#ppl cant stomach the idea that people in the past were also people and not cardboard cutouts of people

[seoafin]

tbh,, i havent read the raws of the interview yet, only the translated ver from fan-translator and b4 i start, i think that this will be just me talking in circle and in no particular order AND a real mess (my brain does weird things after exams) but uhh here we go

gojou collects talented people, and by doing so he finds the people he can most probably relate to, except that he can't, not really, because something in the universe shifted when he was born. and it makes me think of how he's always known it, that he is special, and he's proven it, time and time again— he wants to take in talented ppl and he does, but there rly isn't much he can do for them. for they are talented, more talented than the world can understand,,

but they aren't gojou satoru

gojou took in megumi, bc he knew megumi was strong, and would grow up to be someone even stronger, but gojou can't facilitate or encourage his growth, bc for all they're similar, they are so fundamentally different. ALSO,, while geto was in his life, gojou rly judged everything according to his understanding of geto’s moral compass. gojou wears a human suit and geto is how he learnt to wear it well 🏃

the dragonfly analogy regarding to geto’s response to gojo, who was shown wearing a dragonfly patterned yukata in HI arc,, i’m trying to not think abt the fact that dragonfly symbolized victory in jpn....pain. i quoted from a web here for more explanation : In Japan the dragonfly is known as the "victory insect", or kachimushi, because of its hunting prowess and also because it is known to never retreat. Dragonflies are agile and fast fliers and can even hover, but never fly backwards

and bringing this up again, matricide and patricide are 2 of the 5 worst act to commit in buddhism, and it was said that if u commit one of those act u’re going to spend a real long time in the deepest pit of hell before continuing the samsaric cycle (higher chances to be born as an animal after that probs)— this might be geto’s divine retribution. held no power over his own body and could be considered that he’s the same as those “monkeys” 💀

ALSO the fact that sukuna's interest is "eating" rly drives home his hedonistic philosophy of seeking pleasure for himself. and he’s a cannibal...makes me think if he’ll just chomp on ppl with the mouth on his stomach

randomly, to date i think he hasn't really called himself a human, shaman, or a curse, and has held himself apart from all 3, and we've also the intro of the cursed wombs so i wonder if he’s trying to become, or is, a different entity altogether

so onmyoji got mentioned in the interview and what they practice is called onmyodo and abe no seimei and kano no yasunori were the notable practitioners,, and the kamo in jjk is the same as irl who served the imperial court back then

maybe i was right when i said that the relation between the govt. and jujutsu elders are similar to how the shogunate and imperial court work (ie, the former holds the actual power) but... lets see later,,

and i cant believe that i actually nailed it on the analogy of jujutsu practices by religion,,, so mahayana buddhism, shintoism, and taoism is present in jjk along with their respective jujutsu practices...but between the 3, it shld (?) be taoism > shintoism > mahayana buddhism (which could took a path to pure land buddhism)

it’s weird that the number of curses are supposedly higher in jpn comparable to other countries when taoism was brought from china....tengen sus

so the zenin family tree is sth like :

brothers: [toji's dad] ; naobito ; ougi

so toji, naoya, and maki & mai are cousins of the same generation

[toji's dad] → jinichi (probs) ; toji → megumi

naobito → other brothers, naoya

ougi → maki, mai

but yea i’d call anyone who’s within/close or below my age range as cousins and others above 30 as uncles/ aunts LMFAO,, i dont rly memorize my own family tree 😭😭 especially since most call the other by honorifics instead of names : aunt, uncles etc or attaching said honorifics at the end of a name for an older sibling figure/ older cousins [but like ppl in my country also call the other who are older with sibling honorific even if we’re strangers,,, rly similar to korea’s hyung/oppa—eonnie(unnie)/noona but some uses more genderless honorific] (1)

tw // topic of incest, mentions of abuse

if anyone got the wrong idea when reading this : i am not glorifying/ romanticising incest(uous themes),, i’m looking at this with absolutely no lenses of bias even tho im rly against it

初恋 = literally : first love, or puppy love

恋 = romantic love/ deep longing

i literally don't know how else to put this...����and with language barrier...using a western interpretation of the eng word "love" to explain a jpnese term is not quite that simple, unfortunately

that thread omg,, i rly do understand how exactly someone could associated kindness with love bc of my upbringing, it was when i was slightly older that i was just...oh so its not like that orz,,, so the most plausible explanation would be that

but the problem is that,, akutami never specify when exactly she had a crush on them,, and when megumi answered todo’s question she had a “♡” reaction 😶,, uhmmm there’s rly no way to look past this if its this way or be in denial

i’ve seen some of "why wouldn't mai react that way after hearing megumi say he'd like someone who's compassionate when she's surrounded by men like naoya",, well I MEAN,,, that, but also mai probs admires that megumi grew up so well out of the clan, regardless of the fact that he had the foundation (10 shadows) to do so. imo she seems happy for him the way she can't be for maki, bc maki ultimately had to leave her behind

hate to say it but yea,, the 3 clans most likely still practice inbreeding in order to preserve their power and presumably their wealth too 😀

i had an idle thought abt it at first but i filed it deep in the back of my mind asap,, bc i ont wanna jump to conclusion abt this out of all things too early. it’s probably not even in jjk, but all those elite clans in other ani/mangas that produce powerful heirs and whatnot also do the same,,, but this way of (my personal) thinking was influenced when i first got into tsukihime (type-moon),,, i read abt the nanaya family background and found out that they practice that in order to keep their bloodline “pure” (to keep it short : they have an optical power),, and i had this kind of assumption ever since so there’s that

