#remember when he used to be a kh oc and not a destiny oc

[alphascorpiixx]

KH OC Week: Future

For the final day of @khoc-week I have the second chapter of my earlier fic, this time with Sora's mom! I've included her in my ongoing fic On the Shores of Destiny so she's basically an oc at this point

For All the Falling Stars chapter 2

Hoshi watched her son crouch beside the tide pools. He reached in the water to pick up  a starfish. 

“Mama, can we take this one home?” he asked her, holding the creature up high for her to see.

“No, Sora. Its home is here,” Hoshi said. She gently lowered his arm so he could place the starfish back.

Sora’s lower lip puffed out in a pout. “But can’t it live with us?”

A smile tugged at Hoshi’s face. Her heart always melted at the sight of those bright eyes no matter what childish wish they begged for. “We do live with it. We share the same island. Its home is ours.” Hoshi ran her fingers through his wild hair. She’d almost given up trying to comb it. “You wouldn’t want to be taken away from your home, right?”

Sora’s eyes widened, and Hoshi opened her arms so he could fall into them. “No! Never!”

Hoshi held onto her son. She breathed in the smell of his salt-stained hair. He’d been playing in the water again. He wasn’t yet old enough to row out to the children’s island alone yet, but he liked to race along the shore with his friend.

Something metallic pressed into her shoulder. When Sora pulled away from the hug, she saw a silver crown clasped around his neck. Hoshi tapped the crown with her finger.

“Where did you get this?”

Sora brightened immediately. “From Riku! He gave it to me during the meteor shower the other day!” 

She ruffled his hair. “How sweet of him. A little crown for my little prince.”

Hoshi remembered that night—and the events afterward. Sora had said something about his trip to the island with Riku, but Hoshi had forgotten in the alarm of the next morning. Tomorrow she would check in with the mayor to see how that little girl was settling in.

With his mood lifted again, Sora’s attention returned to the tide pools. He sat down on the rocks and splashed his feet in the water. Thankfully, he did not try to adopt anymore marine creatures.

The afternoon waned into evening, and Hoshi’s mind strayed to dinner plans while Sora played by himself. But his voice broke her from her thoughts.

“Did you hear about that boy who left?”

“Hm?” Hoshi looked at her son, but his eyes were gazing out at sea.

“Riku said told me there was a boy who lived here a long time ago and left one day. He talks about that a lot. Do you think something took him from his home?”

Hoshi knew that story, as it had been told since long before she was born. One of the first residents of this world disappeared one day and never returned. Hoshi supposed Riku had told it to Sora as a ghost story of sorts. She expected Sora to hug her again, as he usually did when they talked of something that made him unhappy. But he simply watched the rise and fall of the waves while he fiddled with his necklace.

“I have another story you’d like better,” Hoshi said. That finally returned his attention to her.

“What?”

“How Crown’s Peak got it’s name. I’ll tell you it if you help me make dinner.”

Sora pouted again, but when Hoshi raised her arms, he didn’t hesitate to embrace her. She carried him home along the shore, his little body propped up in one arm with her sandals dangling from her other hand. She walked barefoot in the sand and let the waves lap at her feet.

Maybe the story of the boy who’d left was true, maybe it wasn’t. But Hoshi didn’t let that trouble her, not while carrying Sora in her arms.

[birdkujapropaganda]

my completely biased and official rating of every keyblade ever:

Kingdom Key: absolute classic. excellent design for the like, mascot keyblade. very simple, vaguely key shaped. i hate the mouse head though it's so stupid and makes no sense. and i hate mickey. 9/10 minus a point for the weird mickey keychain

Oathkeeper: wonderful. amazing. never boring. excellent design love the heart and wings and all the significance. and that the keychain is kairi's charm? terrific. 10/10

Oblivion: brilliant. awesome. phenomenal. again excellent design the wings and chains and purple crystal are absolutely perfect. love the crown keychain. 10/10

Ultima Weapon 1: literally just a sword with some filigree on it. nice. too much yellow and i don't like the weird cyan gradient on the guard. 7/10

Kingdom Key D: d for disgusting. i don't have any other comments i just hate it. 2/10

Keyblade of Hearts: yeah that sure is an anti-keyblade. love the simplicity and the heart in the negative space of the teeth. and that it doesn't have a keychain, that fueled a lot of theories for 12yo me 8/10

Lady Luck: i think i don't like this one bc to get it u need to use a white trinity but you can't do that until near the end and i have way cooler blades to use. the design is pretty ok, don't really get the card keychain tho. 5/10

Olympia: oh the sight of this one makes me irritated because the kh1 strategy guide uses this in one of the pictures for the fight against possessed riku. it did not help me win. and i hate short keyblades. love the clouds and columns though 7/10

Jungle King: kinda ugly but i appreciate that it looks kinda handmade. also like the butterfly keychain bc it doesn't look like it fits but it Does. also the first good alternate blade u get in the game so. 8/10

Three Wishes: not bad but it doesn't stick out to me either. also doesn't scream agrabah to me but also it does? 6/10

Pumpkinhead: NICE. very long and very cool. the teeth looks like bat wings and a pumpkin so very epic. 9/10

Wishing Star: so pointless i already have pumpkinhead. also short. cute design though i like the gears. 5/10

Crab Claw: i never used this one because it stuck out so ugly in Halloween Town </3 i love blue and crabs though so 8/10

Fairy Harp: I HATE YOU DIE. short and stupid. does NOT remind me of neverland at all. 1/10

Divine Rose: pretty nice but short and lategame. always thought its existence was kinda weird?? like thanks belle but why. i have oblivion. 7/10

Spellbinder: for some reason i really don't like it. i like blue and the circles are neat. the handle looks really painful though. 4/10

Metal Chocobo: kinda ugly lol. love the holes and chocobo keychain. 8/10

Lionheart: oh i am so biased by recoded. absolutely excellent keyblade. design's kind of weird tho where are those lions going. 9/10

Diamond Dust: so i was really confused because i thought this was khux-only or maybe bbs keyblade but apparently it's kh1 final mix only. you know what i got as a reward for fighting the ice titan? sephiroth. you know what i got for fighting sephiroth? NOTHING. it was my favorite khux blade though so grrrr 7/10

One-Winged Angel: grr bark bark final mix again fuck you. kinda weird design though like what is the teeth? a meteor? should've been a wing. nice guard though there's not enough hand room. excellent keychain obviously. 8/10

Ultima Weapon 2: very similar to the first but blue and symmetrical. very good learn from your mistakes. 9/10

Way to Dawn: YEAAAHHHHHHH BOY HERE IT IS PERFECT EXCELLENT GREAT DESIGN WONDERFUL LORE. HAS WINGS. THE EVOLUTION FROM SOUL EATER. THE LACK OF THORNS ON THE HEART. 10/10

Destiny's Embrace: very cute!! my favorite part is the name. i wish it wasn't so like. stereotypically girly though. like you look at the destiny trio's keyblades and can immediately pick out which one is The Girl's. 9/10

