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It's the Great Pumpkin, Spencer Reid
Summary: Spencer and Reader get to spend some quality time together on Halloween
Pairing: virgin!Spencer Reid x fem!reader, virgin!Spencer Reid x plus size Reader
Category: smut (NSFW, 18+, MDNI)
TW/CW: heavy kissing, handjob, fingering, brief mention of an anxiety attack, body image insecurities (both parts)
Word Count: 5.4k
This work is part of the series Spencer Reid, my beloved
âI am officially traumatized,â Penelope blurted out when the end credits rolled on the screen, âremind me to never watch another Halloween movie with you, guys!!â
You could almost hear Spencer squeak in disbelief. âWhat?! This is a classic!â
She stood up to adjust her skirt, the one with jack-oâ-lanterns and spiderwebs arranged in a casual pattern all over the dark fabric, and the bats standing on top of her fuzzy headband wiggled in different directions.Â
âUhâuh, La Dolce Vita is a classic. This is what goes on in the twisted mind of someone who desperately needed a hug and a large cup of hot cocoa with a ton of whipped cream and sprinkles as a child.â
You smiled as you finished loading the dishwasher, amused by the discussion unfolding in your living room; in your heart you were the greatest admirer of Spencerâs ability to conjure up any kind of random information on the spot but the exact moment you saw him open his mouth you knew he was about to make the situation worse.
âIn fact, Barkerâs grandmother had a fascination with the macabre. She would often tell gruesome stories which she presented as true tales so he grew up with the fear of being murdered in his own house.âÂ
Garcia gawked and raised a hand in his direction, simultaneously turning your way. âSee?! Forgive me if I donât think that having my entire body ripped apart by giant hooks is the ultimate frontier of pleasure!â
âAnd Iâll never look at a puzzle box the same way! What if itâs a brain teaser from Hell and thereâs one of those chattering monsters inside?â she added and you had to hold back your laughter because Spencerâs perplexed frown was probably one of the cutest and funniest things in the whole world.
The mustache glued to his upper lip and the cravat he wore over a white shirt and black vest were only adding to it so you forced yourself to remain serious. âIâm sorry⊠pizza and a movie from my dvd collection were all I had to offer on such short notice,â you said, to which she replied by shaking her long, wavy hair.
âOh no, sweet pea! You did great, Iâm just too attached to the illusion that life is a rainbow to be into the traditional Halloween gore,â she sighed and wrapped herself in a colorful poncho. âHey, Raven Man! Ready to leave?â
Spencer squirmed: an IQ of 187 and still he was unable to come up with a semi-plausible lie when it came to hiding the truth from his friends. Feeling the weight of her curious stare he swallowed nervously.
âI was kind of considering the possibility of going to the midnight screening of Nosferatu, at the Silver Theatre. Itâs the 100th anniversary so the Silent Orchestra will play the entire score live, have you ever heard of them? They use contemporary musical idioms to convey the art of pre-talkies films to modern audiences, theyâve been widely acclaimed for their work.â
Penelope raised an eyebrow. âMidnight screening, huh?! Which means you donât need a ride home⊠what a coincidence,â she teased, leaning forward to squeeze you in a passionate hug. âI knew it! I saw it the minute I walked in!â
This time was your turn to shrug with a puzzled expression: Reid and Garcia should have been on the opposite side of D.C. for a relaxed dinner at the Morgansâ after a thorough raid of all the neighborhood porches. However, Derek had called just as they were getting in the car to inform them that Hank got unexpectedly sick and forty-five minutes later All Hallowsâ Eve enthusiast Reid (dressed up as Edgar Allan Poe) plus a very concerned Penelope had showed up at your apartment, making you wonder why on earth wasnât she already busy baking since she kept repeating chickenpox called for the best pumpkin pie ever.
âWell, there goes our plan to keep a low profile,â you groaned as you closed the door behind her, and Spencerâs eyes widened in surprise.Â
âHowâŠ?! Is this what they call âfemale intuitionâ?â
âCall it whatever you want but Iâm glad sheâs not mad we didnât tell her right away,â you replied, proceeding to wrap your arms around his shoulders, âand I can think of another person whoâs probably very happy for you, now.â
Spencer got rid of the fake mustache with a pensive stare. When it finally dawned on him that Garciaâs phone buzzing during your impromptu horror-themed movie night had in fact started out as live updates on their godsonâs health and most likely turned into a gossip session about you two as a couple he squinted.
âI almost bailed on going trick-or-treating with them. I didnât because I wouldnât have missed it for the world, but I also wanted to see you. Itâs our first Halloween.â
You nodded. âMaybe we can still get tickets for Nosferatu. Youâre a terrible liar, so Iâm sure there really is a midnight screening at the Silver Theatre.â
Spencer stared at you, entranced, then pulled you closer and in a heartbeat your lips met his - a sweet caress, tender and soft, your breaths entwined and your noses rubbing against each other in delicate strokes. You gave him a gentle push and he plopped down on the couch as you placed one knee on either side of his legs to straddle him; one of his hands sneaked behind you, exploring you as if he was trying to blindly map your whole back.Â
You felt his other hand on your waist, hesitant.Â
Three months had passed since the day you both came to the conclusion you were not âjust friendsâ - three months made of late night phone calls from six different States, of handwritten silly notes you hid in his leather bag each time you drove him to the airport to catch a flight for Houston, three months of you hoping things would eventually move past the PG rated phase.
Three months of your self-consciousness sowing the seed of doubt in your heart, encouraged by the notion of whom he got to share his workspace with:Â you were no Emily or JJ and even if Spencer wasnât the type to pay attention to details he frequently referred to as âtrivialâ you were growing less and less confident.
âItâs fine, you can touch me,â you whispered, guiding his palm to cup your breast. They were pretty difficult to ignore, nevertheless he always seemed to steer away from them as much as he could.
You ran your fingers through his hair until you grabbed a small chunk of his curls; Spencer gasped for air and you brushed your tongue over his lower lip, letting out a muffled moan when the heat between your legs became almost unbearable. You started grinding on his lap to adjust tightly against his body.
âWaitâŠâ he whined, squirming under you.
A second moan escaped from your throat while the pressure of his stiff cock hit your thigh but he shoved you away to free himself and spring to his feet, shaking heavily as if he was experiencing a full blown anxiety attack.Â
His cheeks were flustered and his hair stuck to his dampened forehead so that he couldnât even look at you straight - which gave him the perfect excuse to avoid doing it altogether. âIâ Iâm sorryâŠâ
âNo, no, I amâŠâ you muttered, because the guilt building up in your chest felt so heavy you find it difficult to breathe.
Spencer was standing there, fumbling nervously with the cravat around his neck; his body language was screaming discomfort and he was clearly thinking of an excuse to remove himself from the situation. It was then that the hidden and irrational side of you, the one that desperately feared he would have disappeared forever if youâd let him go, kicked in and a rush of adrenaline came running down your spine.
âPleaseâŠâ you continued, placing a hand over his, âitâs okay, really⊠thereâs no way to control it, you should know better than anyoneââ
âWhy? Because Iâm a man and men are supposed to have zero impulse regulation?!â
The embarrassment and shame in his voice broke you: you had sworn a thousand times in your mind to do your best to be his solace, yet now it seemed you were hurting him like no-one had ever done before.
âNo,â you replied, âbecause youâre the genius, here, and you should know itâs a perfectly healthy and natural reaction.â
He huffed, visibly irritated at what he must have perceived as a patronizing tone. A different sort of emotion crawled under your skin, sparked by the amount of tension stagnating in the air.
You offered him a cushion and glanced at him with your usual no-nonsense attitude. âSit down, so we can have a proper conversation? You know, like⊠functioning adults.â
Spencer pouted for a second, evaluating numbers and statistics about two years and a halfâs worth of interactions. The truth was, intellectual affinity was such a familiar concept for the two of you that talking your way through an issue was indeed a synonym for a positive outcome.Â
He grabbed the cushion and held it onto his stomach to shield himself from your gaze, though it was purposely focused on his face; you thought it was best to put some distance between your bodies when he sat on the couch again so you folded your legs underneath you, shivering like a cold draft had found its way inside the room.
âListen, we can both agree this is not your regular, everyday casual topic of conversation⊠which is why weâve never discussed premarital sexââ
âIâm not against it,â Spencer rushed to declare, âIâve assumed it was the same forââ
âSure, no! Ditto,â you confirmed.
His furrowed brows relaxed while his mouth curved in a timid smile. âDid you know that every personâs intimate relationships follow a script that has been written according to their own individual attitude towards all âuhm, sexual experiences?â
âI did not,â you admitted, and Spencerâs hands started dancing to the sound of his own words.Â
âThere are sets of guidelines for appropriate behavior, each partner in consensual encounters acts as if they are an actor following a script rather than acting on impulse alone. Researches indicate that women are more likely to initiate contact in well established relationships, negotiating sexual activity in developing relationships can be difficult 'cause both parts have multiple goals to deal with, such as providing relational definitions or following specific standards or morals.â
âYeah, speaking about relationships⊠I think weâve been in one since Christmas, we were just too dumb to say it out loud. And to each other,â you explained. âSounds like a well-established to me but whatâs your take on us?â
He curled into himself. âEvery time weâre together I know thereâs no other place Iâd rather be. Iâve never even imagined it could be possible, I want to feel you even closer⊠and Iâm so afraid Iâm forcing this on youââ
âYouâre not, I want it too,â you reassured him, âbut to be honest I was starting to worry you were not into⊠me.â
Spencerâs beautiful eyes roamed over you and what you could see was all but repulsion. âActually itâs the complete opposite.â
âSo, what if my script says Iâm ready to take things further?â you inquired, inching towards him to tug at the cravat of his costume.Â
Spencer cupped your face and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. âMine is on the same page,â he whispered.
Your fingers immediately went to the vest he was wearing and trailed the line of buttons in a slow movement; you undid them one by one, the hems eventually coming apart to reveal the white shirt underneath.