i’m,, convinced the zenins' inbreeding made it more difficult for them to get powerful shamans bc they got 2 jujutsu technique-less children with heavenly restrictions in the same generation: toji & maki

even more convinced that maki might be a bit stronger than toji bc toji could see curses without aid while maki can't so the pay-off must be higher,,, SJJASN IDK ,,, plus naoya sort of implies his older brothers are nothing compared to him, and idk if we should take that as his arrogance or that his older brothers rly are weak/powerless. it would make sense as to why naobito had a lot of sons, ig, as head of clan

i feel so bad that if one of the factors that can caused heavenly restriction is inbreeding,, toji and maki and mai had no say in how they wanted to be born but are scorned for it,, typical asian families projecting their traumas and ideals onto their kids but get mad when they realize that those ideals are ugly...😁😁😁

since the zenin are conservative,, i wonder if they still hold onto old jpnese dining traditions. where in ancient jpn, hierarchical relationships were made readily apparent even within families. a dining table where everybody sat down and ate as equals would be unheard of. rather, each individual is given their own table that indicates their status,,, someone who is not considered “strong” according to the zenin’s views most likely have no place at the table, and probs eat when those who are “strong” finished/ serve them when they are eating

if toji was tossed into a swarm of curses,, i dont think abuse during said time is below them,,,

the zenin clan was already great, but they further amassed power and strength by, what i assume to be, marrying and adopting powerful individuals into the clan 🤔 ,,, i imagine they're like the hiiragi but without doing what they did to shinya (ons reference)

BUT after all that, i like to think that since akutami’s a big horror fan, jjk might be an outlet to explore said topics or even darker ones, so i wouldnt be that surpised abt it. given that there’s more than enough “red flags” before this was dropped : a reference to “tale of hikaru genji” when a grown woman asked for gojou’s number in HI arc (out of all things); granny who transformed into the man’s daughter, sat on his lap and man just touched her waist; mei mei and ui ui ; and...this (incestous theme is in the novel btw)

lets not start with whatever the fuck in kubo’s head in the interview otherwise i’m writing paragraphs with every curse words possible,, those big 3 mangakas are so— UGH,, a planet w out (cis) men like him sounds real good rn 😌 if one of yall out there decide to do it,, pls hmu rly cant do this shit anymore

akutami said i like my men pretty and i like women who will step on my neck and spit in my face (I REMEMBERED TATSUKI FUJIMOTO’S INTERVIEW WHEN HE WAS ASKED ABT MAKIMA AND IT WAS SO 😭😭😭😭) but ykw,, love that for both of them <3

when i said 3 : one piece, bleach, naruto. aside from the blatant depiction/ characterize of women in those 3,, idk if some ppl arent aware yet but oda is friends with two (2) convicted pedos,, man...the major disappointment and disgust when i first find out abt it

anyways this is just my 2 cents (which i think rightfully belong to the trash can) so pls just take this w a lil to no grain of salt - 🐱

YEAH THE ♡ LMFAO I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST A “good answer ♡“ heart BUT NOW IM RE-EXAMINING?????

honestly i wouldn’t be surprised if the three clans practiced inbreeding. but ik people are going to be  😡😡😡😡😡 about it when the queen of fucking england is literally married to her (something) cousin. i’m not justifying it but like....love the double standards, just as always with the west 😍

DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THAT FUCKING PED* LIST THEY SHOULD ALL BE IN JAIL. JAILLLLL. it’s all so gross. that’s why i fucking hate when people look towards manga for positive representation because the chances of that are super slim to zero, especially since the industry is saturated with misogyny and ped******* and a lot of other gross stuff.

i think ppl forget jjk is a horror manga LOL so obviously it’s going to confront darker themes. the question is whether it’s going to be done tastefully or not......

[vamprnce]

🎨💧🕰️🗺️ for chris!! >:3

OH MAN, this was lots of writing 😵 I think I covered everything haha tysm for asking tho, I love chatting abt Chris' past and childhood, he's really cute then :'))) 💞

🎨 Is your OC artistic? Can they draw or paint or do they prefer another medium? Are they a writer or musician or do they do something else? Give us a quick run down of what they can get creative with!

1. he is pretty artistic, tho he's not big with it

2. he draws mostly, I hc'd during sr1 and 2 he designed the spray tag designs lol but after 2 he doesn't do that as much especially during 3. but he has some sketch books hidden away with doodles. I've also hc'd he designed the pirate and demon lady tattoos since boss has specific lines for those, I thought it'd be cute since hearing how excited they sounded in game!

3. he's not a good writer or musician, tho he wishes to play an instrument he's really bad at it :') I'm not sure cooking would count, maybe?? but boy he's truly talented in that area, it's probably his secret weapon bc most people dont know about it besides some family and Johnny lol idk he doesn't like flaunting his cooking, low key embarrassed about (not bc cooking itself is embarrassing but he just doesn't like ppl knowing yknow??)

💧 What makes your OC lose hope, what makes them give up and feel helpless? Have they ever given up on something really important or let go of a dream? What are some of their biggest regrets? Would they ever try again (if they’re able to)?

1. oof feeling like he failed his friends and saints, all the people along the way since 1 till 3 made him feel hopeless and at one point even questioned if he was even a great and fit leader with him failing his friends time and time again, he did get insecure about it at around 3.

2. I would say probably during pre-saints yeah?? his best friend at the time, Miranda, really wanted him to get out the game and Stilwater before it was too late and go be something better, be cook or something just not violence and destruction. he thought about it but then he landed back into another gang shortly after, he wonders what would've happened but he tries not to dwell on it anymore.

3. again, not saving his friends (Lin, Aisha, Carlos, at the time Johnny also an oc I cant talk abt in depth yet lol) and if he could he'd absolutely would try again, 100% no doubt.