Star Seeker: i wanna hate it because it's mickey's/yen sid's but honestly it's so nice. the stars and moons and comets and gradients and colors... wonderful 9/10

Rumbling Rose: oof. weird and ugly and gross. keychain looks like a ladybug from far away. 3/10

Hero's Crest: bring the clouds back. i don't really get the design but i like columns. 5/10

Monochrome: super cute!! i don't like Timeless River but this fits it so well and has cute hit effect. 8/10

Mysterious Abyss: i always get this one way late in the game so it's always pretty pointless oops lol. also the design doesn't really say atlantica?? 3/10

Follow the Wind: another weird miss but i like this one more. nice wheel shaped guard, and that the keychain is a cursed coin. 6/10

Wishing Lamp: now THIS is the agrabah keyblade. very nice and elegant. looks like the palace! 7/10

Decisive Pumpkin: THIS ONE 😭😭 it's so ugly but it's so strong so i have to use it but it's so ugly. it does look like jack's idea of christmas so points i guess 😭 4/10

Circle of Life: also pretty ugly. and short. sorry simba. 3/10

Sweet Memories: shrek voice it doesn't even have attack. i don't like winnie the pooh so that's definitely influencing me. makes cute noises iirc and looks pretty cute. 4/10

Photon Debugger: this one should look pretty cool but my brain is saying it's bad. i think the giant red ball by the teeth are throwing me off. love the neon blue tho 5/10

Gull Wing: why the weird space in the name. anyway. i really want to love this keyblade bc i love X2 but it's really bad. i'm so sorry YRP kh did you so wrong. excellent keychain choice though. 2/10

Guardian's Soul: MUCH better thank you. auron my beloved <3 the lines are very appealing and i like how simple it appears. also looks like auron's swords. 8/10

Sleeping Lion: wayyy better than lionheart. looks kinda like a gunblade! again though what are those lions doing. 8/10

Fenrir: my car key got in a fight. 1/10

Bond of Flame: looks like a bad first draft of axel's keyblade. either the teeth or the guard should look like a chakram, pick one. love it though. 7/10

Two Become One: MY BELOVED <3 excellent design, so so so roxas i think he should use it. very excellent i love the little twist at the top. checkered handle is a little weird. 10/10

Fatal Crest: lol i was so mad when i first saw this because it looked like one of my oc's keyblades. i like it now though, it's a dragon!! pretty neat bro 8/10

Winner's Proof: oh this one is so cute. if it wasn't a reward it would be really weird and bad. surprisingly elegant! and there's even 13 mushrooms on it! 9/10

(shoutout to portadorx on deviantart for the 358 keyblade refs)

Missing Ache: YOU. interesting design, though it says roxas more than ventus to me. great first alt keyblade. 7/10

Ominous Blight: very edgy names in this game <3 looks like guardian's soul, which is interesting. i don't like yellow but it works bc blight 6/10

Abaddon Plasma: what a cool fucking name. so many yellow keyblades. but very cool looking i love roxas' aesthetic 8/10

Pain of Solitude: this is just pink missing ache. 8/10

Sign of Innocence: SO COOL. idk what's going on in most of these blades but i love it. 9/10

Crown of Guilt: come on. it doesn't look like a crown. big disappointment. very cool though 6/10

Abyssal Tide: so cool!! i love blue and fighting in midair <3 the teeth kinda looks like waves 8/10

Leviathan: weirdly furry looking. very cool guard 6/10

True Light's Flight: looks like two become one if it was only one. the top kinda looks like the nobody sigil 9/10

Rejection of Fate: SPEAR. epic name too, but i think it should swap names with true light's flight. very cool but i don't remember seeing it in name. kinda awkward bc it looks like it should be a spear 7/10

Midnight Roar: sooo cool. the orange handle pops without looking wrong... nice. also the teeth kinda look like a bat. 9/10

Glimpse of Darkness: ugly. weirdly bulky and hollow. short. 3/10

Total Eclipse: weirdly bumpy sword. i like how the orange looks like it glows. 5/10

Silent Dirge: GoD but purple. 2/10

Lunar Eclipse: TE but purple. 4/10

Darker than Dark: Hello 😳TLF but purple 10/10

Astral Blast: Abyssal Tide but yellow. interesting choice, but kinda clashes with the blue accents 7/10

Maverick Flare: Ominous Blight but red... excellent. very nice. 8/10

Twilight Blaze: Abaddon Plasma but red... also excellent. very epic. 9/10

Omega Weapon: props for not looking like any of the ultima weapons. very interesting and spiky but i kinda don't like it. 6/10

Aubade: kinda weird. "draws forth its wielder's personality"... ok. looks light elemented. 7/10

Wooden Stick: lol 10/10

Umbrella: not what i would've chosen but lol 10/10

Zero/One: WONDERFUL, EXCELLENT, AMAZING. i can't really explain why i love this one so much it's just very good. 10/10

Earthshaker: very solid design. not much to say it's just nice. love the colored guard. 7/10

Ends of the Earth: love that it is so clearly an earthshake upgrade. makes u realize how incomplete the first one is. 9/10

Dreadgnaw: kinda silly looking lol those are teeth. love the red bit in the center. looks very similar to earthshaker in a good way. 8/10

Chaos Ripper: looks like EotE but in a bad way. i don't like the weird teeth. it's also almost impractically long but i'm here for that. ALSO THE EYE. NICE. 7/10

Rainfell: oooo i love this it's so simple but so nice. very elegant 9/10

Stormfall: less nice. looks like a rainfell upgrade though. also kinda looks like master's defender which makes sense but i don't like it. 6/10

Brightcrest: GORGEOUS. PERFECT AND WONDERFUL. SO PRETTY. i wish it was kairi's. kinda looks to ornamental for aqua? but good for her. 10/10

Wayward Wind: none of ventus' blades look very ventusy to me. this one looks like an extra training one they had sitting around. cool shape though 5/10

Frolic Flame: NICE. looks like lea's frisbees! i like fire and fire designs so but it's a little awkward looking 8/10

Lost Memory: ok so first off WINGS. EXCELLENT. love that the only color is the heart. very cool and epic but i don't understand why it doesn't have a reverse grip handle. or the pointy bit at the tip. but still 10/10

Void Gear: hiii vanitas :) so anyway in my totally unbiased opinion this is the best keyblade ever obviously. love the gears and red accents and it's just super cool. the eyes and chains... vanitas character development keyblade when <3 10/10

Void Gear (White?): still very cool, love the simple contrast going on. 10/10

No Name: i didn't know this one was also called no name which is kinda lame. but i love the keyblade it's very cool. super glowy and i love the time design. 9/10

Crown Unlimit: I almost really like this one. very neat design, love the crowns and twists and glow. 7/10

Master's Defender: literally so plain and boring. i don't care if that's the point give it some frills. nice design though :/ 7/10