âTell me if anything doesnât feel good,â you purred while you loosened the cravat to uncover his Adamâs apple. The way his muscles tensed as it bobbed up and down drove you crazy, so you teased him with the tip of your tongue - your lips grazing over the short stubble.Â
Damn him and his impeccable bone structure: the scruffy look suited him so well it always sparked in you the urge to pin him to a wall and sink your teeth into his tender flesh. You loved how he could sport a smooth, professional style when the situation required it still wasnât concerned with shaving each morning, almost as if it was an impractical activity which took energy away from whatever he considered to be a priority at that moment.Â
You heard something flop on the floor and stopped your ministrations: the cushion heâd been holding over his stomach wasnât there anymore, meaning you got to notice his trousers were becoming increasingly tight.
You squeezed his knee to make sure he was prepared for a more intimate contact then you slid it even further on his leg, giving him a couple of minutes to adjust to your gentle strokes before you felt confident enough to move the action to his inner thigh.
Spencer gasped, surprised rather than shocked or disturbed by how close you were now to where he was aching, and he leaned back to ease the pressure of the fabric but kept his eyes on you.Â
He gave a silent nod in response to your interrogative stare, so you finally traced the outline of his hard cock between your thumb and index.
He jolted this time and muttered under his breath, a deep rasp in his voice you didnât expect: you were unprepared to hear your name spoken as it was the quintessence of pure desire and you quivered, the throbbing in your ears rolling to your core.
You kissed his temple as you pointed at the waistband of his trousers. âCan IâŠ?â
âYâ yesâŠâ he muttered.
His clothes didnât have any space left to accommodate his bulge. You palmed over it and felt an impatient twitch, which nearly had Spencer cursing; it was becoming torture for him so you reached for the zipper.Â
For a split second the historical inaccuracy of a Victorian era costume featuring a device first introduced years after Edgar Allan Poeâs death hit you - a remark Reid himself would have been very appreciative of, which showed how much you could relate to the way his brain worked. Then you shook out of it and peeled his slacks open.
You crumpled the shirt over his stomach and marveled at the sight of his soft belly, the flawless navel, the dark fuzz pointing directly to his raging erection. With a cautious approach you freed it from any restraint, chewing on your lower lip as you often did when you were entirely focused on a challenging task.Â
You couldnât exactly say you had many options in your mind to compare him to but you had done a lot of fantasizing: now that he was in front of you, undressed and defenseless, you were downright mesmerized byâ
âWhatâs wrong?!â Spencer screeched, interrupting your train of thought. âIs it odd? Does it look odd?!â
You shook your head, taken aback. â... odd?! No, why?!â you asked. âItâs justâŠâ you petted the roundness to demonstrate, âI like your tummy so much.â
The way it pressed against his belt whenever he sat next to you on your couch or his was overly inviting and in the past weeks you had to fight the temptation to sneak a hand inside his shirt to squish it, because you didnât know how he wouldâve reacted.Â
âReally?!â he marveled, confirming he wasnât even aware you had a thing for soft tummies. His soft tummy, to be specific.
You smiled and leaned forward to rest your forehead against his. âAre you okay with me doing this?â
Spencer nodded, his eyelids half-closed, so you let your fingertips follow the trail of hair below his belly button; his hardness twitched again when you got near, then you wrapped your hand around it.Â
You both moaned in unison, a harmony of pleasure that filled the silence of your living room. You moved along his entire length, feeling the satiny skin sliding over the shaft, and he threw his hair back in a movement that left his jugular exposed: his neck was too inviting and you sucked on it, the groans vibrating in his throat reverberating on your lips.
You gripped tighter when he got used to your caresses. As soon as his muffled whimpers seemed to increase in frequency you circled your thumb over the tip, spreading his leaking precum over the sensitive head. Spencer was at loss for words, a good indication that he was definitely enjoying the moment.
You were enjoying it too; you started to rub your legs together, your imagination running wild and picturing all sorts of scenarios. The mere thought of having him inside of you made you want to touch yourself but you resisted: Spencer was undoubtedly new to this and deserved someone in his life to love him and shower him with attention, so you decided to put his release before your own.
When you twisted your hand at the base of his cock he jumped, missing the bridge of your nose by a few inches.
âToo much?!â you cooed, and he seemed to come out of a sort of drunken stupor.
âNo, no⊠itâs good, I like itâŠâ
You sighed. âSpence, you have to tell me ifââ
âItâs really good,â he replied, the urgency sensible in his tone. âDonât stop,â he pleaded, low-key ashamed of how needy heâd sounded.
You pecked him on the nose as a reassurance you accepted and cherished this version of him: he wasnât the kind of man to be interested in the crude physical aspect of sex, heâd made it clear. He wasnât desperate for just anyone to satisfy him - he trusted you to do it, because he knew you were safe in each otherâs arms.
You shifted to adjust at his side and returned to your previous occupation; you let your other hand wander over his thigh as a forewarning, then you sheepishly cupped his balls so you could provide additional stimulation and send him over the edge.
He bucked his hips, a loud âOh, God!!!â escaping from his mouth before he grasped a fistful of your hair. He was hungry for you, his tongue sliding lustfully against yours and his breathing so ragged you were sure he was getting close.Â
Kissing him was your drug of choice but you also wanted to watch him come undone, thanks to you, so you turned your head while he tensed: he arched his back and bucked his hips once more, nipping at your earlobe. He became harder as he spilled himself over your fingers, wrist and his own stomach with a feral growl.
You didnât let go of him, not even when his whole body finally slumped down.
The well-defined jaw and unruly curls falling on his face, now so serene, made him appear like a Botticellian masterpiece. Botticelli would have never painted one of his subjects in such a disheveled state, for sure, but the contrast between his angelic aura and the fact he was sprawled on the couch with his trousers unzipped and his softening cock still in your hand was a vision to behold.
âHey,â you hummed as he re-opened his eyes and found you looking at him, âyouâre too cute to be real, you know that?!â
Embarrassed - yet adorably proud - Spencer lowered his gaze, only to grimace at the stickiness on his belly. And on you. âI made a mess, Iâm sââ
âWe made a mess. Besides, itâs nothing a towel canât fix, donât be sorry,â you said, patting his tummy.
You were almost tempted to ask him how long heâd been saving it for, in a clumsy attempt to remind him youâd fallen so head over heels for him you were not at all grossed out; at the last moment you ruled the joke out, though, stretching your legs to get up instead. âGive me a couple of minutes.â
He flashed you the most awkward smile and you forced your feet to move towards the bathroom.Â
You washed your hands under the hot running water and silently watched a part of Spencer swirling down the drain; the floral scent of the soap was now in the air but you could still feel his - coffee and cologne, accentuated by the faint traces of sweat on his skin.Â
You had just discovered something new: Spencer was often oblivious of how good he looked (despite the dark circles under his eyes) and that was no mystery, but the idea he might have been insecure about different parts of his body was something youâd never taken into account. If being a couple was the natural consequence of the emotional bond between you - rather than a result of some physical infatuation alone - why was he so preoccupied with your reaction to his half-naked self?
Your brain was going in severe overdrive.Â
You inhaled and exhaled a couple of times, your fingers gripping on the honed marble of the countertop, then you dried your hands with a towel, grabbed a fresh one and returned to the living room; the instant you approached your couch you realized Spencer had been doing a lot of thinking of his own, and your heart sank into your stomach.
âWunderkind, are you alright?â you questioned as you offered him the towel so that he could clean himself up. âWhatâs going on in here?â you added, tapping lightly on his temple.
He shrugged and proceeded to meticulously remove any trace of his seed from his belly and clothes before tucking the shirt into the waistband of his trousers. âNothing special.â
His left eyebrow raised, due to an involuntary movement of his facial muscles: it was a flash, a glimpse, the undeniable proof he was hiding something. The sound of your intrusive thoughts and fears got so loud you wanted to scream to cover their noise.
âYour microexpressions say otherwise,â you retorted.
Spencer lifted his head to meet your eyes, mouth agape, and you couldnât decipher the meaning of such a bewildered reaction. You had always been able to recognize his lying frown, his anxious smile, the suspicious squint and a hundred more variations: you were not a member of the BAU but you were an expert on detecting and classifying his emotions, yet youâd never seen that one before.Â
âItâs⊠uhm, Iâm wondering if it was good for you.â
Your heart leaped and bounced back where it belonged. His job required him to be the one calling people out on their behavior, not the other way round; your presence in his life forced him to face a situation in which his skills as a profiler couldnât shield him from his own vulnerability, so he was in serious need of some consolation.
You bent over to whisper in his ear. âIt was.â
âBut you didnât...â he nervously licked his lips, âand I want you to. Just tell me how.â
In the back of your mind you were 100% sure it would have been the right moment to confess youâd been harboring a few insecurities of your own but your fight-flight-freeze response was already answering on your behalf, making you freeze on the spot.
âSpencerâŠâ
âYou donât think I can?!â he inquired, still convinced his lack of experience was the motivation behind any episode of miscommunication.Â
âNO! Itâs not about you,â you responded in a hurry, hugging him as he was still seated on the couch. âOr maybe it is⊠â you gestured to your whole figure, âI guess Iâm a bit worried this isnât whatââ
Spencer wrapped you in an equally sweet hug, his chin dimple pressed on your abdomen. âThis is soft,â his hands ran to the back of your knees, trailing up, âitâs so soft Iâve got only one thing in mind every time you hug me and I have to stop myselfâŠâ
He stopped talking mid-sentence when you guided his palms over your chest and he finally laughed, fascinated by the feeling of your breasts through the shirt.
If he was so happy at the idea you were starving for his touch and was clearly eager to reciprocate it was time to consider the strong possibility he wasnât just settling for less. âDo you reallyââ
âYes!â he replied, enthusiastically. âBut I could use a few hints, you know.â
You knew. âMay I sit on your lap, kind sir?â
The âare you even serious?â pout on his face deserved an award; now you were both allowed to act silly without the slightest concern one of you was making fun of the other, high on the intoxicating concept of true intimacy.