🕰️ Has there been an event that happened in your OCs past that affects their future or one that they think about still? Is this a bad event or a good one? What are a few of their childhood memories they can recall?

1. like the previous question that has, but instead of repeating one answer the time Chris and his mother victoria got into a fight when he was around 16, basically it was the time he was getting out of control and getting in trouble and arrested. it was a shitty fight, his mom said shot she shouldn't have out of anger and frustration and told him to leave the house, disgusted and hurt he did pack up and leave at age 17 he joined the black demons gang then at 19 the saints. so yeah, that's one bad event lol.

2. some dumb childhood memories are:

• the whole family (both parents, him and his lil bro Miguel) going to a not so great beach in the row, Chris finding a dead fish on the sand and freaking out his brother abt it on purpose afsjdb

• his mom braiding his hair for school picture day really nicely but after he got sick with a stomach ache, his dad Rafael picked him up at school since his mom was at work at the time. he carried and cuddled him all the way from school, train to home :')) also I've mentioned before once?? Chris got sick really easy and all the time as a kid,,

• always ran to the TV, even during breakfast, to watch the power rangers on their crappy bulky small television in the living room. he also had a few spiderman comics as a kid, he never really collected them or had much money to buy them all the time.

• always loved to go to the arcades all the time after school (I think it's in the ezpata district???? that one brotherhood mission)

• one time Miguel and him got lost and ran all around Stilwater's memorial hospital where his mom works, at age 7 (Chris) and 5 (Miguel), yes of course it was Chris' idea lmao some other staff had to round them up for Vicky, poor lady was pissed beyond belief adsgsf

🗺️ Does your OC like going on adventures? Have they ever discovered something really interesting and significant or are they just too busy getting lost? Where is their favourite place they’ve been? Least favourite?

1. oh yeah, absolutely, he always runs off somewhere and doesn't tell anyone, so he ends up in mysterious places somewhere around the city

2. I feel like him personally discovering the secret area's in sr2 was something interesting to him lol but him discovering the underground thing with the blow up dolls at the cemetery and it leading up the trailer park was one he truly remembers and will never forget (that one was actually one of the secret area's for me, it was so weird djfjvb)

3. he honestly has a lot of fave places in Stilwater since he really knows the area, but Barrio and Chinatown district (also the Row before 2), the docks/marina, Elysian fields -- he likes how distant and empty it is, after the samedi leaves, some parts in factory district specifically around where phantom caverns were, the underground mall he always gets lost (sometimes on accident sometimes on purpose), also the university crib!

4. a lot of places in Steelpoort, mostly because he just knows his home better than that city and it's just.... empty and not flashy to him then Stilwater (but he does like the broken shillelagh, penthouse and safeword)

[boojersey]

VIC DO ALL THE ASKS BC I LOVE U AND WANT U TO HAVE FUN

*SWEATS* AYE AYE CAPN

cw for like some common lgbt+ topics such as dysphoria violence discrimination etc just. tread carefully if u get triggered easily by bad lgbt experiences

What do you identify as and what are your pronouns? -im a gay trans man and my pronouns are he/him but they/them is also acceptable!

How did you discover your sexuality, tell your story?-oh wow i originally thought i was a lesbian because i didnt even know what transgender was i just thought wishing i was a man meant i was butch and then i met my friend donnie in eighth grade who told me he was trans and it was kinda a huge slap in the face but with a sack of gay bricks? and i found out i dont like women through actually having sex with cis women and finally realizing it. really wasnt for me so now im just a gay man as opposed to queer as an umbrella term but i periodically refer to myself as such

Have you experienced being misgendered? What happened and how did you overcome it?-oh yea i literally was misgendered today i just kinda brush it off but it can be hard sometimes especially when people know im trans and do it

Who was the first person you told, how did they react?-i first told donnie about my gender, it was a thing where i went to bed the night i met him and was like  .. wait holy fuck and then the next day i was like BRO HOLY FUCK but sexuality? i dont really know???? it was so long ago it was honestly probably my group of friends on kik that i had in 2013 (u were included in that mister!!!!)

Describe what it was like coming out, what did you feel?-im not actually fully out but the first time someone who was an adult knew about my trans-ness was what really set in for me the fact that i could come out one day; my friends mom referred to me as seance (and like. obviously she respected my gender she has a trans kid) but it was just super jarring bc no adult had known yet abt my identity in any way and as a result i was rlly glad it was nighttime in that car bc i cried almost immediately; the first time i came out on my Own was to my cousin and he laughed in my face so that was pretty damn awful and its kinda funny cuz the bastard is bi so u would think hed have been accepting but n0pe!

If you’re out, how did your parents/guardians/friends react?-im out to my friends now ! and the reception was generally positive bc i think i do an ok job at picking ppl to be around in terms of morals so there was little bad reception

What is one question you hate people asking about your sexuality?-i hate when ppl ask if im gay as in for men or gay as in for women because im trans, i am a man so when i say im gay i feel like that should be easy enough to put 2 and 2 together but when they ask that i feel as if they still view me as a woman

Describe the style of clothing that you most often wear.-emo of the gods themselves it is absolute scene and emo vomit and i love it; its seriously hard for me to wear dresses and skirts without dysphoria and just general discomfort but i own a couple anyway bc theyre cute i just. never wear them

Who are your favourite lgbt+ ships?-my main thing at the moment is gerard/frank/grant morrison bc i love poly fics very dearly and gerard/bert because bert mccracken deserved better than gerawrds internalized homophobia lol