Broken Xblade: love the broken bits and the weird rust color. wish one of the kingdom keys was more broken and i think the top bit should be broken too. 7/10

Wooden Keyblade: sobbing and crying and tears. this is literally so cute and good and i love that it looks like Ends of the earth. or the kingdom key i guess. 10/10

Treasure Trove: i never expect to like this one but it's actually pretty nice :) wish the gems looked like they were spilling from the top and not leaking from the bottom. 8/10

Stroke of Midnight: also surprisingly nice! the guard kinda looks like a pumpkin which is cute. just a very cute design. 8/10

Fairy Stars: rad as hell. absolutely love this design very appealing. like how point the stars are. 9/10

Victory Line: i hate this one. maybe bc i don't like the world. kinda ugly and the teeth look awkward. 3/10

Mark of a Hero: ok we brought the clouds back but the weirdly buff trophy arm fucks this up. the blade is also just kind of a column, nothing going on there. 4/10

Hyperdrive: super cute!! love how the blade looks like laser fire and engine streams. the teeth are weird again though, and the handle looks like a bee 8/10

Pixie Petal: SO much better than fairy harp. this one is very cute and these teeth actually fit with the rest of the design. kinda short though >:/ 7/10

Sweetstack: oh this is so cute. a bunch of ice cream scoops!! why are the teeth oranges and what are some of those flavors. why are cones on the guard soft serve. 8/10

Ultima Weapon bbs: NICE. A SWORD WITH SOME FILIGREE BUT ALL IN BLUE. LOVE the wayfinders on it, very good for them. wish it wasn't just blue since it seems so aqua-centric but it looks nice soo 10/10

Skull Noise: LITERALLY SO PERFECT. THAT'S SO TWEWY. INCREDIBLE. the headphones and mr mew keychain... wonderful. only thing is that the name is kinda weird. like it makes sense but sounds weird. 10/10

Guardian Bell: i like it more than i think i would. elegant looking, and i love the gargoyles on it. hate the sentient gargoyles tho. 8/10

Dual Disk: VERY cool! looks like it has a reverse grip. the teeth are really cool and i love the bright blue. 9/10

Ferris Gear: eh. pretty cute but i think my pinocchio bias is acting up. the gears are nice, reminds me of wishing star. 5/10

Knockout Punch: SO COOL. really love the spikiness and colors and that the guard looks like the monkey. unfortunately for it, i don't like monkey. 8/10

All for One: the design's nice and it matches the world... but eh. 5/10

Counterpoint: so fun!! the violin guard is great, and the blade looks so cool. the teeth are a little awkward looking, it goes up too much. 9/10

Divewing: RAD!. just a sword with a heart on it and i love it. just so fucking cool. and the guard looks like a wing so 10/10

Sweet Dreams: so cute :) in love with the meow wow on top, but the teeth go up too much again. and i think there should be some komory wings on it. 7/10

Ultima Weapon DDD: NICE. almost identical to the kh1 blade, but blue and BETTER. the wings above the guard and the crown coming out of dream eater sigil... brilliant. 10/10

Unbound: not a hit 💔 just kinda weird and unfinished looking? and the lime green bit is off-putting. the hear at the top is nice. 2/10

End of Pain: ok mood shift hello. looks like it should be one of terra's evil blades. at first i was thrown off but looking closer it's so cool. the wings and eye at the top... the horns above the guard... the butterfly and gazing eye (buttereye) keychain... magnificent. the blade reminds me of x2 dark knight paine's sword. 10/10

Ocean Rage: looks pretty cool at first but the monstro mouth guard is literally horrifying i don't want to look at it anymore 1/10

YMX's keyblade: apparently has no name and is different than the one in bbs. nothing new really to say since it looks pretty similar but the goat head on top is super interesting. how much did No Name (luxu) influence young xehanort... 9/10

Mirage Split: absolutely perfect. i can't think of anything that isn't positive to say. the stained glass, the heart by the teeth, the thin lines, the gradient, wings, pointy, the keychain, literally all perfect. 10/10

Nightmare's End: also utterly perfect. i don't like yellow but it works here and looks great. the cyan gradient is startling but matches MS so i love it. all the colors in the stained glass are wonderful. 10/10

Starlight+: a little guady. but i love how the stars look like comets. the twisted blade looks neat too, but what's the point of the pointy bit on top. 7/10

Treasure Trove+: love that it looks golden and gem encrusted. very rich looking, but the cart is still leaking gems. 8/10

Lady Luck+: NOW the card thing makes more sense, i love how its incorporated throughout the design. more more interesting than the original. 9/10

Three Wishes+: looks like fire?? which is way cooler but why??? i like it more but where's the agrabah. 8/10

Olympia+: CLOUDS. like that zeus is in the clouds, but they took my columns. and the cyan handles are really weird. 7/10

Divine Rose+: excellent. what it should've been all along. the iridescenty guard is suuuper pretty and all the leaves and vines are great. 10/10

Moogle o' Glory: a lot happening here but i love smacking shit with a moogle head. there's so much happening and i don't really get it. 7/10

Fairy Stars+: i didn't know it could get better, the teeth is super cool looking but i wish the twisty blade was more visible. 9/10

Sleeping Lion+: love that it turns that metallic light blue color, very pretty. and the handle looks more like the gunblade! very nice looking and i used it a lot but the top is very weird. 9/10

Counterpoint+: let's take all the fun and exciting bits from the original and crANK IT UP TO ELEVEN. wait. stop. go back it's too much. very pretty still i love colors. 8/10

Fenrir+: my car key recovered from that fight. looks wayyy cooler and looks like ff7. hate the cyan glow though it feels weird. 6/10

Darkgnaw+: took me forever to find an image bc i keep calling it dreadgnaw. much cooler than the original, it looks like it's gonna bite you. the purple is also very nice. 9/10

Missing Ache+: POINTY. super cool but how does ventus twirl it around without poking himself. the colors are fun and it looks rad. 10/10

Diamond Dust+: i used this one the most <3 very pretty i love shades of blue and purple :) looks kinda icy but the top is weirdly flat. 9/10

Bad Guy Breaker: there's so much happening calm down 😭kinda nice but there's a lot to look at. also this world irritated me. 4/10

Gula's Keyblade: #leopardus4ever. as you can see, this keyblade is perfection. fun and spiky and lightningy. i think the whole blade should be lightning tho. 10/10

Aced's Keyblade: do any of these have names. anyway what a dreadgnaw ripoff 🙄 it suits him but guess what. i don't like him. 5/10

Ira's Keyblade: i don't like ira either but his blade is fucking great. love the teeth so much, and the colors. very pretty and cool 8/10

Invi's Keyblade: absolutely gorgeous. i love the flowing lines and little vines. love the colors and also it's super long. 9/10

Ava's Keyblade: girl this hurts to look at on a white background. very pretty though, i love how wispy and cloud-like it is. looks delicate which is great considering she'll kick anyone's ass. 8/10

