hhhhh bad but its more of an emotional neglience.... like actual canonical dirk... isolation... or sumn#and ur fearing that u could become that (an 'abuser' through. basically not caring) like dirk with bro#on another note. writing/thinking abt writing in my head abt bro really just. fucks me up sometimes when i think abt it too hard#like yea im writing bro and dirk (if slightly eviller) as basically a hypothetical me if i just cared less abt people other than me :]#how r you doing in this fine day :]#on ANOTHER note i wrote something for my earth c au where bros alive and dirk meets him and i am. very cruel to dirk :] i gave him an emotio#nal breakdown :]#that breakdown is abt him hating bro. the potential of what he could be made physical :] and in a way also hating himself :]#ramblings of a long forgotten god#also that writing is never seeing the light of day its not even finished :)
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