What does makeup mean to you? Do you wear any?-makeup to me is an androgynous thing so i wear eyeshadow a lot and lipstick sometimes, eyeshadow is easier on my eyes than eyeliner bc im allergic to a lot of makeup thats on the heavier side so if i put on eyeliner my eyes will water and burn throughout the day but with eyeshadow im mostly ok; other opinion is that makeup on Anyone can be sexy as hell if they do it for fun and wear literally what they truly want and not just what they think is accepted or what they Should wear

Do you experience dysphoria? If so, how does that affect you?-oh yeah my dysphoria is pretty debilitating if im gonna be honest; i used to have very little problems with it because my hold on reality was loose at best (before i was medicated to clarify) but now that i am almost completely Here my dysphoria is pretty bad and even just like. the knowledge that i have breasts is pretty awful; a few weeks ago i put on an outfit that i have to wear a victorias secret bra to fit properly in and just one look in the mirror had me sobbing and i had to change my clothes before i could leave the house and i havent worn a bra since because just the thought of showing off my chest makes this stark fuckin dread shoot through my veins but i also have dysphoria in regards to my voice that i discussed at my last trans therapy group meeting actually ; my voice has a tendency to bounce around my octave range so sometimes ill be like. excited then hear what i sound like. and ruin it for myself immediately u kno? im not even gonna talk about my dicksphoria bc thats just. awful. 

What is the stupidest thing you’ve heard said about the lgbt+ community?-ohhhhhhhh my god u know what? ive heard..so much .. that im gonna instead take this opportunity to mention my mother genuinely thinks dnd is satanic

What’s your favourite thing about the lgbt+ community?-the fact that were so strong. we are so fucking strong we deal with violence and opposition constantly and at staggering rates yet we stay strong and we continue loving through all of it, whether its in dark corners in secret or loudly in the streets we continue loving and do so with all of our beings because we know its our own truth and well gladly go to hell if it means we got to love on earth (not that everyone believes in hell or the idea that us gays go to hell but my point stands)

What’s your least favourite thing about the lgbt+ community?-we have this audacity to create divide (to the fault of mostly cis white gay men thank u very much) when what we need to do is love each other because we are different but at the end of the day we all need to remain in tandem and as a family or we will never get to where we need to in terms of acceptance and that means being uplifting and protecting our trans sisters of color, our disabled lgbt members, our autistic lgbt members, our anything past cis white gay man because we all need recognition, we all need love, and to exclude any letters of lgbt is to tear ourselves down and set ourselves on fire

Have you ever been to your cities pride event? Why or why not?-no :((( no one would drive me in the past and i dont think ill have a way to get there this year either

Who is your favourite lgbt+ Icon/Advocate/Celebrity?-brian molko! my bisexual, androgynistically-inclined father who birthed me at the tender age of 16 when i found placebo

Have you been in a relationship and how did you meet?-ya theres been a few and i dont rlly like to talk abt my relationships with anyone unless theyre online relationships so im just gonna leave it at that

What is your favourite lgbt+ book?-pantomime by laura lam! its one of if not my favorite book to this day

Have you ever faced discrimination? What happened?-y a every damn day bitch ! example is when i was deadnamed by my psychiatrist while she knows full well what my name is the other day; another is the countless times i get called a lesbian ???? and when strict lesbians ask me out i get a very bad taste in my mouth (i understand full well that sexuality is fluid, these are lesbians that spit the ‘penis is gross blegh’ rhetoric)

Your Favorite lgbt+ movie or show?-uh im just gonna say preacher bc its my favorite show altogether n cass is bi/pan/something similar

Who are some of your favourite lgbt+ bloggers?-@ble3dmagic is my boyfriend in crime (not rlly thats a joke) and @musicalsense​ is my sunburnt Brother

Which lgbt+ slur do you want to reclaim?-queer! i also use f*ggot a lot when talking about myself and my friends that are ok with it

Have you ever gone to a gay bar, or a drag show, how was it?-i went to a drag show and it was so amazing and one of the first times i felt accepted in my own community that i cried

How do you self-identify your gender, and what does that mean to you?-well i identify as a man with no leaning towards womanhood or nonbinaryhood in any way, its just . man . but in terms of Expression i am quite androgynous bc i can rlly appreciate femininity (NOT the same as womanhood) and being a man to me means just that ive always wanted to grow up with that “gender role” like i always wish i was raised as a stereotypical parent would raise a son and ive always been more interested in stereotypically masculine things and people since i can even remember and i feel like puberty was just this unpreventable spiral into something i didnt want. i didnt want it at all . this is tmi but when i got my first period i cried my eyes out bc the idea of being called a Woman repulsed me so much and since i didnt even know that being trans was a concept i was just this scared puppy full of confusion and fear aimed at myself because all the stuff i heard i was supposed to be proud of the change but i wasnt i was so ashamed of it and the idea of being called a woman made me sick to my stomach and i just wish i could go back in time and hold myself and tell me itll be alright 

Are you interested in having children? Why or why not?-absoLutely not i hate kids (and by that i mean i hate being around them and the culture that surrounds having children; i do not treat kids like shit and i do not act like hating children is a personality trait; i get migraines and usually the second a child starts screaming or crying i am on the floor of my brain writhing in dire pain and i have absolutely no desire to support another human life when frankly i cant even support myself; its also just not a lifestyle i want to live)

What identity advice would you give your younger self?-god so fucking much. so fucking much. so many things i wish i could say to myself

What do you think of gender roles in relationships?-i think if someone wants to adhere to them then hell yea go ahead just dont expect others to do it or try to tell other people its a Norm or something; theyre for the most part christian in nature so i dont have any desire to follow them myself, i want a relationship (if any) thats more of a coexistence if that makes sense, like. roommates plus dick