No Name: unfortunately, this is absolutely wicked. look at it. it's wonderful. the goat head looks so much cooler than the other animal heads somehow, and i love the hollow center of the blade. and the teeth look like a claw, a little. just so fucking cool but i hate everyone who uses this. 10/10

Shooting Star: super pretty, i love how this one flows. i wish the blade went down to wrap around the guard though, instead of cutting off. 8/10

Hero's Origin: they took away my clouds again. i like that half of it is just. zeus. the lightning bolts are cool, but the handle and guard don't really match. 6/10

Favorite Deputy: you are not my favorite deputy fuck you. i don't like toy story but i do like cactuses. 3/10

Ever After: this one's nice :) the guard is super pretty, but i wish there was more going on with the blade. 7/10

Happy Gear: this one's kinda ugly but i like it soo. the energy canister guard is cute. 7/10

Crystal Snow: i hate it so much. it's boring and the keychain is olaf and i don't like frozen. 1/10

Hunny Spout: pretty cute :) the honey jars remind me of sweetstack. i like the wooden handle. 7/10

Wheel of Fate: cool as hell that's my boat. love that the blade looks like a mast that's so cool. wish it wasn't so gray though. 8/10

Nano Gear: ah, here's the color. i like everything except how the nanobots look at the top. it's just kinda gross. 7/10

Grand Chef: oh this is so cute. but why is remy the teeth. poor rat :( but it looks very nice i like how the Tower goes into the guard 8/10

Classic Tone: fuckyoufuckyoufuc. i hate this one. pretty ugly and i don't like it. 2/10

Starlight: SO GOOD. very simple but i like that. looks mysteriously similar to the kingdom key? i love it but it needs a little more going on. 9/10

Ultima Weapon 3: LOOK AT IT. ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE THEY CAN'T MAKE A BETTER ULTIMA WEAPON. the silver and red look so good and it's spiky and cool. and the red is glittery!!! why? i don't care it's phenomenal. the spiky heart teeth. that it looks like it's moving. i wish i could break my rating scale. 10/10

Braveheart: riku kingdomhearts stole my fucking car key. we've all heard the complaints i'm not repeating them 1/10

Star Cluster: it's really nice >:( mickey switch with riku pleaase. the star theme is really cute and the colors are nice but why does it look so similar to the kingdom key. 8/10

Flame Liberator: i don't like the name but ok i guess. the keyblade is so fucking cool though. it's what bond of flame wanted to be. i love fire and it looks like it moves so hell yeah. 9/10

Xblade: still can't decide if i like this or not. How do you hold it comfortably. Love the glistening spiky bits. 8/10

[eternalmomentss]

awww yes kh ask game!!! 🌪️🏞️🧊 and if you want to, then this one 🌌 as well!! i love you, go off about your favourite game, hell yeah!!!!!!!

AAAHHH Kam you are saving me!! Thank you my sunshine. I know, I never shut up about this franchise, but especially now it just brings tons of comfort so yeah thank you dear 🌻

What do you think about the trios? Which one is closest to your heart?

Listen, I love them all. I grew up with the destiny trio and I miss them all together. MoM gave me Kairi and Riku interaction and that was great, but I just need them to be together again. It's sad that we haven't really seen them as a team since kh2...

The wayfinder trio is my second favourite. Their story hurts a lot and seing them try to protect each other makes me go feral. Also that shot from the fragmentary passage intro where they hold hands is the purest shit ever omg i love them

And I mean...no suprise but the sea salt trio is my all time favourite. They hold a very special place in my heart. Their story feels real and it's just so powerful (also sad omg this game destroyed me) the concept of axel literally growing a heart because he adopted two happy little kids is just too powerful...i would die over and over again for them. ALSO let's all remember that the sea salt trio is not a trio anymore!! They are a family! A big happy family 👏🏼🌻

(Also i kinda live for the concept of the celestial trio lea/isa/subject x (skuld??) yeah that is good shit)

Favourite subject/concept?

The concept of nobodies is just so interesting to me. I think part of the reason why i am so interested in the organization is all the members' backstories and how they were turned. Just...it is such a dark part of the franchise?? Kids being turned into hollow vessels, their heartless being created?? I just...i want a game all about the fall of Radiant Garden and the following ten years in the organization!

Member of the organization? Powers? Liege? Weapon? Epithet?

Mhm, I think my powers would be something language related? Sounds far fetched but maybe something close to mind control? More like Zexion's powers. I think I would not be able to wield a huge ass weapon haha. And idk if i am supposed to think of a whole new nobody species to control or if i can go with an already existing one. Since I am lazy I am just gonna pick one that already exists lol. I love the dancers! Idk they look so funky and weird and their design is just top tier! I'd love to control them! And mhmm well my epithet could be something like idk the silent puppetmaster? That sounds super weird but yeah something like that lmao

KH OCs?

I mean, there's my girl Mia/Amix! She's a curious, somewhat dorky,bisexual, swordswinging fighter with a broken heart and rosy cheeks to put it short lol. When she was younger, she lived in Radiant Garden together with Isa, Lea and the castle grew until the worlds fell, was part of the organization at some point and fought alongside the guardians of light in the final battle. She can use poison like a pro and loves to sing and dance and act!

Also there is Roxanne. I don't have a lot of info about her tbh only that she is a badass with a whip and a serious attitude that could even make Larxene and Xigbar get down on their knees lmao

Oh my gosh I really went off didn't I? I am so sorry lmao. Thank you my sunshine! That was actually so nice 🌻☀️ i love you and i hope you are having a wonderful day 💛

[imagine-your-kh]

Mun mun I have a request for headcannons for Kh1 Riku where he witnesses his s/o using her future sight to find Kairi but learns she (s/o) will vanish once they find Kairis heart. But in kh chain of memories she comes back with no memories of him until he and Mickey find her necklace which riku gave her before they left destiny island(bonus points if it's shaped like a paopu fruit) feel free to ignore this but I love your way of writing the future seeing s/o.

Do you have a OC with that story? Because it’s very specific 👀

Hanw thanks 💙 And as always, I want the bonus point... ! (ง •̀_•́)ง

Riku!kh1 / CoM :

You were friends for a long time

It’s not a surprise then that he gave you little surprise for some occasions

One of them was the adventure incoming with the raft

Riku offered to you a necklace in the shape of a paopu fruit

However, the adventure started differently as planned

That you get separated or not, you ended together in the end

You were talking with Riku when the subject of Kairi obviously came

It triggered your power and you saw something

When you returned to your sense, you tell to Riku what you saw

Riku got exulted to help Kairi... Until he saw your face

“What’s going on? There is something you didn’t tell me?”

You hesitated... But you tell him that as soon as Kairi will recover her heart, you will vanish

Riku stayed silent. Why? Why did he needed to choose?

But he didn’t even had a choice : he had lost his body, Sora came with Kairi’s heart inside of him and Kairi recovered her heart

The silver thought he will never see you again...

