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i found this vanqua fic the other day, it’s only a couple chapters but i like it so far. :3 it does have a ‘creator chose not to add warnings’ label though, so please be cautious. also baby-xemnas aka kotbysleep (nsfw) aka nekokat42 (also nsfw) is a much better vanqua artist than me so please check him out. X’D (heads-up those twitter threads are way longer than you think so make sure you see eeeverything~).

anyway, more wip art below the cut, plus my endless rambling (i talk about 18+ topics, just a warning)—

i’m still working on venqua week and i’ve got 2 more prompts to go, one i haven’t started yet and one i’m halfway done with—

~aaand yeah i’m re-using it for a vanqua pic too... X’D am i lazy, or just resourceful? you decide. ;P

but yeah, both of these pics will have an 18+ version as well. i admit i’m super anxious about posting it next week, as i’ve seen just how absolutely toxic fandom is on twitter. like, you thought tumblr was bad? i’ve spent the last few days preemptively blocking literally hundreds if not thousands of antis just so i can feel a little safer posting my content without some asshat calling me a pedo or telling me to kill myself over cartoons. XU i somewhat worry that i’ve accidentally blocked some people who were just joking around and weren’t actually harassing anyone, but it’s just so hard to tell sometimes. if i’ve accidentally blocked anybody here, just let me know so i can unblock you. :3 (idk why that sentence came out so sinister sounding but i’m legit being sincere X’D).

but seriously, idk when fandom suddenly got such a stick up its ass (around 2016-17 from my guesstimate) and decided aging-up a fictional character by a year or two is such a crime, but i guess that’s just the state of things. :T i could draw vanitas as a centaur or make him blond or whatever and no one cares, but aging him by one year? suddenly big problem! yeah, right. XP like, i know i said every character in kh is 17+ as of khmom (ignoring any weird timeline retcons of course), but heck i could make an honest case for the wayfinder family all being adults. hear me out—

it’s been 13 years since bbs, right? and for 12 of those years, aqua was in the realm of darkness, terra had some awareness while being possessed by xehanort, ven experienced some of sora’s life when he was in a coma, and vanitas was almost certainly in ven/sora’s heart as well, so all four of them could be said to be 31, 33, and 29 respectively. it’s not like their character models were any different when they were young teens as opposed to older teens, so can we really be sure they’re not all 30~ by now? heck, since ven is from the age of fairytales i could say he’s 1000 years old if i wanted too! (psst, it’s almost as if these are all fictional characters living in a fantasy world with time travel and whatnot and their ages are completely arbitrary numbers nomura made up on the spot, numbers which he has retconned before! :P).

now i don’t actually think they’re that old, but if people are gonna hassle me over a goddamn 2-year age difference, i might as well say fuck it and have fun with it, right? ;P it’s not like antis even know what the canon character ages even actually are, like when they try to say that skuld is underage when (assuming she’s subject x) she’d be around 28~ by now, or axel and saïx’s age. (maybe i’ll draw some saïx x skuld art and watch the antis lose their minds. ;P it wouldn’t even have to be nsfw to rile them up).

anyway, i do admit i’m feeling a little burned out on art recently. XP i’ve been trying to get one art piece out per week plus venqua week, and yeah it’s kinda taken its toll. i know this really isn’t anything anyone wants to hear, but i’ve been kinda thinking of moving away from fandom projects to work on my own original work. now, i’m not saying i’m abandoning a heart and a half nor anything as drastic as that! but i have spent like 2 years of my life on it just to get to the halfway mark, and i’m not sure i can spend 2 more doing only that.

i’ve got an original story idea that i’ve been working on-and-off on for the past 7 years or so, and i’m thinking of going back to it again (it does need a pretty big re-write). its main pairing is actually pretty vanqua-ish, now that i think about it. like, imagine the realm of darkness but instead of the heartless it’s infested with demons, and the main characters are the demon-slaying duo of a serious yet kindhearted half-angel and a feral, snarky half-demon. i even aged them up from 14 to 18 so none of my potential fans have to suffer the same anti bullshit that i have. XP

what else can i ramble about... oh, i got these super cute pins for christmas! :D the heartless is by xkirakira, and vanitas and aqua are by maxxmerch. they’re just so cute! X3 i hope everyone had a merry christmas and a happy holiday! i’ll see you guys later. ^3^ 

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*looks around sheepishly* ó3ò alright... confession time. spoilers for a heart and a half for the rest of this post—

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sooo~ i’ve kinda hinted at this before, but yeah i’ve always planned on adding a sex scene to a heart and a half; when i started writing back in 2018 i hadn’t realized how hostile fandom had become compared to only a few years ago, and it worries me that some readers might drop the fic because of it, or be angry with me over the underage aspect. :(

idk, i could go on about how i just wanted to explore every aspect of a romantic relationship, or how other disney/square enix characters married or had kids young (ariel, sarah hawkins, héctor, claudia strife, possibly jasmine), or how attempting to apply real-world rules to a videogame fantasy setting is inherently silly and pointless, but really it’s just ‘cause i love vanitas and aqua to bits and i just wanted to write a cute and funny mild sex scene between them (this fic is rated mature, not explicit, so much less graphic than confection affection), and at the end of the day they are just fictional characters, after all.