You positioned yourself so that you were seated on his groin, your back flat on his chest and your head nestled in the crook of his neck, thanking Mother Nature for the existence of refractory periods. Not that it was necessary, but Spencer hooked his left forearm around your waist to secure you as his tongue glided over the soft skin behind your ear. âHow do I start?â
âStep one: make some space,â you tipped him.
He gulped loudly and began to caress your knee, ghosting his fingers along the thigh-bone. You shivered in anticipation and when he tried to reach for your inner thigh you spread your legs apart; he flattened his palm, gripping on your muscles and rubbing back and forth - still keeping some distance from your most delicate spots.Â
You turned to offer him your lips. âTease me⊠up and down, light touches.â
He did as he was told. When he ran the back of his hand over your mound you whimpered, the oversensitivity being too much to bear combined with the mind-blowing taste of his mouth over yours.
âIsnât it frustrating for you?â he managed to articulate in between kisses and you rocked your hips against him.
You could already feel the familiar and insistent throbbing, accentuated by the fact that delayed gratification was a real pain; you were dying for him to placate the fire his hard cock had sparked in you, so you grabbed his wrist and guided it over your stomach, down the front of your panties.
He gasped at the feeling of your tender flesh, the curly hair, the dampness - too many sensory inputs to process all at once. âYouâre so⊠warm?â
âCore body temperature is higher than the temperature of the skin,â you reminded him.Â
âSo warm,â he kept repeating, basic biology facts lost on him because his brain seemed to have switched off.Â
His palm grazed over your folds and your legs fell further open to give him better access; you stroked his left forearm and tilted your head back. âOnly two fingers now, Spence⊠up and down. But donât go straight forââ
You tensed when his fingertips danced on your clit and he gripped you even tighter. âSorry,â he mumbled, but the sensation was so good you could only smile.
âIf you plan to go there itâs left and right. And draw a few circles around, big and small...â you explained before words turned into muffled moans as he put your suggestions into actions.
You were still grinding on his lap, your back glued to his chest, and he took advantage of the proximity to trap your earlobe between his teeth, sucking lightly at each change of the pattern he was tracing.
You squeezed his wrist when the flame inside of you grew fiercer. âYou can slip your finger in if you want.â
Spencer let go of your earlobe and paused. âAre you sure?â
âIâve been thinking about it for weeks,â you admitted, the weight of your secret vanishing in the air like a puff of smoke.
He sighed and shifted underneath you; just as you were ready to tell him he didnât have to if he wasnât comfortable with the idea he slid his middle finger past your entrance and you shuddered in his embrace. His hands were elegant, veiny, and his slender digits made for playing piano or reaching your hidden crevices - you had no doubts about it, but judging by how he was sitting still he had more than one question regarding what to do with them.
âHow do I feel? Spence...?â
Even if you couldnât really see his face, you knew he had a confused-slash-excited look on. âHot⊠and wet, I never thoughtââ Â
âYou like it?â
âShouldnât I be asking you that?!â he asked in the cutest high-pitched tone and you laughed, making you both wince at the sudden movement.Â
All the words in any existent language put together couldnât describe the amount of affection you had for him. âI like it, Spence,â you hummed, âand it would be even better if you tried curling your finâ FUCK!âÂ
Spencer wasnât one to waste time once he was given a specific instruction.
He pushed his finger forward and curled it as you said, gliding in and out to slowly familiarize himself with the different textures of your inner walls. He adopted a very empirical approach, experimenting several techniques based on what heâd learned not so long before, while you whimpered and moaned his name; he was moaning, too, and so prettily you couldnât control yourself.
âSpence, I need moreâŠâÂ
He nipped at your jaw, his long hair tickling your cheek. âI donât want to hurt you.â
âYou wonât, I promiseâ, you panted, almost out of breath.
When he slipped a second finger in you realized that his arm wrapped around your waist was the only thing still keeping you in place: your legs were giving up on you, your hips swayed to let Spencerâs fingers plunge deeper as your back arched and your fists closed around his clothes. He was pumping relentlessly, overwhelmed by your wetness and the way you were taking him inside like he was a missing part of your own body; he tried to reach for your mouth and you turned to grasp the nape of his neck.
âYour hands are perfect,â you whined, âyou are perfectâŠâ
He huffed, his heart pounding fast. âAre youâŠ?â
âPlease... make me come, Spence,â you begged him in a whisper.
He pressed his thumb on your clit and started alternating between rough circling motions and the upward movement of his fingers, as you bucked your hips at a frantic pace; your thighs muscles contracted, you clenched around him and you ears plugged as you climaxed - something that had never happened to you before.
You tugged at his hair and screamed his name, before settling against his body once the tension faded.Â
He kept his fingers inside and he cuddled you throughout the aftermath of your orgasm, planting butterfly kisses wherever his mouth could reach and cradling you like his only mission in life was making you feel safe and protected.Â
Your self-consciousness awoke first, despite the rush of feel-good hormones flowing in your bloodstream.
âAm I crushing youâŠ?â you mumbled, and he grunted as you wriggled free to lean forward and pick up the towel from the floor.Â
He stared at his wet fingers with a pensive frown, then he wiped them clean and turned to face you - now seated on the couch with your legs across his and your forearm rested on his shoulder, so that you could play with his curls.Â
âDoctor, you deserve a gold star for your performance.â
He smiled and lowered his gaze for a second. âIâm very good at following instructions.â
âYouâre not bad at improvising, either,â you pointed out, âthe thing you did with your thumbâŠ?â
âI figured it was only a matter of combining the exact pressure and the right angle. Technically speakingââ
âSpencer?!â you cut him off, before he could lose himself in his own rambling. âThank you,â you added, kissing him lightly on his lips before you stood up to fix your panties and trousers. âYou can tell me all about the mechanics behind one of the best orgasms of my life on our way.â
âNosferatu. First Halloween togetherâŠ?â you elaborated when he looked at you in total confusion. âYouâve changed your mind.â
He shifted on the couch, his hazel eyes fixed on you. âIs that okay?â
This time you looked at him with your best âis ice cream cold?â frown: you wanted to spend eternity with him, not just an hour or two more. You climbed into his lap and tangled your fingers in his hair while he cupped your breasts.
âWhat if I getâŠ? I mean... again?!â
âWell, itâs not going to happen right now, Professor!!" you snorted, and his giggle sounded like celestial music. "But donât worry, weâve got the whole night."
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i need ur advice on something :)) i used to have a blog that was solely for reblogging and fic recs but i would write but just never post. i eventually posted one fic and it got way more attention than i expected and it had a couple thousand notes. then people started sending me asks and dmâing me requests and to write more which i did for like a couple weeks but i got so overwhelmed that i deleted my acc đđ this was a year ago haha and now idk if i should repost that fic and continue writing and post what i already have or just keep roblogging fics like i do now bc iâm scared iâll get overwhelmed again đ ik i can set my boundaries and have requests closed but iâm just worried that if i do start posting iâll have the urge to deactivate. and thatâs like the last thing i wanna do bc i get so bummed out when others do that. sorry if this is really long ik itâs such a do or donât situation. i really do like writing and want to share it with others but at the same time idk if i could stick it out longer than last time. if this is really confusinf im so sorry đ
hello babie!!! i totally understand where you're coming from. if you want to write then i definitely recommend starting up your blog again. i'd advise you to create a post and pin it to the top of your blog setting boundaries, just like i do -- there's no shame in not taking requests or anything like that!!! writing is supposed to be fun!!! if you don't want to deactivate, you absolutely don't have to either!! you can just put your blog on hiatus!! if you had the urge to do this, i would also say to make it a sideblog instead of your main so you don't have to get rid of your account entirely if you get that urge. and also: you don't have to meet a quota or anything!! just write what you want, when you want to.
if you want to talk abt it more, you can send another ask or dm me!! i'm totally here to help you if you need it lovely <3
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I would respect your choice to stop writing on Tumblr bc of iOS garbageâbut would there be any way we can come back to the works you already written? Perhaps leaving the blog up or reposting onto some other platform? What are your thoughts?
I also understand if neither of those are options you're comfortable with, and deactivation is something we can surely expect in the future. Apple really sucks man and I've always detested them as a whole âčïž
Anonymous asked: Hey Nat! I totally get the frustration with the platform :( if you were to jump ship from here, do you have an ao3 or anything youâd be active on?
Anonymous asked: Oh Nat :( if you do end up leaving tumblr, is there any way we could still keep up with you somewhere else?
fgnbjkjnfgk anons... i've had some time and i probably won't be deactivating just because this blog has been so much of my life for so long and has helped me in some extremely dark times (when i started this blog my agoraphobia was so bad i didn't leave my room! now i live with haz in our own little home! absolutely wild!). i will be here until tumblr leaves the internet entirely, probably! hopefully this ios app thing will fizzle out a little, or at least they'll fix the tag situation a bit because . . . perhaps it's very strange that 'submission' is banned when tumblr tags submissions with that automatically!
but! my ao3 is under j0succ, as is my twitter. mutuals are v welcome to ask for my discord! i also absolutely wouldnt abandon my poor little oc sideblog @needleanddead because where else can i infodump about stuff people don't care about other than tumblr, twitter's character limit stymies me!
i am very touched you all wanna know what's going on with me, though! <3 (also low-key i don't want to deactivate because i thought about backing up all of those jojo fics that only exist on the blog and it was just. it was too much for me fgbkjnfkgjn)
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thinking about deactivating my IT sideblog and reposting my older fanart here. and then maybe making an spn sideblog bc i have no self control
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Spencer Reid doesnât shake hands.
Thatâs the first thing everyone usually notices when they meet him.
Spencer Reid doesnât like hugging.
Heâd just say itâs a basic inference based on both his not-so-subtle germaphobia and his tendency to avoid physical contact as much as possible, albeit not 100% accurate.
Spencer Reid doesnât like to be touched by strangers but doesnât mind hugging his friends.
It only happens on a few, special occasions: he then buries his head in the crook of your neck, so close that you can feel his warm breath on your skin and smell a hint of coffee mixed with his favorite aftershave, while his soft curls brush over your face â a silent confession he cares a lot about you.