Anything else you want to share about your experience with gender?-i always used to anxiously chew on the idea that my chest dysphoria is just me holding disdain for the shape and size of my breasts but let me tell you. the second i put on my binder for the first time i immediately started crying because i was so overwhelmed by the fact that i was looking at something one step closer to myself and i know full well i am never going to have that doubt again. this week has been exponentially cathartic and therapeutic for me

What is something you wish people know about being lgbt+?-i want the cisheteros to know that nothing they learn about us is new. everything about us has been around for so so long but has been silenced and erased to the point where a lot of us dont even know many things about our rich and beautiful history

Why are proud to be lgbt+?-honestly? its hard for me to not just straight up say im not proud of my identity. its taken me years to stamp down the plain grieving toward my identity and wishing i could have the easier path but frankly? the fact that i am choosing this path of hardship and hell on earth just to be who i truly am i think speaks volumes of my pride in my identity at this point; further back in my archive by a few years my posts are littered with sentiments of bitterness wherein i stated that i hate being trans and not just cis but i like to think ive finished hating myself for my identity. i like to think im proud now. to ask me why is to ask too much of me, all i know now is that i am proud and thats enough for me right now.

[kewltie]

wingsfic bakudeku, where 20 years ago midoriya izuku went missing along with numerous other quirkless kids and that incident had haunted bakugou ever since. years later bakugou found him alive and with a pair of wings on his back. 

so as part of an agency wide collab, bakugou (a rising top hero that is making a name for himself and quickly climbing the ranks) participate in a raid on one of the most dangerous underground human trafficking groups. they managed to rescue a lot of people that was taken and about to declared it a success when one of the heroes notice there’s a hidden room where they found a cage built so large that it could fit several people in it,  and in there bakugou discovered a young man with green curls and greener eyes that had haunted his dream since he was a child. 

years ago when bakugou and deku were still children and after they found out that deku is quirkless and bakugou started to push him away. deku went missing one day and never came back. though it has never been bakugou’s fault that incident alone made him feel a tremendous amount of guilt over it and his guilt over izuku’s disappearance fuel his drive to become a hero even more bc if he become a hero he’ll never have to feel what it’s like to lose someone again, that sense of helplesness as a child where he couldn’t do anything while the adult argues and fight over what to do about izuku’s disappearance and ended up not being able to do ANYTHING AT ALL, and maybe just maybe he can find izuku again. in some part of the way he’s also carrying izuku’s dream on his shoulder bc if izuku cant become one than he’ll become one for the both of them. 

bakugou never once forgot izuku and though he had seemingly moved on from it like the entire world had forgotten about the 20 or so missing quirkless kids that had inflamed the public and then it died down bc well quirkless kids. inko never gave up and chased after every lead to find her boy and with it she disappeared too, hunting for every clues of izuku. so now bakugou is older, wiser, and harden and he’s finally coming face to face with the boy that had been the fuel of his many endeavors. 

“deku?” bakugou says, and izuku’s eyes immediately lights up in recognition. 

“kacchan!” he answers, wings fluttering excitedly in the back.  

so izuku NEVER had wings in the first place yet 20 years later he’s older now and he got wings?? he’s immediately sent to a medical facility once they free him from the cage and kept bakugou away bc HE SPENT YEARS SEARCHING FOR IZUKU LIKE HE’S GOING TO LET IZUKU GO ANYWHERE WITHOUT HIM NOW. where they examined him and what they discovered that the wings are natural and that his body is riddled with scars but otherwise he seems healthy and mentally sound???

they had to interrogate izuku bc how the fuck did he get these wings and what had happened to him all these years but izuku’s mouth is shut and he refuse to talk to anyone except bakugou bc basically during izuku’s captivity through all the terrible experimention and torture izuku’s escape into his head and like to imagine what would kacchan do bc surely kacchan can survive this and will make it out of here. that mantra became izuku’s fuels to survive through everything so yea the obsession ended become two way street despite the distance and years separating them. it definitely isn’t love (yet) but just mutual obsession sparked by guilt and self hatred (bakugou) or survival instinct and hope (deku). 

so after not getting anything from izuku’s they have no idea what to do with him bc he’s legally an adult but his mom is still missing when she went off to search for him and there’s no close relatives so WHAT DO THEY DO??? turn out bakugou have an answer for them and he’s willing to put in a lot of fight to take izuku into his home and under his guardianship. 

bakugou spent the majority of izuku’s lost years training and fighting and learning to be best hero he can be so he’s not really equipped to take care of a person let alone someone who went through such a harsh ordeal like izuku. but he got FRIENDS, COLLEAGUES, and FAMILY at his back who push their way into bakugou’s life bc bakugou’s singular focus to be number one and to find izuku’s again may have taken over his life but he still managed to have a lot of people care for him in the end which he is still very much confused about lolol. anyway, here are these two people who may be the center of each other focus for years but don’t actually know how to be around each other bc again YEARS APART and bakugou is a pro hero so he’s busy with his own career and now he has to deal with izuku and those wings on his back. 

first he found out though the wings are pretty large but they’re seemingly useless bc deku can’t use to them to fly???? so it’s a mere decoration or something??? but deku’s emotions are linked to his wings so when he’s happy they flutter and when he’s sad they drooped or his feathers start to shed (which bakugou’s quickly found out when he got home super late one night from a loooong ass patrol and he forgot to warn izuku’s about it and izuku’s panic AND HIS WINGS START TO SHED AND NOW BAKUGOU LIVING ROOM IS FILL WITH STRAY FEATHERS). also his wings seem to be taken with bakugou bc whenever they sit on the couch together (cuddles REALLY LET’S BE CLEAR HERE) izuku’s wings like to curl around bakugou and bakugou pretends to hate it but quietly he enjoy it. HE ESPECIALLY ENJOY WINGS GROOMING DEKU like picking out the stray feathers to stop the shedding and straightens out the feathers etc. all of these built up the closeness toward each other slowly and surely till it is pretty normal to find bakugou’s raking his fingers through izuku’s wings absently or when he’s stress. 