i guess all i can hope for is that i’m a skilled enough writer to pull it off in a believable way, and that my audience won’t be too put off by it. >_> i know vanitas and aqua have technically only known each other for about 2 months so it might not be ‘realistic’ for them to go so far into a relationship so soon, but i think it’s important to remember that ultimately this is a romantic fairytale, and other canon disney couples haven’t seen nearly as deeply into each other’s hearts as vanitas and aqua have (and this video also helped me feel better about it).

i also wanted to finish that nsfw venqua fic i started a few months back, it’s set just before the mark of mastery so yes ven would be 16. i suppose it’s a way of testing the waters to see what kind of reception i’d get (hopefully positive) before i get to that part of a heart and a half. i was also thinking of including some of the uh, ‘keyblades as erogenous zones’ aspect from this terraquaven fic as well... w-why are you looking at me like that?! it’s funny! *sweats nervously* o3o’

in all honesty, i’m probably just overthinking all this (which, knowing me, is almost a guarantee >_<) and i should just *ahem* let my heart be my guiding key, and just write what i want to write without worrying about it all the time. i just get so anxious so easily... buuut that’s not really news to anyone, now is it? ;P well, i think that’s the end of my endless ramble, thanks for reading if you got this far. X’D and i really hope i didn’t actually upset anybody about a heart and a half. ;_; i just felt like i needed to vent a little, but don’t worry about me, i’m doing fine. anyway, i really should stop typing and get back to work on venqua week, sooo... bye! X3

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alright guys, as much as i hate doing these kinds of posts, we need to address these sorts of issues quickly so we can stamp them out before they become a real problem. please like this post once you’ve read it entirely to signify that you agree to everything mentioned; and please note that if you like this and then do what we’ve stated not to do in this post, you will receive a warning, so please make sure you read and understand it. i’m very sorry if this sounds severe, and please remember that we never wish to attack or seem mean, but i feel like we’ve been very lenient so far and we need to take all of our members’ concerns seriously. onto business:

(1.) WARNING SYSTEM. we are implementing a new WARNING system — you will receive a warning for any rule you break. three warnings and you will be removed; in severe cases only two warnings will be issued. we know this is strict, but we are growing weary with people blatantly breaking the rules thinking we won’t do anything about it. reread the rules and follow them.

(2.) BUBBLE-ROLEPLAYING. we’ve had a lot of complaints regarding this both from anons and directly on discord literally since the second week of opening. this isn’t just about one person but a few, and we won’t name names or approach anyone (at this stage), but if you think this might be about you, chances are, it is. i hate that this is happening because we pride ourselves on being warm and welcoming, and we don’t want to approach people — it makes YOU guys feel bad, it makes US feel bad. so please, reevaluate your roleplaying if you are doing any of the following:

plotting/writing with only one or a few select players

ignoring characters of a specific gender or race

replying only to the threads you ‘like’ and leaving others waiting for days (we understand sometimes you might get too sleepy or you suddenly have to go offline before you finish all your replies, but try to do your replies in the order you received them. if all your other replies are done, you can focus on whatever you like.)

creating new muses only for specific people’s requests/connections

doing open starters and only replying to some replies (if you feel you are a ‘picky’ roleplayer or can’t handle a lot of threads, then please do not post opens.)

(3.) PLOTTING/STARTER EFFORT. please guys, it’s better to tell someone straight up that you’re not feeling a plot (or the pairing of characters in question), because there’s nothing more disheartening than to get half-hearted replies to plot ideas or worse, never getting a reply to the plot starter. following up on that, make sure you are offering to do the starter 50% of the time (unless you already have a lot of starters/replies still to do), don’t always make the other person do it.

(4.) TRIGGERING TOPICS. this one is a short one, but please be mindful of bringing up triggering topics in the discord such as abuse, accidents/hospitalisation, body negativity (i know a lot of us talk about fitness/gym, which is fine since it’s only been positive thusfar), etc. even if it’s self-deprecating humour or whatnot, remember that not everybody is in the same place as you, and if unsure, please ask if it’s ok to talk about a certain topic first. 

(5.) BANNED FACECLAIMS. guys, we keep getting this lately, and it’s very inconvenient and unfair to everyone involved. you cannot come to us and tell us you want a faceclaim banned AFTER someone applies for them, it is YOUR responsibility to tell us preemptively (and provide sources for proven claims against a fc). we will not ban a fc simply because someone ‘dislikes’ them, or for non-severe mistakes which have been apologised for. i will be adding this as a note to the checklist.

like this post if you AGREE and ADHERE to everything mentioned here. once again, thank you all so much for your dedication, your talent, your effort and your lovely personalities! i hope you all know we only say these things to make this a positive, comfortable space for everyone (you all know i’m soft and don’t like being strict). you all matter, and you all deserve a fun, positive environment.