Fate decided otherwise

When Riku entered in a white room of Castle Oblivion... You were there

The boy obviously ran to you before stopping when he saw you expression

He discovered that you didn’t remember him...

He tried to keep his distance to not freak you out, protecting you from the Organization XIII and keep walking in hope that a solution will be found

Mickey appeared here and there to Riku and after discussions and research, they discovered that your memories were keeping in a necklace that the Organization had...

Riku watched you and it hit him : the necklace was your. It was the one he gave to you 

He had a lot to do, but you were one of his priorities. He was ready to fight the member of the Organization who was holding the necklace and your memories

[memorystormsanctuary]

KH Oc Week Day 6- One Choice, New Life

@khoc-week

In the end, choices someone makes decides their entire lives. Sometimes it takes years for the consequences of a choice to make sense. And sometimes they never do. Sometimes it's just how things happen, and you have to roll with the punches. But you still have to choose which way you roll.

I spend a lot of time focusing on the choices my characters make in my 3D entry of the series. So, I have a lot of choices here myself. But I think the best character to focus on is X. While the other two have made tough choices, X has made the hardest decisions. Ones that don’t just affect him, but sometimes all the worlds.

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X was used to the feeling of lies rolling off his tongue. It was a flavor he had known practically since he began to talk. They tasted bittersweet, even more so than the darkest chocolate. They were smooth and rolled off his tongue so easily. It was easier than the truth that stabbed in his throat, tearing it raw before finally managing to rip free. Truth tasted like blood. And X hated blood.

It was at the point X wasn’t sure how many lies he had told. He had forgotten at least half of them after they had served their purpose. And the other half he had convinced himself were true. It made him wonder, with all his lies and stories, all of it leading to this moment, where had it started? How had he gotten to the moment he finally had to stare his sister in the eyes and tell her the truth?

But the truth wasn’t a language he was familiar with.

X couldn’t count his bad choices on one hand. He would need the other at least. And probably both of Y’s hands. And Yuki’s too. And Sora’s. He had made so many mistakes. And he knew it too. So many mistakes that changed everything.

His first mistake was not taking the keyblade. If he had done that, everything would have been different. But he could never bring himself to use it. He had before, but his hand had stung afterward. He wanted to throw up and run away. It was covered in her blood. He didn’t want it. And since he was such a coward his descent began.

Sending Y away was a mistake too. They never faired well far from each other. He needed her as much as she needed him. Perhaps more. Without her, he was weak and couldn’t be trusted. He was easily twisted and bent. He should have stayed with her if he had to get her away from their world. That would have stopped everything before it got too far. They would both be safe and could have fought Xehanort together and maybe even beat him then before Sora and his friends had to suffer like them.

Then perhaps was his most obvious mistake. He couldn’t believe he had been so stupid. He had trusted Xehanort. He had let himself be manipulated into what everyone wanted him to believe. That he was evil. That he existed only to destroy the light. To make her pay for a crime she never committed. That was his worst mistake. That was the one that if he could change one thing, that would be where he would start. He thought of the shadows they had faced in Castle Oblivion. The things he said. The things he should have done in the first place.

It seemed he liked the taste of lies, even if they weren’t his own. The sweetness was too much for him to resist. Xehanort had told so many sickly-sweet lies of what would happen. All he had to do was follow. After all, X owed him. He had found him when he was a newly born Heartless and taught him how to avoid hurting himself. It was the least X could do. And X would be rewarded. All he had to do was tempt a boy into the shadows. And be sure when the time came, his sister died at his hands.

It had been easy to trick Terra. Terra was trusting and even when X gave him every reason to distrust him, he couldn’t. It wasn’t that Terra hadn’t seen, X knew his actions were impossible to miss, Terra had just hoped with all the light in his heart that X could change. Because if someone as lost to the darkness as X could, then Terra would be able to change too. And X had used that thought to twist Terra like he had been twisted. Sometimes when X tried to sleep, he could still see Terra’s face of betrayal as they stood in the Keyblade Graveyard. The Nightmares liked to taunt him with that one.

And his worst choice. It still looked at him every day. He was staring into the orange eyes that reminded him every waking moment that he was a failure.

The voices in his head had screamed and screamed he couldn’t hurt her. They had told him Xehanort was using him. But he had been so angry, so tired. Why did it have to be him? Why did he have to carry the burden while she forgot it every time? Why? He had just wanted to make his pain stop. It had been a selfish action, he saw now. It had spiraled the worlds into the disarray they still fought with. He proved to Xehanort it could be done.

X could still see the scene clearly in his eyes. His hand wrapped around her throat as he held her in the air. She had struggled, clawing at his hands as her lips turned blue. He remembered the warmth he had felt when he ripped her heart out of her chest. And he remembered watching the small bright orb blow away like dandelion seeds.

And he remembered the crushing regret that had followed the battle. The realization he had made the mistake, that he had lost his sister. That Xehanort had used him as a pawn in a game he lost.

That was the choice. If he could change anything in his miserable life, that was it. He would help them instead, run away like all the times he and Vanitas had talked about. Everything would have changed then.

Or maybe it wouldn’t. Maybe no matter what he did everything would be the same. Maybe he was just a slave to destiny. Maybe everyone was just a slave to destiny.

“X,” Y said softly. He looked at her, his mind slowly returning him to the moment. “What are they talking about?”

X looked away. Another choice. He slowly returned his gaze to Y, taking in a slow deep breath.

It was time he got used to the taste of blood.

[pigeon-ker]

Sibling Talk

KH OC Week Day 6: A Brother’s Role

@khoc-week

“Ni, Coda’s here to see you,” the mage heard Kairi say from behind. Harmonia turned to meet Kairi and her brother. Coda’s eyes seemed to widen when he saw her.

“You... you cut your hair,” he gasped, surprising Harmonia for a moment.

She reached up to play with one of the strands a little bit. “Yeah, I did,” she said. She had forgotten about it too. Turning to Kairi, the girl started to ask, “Kairi, can you-”

“Of course.” Kairi waved and walked away. Harmonia motioned for Coda to follow her, and the two sat against the paopu tree. She debated on whether or not she should start talking first. There was an uncomfortable silence between them, and she was sure Coda could sense it too. Her brown eyes glanced over at him. His gaze was fixated on the sunset. 

“It’s a beautiful view from here,” Coda finally spoke up, making the girl jump a little. 

“Yeah,” she murmured in agreement. Her hand tightened into a fist. “Why did you keep mom a secret from me?” she asked, moving her gaze ahead.

The boy sighed before answering, “Dad told me it was for the best.” Coda shifted so that one knee was against him, and he rested an arm on it.

“But how is for the best?” she continued, turning to face Coda now. Harmonia could see him bite his lip.

“We were both so broken that day, and Dad didn’t want you to feel the grief that we were feeling,” he answered. “He said you were too young to remember her once you were older, and that it was best to not burden you with that.” 

“Looks like he was right-- I can’t recall anything about her,” Harmonia mumbled in response, trying to see if she could remember anything about Dulce. 