for bakugou personally his decades long obsession with finding izuku again isn’t just cure bc izuku is here now but the guilt still linger and he always feel like he could do better for izuku. izuku though his ordeal is done with but the nightmares still continue for him bc you don’t instantly get over years of torture so while he seems to easily bond with bakugou, he closed off on other people which is ironic bc bakugou is the one usually closed off but bc it isn’t healthy for the two of them stuck only with each other as their therapist suggest (they both get theraphy ordained by bakugou’s agency and izuku’s doctor) so by pushing izuku to be open up more to others that end up forcing bakugou to open up himself consequently. so as much as this story revolve around the recovery of izuku but also it’s a way for bakugou to heal himself from his own personal trauma of having to lose izuku. 

i can see their romance built SO SLOWWWWWWWWWW LIKE EPIC slow bc they’re still recovering ppl so romance take second place to it but ALL THE DOMESTICITY AND INTIMACY THAT BRIDGED THEIR RELATIONSHIP TOWARD SOMETHING MORE EVENTUALLY. like how deku doesn’t sleep in the guest room or a bed but nest on the floor of katsuki’s room, using bakugou’s pillows, blankets, and mostly his clothes to layer his nest bc being around bakugou make him feel comfortable and safe so he wants to be enclose with everything that is bakugou. and sometimes when izuku’s nightmares get really bed and bakugou is woken up by it and he’ll get izuku on to his bed and they’re sleep with deku on his stomach bc wings and the wings splayed over katsuki’s body almost like a protective barrier. and how bakugou had never live with anyone before so while he already know how to cook and clean and take care of himself he is learning how to share his space with someone and that raising his voice doesn’t solve everything, how to consider other feelings, to navigate the minefield of interpersonal relationships, and to learn and care for himself as well as izuku (in the past his main focus is on his job so he doesn’t really take time to on himself) bc if he neglect himself he can’t care for izuku. they’re slowly learning how to be with each other and the love that is quietly nurture b/t them. 

during that time, izuku despite losing more than half of his life in captivity had never once given up his dream of being a hero and that when he’s home alone he keep track of bakugou’s movement through social media & the news and everytime bakugou get in to a fight he worry and frets a lot and wish he could be a part of it and help. i think it super important to give izuku back his agency again and that izuku chose to become hero despite everything and bakugou doesn’t hesitate or pause about that idea bc he knows how strong izuku is so if he want to be a hero than bakugou will move the world to make it happen. 

i imagine a lot of things happen in this story like inko and izuku’s reunion that will eventually happen, bakugou fighting TOOTH AND NAIL W/ THE GOVERNING HERO AUTHORITY TO GET IZUKU’S HIS PRO HERO LICENSE DESPITE HIM NEVER GOING TO A HERO SCHOOL, the dismantling of the group that kidnapped and experimented on izuku (basically plot), to izuku training with bakugou to learn how to fight and defend himself, izuku using his wings and learning to fly for the first time, bakugou realizing how much his friends and family care for him and put up with his shit, and ofc izuku and bakugou’s slow building romance finally bear fruit. 

so this is the story how despite all the odds and horrendous trauma on him, izuku still become a hero anyway, quirk or no quirk. also wings bc let’s not forget that!!!

[cheesyramynry]

tag time

mel tagged me in a lot thanks bro

aye aye aye thanks to he homegirl @starlightjeongin ily so much melly and you’re an angel <333 eskgetit!!!

also,,, there are like,,,, 4 tags in this so uhhhhh have fun

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i dont have a name for this tag

1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better

> so um if you read this you are tagged now congrats <

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.

APPEARANCE: - I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses - I have at least one tattoo - I have at least one piercing - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair - My abs are at least somewhat defined - I have or had braces

PERSONALITY: - I love meeting new people - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know - I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it - There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY: - I can sing well - I can play an instrument - I can do over 30 pushups without stopping - I am a fast runner - I can draw well - I have a good memory - I am good at doing maths in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch - I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: - I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month - I enjoy writing - Fandoms are my #1 priority - I do some form of Martial arts

EXPERIENCES: - I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol - I have scored a winning point in a sport - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event - I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

MY LIFE: - I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend - I live close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling - I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smart phone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone

RELATIONSHIPS: - I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity - I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship - I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily - I have had a crush for over a year - I have been in a relationship for over a year - I have had feelings for a friend

RANDOM: - I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail - I have broken a bone - I have eaten a waffle today - I know what I want to do in life - I speak at least two languages - I have made a new friend in the past year

alphabet tag

Rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better

> i dont know/remember enough blogs to tag im sorry <

A: age? > 15!!! <

B: birthplace? > californiaaaa <

C: current time? > 4:43 pm <

D: drink you had last? > water bc its good for you <

E: easiest person to talk to? > my irl homie @realmzenith , the most fantastic perosn i have ever met on this site and of whom my soul burns with affection for @starlightjeongin , and my rad friends in my got7 amino groupchat - selena, haru, apple, and emi :) <

F: favorite song? > oh boy i dont have a favorite favorite song bro i guess the first things i can think of is either danzon no. 2 by arturo marquez, martini blue by dpr live, and home run by got7 <

