#really live soundtrack

[musictyme]

Khari Mateen- First Moment

[quartzitess]

They're still there. They're in there. They're in they're body but yet they're so far gone. the infections like a parasite and yet two was trying to fight it, they were scared and they wanted gaty. Not just to protect her but to feel the person that they felt close and comfortable around, and to take them both to the couch, they could've went for anyone. But they went for GATY. they could've killed her but they didn't. There's something so strangely endearing about that. Truly. Even when they're voice is being used to lure gaty in a sense I feel two geniunely wanted to help, they're so far gone, the little details, not just with how they move but with how they SPEAK. they're practically the host for a parasite and yet. They're still there.

[skeletonpendeja]

[rainoverthewindow]

Family Jamming Night

…What, don’t tell me your family doesn’t have family jamming night!

[heart-select]

brainrot bagginshield/bilbo and thorin but its to the song When he sees me from waitress and everyone else having to deal with them

[a-passing-storm]

I am getting emotional about Outer Wilds again...

[averlym]

some very very quick costume shorthands!

[happyendingsong]

fuck every other 5star prediction i need saya vs syuri in the semifinals to get footage for an olivia rodrigo obsessed amv

[daddy-long-legssss]

this the type of shit i'm gonna be on this fall

[giddlygoat]

my brother can make me laugh without moving at all. he can make me laugh on command, just by existing, and there is no physical tell or indication that it is about to happen. it’s like he can will me to laugh and i will. of course we’re not telepathic, but we do speak in unison sometimes. we improvise like no one’s business. we could fool anyone into believing we are psychically linked. when i try to explain it, i sound silly saying it out loud, but i really CAN tell what he’s thinking. we exchange so much information just with a look. he can make me cry laughing and he doesn’t even have to move

[gloriousfckingpurpose]

i think part of why rhrn’s talk about the direction you need to go not being the one you want clicked so easily with me was because of the circumstances of me being at the forum shows in the first place. i wasn’t going to go to the forum originally. i had my tampa tickets and this big grand plan for camping for pit with my best friend, but i kept thinking about the forum shows. i couldn’t shake the feeling of needing to know what would happen, needing to be in the room. and at the time i kinda ascertained it to the mystery of the deviceless show but that didn’t feel like enough of a reason even then. i thought about it more than the ritual i had tickets for some days. constant emails in my inbox from ticketmaster asking if i wanted to go back to look at forum tickets again. the most i’ve ever believed in a higher power was when i spent a week straight thinking “what if i just did it?” and looking at flights, and then got a birthday card in the mail with the exact amount of money needed to cover the flight there for night two. like the universe was giving me a kick in the ass to tell me to just do it already. i bought my tickets that same day.

and it was like a fun little bonus, getting to go to a second different show after the big first one, until that big first got cancelled and suddenly i was in a position i didn’t like for this thing that had been my motivation to keep going for a year. from pit to nosebleeds, a sea of friends to the two people i went out there with, no way to ground my memories like i usually did with shitty videos. i was happy to still be seeing them but couldn’t understand why i still felt like it was something important deep down. but we made a bit more of a trip out of it with the refund and went down there.

it clicked during if you have ghosts. i’d inadvertently picked seats closest to the b stage, which i’d gotten really excited about when i found out the setlist from the first night because of a silly coincidence making one of my ghoul ocs’ existence fully plausible, but didn’t realize would also mean i was right there for the speech in the middle of the song, where he said something that was so directly relative to my struggle over the past year copia might as well have been halfway up the 200s with me holding my hand and speaking to me alone. it stuck with me for months, because it was the thing i needed to hear most, and it made my first ritual one of the most validating experiences of my life because i knew i was seen and heard in the life i’d lived and in the intense emotions i was feeling in the moment, and when you come from a background of emotional neglect like me that kind of stuff is earth shattering.

the speech used in the movie was from night one. he said something completely different at night two. i would never have heard it if i hadn’t listened to the universe pushing me in a different direction than what i thought was “it”.

i’ve seen rhrn seven times now because i’m at a point in my life where my burden is more than i can handle most days and the escapism is a welcome boon. it took until viewing six to find myself in a crowd shot in my way-the-fuck-up-there nosebleeds. it’s nothing i can brag about, it’s blink and you’ll miss it and i only saw it because i knew where and what to look for. but it’s during if you have ghosts. forever immortalizing that i was right where i needed to be.

[bogkeep]

im the victim of a HORRIBLE TRAGEDY (couldn't find my CD with the promare OST in my big heavy box of CDs :((((((( )

[themanwhomadeamonster]

something i find really funny with the dd2 ost is that if you're absolutely struggling at concluding a battle the music either becomes more intense to tell you that you have no hope or it becomes miserably lighter and empty because you suck so bad and are out of stamina that you're just dragging it on

[kattahj]

I think Desert Hearts is the first lesbian film I've seen where the bisexual ex girlfriend is nice, and they're all still friends, including her husband to be!