The entire world disappears and words cannot define what it means to get lost in the moment when he holds you tight against his chest, wrapping his arms around your waist to keep you safe even if heâs the one showing his most vulnerable side.
Because for Spencer Reid, hugging is a serious business.
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Like Water For His Fire
Summary: When Ram goes MIA you get nervous... but he's got a very good explanation and you can't really stay mad at him
Pairing:Â modern AU Ramaraju x fem!reader
Category: smut (NSFW, 18+, MDNI)
TW/CW:Â brief mention of anxiety, mentions of marking, kissing, unprotected penetrative sex
Word Count: 2k
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The sunset paints the sky orange red and from the bedroom window you can see its reflection on the surface of the nearby lake, as the evening breeze raises silvery ripples on the water. Adjusting the strap of Ramâs tank top on your shoulder you blow a strand of hair off your face then check your phone for what feels like the hundredth time: no texts. Zero missed calls.
âHeâs fine, heâs fine,â you repeat under your breath.
You sit on the coverlet and hug his pillow. Thereâs usually something soothing about putting on his clothes or smelling his perfume - today, however, neither his old top nor the faint traces of his sandalwood and orange peel aftershave on the pillowcase prove to be very effective at keeping your anxiety under control.
You switch to a full alert state when you hear the entry door opening, followed by heavy footsteps. Seconds later Ram stands in front of you looking exhausted, his sleeves rolled up and the first buttons of his shirt undone, and collapses on his side of the bed.
âWhat happened? Are you okay?â you ask, still a bit nervous.
He nods in silent assent. Â Â
âI tried to call you, why did you turn off your phone?â you ask again and he fumbles in his pocket to hold up the answer, shaped like an intricate spider web of cracks across the black screen.
âIâm getting in the car and this idiot does a swan dive into a puddle,â he explains, âfifteen minutes later Iâm stuck in traffic in Madeenaguda. Damn road works!â
It takes a little bit longer than usual for your heart to stop pounding in your stomach and ears. Heâs been late in the past but an hour of radio silence forced you to consider all sorts of horrible scenarios, and you need to clear your mind of their negative influence.
âIn hindsight⊠not the best route choice,â he adds, noticing youâre being too quiet. âI didnât mean to scare you, Iâm sorry.â
You shrug: during off-peak hours the NH 65 is the fastest way back, meaning he was trying to come home as soon as he could. And itâs not his fault his phone died on him. âYou know me, I worry too much.â
You also care a lot about him, which is why he doesnât need to hear you live in constant fear of being contacted by the notification officer of his department - a possibility heâs even less likely to discuss than you are.
âAre we good?â he replies, lowering his thick lashes and giving you an innocent doe-eyed stare.
You can see where this is going: the simple thought of it erases all the previous distress and makes you weak at the knees. You throw the pillow at him, practicing your best impression of a seductive pout. âMister, youâre the Police Guy⊠why donât you figure it out?!â
Ram props himself up on one elbow so he can tuck a lock of hair behind your ear. He brushes his thumb across your lower lip, his personal way of telling you he gathered all the evidence that the mere sight of his forearms always lights you up like a neon sign powered by libido. Youâre not mad at him - youâre horny for him.
Cheeky bastard.
Needless to say, his shirt has to go; you unfasten the entire row of buttons in a heartbeat and help him take it off. âMouthwateringâ is the word to describe his bare chest, and how on earth does he manage to still look steaming hot after spending a full day at work and a ridiculous amount of time in his car is beyond you.
You nibble on his earlobe before you lick him below the jaw, descending along his Adamâs apple, the muscles of his neck and the dimple between the collarbones.Â
You could spend the whole evening teasing his nipples, forced to contain the urge to sink your teeth into his skin because heâs so sensitive he would scream in pain if you bit him; his petite buds harden at the lightest touch so you circle the areolas with the tip of your tongue and suck delicately, twirling a few dark hairs on his navel around your fingers.
âIâm happy youâre here,â you whisper.
His palm caresses your nape, then his mouth reaches yours and you both engage in a playful competition for dominance: now that heâs in your arms you only want to hold him tight and tell him everythingâs alright, but heâs impetuous and clings to you as if youâre pure spring water, bound to tame the fire raging inside of him.
Thereâs no doubt he figured out ages ago the main reason why you wear his clothes or hug his pillow if heâs away: you crave his body, his presence, his weight on top of you, and it isnât just a matter of lust. Heâs not used to be open and vocal about his feelings, nevertheless heâs proven multiple times heâs the kind of man who looks out for the important people in his life and youâre willing to do the same for him; youâve become each otherâs fulfillment of a mutual request for affection and the many positive aspects of your physical relationship are a reflection of a deeper bond.
Itâs Ram who wins in the end and traps you under him. He doesnât bother to take the old tank top off and lifts the hem up to reach your soft belly; once he glides past your mound of Venus you squirm in anticipation, almost hitting him in the chin.
He smirks and youâre tempted to slap the living hell out of him: being so fuckable should be declared illegal.
âDonât make me kick you for real,â you joke, and Ram smiles again.
Without breaking eye contact he puts both his hands on your hips and rolls down your panties while you lift your tailbone to help him; he pinches your left ankle and lifts your foot, placing your leg on his shoulder.
Reality fades in a blurry ensemble of the last rays of sunset behind the clouds, outside the window, and the hypnotic white noise coming from the a/c unit as you let your fingers run through his hair. Having it ruffled when heâs going down on you is a major turn on for him and youâre dying to please him in return, since youâve never met another man who was this passionate about the idea of eating you out; heâs also into being praised as a reward for his dedication and youâre happy to oblige, cooing. âYouâre so good at this, pandu.â
Ram glances at you, mesmerized. The gentle strokes of his lips grow more and more intense, then he starts to flicker his tongue at such a fast pace that your ragged breath turns into whimpers, to which he replies with low, throaty growls.
âIÂ canât get enough of you,â he hums, his head still buried between your thighs and his luscious beard, sprinkled with a little gray, rubbing so well on your clit.
You grab a big chunk of his hair at the roots and tug to draw his attention, careful not to hurt him. In your private system of non verbal communication itâs a signal to stop, so he rises to his knees and leans forward for a kiss. You love to taste your âsweet nectarâ (as it was referred to in many of the romance novels you read as a teenager) on his mouth; your adult consciousness knows itâs salty, tangy and itâs got a hint of musk to it - still, itâs you and he always enjoys it like youâre a delicious treat.
You also know another part of him is hungry for you, so you make him lay on his back to undo his trousers and pull them down, together with his underwear. Heâs hard and impatient, aching to have you wrapped around him. Half of you wants to put you both out of your misery, the other half is determined to take full advantage of your position: you steady yourself on the headboard and straddle him, but first you tuck his leaking cock against his stomach.
âIâve been thinking about you all day,â you mumble as you slowly buck your hips, moving up and down his length.
This is plain torture for Ram and he clasps his hands at the old tank top, squeezing like a schoolboy whoâs just discovered the amazing, silky roundness of your breasts. Heâs adorable when his self-control begins to falter and soon his deep groans make you so wet it hurts.
âJaanuâŠâ he whines, desperate for release.
Using the headboard to keep your balance you guide him to the right spot before you lower yourself onto him. Itâs your turn to fondle his chest and play with the dark trail of fuzz blossoming on his sternum and plunging to his groin; every time you separate you canât stand to be apart and itâs not long before you grind on him to feel his coarse hair tickle your sensitive skin.
You look at him, his beautiful eyes closed and his teeth biting on his lips. Heâs holding you so tight by the waist youâre sure heâll leave a couple of marks and theyâre all signs heâs trying to hold back. âI-Iâmââ
âDo it,â you cut him off while you pick up your speed.
Ram throws his head backwards and itâs a sight to behold: his usual, brooding self disappears and all thatâs visible on his face is peace and content, even if it lasts for a few seconds. You donât stop rocking your hips until a familiar warmth flows inside of you, and moments later he wraps his hand around the back of your neck to pull you close.
He lifts his knees to dig his feet into the mattress and starts thrusting, set on a mission to give you one of the best orgasms of your life; he drinks the pure pleasure youâre pouring into his mouth with your loud moans, which he eagerly accepts as an incentive to pound you harder and faster.
âI want to make you come,â he mutters on your lips.
The power he has over you is unexplainable: his voice is what sends you over the edge in the end, gasping for air when a powerful jolt of ecstasy hits you and the tension leaving your body almost causes you to collapse on top of him. In fact you flop on your side, breathless and drained of the energy required to pass for a living and functioning human being; your brain is still engaged in the aftermath of the Big O and the single detail youâre able to process is one of your legs, resting across his lap.
Ram snaps out of the post-coital stupor first, in time to pick his shirt off the floor and help you clean your inner thighs - saving you both the trouble of dealing with a complete mess later. The pensive frown is back and you wipe away the shiny trickle of sweat running down his temple, but heâs so focused on what heâs doing he doesnât seem to notice.Â
Once heâs finished cleaning himself up he fixes his trousers in a hurry throwing the shirt back on the floor to snuggle against you, and you wrap your arms around his shoulders to trace the outline of his muscles using your fingertips.
âExcuse me⊠what?!â you laugh, since heâs got his face pressed on your bosom and the words come out muffled if he speaks.
âI think I love you, bangaaram,â he repeats, tilting his head up.
Your heart skips a beat.
He looks at you with his brooding expression again, so you find yourself lost in his dark, soulful eyes for the longest instant. Then you cup his face in your hands and rub your nose against his, kissing him so lightly that your touch is like April rain on his mouth.
