#psycoanalyzing myself on the dash bc I'm bored ash rn
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Had an epiphany that the reason I find it hard to believe I lie often is that I don't even consciously notice half of it bc its so normal to me... all my data is fucked man I might have to do some reflecting 💀
#like I was talking to someone I don't really know well and I flipped how a minor event happened to like#idk#fix their opinion of me ig#not like I did anything horrible or the event had real relevance I just wanted to make sure they weren't making negative assumptions#and like#theyll never know#I'll forget about it in a day#but I was thinking about it like 15 min after and I was like fuck I rly do lie to make myself look better#like technically thats what it is#it's not like I could gain anything from it I'm just always worried about what people *might* do if they don't percieve me correctly#and then I get paralysed thinking about the morality of the action and what that makes me when I try to get into it#so it just cancels out and I do it without a single second thought??#thats not how that should work#personal#psycoanalyzing myself on the dash bc I'm bored ash rn#txt
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