G: grossest memory? > asdf uhh when i went hiking with my pathfinder club and we went through a “long-cut” and went off the trail and we had to walk up this super long river, and then to get out of the river to land we had to walk through these riverbed plants and this gray mud stuff and i had to put on my socks and sneakers and it was disgusting <

H: hogwarts house? > i say that im a hufflepuff, lately i got placed in ravenclaw but i dont agree <

I: in love? > in love with the fact that im old enough to be a little free, in love with my kpop faves, in love with all of my friends who tell me they appreciate me, in love with the idea of being productive, in love with music and daydreaming <

J: jealous of people? > tbh i catch myself being jealous of other people’s artistic abilities, but i turn that into a need to become better/daydream about myself being that good so uhh???? yeah <

K: killed someone? > i was playing overwatch with a friend late last night and one of our comp matches there were these two dudes who played tank, one in particular imma call CTL who was rude to me and the whole team (my mic doesnt work so i couldn’t talk back but he was still a bing bond :( ), a few rounds after we left that one we got placed against the two mean tanks, and me, a mercy main with crappy aim, 1v1ed CTL who was playing mccree and i was HAPPY. we lost but binch i teabagged the heck out of his douchy body <

L: love at first sight or should i walk by again? > walk by again im staring at you either way <

M: middle name? > danielle!! <

N: number of siblings? > i have a younger sister!! <

O: one wish? > tbh to be better at what i want to be better at, like someone please give me like a stat 100 potion or something <

P: person you called last? > last person i called was my friend mikey of whom i was playing overwatch with lmao <

R: reasons to smile? > music!!! art!!! alan menken said that there will be a musical production of hercules in the future!! <

S: song you sang last? > the finale of newsies bc my sister left it playing on the tv as i ate nine (9) quesedillas

T: time you woke up? > techinally 6:30 am bc my dog was scratching my door, then 9, then 11 am <

U: underwear color? > mint blue and gray <

V: vacation destination? > i think i would love to go to the places in europe where composers lived, that or i would love to visit every place my internet friends live :D <

W: worst habit? > probably sleeping until noon, forgetting to do important responsibility things, reading a text message/email and then not responding bc i forgot about reading it

X: x-rays? > i got an x-ray on my right arm when i fractured it in kindergarten, some on my stomach when i ate like three whole mangoes with the skin on them, and some of my teeth before i got my braces <

Y: your favorite food? > thai food, stuff from panera bread, or pretty much warm foods with rice <

Z: zodiac sign? > im a virgo!!! <

✨ Fun Facts Tag ✨

Rules for this are:

Have fun with it!

Tag some of your mutuals

1) Favourite colours:

> green or purple!!! or like whatever im feeling lmao but those are my first choices <

2) Favourite song at the moment:

> asdkfjas;ldfkjsdlkfj bro i cant choose okay im going to shuffle my fav songs playlist adn put the first thing that comes up: damdadi by golden child

3) Last book you read:

> i think its my history textbook lmao finals are this week for me <

4) Last TV show you watched:

> my friend’s younger sister showed me clips from Stranger Things but i never have watch it before, i also watched a few dramas at a friend’s house but idk the names of them lmao

5) Last movie you watched:

> oh golly uhhh i think its enemies in-laws on netflix <

6) If you have a pet whats their name?:

> i have a doggo(?) named tucker <

7) If you have siblings how many?

> i have one younger sister!1! <

8) Favourite thing to do on a weekend:

> i think resting, getting up to date with my million notifications, just scrolling through the internet, or writing <

9) Best tumblr friends:

> on tumblr i have the amazing wonderful fantastic showstopping gravity-defying dabtastical @starlightjeongin aka mel aka melly aka melmel aka infant aka like the coolest and raddest person i have ever meet 

10) Favourite thing about yourself:

> idk if this is hard to explain but sometimes i do things people dont expect, like i was using my friend’s neighbor’s airsoft gun and like they were surprised that i have pretty good aim and that just makes me feel really good yknow <

11) Favourite memory:

> back in april 2017, during my band’s new york tour, in our hotel when i asked my friend what she was watching (it was got7′s m/v hard carry)

12) 3 weird habits:

> i turn on all of my nightlights in a specific order, when its dark in my room i like to dance to music and watch myself in the mirror, i tend to randomly scream i think <

13) What would you call your style?:

> i like to wear large clothes, even though im like a medium small bc ahaha i have slight body dysphoria, i also like to wear button-ups from the men’s section that have weird designs, suspenders, and i guess things that make me feel aesthetic and free < 

14) Odd talent:

> i can clap with one hand and me fingers bend weirdly <

15) Do you have a tumblr crush?:

> i have a big ol friend crush on my dear friend mel and a lot on the gr8 ppl of the aroha fandom <

the stray kids tag

Rules: answer the questions in a new post, and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better.

I’ve decided that in celebration of Stray Kids pre-debut album I needed to create a tag. The ultimate goal for The Stray Kids Tag is to learn about your Tumblr mutuals, and have fun answering the Stray Kids related questions! Here we go:

1: When did you decide to join the Stray kids fandom?

> lmao i learned about them when it was rumored that jyp was going to have a new boy group, and i followed the updates until the announcement of the webseries/release of hellevator. i didnt want more ppl to remember on my plate until december 30ish when i finally gave in to mel so here i am <

2: What is your favorite episode of Stray Kids? 

> im actually going to watch it right after i finish this tag post lmao ive never watched it before but i think ive seen clips??? when the boys were vlogging themselves packing idk if thats part of the webseries but thats cute <

3: Who would you say is your bias in Stray kids?