âI love you too, Ram.â
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Bari Ninnanne Bayasuvenu (I just want you)
Summary:Â Three years after joining Rocky as a business partner, Reader is forced to admit she's developed feelings for him. What she doesn't know is that Rocky has been keeping a secret of his own
Pairing: K.G.F. Rocky x fem!reader
Category: smut (NSFW, 18+, MDNI)
TW/CW: kissing, fingering, handjob, brief mention of drinking
Word Count: 3k
You checked the skirt of your plain evening dress as you made your way to the dining room, admiring the design of the marble tiles on the floor; you bumped into Mallamma in the main hall and she jumped, startled, while she tried to balance three empty scotch glasses on a tray. You knew Rocky was familiar with the habit of drinking whisky before a meal â any meal â but three glasses were not the norm. âAm I too early?âÂ
âOh, no noâŠâ she replied, nervously gesturing for you to go, âheâll be with you in no time.â
That wasnât the norm, either: if she was trying to get rid of you it only meant one thing, so you took a deep breath. Now that you were paying more attention to your surroundings you could hear muffled voices coming from the corridor; Mallamma grabbed your wrist, a silent plea to just keep walking and wait for your host to join you for dinner. You caressed her arm and shook your head in return, then you opened the door sheâd closed behind her a few moments before and stopped in the middle of the foyer to eavesdrop on the conversation going on only a couple of feet away from you.Â
âI donât care if sheâs granting you deals with the Americans. Thatâs never been part of our plan.âÂ
Andrews, you snorted. His hunger for a bigger slice of Narachi was making him impatient, even though you could actually smell the hesitation in his words. And you were sure Rocky could, as well. âItâs my job to make sure this company progresses. Not yours,â he replied.Â
âNow, hold on⊠you come from nothing,â Kamalâs voice chimed in, and you felt your blood boil, âwe should be the ones to decide. This is our legacy, you owe us respect.â
The room went quiet for an instant, then you heard a tsk-tsk sound and immediately pictured Rocky pinching the bridge of his nose between his fingers. âSpoken like a spoiled boy who doesnât know respect must be earned. Your position here has nothing to do with merit,â he retorted, âI come from nothing, yet I have achieved something you can hardly imagine.â
It would have been the perfect occasion for Kamal to shut up, though heâd never been a clever man. âIâm going to do better than you, soonâ he laughed, âthe only thing Iâm missing is a bitch on a leash⊠maybe I could borrow yours.â
This time after a relatively short pause came a squishy noise followed by a high-pitched whimper and a soft thud on the carpet. In almost three years of business partnership youâd never witnessed Rocky disrespecting a woman or allowing his associates to do so â Mallamma was one of the few people he trusted the most and heâd never even raised his voice in her presence. Also, he may or may not have been responsible for the broken arm and hand of one of Shettyâs henchmen, when heâd gotten too frisky with the sister of one of the boys working for him.
âWhy. Canât we. Just be nice,â Rocky quipped. âIâm trying to be nice to you! I donât call you a dog⊠and trust me, the first thing that comes to my mind when I look at you is actually a pooch. All bark and no bite.â
Kamal was breathing so heavily his rage was palpable through the walls. âYou⊠you need to be shown your real placeââ
âEnough,â Andrewsâ voice snapped. Unlike his younger companion he knew when to give up a fight with a much stronger opponent. âWe helped shape this place the way it is. Remember who we are before you make your next move,â he added as his head popped in the archway, with Rocky and Kamal in tow.
âOh, I will⊠but right now Iâve got far more pressing issues to take care of,â Rocky said before they all noticed your presence, and the simple fact he wasnât no longer paying attention to them enraged the two even further.Â
Andrews brushed past you, the grip on the chain with the cross pendant so tight that his knuckles were turning pale; Kamal stood at your side as he followed, then leaned forward to whisper in your ear. âOne of these days Iâll show the world who the real leader of K.G.F. is.â
You kept your eyes fixed on Rocky, but you didnât miss the bruises on Kamalâs face. âI am already looking at him,â you declared and he eventually admitted defeat, striding out of the foyer and wiping the back of his hand under his nose to stop the bleeding.
You crossed your arms over your chest. âYouâre late.â
Rocky gave you one of his best smirks at the sight of your attire.
A couple of hours before a large box had appeared on the covers of the queen-size bed in the guest room youâd been assigned to, containing a green saree embroidered with exquisite golden details â his smile was the confirmation heâd gotten your message loud and clear: you were not his bitch, nor a plaything to doll up as he pleased.
âLast minute, unplanned meeting,â he apologized, with a very unapologetic attitude, âso many people are still obsessing over losing this place to an outsider like me.âÂ
âHow many of your âlast minute, unplanned meetingsâ end with someone being punched?â  Â
Rocky rolled his eyes, almost as if he was reflecting thoroughly on the answer. âOnly the informal ones.â
You approached him and sighed. âSo⊠care share the juicy details?â Â
âSuryavadhan was not wrong. A single man canât possibly rule an empire by himself, he needs reliable partners. The thing is⊠how can I trust my partners, if they are the main reason why I got here?!â
He had a valid point, without doubt. âWhat are you thinking?â he inquired a few moments later, while he tugged at his beard.
âWell, I was under the impression you already had your mind set on pitching them against each other.â
He smiled, mischievously. âNext step â putting ideas into action, correct?â    Â
You stared at him, as you had been doing for the past months during your frequent visits at the mansion. Youâd watched him closely â falling asleep on the veranda with the constant whirring of the fan blowing his hair off his face on a hot summer afternoon or standing on the top balcony as the sun was setting, his statuesque figure projecting a long shadow behind him â and secretly hoped heâd been watching you in return.
âEh, cinna⊠something wrong?! You seem worried,â his voice brought you back to Earth, âtheyâre not going to touch you, they wouldnât dare.â
âIâm not worried,â you replied, unsure of how to approach the situation. You had no reason to believe your presence in his life had to do with anything but a profitable work collaboration. âWhy did you really hit Kamal?â you asked, lowering your gaze. âWas it my name you were defending or the business partnership youâve signed up for?â Â
âI hate that kind of language as a general rule,â he explained, and you shrugged in a feeble attempt to hide your frustration. âAlso, itâs a good thing they probably think I was defending my investment.â
As you were about to leave he winked at you and cupped your cheeks with his hands, gently raising your chin. âI didnât want them to be the first to know you mean so much more to me, priyatame.â
Your head started spinning fast. âBut youâve neverââ
âI can be patient, if the situation requires it,â he whispered on your lips.
You stood on your tiptoes and let him squeeze you tighter; he always wore his shirts unbuttoned and now you could tell the heat radiating from his bare chest was almost divine. His arms went around your back, drawing you closer.Â
âUhm⊠dinner is about to be served,â said Mallamma, behind you, and Rocky smiled before he turned his head in her direction.
âGive us ten minutesâŠ? Thank you,â he requested in a soft tone, âand close the door, would you?â
You were still nestled in his embrace when you caught a glimpse of Mallamma nodding and blushing as she walked away; you giggled, in turn, but Rocky was quicker to claim your mouth for himself.
His beard felt good on your skin â so good you had to fight the urge to grab a chunk of his hair and let yourself crumble to the ground under the weight you were desperate to have on top of you. He was taking his time, though, conveying weeks of yearning in a delicate kiss; there was a sweetness to him that clashed with his strong public persona and that he only showed to those he really cared about. Knowing you were among them made your heart melt.Â
You were still basking in the afterglow of this epiphany when the warmth of his breath and the hot intrusion of his tongue sparked in you the desire for another part of him, so you let your fingers run blindly to his belt. Out of the blue, a thought crept into your brain: truth to be told, the fair possibility that everything about him was very well proportioned to his imposing physique concerned you a little. You jolted at the flimsy satin being ripped all of a sudden, an indication that he was clearly done with fighting his own urges.
âRocky!! So much for being patient!â you complained while he lifted you up to make you sit on his desk and helped you out of the top portion of the gown, the sleeves and the bodice gathering in your lap in a cascade of shapeless fabric.
He snorted. âI can get you new ones. Youâll never wear the same thing twice.â
You pushed his hair back as you looked into his beautiful dark eyes. âThat would be something fit for a queen, not for me.â
He smirked at you for the second time, then his fingers crawled under your pleated skirt to trail up and latch onto your panties, pulling them down. You were not prepared to the sensation of the pure gold finishes cold and smooth under your ass, but what left you gawking was Rocky tucking your underwear in the front pocket of his jacket. âHere you are mine.â
âI donât care about being a queen,â you replied, âI just want you.â
He showered your shoulders with light pecks, tracing the outline of your collarbones and moving up towards your ear to nuzzle at the earlobe while he spread your legs; he ghosted the back of his hand along your inner thighs so he could playfully ran his fingertips through the hair you kept neatly trimmed and you squirmed in anticipation. You were craving his touch and he was enjoying every second of it, yet he let out a muffled yelp when you dug your nails into his neck.
âHow come youâve never told meâŠ?!â he joked, and you squirmed again after he reached for your folds. He marveled at your wetness with a delighted laugh, a low rumble in his throat that echoed deep within your soul. You pulled him towards you to demand another kiss and Rocky eagerly complied, squeezing the lacing of your bra with his free hand â a large hand. Concern about his real size once again popped in your mind, only to be pushed aside by the exquisite torment he was inflicting on your tender flesh.
He kept dancing around your outer lips to part them and tease you at a slow pace. You had to catch your breath for a second after he started to stroke your clit with his thumb, soon followed by his long finger slipping inside of you. You whimpered when he added another one and curled them up, getting them covered in your slick arousal on every in-and-out movement.
âWait⊠dinnerâs ready,â you managed to articulate, in between breaths.
ââŠso?!â he questioned as he pressed his forehead on your temple.
You purred. âAre you not hungry?â
Rocky removed his fingers, hovering them on your mouth so you could bite them and taste yourself, then dropped down in front of you with his palms flat on your knees. You rolled your skirt up but he stood still, waiting for you to grab his nape again and guide his face between your legs.
Something you had never pictured in your numerous fantasies over the past months was a less than elegant technique that involved sucking and lapping on every inch of you he could find â a lack of finesse that didnât stop you from swaying your hips to the rhythm of his best efforts, because his groans resembled the humming song of a man famished for your pussy. Without even realizing you lowered your elbows on the desk, resting your forearms on the surface while you pushed yourself against his mouth to get more of his beard tickling your most sensitive spots.