“Y’know, I’ve always wanted to do what was best for you,” Coda started, giving a short, hallow laugh before continuing. “But it looks like I really don’t know what I’m doing,” he said bitterly. 

“What do you mean?” 

Coda closed his eyes and thought back to all the decisions he had made before: trying to force Harmonia into his friend group, sending her out of Northpointe during the storm the same night, and everything else.

“It’s like every time I think I know what I should do, it backfires in the worst possible way, and I’m back at the start with no idea what to do,” he explained. His eyes opened and fell to the sand beneath him. “You did so much without my help,” Coda told her, giving a small smile. “Don’t get me wrong-- I’m proud of you.” His smile soon dropped as he paused for a brief moment. “It just makes me realize how bad I am at this older brother thing,” the boy explained. As he turned to face Harmonia, he could see how shocked she was. 

The girl put a hand on his shoulder. “No, you did the right thing the night of the storm,” she argued. Coda raised an eyebrow at her.

“How? I lost you and Dad for over a year,” he pointed out. “I should’ve followed you when you stormed off. I should’ve brought you home sooner. I should’ve thought things through first,” he argued, turning to face Harmonia. He watched as she looked down for a moment as if to think. 

“But I never would’ve grown the way I did if you hadn’t used the warp spell on me.” Coda found himself grinning as he thought about what his sister just told him. That journey had changed both of them so much. If things had been different, he never would’ve learned about what it means to be the older sibling and Harmonia would still be keeping herself in her room all day. Maybe letting her go on her own for now really was the best. Maybe what happened that night was never a mistake.

“Well, that’s a start then,” he said, bringing his dark blue gaze back to the sunset. He watched as the warm colors flickered on the ocean’s surface. Everything seemed so nostalgic. Coda remembered coming home every evening, and Harmonia would be there on the couch waiting for him. Then he would tell her about his day. The violinist couldn’t remember the last time he had done that, but sitting here in front of the sunset and talking with her felt so familiar, and it hadn’t felt that way in a long time. 

Context: Harmonia didn’t know about Dulce until the events of Dream Drop Distance and was very upset when she learned Andante and Coda were keeping Dulce a secret from her. In KH 1 while the Destiny Islands were being destroyed, Northpointe was hit by a storm and the siblings were caught in the middle of it. Coda decides to use a warp spell (a spell instrumages use to travel from place to place because they don’t use gummi ships) and sends Harmonia to a random location because he hasn’t mastered it yet.

[nightmaresend-archive]

(( 18, 37, 44 Sora, 54, 58 ))

Kingdom Hearts Ask Prompts.

Under the Read More again!

18. Be honest, who is your NOTP and why?

Roxas and Xion, mainly because I don’t like Xion and Roxas was my favourite character and I feel like she ruined a lot of his story.

Other than that… I’m not big on Rikai either? Nor am I really a fan of SoRiKai?

37. What’s the strangest thing you’ve ever encountered from the fandom?

You know already know this.

But back in the wonderful year of 2008 I was introduced to Kingdom Hearts through a roleplayer and his roleplay group on MSN. He roleplayed Sora and refused to acknowledge me unless I agreed to be Selphie in his rp group.

Things got weirder as I soon discovered that he literally believed he was Sora, and only dated the girl in the rp group who rped Kairi because she rped Kairi. He also got mega jealous of me because I began to date the Riku rper in that group, and then he proceeded to cheat on the Kairi rper with some friend he knew irl and posted pictures of himself kissing them on his myspace all whilst she was unable to use her computer because her dad thought the Sora rper was nuts.

I remember spending all morning in early August on the phone with her, because the only time she could get on her phone/computer was in the middle of the night which was early morning for me, and I remember he crying to me over him and asking what she should do and it was awful.

I stayed friends with the Kairi rper up until 2012 on facebook, she broke up with him, got a nice boyfriend, graduated, and I can remember commenting on her prom photos of her and her boyfriend and telling her how proud I was of her and she was really lovely. c: Honestly, she was the reason I really liked Kairi!!

And that Sora rper was the reason I really hated Sora for years.

The Riku rper was also p fucked up and was half of the reason I hated Riku for years too, but that’s a whole different story that’s a bit more personal since I dated that person.

He used to make these strange MS paint edits for his group that added random streaks of colour to the hair of all the KH characters, which isn’t too weird if you think about all the MS paint Sonic OCs out there but… he will always be both my introduction and my strangest experience with the KH fandom.

And sadly, even now, when I think of Sora, I can’t help but think of him in the back of my mind.  

44. Is Sora a cat person or a dog person?

He’s both!! He loves all animals in general! Apart from maybe spiders and some bugs that Riku probably used to have to swat for him as a child, but other than that, Sora loves them both. c:

54. In a zombie apocalypse, who is resourceful and who is a fighter?

Considering Riku, Sora and Kairi legit thought they could survive on a raft with like two fish and a bottle of sea water, none of them are resourceful.

Sora and Riku would definitely be fighters though, and I imagine someone like Aqua would be the resourceful person.

58. Is SoKai canon?

Yes and no.

It’s veeerrryyy clear in KH1 that SoKai is the intention of the writers. Sora clearly has feelings for her, draws pictures of himself sharing a fruit that would entwine their destinies forever and all that, and at the end it’s revealed Kairi feels the same when she adds to that picture.

From KH2 onwards though things get a little more questionable because, as much as I do like Kairi, she isn’t really relevent anymore(at least not until the end of DDD). Sora still shows signs of having a crush on her, thinking of dancing with her and all that, but actions speak louder than words and Sora’s emotional response to seeing Riku again over Kairi is a bit… QUESTIONABLE. Especially as that hug he shares with Kairi before that is a bit… Meh. For someone who had a raging crush in KH1 and spent all game getting kinda flustered when imagining her, you’d think he’d get flustered when she hugs him.

Kairi is not relevent at all to data-Sora it seems, and Sora is extremely openly affectionate towards Riku in DDD and Kairi doesn’t seem to be relevent to him at all anymore. He’s very open, instead, about letting people know that his and Riku’s hearts are connected.

So, in KH1, yes. SoKai is canon. Beyond that… Not really. And for KH3 and onwards? I don’t believe they’ll make SoKai canon, I think they’ll give us some SoKai moments, but I also think they’ll give us SoRiku moments and SoRiKai moments and RiKai moments and so on. At this point it’d be a bad move for them to declare any ship canon.

[imagine-your-kh]

What's the story with you and riku i'm curious e.e (if you don't want to answer it's ok) love all of your imagines headcanon 💜

Ooooohhhh I didn’t expect somebody will ask…! I’m touched! Big big hug to you!

But boi, you don’t know what you’re asking because isn’t just about my ship.

Be ready for a long ride full of bad english, plot hole, research, meta, drama, personnal life and headcanons in a bad long “summary” (I’m not good at that).

Note : It started back in 2002 so yeah, it’s old, some stuff don’t work anymore, it’s for that there is so much plot-hole etc.

