#room for one more . slash hj

[bauhausluvr]

IT WENT SO WELL!!

IM SOO HAPPYY i literally left her room SCREAMING to my friend and there was like a rlly quiet classroom with their door open so that was rlly embarrassing she probably heard it 😭 BUT OK ILL GET INTO IT

SO I FINALLY MANAGED TO SAY GOODBYE TO HER... we settled a time right in the morning through emails then i was so fucking nervous all day because i was scared it'd be really underwhelming as i'm used to it being , and i've been in a really pessimistic mood for the past few days but it went so, so well!

we hugged (OMG she even asked me if i wanted to and in my head i was like: um, yess????), she asked for my personal email, we gushed about music to each other one last time. it was so heartwarming. she even said she listened to mitski a little which made me so happy bcz im a massive mitski fan, then we gatekept kate bush from new stranger things fans together (/hj). when i gave her the gifts she said she didnt think she did enough to deserve it and it was too much, though i insisted she did. 😭😭 im scared for how she'll take my letter to her but i'm excited too. she also said that she was like really 'bad' in school she failed a lot of her exams and threw smth at her teacher and that she even got accused of slashing a teacher's tires bcz she had such a bad reputation, which is so funny to me because i cannot imagine that with her at all! it gives me some hope too she reassured me that these results aren't everything which i hear a lot but coming from her it did genuinely comfort me a lot.

i will miss her a lot, i get to still see her at prom and i'm looking forward to that. i assume she will email me too but it just won't be the same, i'm just glad we sort of parted happily though i could not have wished for anything more.

[inevitably-johnlocked]

Fics For / Inspired by Me!

A little bit of a different Fic Rec Wednesday this week; no one asked for it, but I recently got a gift fic, and then I realized I’ve never made a full post of all the lovely fics that people have written for me or inspired by my posts! And it’s my birthday month and I’m having a stressful one and I just wanted to post up something to make me happy (well, ALL the fics I rec make me happy, but this is a bit different :P)

If you’ve written a ficlet which I rarely see because Tumblr never notifies me of my tags, or an Ao3 post for me or inspired by my stuff (like the JLPL or one of my headcanons), OR even fanart for me, PLEASE tack it onto this post, so I’ll be able to find it (and so I can file it offline on my offline document!)!! I love you all so much <3

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JOHNLOCK FIC RECS

No place on earth they’d rather be. by gelos (bia_mpinto) (G, 460 w., 1 Ch, || Established Relationship, Fluff, PDA, Secret Relationship) – John’s thumb is caressing Sherlock’s skin and thinking how soft it is and how lucky he is right now. This is the first time they’ve held hands in public, only because they seem to be alone in the street and there’s nobody to see them.

Whispers in the Dark by coloured_ink (G, 833 w., 1 Ch. || Bed Sharing, Anxious Sherlock, Anxiety, Caring John, Spooning, Little Spoon Sherlock) – Sherlock has anxiety attacks. Good thing John always knows what to do.

John My Beloved by itsalwaysyou_jw (T, 2,244 w., 1/2 Ch. || Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Memories, POV Sherlock, AU, Light Angst, Fluff, Happy Ending) – Sherlock Holmes travels through his mind palace to revisit critical moments in his relationship with John Watson. He can't change history, but he can pretend.

Your love it feels so good by Hotaru_Tomoe (E, 2,843 w., 1 Ch. || Gay Club / Gay Bar, Lingerie, Stripping, Anal, Crossdressing, Strip Tease, First Time) – Sherlock is last at a quiz night and is forced by Anderson to perform in a gay stripclub. John must be with him, because he will have to record the performance. Sherlock takes the task very seriously. Part 20 of The English job

Extraordinary by queenoftrivia (G, 2,860 w., 1 Ch. || Fluff, Marriage Proposal, Morse Code, Est. Rel, Violins) – Sherlock's deduced that John's going to Italy to buy him a violin. Even the greatest detective alive makes a few mistakes.

Untouched by KittieHill (E, 3,239 w., 1 Ch. || Kissing, Frottage, Virgin Sherlock, Body Worship, Sherlock’s Scars Mentioned, Masturbation, PWP, Rimming, Multiple Orgasms) – Sherlock leaked a lot. John had never needed lubricant. John loved watching it, had once spent an entire afternoon edging Sherlock so he could watch as the thick precome drip, drip, dripped onto Sherlock's belly.

One Second and a Million Miles by itsalwaysyou_jw (M, 4,197 w., 3 Ch. || Angst, Bed Sharing, Bi John / Gay Sherlock, POV Sherlock, Canon Compliant, Music Inspired, Stag Night, Love Confessions) – Neither Sherlock nor John had expected the stag night to end in the bedroom. In the aftermath, after years of silence, Sherlock finds the courage to confess the depth of his love for John. With everything on the line, he cannot afford to hold back now. In light of these confessions, John is forced to make a critical decision.