You both moaned loudly when he sealed his lips around your clit, forcing you to throw your head back; the swirling of his tongue made you discover it was possible to get even more excited than you already were, and your body went limp as a rag when he brought it to your core and flicked it rapidly. As soon as he stiffened it to push it deeper, back and forth, you arched your back and came, filling the silence in the office with a repetitive and mostly unintelligible litany of his name.Â
He didnât let up until he felt you relax and continued to plant butterfly kisses on your overstimulated clit, then he jumped to his feet and admired the results. For a moment he seemed mesmerized by the writhing mess heâd turned you into, your legs open wide and your breasts frantically heaving, but he didnât know he was a tantalizing vision as well: heâd gotten you so wet his beard was now glistening in the semi-darkness, an image so lustful it nearly gave you another orgasm.
âCan IâŠ?â he whispered, fumbling with the zipper fly.
Still dizzy and weary you nodded, only to snap out of the momentary torpor as the hard cock nudged at your inner thigh. Rocky held you by your waist, pressing at your entrance before he popped the head in: the confirmation he was definitely well proportioned sent your senses in override and you winced in surprise and discomfort. Heâd been more than thorough in making sure you were ready for him, but you were tensing up nevertheless.
âEasy,â he cooed after you gripped his wrists. Figuring that maybe the position heâd worked you up into was not ideal he carefully prompted you to lower your hips, still he struggled to slide further without hurting you. He couldnât have been more than a third of the way in when he sighed and pulled out, causing you to whine at the unpleasant stinging.
âIâm sorry,â you mumbled, almost on the verge of tears, and he put his arms underneath you to make you sit on the desk again and envelop you with the sweetest hug possible.
âSshh, itâs alrightâŠâ
The considerate attitude in his voice was the living proof he was ruthless with his enemies and also extremely protective of the people heâd sworn to take care of; you knew he deserved just as much attention and devotion.Â
âPlease⊠please, let meâŠâ you begged as you gathered some of the juices that were still pooling between your legs and rubbed his shaft, wrapping your fingers at the base to start moving up and down. At each stroke his skin slid under your palm, silky smooth and sticky due to the mixture of your arousal and the copious precum that was already leaking. You walls clenched around the emptiness heâd left inside of you, so you brushed his tip over your clit and he grimaced as he inhaled sharply.
âHarder, pritiyaâŠÂ harder,â he demanded, a good sign you were driving him over the edge.Â
You tightened your grip and jerked faster, with the lascivious sound of your hand working his length covered only by his feral growls. Rocky kissed you â sweetness and affection replaced by the desperate need for release â and twitched one, two, three times. Hot, thick spurts drenched you and you continued rubbing yourself with his cock while you sucked on this tongue, but what really brought you to your second climax was the idea you now belonged to each other.
Once you were both spent he collapsed on the desk and finally trapped you under his weight, caressing your face to get rid of the rogue locks that had fallen on cheeks and tickling you with his perfectly shaped beard, even though he was almost out of breath. Then he looked down between your bodies and realized the state your clothes were in. âI guess this means weâll have to skip dinner.â
âA small sacrifice for a higher cause,â you smiled, wiping your hand over the soiled skirt.
Rocky stood up to take off his jacket and drape it over you, and you stared at him fixing his trousers with the intention of searing that memory of him into your brain: he was already one of the most seductive men youâd ever seen, but with the addition of the scruffy after-sex hairdo and the shiny droplets of sweat trapped on the dark fuzz on his chest he was something to die for. You were still contemplating his sheer magnetism so you didnât react right away when he lifted you up and cradled you to carry you out of the office. âExcuse meâŠ?! Iâm not a child, you know?â you protested.
âYou were supposed to wait for me in the dining room, not snoop around,â he retorted, back to his regular impertinent self. Though you didnât like being babied the moment he squeezed you closer you realized how touch-starved youâd been for years. Since there was little sense in trying to rebel, you buried your nose in the crook of his neck and closed your eyes as he made his way to the main hall.
âNow you need a hot bath and Iâm afraid you could get lost again,â he added, âI canât risk that. Iâm taking you to your room.â
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It's the Great Pumpkin, Spencer Reid
Summary: Spencer and Reader get to spend some quality time together on Halloween
Pairing: virgin!Spencer Reid x fem!reader, virgin!Spencer Reid x plus size Reader
Category: smut (NSFW, 18+, MDNI)
TW/CW: heavy kissing, handjob, fingering, brief mention of an anxiety attack, body image insecurities (both parts)
Word Count: 5.4k
This work is part of the series Spencer Reid, my beloved
âI am officially traumatized,â Penelope blurted out when the end credits rolled on the screen, âremind me to never watch another Halloween movie with you, guys!!â
You could almost hear Spencer squeak in disbelief. âWhat?! This is a classic!â
She stood up to adjust her skirt, the one with jack-oâ-lanterns and spiderwebs arranged in a casual pattern all over the dark fabric, and the bats standing on top of her fuzzy headband wiggled in different directions.Â
âUhâuh, La Dolce Vita is a classic. This is what goes on in the twisted mind of someone who desperately needed a hug and a large cup of hot cocoa with a ton of whipped cream and sprinkles as a child.â
You smiled as you finished loading the dishwasher, amused by the discussion unfolding in your living room; in your heart you were the greatest admirer of Spencerâs ability to conjure up any kind of random information on the spot but the exact moment you saw him open his mouth you knew he was about to make the situation worse.
âIn fact, Barkerâs grandmother had a fascination with the macabre. She would often tell gruesome stories which she presented as true tales so he grew up with the fear of being murdered in his own house.âÂ
Garcia gawked and raised a hand in his direction, simultaneously turning your way. âSee?! Forgive me if I donât think that having my entire body ripped apart by giant hooks is the ultimate frontier of pleasure!â
âAnd Iâll never look at a puzzle box the same way! What if itâs a brain teaser from Hell and thereâs one of those chattering monsters inside?â she added and you had to hold back your laughter because Spencerâs perplexed frown was probably one of the cutest and funniest things in the whole world.
The mustache glued to his upper lip and the cravat he wore over a white shirt and black vest were only adding to it so you forced yourself to remain serious. âIâm sorry⊠pizza and a movie from my dvd collection were all I had to offer on such short notice,â you said, to which she replied by shaking her long, wavy hair.
âOh no, sweet pea! You did great, Iâm just too attached to the illusion that life is a rainbow to be into the traditional Halloween gore,â she sighed and wrapped herself in a colorful poncho. âHey, Raven Man! Ready to leave?â
Spencer squirmed: an IQ of 187 and still he was unable to come up with a semi-plausible lie when it came to hiding the truth from his friends. Feeling the weight of her curious stare he swallowed nervously.
âI was kind of considering the possibility of going to the midnight screening of Nosferatu, at the Silver Theatre. Itâs the 100th anniversary so the Silent Orchestra will play the entire score live, have you ever heard of them? They use contemporary musical idioms to convey the art of pre-talkies films to modern audiences, theyâve been widely acclaimed for their work.â
Penelope raised an eyebrow. âMidnight screening, huh?! Which means you donât need a ride home⊠what a coincidence,â she teased, leaning forward to squeeze you in a passionate hug. âI knew it! I saw it the minute I walked in!â
This time was your turn to shrug with a puzzled expression: Reid and Garcia should have been on the opposite side of D.C. for a relaxed dinner at the Morgansâ after a thorough raid of all the neighborhood porches. However, Derek had called just as they were getting in the car to inform them that Hank got unexpectedly sick and forty-five minutes later All Hallowsâ Eve enthusiast Reid (dressed up as Edgar Allan Poe) plus a very concerned Penelope had showed up at your apartment, making you wonder why on earth wasnât she already busy baking since she kept repeating chickenpox called for the best pumpkin pie ever.
âWell, there goes our plan to keep a low profile,â you groaned as you closed the door behind her, and Spencerâs eyes widened in surprise.Â
âHowâŠ?! Is this what they call âfemale intuitionâ?â
âCall it whatever you want but Iâm glad sheâs not mad we didnât tell her right away,â you replied, proceeding to wrap your arms around his shoulders, âand I can think of another person whoâs probably very happy for you, now.â
Spencer got rid of the fake mustache with a pensive stare. When it finally dawned on him that Garciaâs phone buzzing during your impromptu horror-themed movie night had in fact started out as live updates on their godsonâs health and most likely turned into a gossip session about you two as a couple he squinted.
âI almost bailed on going trick-or-treating with them. I didnât because I wouldnât have missed it for the world, but I also wanted to see you. Itâs our first Halloween.â
You nodded. âMaybe we can still get tickets for Nosferatu. Youâre a terrible liar, so Iâm sure there really is a midnight screening at the Silver Theatre.â
Spencer stared at you, entranced, then pulled you closer and in a heartbeat your lips met his - a sweet caress, tender and soft, your breaths entwined and your noses rubbing against each other in delicate strokes. You gave him a gentle push and he plopped down on the couch as you placed one knee on either side of his legs to straddle him; one of his hands sneaked behind you, exploring you as if he was trying to blindly map your whole back.Â
You felt his other hand on your waist, hesitant.Â
Three months had passed since the day you both came to the conclusion you were not âjust friendsâ - three months made of late night phone calls from six different States, of handwritten silly notes you hid in his leather bag each time you drove him to the airport to catch a flight for Houston, three months of you hoping things would eventually move past the PG rated phase.
Three months of your self-consciousness sowing the seed of doubt in your heart, encouraged by the notion of whom he got to share his workspace with:Â you were no Emily or JJ and even if Spencer wasnât the type to pay attention to details he frequently referred to as âtrivialâ you were growing less and less confident.
âItâs fine, you can touch me,â you whispered, guiding his palm to cup your breast. They were pretty difficult to ignore, nevertheless he always seemed to steer away from them as much as he could.
You ran your fingers through his hair until you grabbed a small chunk of his curls; Spencer gasped for air and you brushed your tongue over his lower lip, letting out a muffled moan when the heat between your legs became almost unbearable. You started grinding on his lap to adjust tightly against his body.
âWaitâŠâ he whined, squirming under you.