/!\ Warning :depression(s), school harassment, scarification, toxic relation(ship), rape, self-indulgent story and a lot of OCs I will not explain here

[KH1]

My (ex) bestfriend, “Elaine”, and myself fall into the Kingdom Hearts Universe when we were 13 years old. I hesitate to explain it by : because there is so much Creators in our wolrd it connected our universe to the KH one or just never explain it.

In all the case, we fall in Destiny Islands before the start of the game and I dream about the stained-glass place (I remember the french name but not the english one right now, oops)

I’m already in love with Riku but he doesn’t care, the only moment he talk to us is for confront us on the fact he knows we came from another world (I asked Elaine to shut up about it though)

No surprise, Elaine and myself started to follow Sora in his adventure : Elaine use magic and I… Still no surprise, I have a Keyblade.

Elaine and me finally explain to Sora we (or more me) know almost everything because he’s a video-game character for us.

Young and foolish, I try to help Riku but it’s no use : he sees us like ennemis, there is just place for Sora and Kairi. In the same time, Yno tries to push me to use more and more the darkness and it’s work well.

Yno is one of my oc, here I will just summarized by : he’s a darkness’ controler, native from my imaginary world (ParaHell, but I want to change the name) and he’s a video-game character… He can broke the “rules” like he wishes. Oh, and one of his power is to literally read heart and manipulate darkness into them (but can’t force darkness in my heart because I’m a Creator)

Yno want me to become his personal bodyguard Heartless with a Keyblade.

When Riku and Sora close Kingdom Hearts’ door, Yno propose to Elaine and me to take us back in our universe if I become his “apprentice”.

This is with a big smile I accept because still young and foolish, I think I can resist to the darkness

[KH :CoM]

Ok, here it’s messy and short because I’m working on it.

But “I” will accompany Riku most of the time, explaining to him what’s happening (without spoiler, my cart!self broke the “rules” but not too much) in each “worlds”.

When he finally sees me between two “worlds” (again, I don’t remember the english name), he’s sure I broke the “rules” again… But it’s when my cart!self is invoked in the next “world” he understand I’m the true one. I’m offended at how stupid he remember me but finally I give up : it’s not a surprise.

He sees how much I already changed in 3 years (for me) and how much I smell darkness. But he can’t say anything because he himself fall into the darkness and he thinks he have no right to give me lesson.

I want to be more active in this part of the story (and met my baby boy Repliku) but I didn’t decide anything yet

[KH : 358/2 Days]

This part is more about another OC (Kaly) but I will include I saw Riku at least one time.

It will be a peaceful discussion actually. Where he’s ashamed about all the shit he does to me and me just… Tired.

Between KH1 and KH2, I suffer from school harassment by the students and the teachers. It result a really hard and long depression who destroy me. I scarified myself, wanted to die, I become agoraphobic, my lack self-confident was exacerbated by my toxic relation with Elaine whom I developped a sort of Stockolm syndrom. I hated myself so hard that even my imaginary universe, ParaHell, become a unsafe place. Elaine created a character, Dark, whom was a outfall (outlet?) for her perverted side and I let her to decide he raped me. Many time. It was a love-hate relationship and even I knew it was bad, I was happy to be “special” for her, for him in a way. I felt desired when I had the sensation the whole universe was against me.

The reason of why I’m still here today it’s because I wanted to know what happened to the love of my life : Riku.

So now with that in mind, can you imagine the atmosphere in this meet up?

Two person who are tired.

But one is fighting… And the other let themself drowning into the darkness…

[KH2]

Like many time, I run away from Yno’s training and fall into the KH Universe (because I’m not concentrate when I create a darkness portal)

It’s been 4 years for me since I saw Sora and he doesn’t really like what I become : introvert, mentally tired, not smiling that much, secretive and use a lot of darkness attack.

At this point, I don’t use my Keyblade anymore and told him it desapears.

That’s a lie.

In my mind at this point is a Keyblade isn’t strong enough and reject this “weakness”.

Mostly, in this episode, I play the spy for Riku and everytime I smell his darkness, I come to him and report him how Sora’s doing. I see myself like a tool for him, but I can see Riku so I’m happy like that. 

We become more close with time but Riku is still ashamed at how he was with me and he doesn’t forgive himself for so much stuffs…

We both are not in a good mind for love. But we finish to open to each other because we see ourself in the other but complete each other in the same time.

Yno, whom was keeping an eye on me notice I started to feel better and it wasn’t good for him…

So he take Dark and put him in my way.

Sora (and Riku) will see my Heartless form for the first time and how I become a beast.

And now I’m not sure for the next. I go away and coming back later, ashamed, or Riku save me when Dark tries to “touch me” or I kick Dark ass and I “fight” with Sora because he’s scared I finish like Riku. I didn’t decided yet. The next time I see Riku it certainly finish by a “fight” because of the same reason.

Next, the akwardness in The World That Never Was. I don’t really need to told you why.

When Sora and Riku fight against Xemnas, I will fight against Yno… And let him put darkness in my heart for not feeling pain anymore.

Riku and Sora will kick his ass and save me and we go in the Realm of Darkness.

I didn’t decided yet of the discussion and stuffs but at the end, right before the Door of Light appears, I decide to let them…

Because I don’t know how much I will survive anymore, it’s my last chance…

I steal a kiss from Riku before jumping in a darkness’ portal and go to ParaHell where I join Yno… Again… (but I become moar a king-brat)

[Between KH2 & Re:Coded]

This is where is the most meta stuffs happen and where I finally be a couple with him… But that’s not that simple.

After a moment to live alone in my house at ParaHell, the solitude take me even if I have two “babies” (two darkness being I created) ; Yane and Nehaki, and the personification of my imagination; Kea.

So I decided to create the Destiny trio into ParaHell with the same age difference we had at the start : Riku two years older than me, Sora and Kairi one year older …

But I erased their memories about me.

I’m ashamed of what I was, how they maybe hope to see this dead me coming back. I didn’t wanted them to remember I had a Keyblade.I didn’t wanted Riku to remember the kiss.

And it worked.

But if I draw my imagination with a (chimera) body it’s because I have problem to control them and Kea didn’t forget my story. So… The heart of the trio remembered me. Their emotions toward me are the same as before.

Sora and Kairi didn’t mind, they’re friendly, but Riku that was different. He was suspicious and the fact I was uneasy around him give him the impression I was hiding something.

Finally, he’s attracted to me and his heart is on ease but doesn’t know why.

With time and a lot of night discussion, we become closer again like before, enough for him to tell me his story during a thunder night. We become friends.He discovers he love to cook because he have time to relax. Riku propose to me to train with him and Sora but I always refused.

They discover fast that I’m a Creator and they’re fictionnal characters for me, etc. I didn’t decided to how, but… With the “alternative universe” explaination, the new pass well.

But naturally, they can’t stay at ParaHell forever and want to go back to Destiny Islands, in paticular for continue their studies.

