#precious wino Serena dancing it up w dinner and now i've gone and done this to myself why | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bonnissance · 8 years ago

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also forever (negative) screaming about Edward’s “let’s start living a happy life together” like wtf mate you can’t start to live a happy life after you get married have a baby get cheated on get divorced move on get back together have ur heart broken and break up all over again like that is just not an option like mate u had ur chance and u blew it and then you had another chance and you blew that too get ur shit together and get the fuck away from Serena she was always too good for you stop trying to cut away at her self esteem until she’s sad enough to be manipulated into bed ffs

#like get recked mate #i hurts me how Serena actually takes his words to heart and for a second she does *wonder* if she's rejecting Edward bc of work just bc #Edward suggests it might be that like he has so much power over her bc he's taken so much of her self esteem and confidence away from her #and given nothing but disappointment and pain in return and it hurts me that Edward is still important to Serena no matter what happens bc #he gave her Elinor and that meant everything to her so she stay open to the tiny sliver of maybe it wont be so bad this time maybe itll make #me happy so she gives it a go and it ends up even worse that before bc this time it's not their home it's their home AND her workplace and #that makes it hurt all the more and she's so shattered and it's heart breaking i'm so sad oh shit i sadded myself i just wanted to watch #precious wino Serena dancing it up w dinner and now i've gone and done this to myself why #holby city #Serena Campbell: bisexual extraordinaire #Elinor mentioned for ts

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