Christmas at Holmes Cottage by johnlockedstarkid (G, 4,295 w., 7 Ch. || Christmas, Fake Relationship, Love Confessions, Holmes Family, Pining, Kisses, Fluff, Allusions to Mystrade) – Sherlock doesn't want to have to deal with his mother's wishes for him to find a partner when he goes to visit them for Christmas, so asks John to pose as his boyfriend. Little does he know he's not the only one who wishes that the relationship could be real.

Linger by queenoftrivia (E, 4,879 w., 1 Ch. || Lingerie, Fluff and Smut, BJ / HJ, Switchlock, Sherlock in Lingerie, Come Play, Dirty Talk, Anal Fingering, Anal/Oral, Implied Shower Sex, Neck Kissing) – Sherlock decides to surprise John after a somewhat stressful day at work.

So True a Fool by ladyxdarcy (M, 4,963 w., 1 Ch. || Soulmates AU || Post-ASiB/Pre-THoB, Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Bisexual John, Internalized Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Sick Sherlock, Fluff and Angst, Angst with Happy Ending, Mild Telepathy, Friends to Lovers, Mutual Pining, Idiots in Love) – Every pair of soulmates has one listener and one speaker. It is the listener's job to find the speaker and embrace their bond. John knew the instant he heard the strange man's voice that he was his soulmate, but never reveals the truth, resulting in severe consequences.

Someone I Love by hudders-and-hiddles (M, 10,002 w., 2 Ch. || Canon Compliant, HLV-Filler Fic, Pre-Slash, Jealous John, PIning Sherlock, Angst & Fluff, UST/URT, Dog Tags) – John gets married and Sherlock finds comfort in wearing John's identity tags around his wrist.

JOHNLOCK TUMBLR FICLET SUBMISSIONS

Something to Cheer You Up by itislove

John Learns the Violin by gelos

Sherlock Holmes and His Inability to Go Trick-or-Treating by sherlockandhisinability

Johnlock Hanahaki Ficlet by anon

“Sherlock threads his fingers…” by anon

Sherlock and Titanic by consultingpacha

In Which Sherlock Tries a Different Way to Cope by anon

Gods AU Ficlet by anon

LINGERIELOCK HEADCANONS / FICLETS

“John Catching sight of a flash of lace…”

“Sherlock showing John his collection…”

“Imagine Sherlock getting ready…”

“Sherlock comes home to find a small white box”

“Imagine Sherlock swanning out of their room…”

“Imagine John out doing the shopping…”

“Some days, Sherlock shies away from John’s touch.”

“Sherlock Has a Pair of Panties with ruffles…”

“John notices that Sherlock seems to have a pair of favourite panties…”

“Sherlock clings to John’s shoulders …”

“Sherlock runs his finger over the front of his lace panties…”

“John notices that Sherlock seems to have a pair of favourite panties…”

“Imagine Sherlock sitting at the table…reveal a band of blue and white lace.”

“John settles his hands at Sherlock’s hips…”

“John comes home to find Sherlock sprawled on their sofa…”

“Sherlock shuffles over to the sofa…”

Sherlock comes home late in the evening

“Sometimes, Sherlock spends hours styling his hair…”

“John loves the way Sherlock looks in knickers…”

“Imagine Sherlock pulling on a special pair of panties…”

“Can you imagine what would happen the first time Sherlock wore lingerie for John?”

A Continuation: “Sherlock decides to take his outfits to something more unconventional”

PART 3: “John wasn’t prepared for what Sherlock had in store for him” 

PART 4: “Sherlock dragged John into a cab…”

Sherlock’s Booty Shorts (not lingerielock, but I think it’s by the same Nonny so I keep them together on my list)

FREEBATCH

I'll Meet You in Hong Kong by alexxphoenix42 (E, 12,767 w., 5 Ch. || Freebatch RPF || Phone / Shower Sex, Infidelity, Polyamory, Bit of Angst, Cuddles) – Benedict and Martin's busy, busy schedules have them grabbing a few nights together in Hong Kong during Ben's Doctor Strange junket. They both have news to share. While this does pick up after the story "Forever 1895," you don't absolutely have to read that one to dive on in here. Part 2 of Forever Freebatch

GOOD OMENS

you can dance in a hurricane, but only if you're standing in the eye by be_brave13 (G, 1,456 w., 1 Ch. || Non-Linear Narrative, Light Angst, 6000 Years of Pining / Slow Burn, POV Crowley, 5 and Ones, Idiots in Love, Song Fic) – 5 times Crowley knew he loved Aziraphale and the 1 time he knew Aziraphale loved him back (romantically)