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spectrearia · 18 days ago

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trying to tell myself that making a minecraft skin for my friend counts as art and i need to not be mad about the fact that i haven't been able to draw or write anything because i dID SOMETHING its just not the normal kind of art i Want to do >:0!!!

#why is it so hard to be nice to myself about this #i'm glad i got that minecraft thing done tho i've been wantign to get it done for years #but even still my brain is screaming at me and telling me it's not Enough #trying to fight back and say it Is but man. the mean part of my brain always screams loudest and i can't drown it out rip #whatever. i did something. i should be proud of it #spectre says #delete later #sorry a lot of my posts have been negative lately btw #something just feels wrong and it has for a while #really hoping it gets worked out somehow so i don't dump negative crap on everyone all the time anymore kfjgfgh

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