A second moan escaped from your throat while the pressure of his stiff cock hit your thigh but he shoved you away to free himself and spring to his feet, shaking heavily as if he was experiencing a full blown anxiety attack.Â
His cheeks were flustered and his hair stuck to his dampened forehead so that he couldnât even look at you straight - which gave him the perfect excuse to avoid doing it altogether. âIâ Iâm sorryâŠâ
âNo, no, I amâŠâ you muttered, because the guilt building up in your chest felt so heavy you find it difficult to breathe.
Spencer was standing there, fumbling nervously with the cravat around his neck; his body language was screaming discomfort and he was clearly thinking of an excuse to remove himself from the situation. It was then that the hidden and irrational side of you, the one that desperately feared he would have disappeared forever if youâd let him go, kicked in and a rush of adrenaline came running down your spine.
âPleaseâŠâ you continued, placing a hand over his, âitâs okay, really⊠thereâs no way to control it, you should know better than anyoneââ
âWhy? Because Iâm a man and men are supposed to have zero impulse regulation?!â
The embarrassment and shame in his voice broke you: you had sworn a thousand times in your mind to do your best to be his solace, yet now it seemed you were hurting him like no-one had ever done before.
âNo,â you replied, âbecause youâre the genius, here, and you should know itâs a perfectly healthy and natural reaction.â
He huffed, visibly irritated at what he must have perceived as a patronizing tone. A different sort of emotion crawled under your skin, sparked by the amount of tension stagnating in the air.
You offered him a cushion and glanced at him with your usual no-nonsense attitude. âSit down, so we can have a proper conversation? You know, like⊠functioning adults.â
Spencer pouted for a second, evaluating numbers and statistics about two years and a halfâs worth of interactions. The truth was, intellectual affinity was such a familiar concept for the two of you that talking your way through an issue was indeed a synonym for a positive outcome.Â
He grabbed the cushion and held it onto his stomach to shield himself from your gaze, though it was purposely focused on his face; you thought it was best to put some distance between your bodies when he sat on the couch again so you folded your legs underneath you, shivering like a cold draft had found its way inside the room.
âListen, we can both agree this is not your regular, everyday casual topic of conversation⊠which is why weâve never discussed premarital sexââ
âIâm not against it,â Spencer rushed to declare, âIâve assumed it was the same forââ
âSure, no! Ditto,â you confirmed.
His furrowed brows relaxed while his mouth curved in a timid smile. âDid you know that every personâs intimate relationships follow a script that has been written according to their own individual attitude towards all âuhm, sexual experiences?â
âI did not,â you admitted, and Spencerâs hands started dancing to the sound of his own words.Â
âThere are sets of guidelines for appropriate behavior, each partner in consensual encounters acts as if they are an actor following a script rather than acting on impulse alone. Researches indicate that women are more likely to initiate contact in well established relationships, negotiating sexual activity in developing relationships can be difficult 'cause both parts have multiple goals to deal with, such as providing relational definitions or following specific standards or morals.â
âYeah, speaking about relationships⊠I think weâve been in one since Christmas, we were just too dumb to say it out loud. And to each other,â you explained. âSounds like a well-established to me but whatâs your take on us?â
He curled into himself. âEvery time weâre together I know thereâs no other place Iâd rather be. Iâve never even imagined it could be possible, I want to feel you even closer⊠and Iâm so afraid Iâm forcing this on youââ
âYouâre not, I want it too,â you reassured him, âbut to be honest I was starting to worry you were not into⊠me.â
Spencerâs beautiful eyes roamed over you and what you could see was all but repulsion. âActually itâs the complete opposite.â
âSo, what if my script says Iâm ready to take things further?â you inquired, inching towards him to tug at the cravat of his costume.Â
Spencer cupped your face and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. âMine is on the same page,â he whispered.
Your fingers immediately went to the vest he was wearing and trailed the line of buttons in a slow movement; you undid them one by one, the hems eventually coming apart to reveal the white shirt underneath.
âTell me if anything doesnât feel good,â you purred while you loosened the cravat to uncover his Adamâs apple. The way his muscles tensed as it bobbed up and down drove you crazy, so you teased him with the tip of your tongue - your lips grazing over the short stubble.Â
Damn him and his impeccable bone structure: the scruffy look suited him so well it always sparked in you the urge to pin him to a wall and sink your teeth into his tender flesh. You loved how he could sport a smooth, professional style when the situation required it still wasnât concerned with shaving each morning, almost as if it was an impractical activity which took energy away from whatever he considered to be a priority at that moment.Â
You heard something flop on the floor and stopped your ministrations: the cushion heâd been holding over his stomach wasnât there anymore, meaning you got to notice his trousers were becoming increasingly tight.
You squeezed his knee to make sure he was prepared for a more intimate contact then you slid it even further on his leg, giving him a couple of minutes to adjust to your gentle strokes before you felt confident enough to move the action to his inner thigh.
Spencer gasped, surprised rather than shocked or disturbed by how close you were now to where he was aching, and he leaned back to ease the pressure of the fabric but kept his eyes on you.Â
He gave a silent nod in response to your interrogative stare, so you finally traced the outline of his hard cock between your thumb and index.
He jolted this time and muttered under his breath, a deep rasp in his voice you didnât expect: you were unprepared to hear your name spoken as it was the quintessence of pure desire and you quivered, the throbbing in your ears rolling to your core.
You kissed his temple as you pointed at the waistband of his trousers. âCan IâŠ?â
âYâ yesâŠâ he muttered.
His clothes didnât have any space left to accommodate his bulge. You palmed over it and felt an impatient twitch, which nearly had Spencer cursing; it was becoming torture for him so you reached for the zipper.Â
For a split second the historical inaccuracy of a Victorian era costume featuring a device first introduced years later Edgar Allan Poeâs death hit you - a remark Reid himself would have been very appreciative of, which showed how much you could relate to the way his brain worked. Then you shook out of it and peeled his slacks open.
You crumpled the shirt over his stomach and marveled at the sight of his soft belly, the flawless navel, the dark fuzz pointing directly to his raging erection. With a cautious approach you freed it from any restraint, chewing on your lower lip as you often did when you were entirely focused on a challenging task.Â
You couldnât exactly say you had many options in your mind to compare him to but you had done a lot of fantasizing: now that he was in front of you, undressed and defenseless, you were downright mesmerized byâ
âWhatâs wrong?!â Spencer screeched, interrupting your train of thought. âIs it odd? Does it look odd?!â
You shook your head, taken aback. â... odd?! No, why?!â you asked. âItâs justâŠâ you petted the roundness to demonstrate, âI like your tummy so much.â
The way it pressed against his belt whenever he sat next to you on your couch or his was overly inviting and in the past weeks you had to fight the temptation to sneak a hand inside his shirt to squish it, because you didnât know how he wouldâve reacted.Â
âReally?!â he marveled, confirming he wasnât even aware you had a thing for soft tummies. His soft tummy, to be specific.
You smiled and leaned forward to rest your forehead against his. âAre you okay with me doing this?â
Spencer nodded, his eyelids half-closed, so you let your fingertips follow the trail of hair below his belly button; his hardness twitched again when you got near, then you wrapped your hand around it.Â
You both moaned in unison, a harmony of pleasure that filled the silence of your living room. You moved along his entire length, feeling the satiny skin sliding over the shaft, and he threw his hair back in a movement that left his jugular exposed: his neck was too inviting and you sucked on it, the groans vibrating in his throat reverberating on your lips.
You gripped tighter when he got used to your caresses. As soon as his muffled whimpers seemed to increase in frequency you circled your thumb over the tip, spreading his leaking precum over the sensitive head. Spencer was at loss for words, a good indication that he was definitely enjoying the moment.
You were enjoying it too; you started to rub your legs together, your imagination running wild and picturing all sorts of scenarios. The mere thought of having him inside of you made you want to touch yourself but you resisted: Spencer was undoubtedly new to this and deserved someone in his life to love him and shower him with attention, so you decided to put his release before your own.
When you twisted your hand at the base of his cock he jumped, missing the bridge of your nose by a few inches.
âToo much?!â you cooed, and he seemed to come out of a sort of drunken stupor.
âNo, no⊠itâs good, I like itâŠâ
You sighed. âSpence, you have to tell me ifââ
âItâs really good,â he replied, the urgency sensible in his tone. âDonât stop,â he pleaded, low-key ashamed of how needy heâd sounded.
You pecked him on the nose as a reassurance you accepted and cherished this version of him: he wasnât the kind of man to be interested in the crude physical aspect of sex, heâd made it clear. He wasnât desperate for just anyone to satisfy him - he trusted you to do it, because he knew you were safe in each otherâs arms.
You shifted to adjust at his side and returned to your previous occupation; you let your other hand wander over his thigh as a forewarning, then you sheepishly cupped his balls so you could provide additional stimulation and send him off the edge.
He bucked his hips, a loud âOh, God!!!â escaping from his mouth before he grasped a fistful of your hair. He was hungry for you, his tongue sliding lustfully against yours and his breathing so ragged you were sure he was getting close.Â
Kissing him was your drug of choice but you also wanted to watch him come undone, thanks to you, so you turned your head while he tensed: he arched his back and bucked his hips once more, nipping at your earlobe. He became harder as he spilled himself over your fingers, wrist and his own stomach with a feral growl.
You didnât let go of him, not even when his whole body finally slumped down.
The well-defined jaw and unruly curls falling on his face, now so serene, made him appear like a Botticellian masterpiece. Botticelli would have never painted one of his subjects in such a disheveled state, for sure, but the contrast between his angelic aura and the fact he was sprawled on the couch with his trousers unzipped and his softening cock still in your hand was a vision to behold.
âHey,â you hummed as he re-opened his eyes and found you looking at him, âyouâre too cute to be real, you know that?!â
Embarrassed - yet adorably proud - Spencer lowered his gaze, only to grimace at the stickiness on his belly. And on you. âI made a mess, Iâm sââ
âWe made a mess. Besides, itâs nothing a towel canât fix, donât be sorry,â you said, patting his tummy.
