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godlygivenanxiety · 1 year ago

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What is it about making good boys that have suffered so much go through some kind of terminal illness and pushing the biggest asshole into the role of their confidant and unofficial caretaker, learning in the process to be a much kinder person for that one good boy in specific; because suddenly they're hurting for the unfairness of losing the brightest soul they've ever come across when life around them is filled with hypocritical, false goodness that has always been a fact of life but now it's insulting, paling in comparison to the Real Thing™ and—

#truly have no idea why i like this scenario so much #whenever i get that kind of dynamic i go balls to the walls insane #i want to apply it to EVERY SHIP #t-the tenderness that slowly takes over the character's helping hand #their ANGER over not being able to do anything #how they observe the other pretend everything is just fine because they don't want to burden their friends and family #the ones that should be doing what the last person either of them thought would be comforting them #but then again #something about the asshole's unorthodox way of cheering them up or dragging them out of their funk #and something about how the good one sees a whole new facet of the other that keeps them attached and interested in life #routine gets mangled up by new treatments and appointments and the world loses its brightness because they can't stop thinking of the future #but the present has That Asshole That Refuses To Go Away #even when the good one notices them hurting for them like they feared for their loved ones #they can't let them go because they need someone #and by now they understand each other like no one else #UGH #i love that fucking SHIT

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