This is heartbroken I create a Gummi Shop.

What I didn’t expect is that they ask me to come with us, at least to see their world.

Creators like me have control in ParaHell (I will not explain to you all the rules here) ut I didn’t know if the fact that I erased their memories will stay outside of ParaHell.

It weakened my power on them but didn’t broke it.

This is there I met Riku’s parents for the first time. I headcanon that he is from a rich family, which explain why he looks so mature and stoic when he’s a child and pedant when he was younger (and I don’t talk about the freaking balcony in the manga I don’t take like Canon, but still). His parents are not really open people and expect Riku to be like them. Riku feel traped in this family.We discuss about it later and I told him that I made life choice my parents don’t like but they finally agree because it make me happy.

I’m myself, not they’re clone so we’re not always on the same page.

I go back to ParaHell with the promesse to keep contact with them thanks to mobiles I give them.

I will go back to Destiny Islands later, probably for a event or so and Riku confess it become difficult to live with his parents. So I propose to him to come back to ParaHell and live with me.

Finally, we agree to a sort of compromise : during school day he stays with his parents but week-end and holidays he comes back to ParaHell with me where he can be… Himself.

Now it’s messy because I didn’t decided yet in which order I will do that but I will met Mickey etc, give them mobiles, Riku met Yno and Dark and his heart remember he hates them. Riku discover my training with Yno always finish badly for me, that I’m what I call “half Heartless”.He tries to convince me to choose the way of light but I explain to him that because I’m a Creator nothing extreme can happen to me without my consent and so, I will not become a full Heartless.

I have a sex friend, Malish (another oc of mine) whom is helping me to be… Well, to “appreciate” sex again and loving more my body…But Malish starts to have feeling for me, become jealous of Riku who starts to feels something for me too… But interiorize it because we are both male.

In the first version of this (back in 2006 or so) Axel, Roxas and Namine (who remember me) was there but because of what happen in the next games, I decided to erase that. In this version, Riku tries to be a couple with Namine but finally understand he doesn’t like girls.But because I don’t put Namine and cie in ParaHell anymore, I don’t know if I’ll create another oc just for that or…

By the way, actually it’s : I stop my relation with Malish because I understand he loves me (which he doesn’t react good and fight with Riku because he thinks it’s his fault) and I want to confess to Riku. But Riku starts a relation with a girl. When he brokes with her and decides to confess it’s my turn to be in couple…

With Elaine.

But it didn’t go long and didn’t end well… That was just to be “special” for me (jealous I had others friends) but she didn’t want to kiss me in public, just at school where we were together etc. It was just possessiveness. We broke (long shitty story) and I felt she wanted to broke our friendship too (I’m still friend with my ex, so it was obvious for me we can still be friends, in paticular when nothing serious happen between us).I panicked. It was impossible for me to see my life without her even if I knew our relation was toxic for me. I did everything to trying to keep her at my side (years later I can tell you I was stifing because I was so desperate to loose her)… Even propose to her to be a couple with Dark.This went on for a half of a school year.During it, I was clingy to Riku, begging hug in silence or the opposite, hidding like a wounded animal. In both case, Riku was there, telling me to broke with her and was supportive. Finally, she wait the vacancy for doing it.I was full of rage, feeling betrayed, especially because she did it in a shitty way and scared if all the school will going to her side and suffer from school harassment again. I saw her everyday. She tries to return all the students against me, she lies that I erase all of her websites and she tries to steal the friend who was the most close to me right in front of me.

I did a depression again.

But this time, It was a depression where I was unable to do anything, even thinking about ParaHell.

So it’s some months later I come back to ParaHell, a little better but still mentally fragile. And discover that Riku take a appartment and leave my house. Still emotionally unstable, I go to his new adress, angry, but when I saw him… I wasn’t angry anymore. Just sad. We talked a little bit and finally, Riku drop the sentence :

“It becameimpossible for me to live with you anymore”

I understood that like my love for him became stiffing for him and emotion overflow me. I ask forgivness to be in love with him, that I understand he leave and if he doesn’t want to see me anymore, I’m okay with that. And without looking at him, without waiting a answer, I leave his appartment.

But further in the town, he starts to hunt me with a angry face.

So I was assumed he actually didn’t know about my feeling for him and he’s actually homophobic and… I… Panicked. And run in the opposite direction. It didn’t stop Riku and finally, he catch me at my house.(I wrote that part for a selfshipping right there if you want, it’s short)

Finally we fight a little bit because he’s offended that I think he was able to hurt me and me screaming that it was impossible for me to think otherwise because of his mad face. I ask him, always yelling, why he was chasing me and him telling me at the same volum he hates that when I run away after telling something important. So I yell like it wasn’t because of my feeling he take a appartment.And him respond in the heat of the moment that he was because of his feeling.

Yup, it’s like that we confess to each other.

After that it’s more a classic romantic story. A lot of cute moment, akward at the beginning because we both never have couple experience, nsfw moment too.Hard moment too because of Riku’s parents at least too. 

Right now, I really hesitate to put Master Xehanort and Vanitas after that… ParaHell is a big timeless crossover universe and I prepare to do the past of Yno into this (and another ocs). Because Yno is a video-game character and myself a Creator, we both can “broke the rules” so going in the past, in Birth By Sleep Timeline. And Yno is enough of a moron to drag Master Xehanort and Vanitas in ParaHell sometimes. So I hesitate.

[ Re:Coded ]

I recieve a message from King Mickey who ask me to come to his Castle alone. I’m not surprise because I know about the Journal…

Until I see my young myself on the screen.

The Journal had saved some data of me.

My data!self have a Keyblade, remember his name and know some things he’s not supposed to. And he glitch (I don’t know yet if I do this design like a Bug or not).

Mickey asks if it’s me and why the Journal have that.

I don’t know yet how to really do this “adventure” but one thing is sure. The Journal will reveal my past and…

I decide to return their memories back.

Riku didn’t really appreciate I play this game for so long… But finally, we’re more close than before.

[ KH : DDD & … ]

In the first version of this part, one of my closed friend I was considerate like my daughter back then was supposed to do the Examen with the boys and me (me with Riku, and them with Sora) but finally, we’re older and we see ourself like platonic soulmate now and they’re not really into KH so… I don’t know what to do anymore. I have another oc (daughter of the oc who pass the power of the Keyblade to me) maybe it’s a good occasion to give her a interesting story but for that I need to include her earlier probably…

Anyways, I’m with Riku and without darkness I’m weak and I’m forced to use my Keyblade. Which make me really uneasy and unhappy. Riku think this is a good occasion to me to take the way of light but I think otherwise.

I didn’t think that much about this part of the story too. There is a lot of plot hole isn’t?

But we’re still together, we still flirt with each other and we’re still in love…!

Now if you read all of this, first bravo, next sorry for the bad english and the not so summarized story and… Go to my main tumblr and send “speculoos” + what you want me do to and I will do a sketch of whatever you want. You deserve a cookie.