You were almost tempted to ask him how long heâd been saving it for, in a clumsy attempt to remind him youâd fallen so head over heels for him you were not at all grossed out; at the last moment you ruled the joke out, though, stretching your legs to get up instead. âGive me a couple of minutes.â
He flashed you the most awkward smile and you forced your feet to move towards the bathroom.Â
You washed your hands under the hot running water and silently watched a part of Spencer swirling down the drain; the floral scent of the soap was now in the air but you could still feel his - coffee and cologne, accentuated by the faint traces of sweat on his skin.Â
You had just discovered something new: Spencer was often oblivious of how good he looked (despite the dark circles under his eyes) and that was no mystery, but the idea he might have been insecure about different parts of his body was something youâd never taken into account. If being a couple was the natural consequence of the emotional bond between you - rather than a result of some physical infatuation alone - why was he so preoccupied with your reaction to his half-naked self?
Your brain was going in severe overdrive.Â
You inhaled and exhaled a couple of times, your fingers gripping on the honed marble of the countertop, then you dried your hands with a towel, grabbed a fresh one and returned to the living room; the instant you approached your couch you realized Spencer had been doing a lot of thinking of his own, and your heart sank into your stomach.
âWunderkind, are you alright?â you questioned as you offered him the towel so that he could clean himself up. âWhatâs going on in here?â you added, tapping lightly on his temple.
He shrugged and proceeded to meticulously remove any trace of his seed from his belly and clothes before tucking the shirt into the waistband of his trousers. âNothing special.â
His left eyebrow raised, due to an involuntary movement of his facial muscles: it was a flash, a glimpse, the undeniable proof he was hiding something. The sound of your intrusive thoughts and fears got so loud you wanted to scream to cover their noise.
âYour microexpressions say otherwise,â you retorted.
Spencer lifted his head to meet your eyes, mouth agape, and you couldnât decipher the meaning of such a bewildered reaction. You had always been able to recognize his lying frown, his anxious smile, the suspicious squint and a hundred more variations: you were not a member of the BAU but you were an expert on detecting and classifying his emotions, yet youâd never seen that one before.Â
âItâs⊠uhm, Iâm wondering if it was good for you.â
Your heart leaped and bounced back where it belonged. His job required him to be the one calling people out on their behavior, not the other way round; your presence in his life forced him to face a situation in which his skills as a profiler couldnât shield him from his own vulnerability, so he was in serious need of some consolation.
You bent over to whisper in his ear. âIt was.â
âBut you didnât...â he nervously licked his lips, âand I want you to. Just tell me how.â
In the back of your mind you were 100% sure it would have been the right moment to confess youâd been harboring a few insecurities of your own but your fight-flight-freeze response was already answering on your behalf, making you freeze on the spot.
âSpencerâŠâ
âYou donât think I can?!â he inquired, still convinced his lack of experience was the motivation behind any episode of miscommunication.Â
âNO! Itâs not about you,â you responded in a hurry, hugging him as he was still seated on the couch. âOr maybe it is⊠â you gestured to your whole figure, âI guess Iâm a bit worried this isnât whatââ
Spencer wrapped you in an equally sweet hug, his chin dimple pressed on your abdomen. âThis is soft,â his hands ran to the back of your knees, trailing up, âitâs so soft Iâve got only one thing in mind every time you hug me and I have to stop myselfâŠâ
He stopped talking mid-sentence when you guided his palms over your chest and he finally laughed, fascinated by the feeling of your breasts through the shirt.
If he was so happy at the idea you were starving for his touch and was clearly eager to reciprocate it was time to consider the strong possibility he wasnât just settling for less. âDo you reallyââ
âYes!â he replied, enthusiastically. âBut I could use a few hints, you know.â
You knew. âMay I sit on your lap, kind sir?â
The âare you even serious?â pout on his face deserved an award; now you were both allowed to act silly without the slightest concern one of you was making fun of the other, high on the intoxicating concept of true intimacy.
You positioned yourself so that you were seated on his groin, your back flat on his chest and your head nestled in the crook of his neck, thanking Mother Nature for the existence of refractory periods. Not that it was necessary, but Spencer hooked his left forearm around your waist to secure you as his tongue glided over the soft skin behind your ear. âHow do I start?â
âStep one: make some space,â you tipped him.
He gulped loudly and began to caress your knee, ghosting his fingers along the thigh-bone. You shivered in anticipation and when he tried to reach for your inner thigh you spread your legs apart; he flattened his palm, gripping on your muscles and rubbing back and forth - still keeping some distance from your most delicate spots.Â
You turned to offer him your lips. âTease me⊠up and down, light touches.â
He did as he was told. When he ran the back of his hand over your mound you whimpered, the oversensitivity being too much to bear combined with the mind-blowing taste of his mouth over yours.
âIsnât it frustrating for you?â he managed to articulate in between kisses and you rocked your hips against him.
You could already feel the familiar and insistent throbbing, accentuated by the fact that delayed gratification was a real pain; you were dying for him to placate the fire his hard cock had sparked in you, so you grabbed his wrist and guided it over your stomach, down the front of your panties.
He gasped at the feeling of your tender flesh, the curly hair, the dampness - too many sensory inputs to process all at once. âYouâre so⊠warm?â
âCore body temperature is higher than the temperature of the skin,â you reminded him.Â
âSo warm,â he kept repeating, basic biology facts lost on him because his brain seemed to have switched off.Â
His palm grazed over your folds and your legs fell further open to give him better access; you stroked his left forearm and tilted your head back. âOnly two fingers now, Spence⊠up and down. But donât go straight forââ
You tensed when his fingertips danced on your clit and he gripped you even tighter. âSorry,â he mumbled, but the sensation was so good you could only smile.
âIf you plan to go there itâs left and right. And draw a few circles around, big and small...â you explained before words turned into muffled moans as he put your suggestions into actions.
You were still grinding on his lap, your back glued to his chest, and he took advantage of the proximity to trap your earlobe between his teeth, sucking lightly at each change of the pattern he was tracing.
You squeezed his wrist when the flame inside of you grew fiercer. âYou can slip your finger in if you want.â
Spencer let go of your earlobe and paused. âAre you sure?â
âIâve been thinking about it for weeks,â you admitted, the weight of your secret vanishing in the air like a puff of smoke.
He sighed and shifted underneath you; just as you were ready to tell him he didnât have to if he wasnât comfortable with the idea he slid his middle finger past your entrance and you shuddered in his embrace. His hands were elegant, veiny, and his slender digits made for playing piano or reaching your hidden crevices - you had no doubts about it, but judging by how he was sitting still he had more than one question regarding what to do with them.
âHow do I feel? Spence...?â
Even if you couldnât really see his face, you knew he had a confused-slash-excited look on. âHot⊠and wet, I never thoughtââ Â
âYou like it?â
âShouldnât I be asking you that?!â he asked in the cutest high-pitched tone and you laughed, making you both wince at the sudden movement.Â
All the words in any existent language put together couldnât describe the amount of affection you had for him. âI like it, Spence,â you hummed, âand it would be even better if you tried curling your finâ FUCK!âÂ
Spencer wasnât one to waste time once he was given a specific instruction.
He pushed his finger forward and curled it as you said, gliding in and out to slowly familiarize himself with the different textures of your inner walls. He adopted a very empirical approach, experimenting several techniques based on what heâd learned not so long before, while you whimpered and moaned his name; he was moaning, too, and so prettily you couldnât control yourself.
âSpence, I need moreâŠâÂ
He nipped at your jaw, his long hair tickling your cheek. âI donât want to hurt you.â
âYou wonât, I promiseâ, you panted, almost out of breath.
When he slipped a second finger in you realized that his arm wrapped around your waist was the only thing still keeping you in place: your legs were giving up on you, your hips swayed to let Spencerâs fingers plunge deeper as your back arched and your fists closed around his clothes. He was pumping relentlessly, overwhelmed by your wetness and the way you were taking him inside like he was a missing part of your own body; he tried to reach for your mouth and you turned to grasp the nape of his neck.
âYour hands are perfect,â you whined, âyou are perfectâŠâ
He huffed, his heart pounding fast. âAre youâŠ?â
âPlease... make me come, Spence,â you begged him in a whisper.
He pressed his thumb on your clit and started alternating between rough circling motions and the upward movement of his fingers, as you bucked your hips at a frantic pace; your thighs muscles contracted, you clenched around him and you ears plugged as you climaxed - something that had never happened to you before.
You tugged at his hair and screamed his name, before settling against his body once the tension faded.Â
He kept his fingers inside and he cuddled you throughout the aftermath of your orgasm, planting butterfly kisses wherever his mouth could reach and cradling you like his only mission in life was making you feel safe and protected.Â
Your self-consciousness awoke first, despite the rush of feel-good hormones flowing in your bloodstream.
âAm I crushing youâŠ?â you mumbled, and he grunted as you wriggled free to lean forward and pick up the towel from the floor.Â
He stared at his wet fingers with a pensive frown, then he wiped them clean and turned to face you - now seated on the couch with your legs across his and your forearm rested on his shoulder, so that you could play with his curls.Â
âDoctor, you deserve a gold star for your performance.â
He smiled and lowered his gaze for a second. âIâm very good at following instructions.â
âYouâre not bad at improvising, either,â you pointed out, âthe thing you did with your thumbâŠ?â
âI figured it was only a matter of combining the exact pressure and the right angle. Technically speakingââ
âSpencer?!â you cut him off, before he could lose himself in his own rambling. âThank you,â you added, kissing him lightly on his lips before you stood up to fix your panties and trousers. âYou can tell me all about the mechanics behind one of the best orgasms of my life on our way.â
âNosferatu. First Halloween togetherâŠ?â you elaborated when he looked at you in total confusion. âYouâve changed your mind.â
He shifted on the couch, his hazel eyes fixed on you. âIs that okay?â
This time you looked at him with your best âis ice cream cold?â frown: you wanted to spend eternity with him, not just an hour or two more. You climbed into his lap and tangled your fingers in his hair while he cupped your breasts.
âWhat if I getâŠ? I mean... again?!â
âWell, itâs not going to happen right now, Professor!!" you snorted, and his giggle sounded like celestial music. "But donât worry, weâve got the whole night."
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