> I DONT HAVE ONE OKAY I DONT WANT TO TRY TO FIGURE IT OUT YET IM SCARED i legit like,,, dont know a whole lot about each member but i know their names but,,,,,, i think,,,,, before i start truly getting into them myself,,,, is probably seungmin,,,,, i think,,,,,,,, maybe,,,, whoops i just remembered woojin existed uhhhHHHH idk <

4: Who would you say is your bias wrecker in Stray kids?

> (im listening to ailee’s i will go to you like the first snow rn and im so emo while doing this tag) i love all of them!!!! probs chan or changbin or jeongin bc they are so sweet!!! <

5: What line would you want to be apart of in Stray kids? 

> idk the team compositions of stray kids so i will get back to you on that one until i watch the series lmao <

6: What is the first song you heard of Stray kids?

> of course hellevator lmao <

7: What is the first song you heard of 3racha? 

> FRICK actually i dont know bc melly showed me vids of them performing live but i dont know what the song was :( <

8: What is your favorite song on their pre-debut album?

> legit only have listened to hellevator and grrr so um ill say grrr?? <

9: What is a concept you’d like to see Stray Kids try in the future?

> SUSPENSE!!! idk if that ‘s hard to explain but like something with a story in the background, maybe like a spy concept with a nice orchestration i think they can do it <

10: if you could meet with the members of Stray kids for one day what would you say to them?

> ahhh!!! i dont know they all too too well but i would love to tell them that i feel that they are different from any other kpop group i have ever seen, bc they all seem genuinely happy and they are like the coolest bros and their friendship with each other is something that i could only dream of!! also ive heard that their songs have rad lyrics and they work super hard so i look up to them for that!!!1!!! <

[ask-bts-au]

92 Truths

Rules: Write 92 truths about yourself then tag 25 people 

ya tks for taggin me @mozzakarp !

LAST...

[1] drink: Strawberry sirup

[2] phone call: Dad

[3] text message: to bff :”i forgot to learn”

[4] song you listened to: Crazy by 4MINUTE

[5] time you cried: wow more than 1 month ago

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: nah

[7] been cheated on: narh

[8] kissed someone and regretted it: nAH NEVER EVER

[9] lost someone special: na

[10] been depressed: yi

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: i donut drink

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:

[12] green

[13] yellow

[14] red (idk abt the color kind)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: YEA SO HAPPY MA FRIENDOLINOS

[16] fallen out of love: whut

[17] laughed until you cried: just dat little tears XD

[18] found out someone was talking about you: everytime but idc

[19] met someone who changed you: YE .. EVERY OF MY FRIENDS (but i also changed them)

[20] found out who your true friends are: i always choose my friends nicely

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: wot

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all 

[23] do you have any pets: i ;; wished ;; (thats why i satisfy my furry needs)

[24] do you want to change your name: i dun have any idea of name

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: i didnt go to school bc i was sick so i stayed home

[26] what time did you wake up: 6am

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: DRAWINN DAT YOONGI YAS

[28] name something you cannot wait for: stopping school

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: 30min ago

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wanna stop bein lazy and forgeting

[31] what are you listening to right now: just listenin to funny videos

[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: my cousin

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: everyone who arent my friends

[34] most visited website: Youtube, Facebook, Tumblr and Discord

[35] elementary: YYEAAAAA

[36] high school: NOOOOOOOO

[37] college: DOUBLE NOOOOOOOOO

[38] hair color: black and some brown on my bangs sometime (i dont dye my hair)

[39] long or short hair: short on the front and long behind

[40] do you have a crush on someone: ye                                                                    [41] what do you like about yourself: my funny face

[42] piercings: ears no moar pls

[43] blood type: O ?

[44] nickname: Lizouille and lizard (and Lison lmao savage) [45] relationship status: idk man

[46] zodiac sign: Virgin xD

[47] pronouns: Both or They

[48] fav tv show: i dun watch tv

[49] tattoos: NOP I GUESS IT HURT LIKE HELL WOWIE

[50] right or left hand: right and left when eating XD

FIRST…

[51] surgery: na

[52] piercing: and last on my ear

[53] best friend:  this savage person

[54] sport: does dancin everywhere i can count?

[55] vacation: idk

[56] pair of trainers: wot

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: banana

[58] drinking: the same

[59] i’m about to: practice piano help [60] listening to: nothin the video stopped XD [61] waiting for: when can i sleep

[62] want: vacation home

[63] get married: not nr

[64] career: argh idk

[65] hugs or kisses: both

[66] lips or eyes: lipsu

[67] shorter or taller: taller wowie

[68] older or younger: i dun care mybe same age or older

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: nice chubby stomach i can POKE

[71] sensitive or loud: both

[72] hook up or relationship: Relationships

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger? NO lmao i cant even approach them from 5meter

[75] drank hard liquor? no

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? more like broke glasses

[77] turned someone down: na

[78] sex on first date? guess who is a virgin haha ITS MEEEH XD (im not 18 yet u cant blame me)

[79] broken someone’s heart? Not that I know of lol

[80] had your own heart broken? idek

[81] been arrested? Naahnahna

[82] cried when someone died? Ye;

[83] fallen for a friend? hahahahha. yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself? no lmao who would believe me

[85] miracles? kinda

[86] love at first sight?  i gotta kno the person first lolilol

[87] Santa Claus? no lol

[88] kiss on the first date? idek neverhad a date

[89] angels? ,?? WHY U ASK ME

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: lets call her Snake

[91] eye color: Brown

[92] favorite movie: french funny stuffs

i lost 20min of my life 20 X 60 SECONDS ITS 1.200 SECONDS U KNO DAT ?

at this point i rly should make a notes where i just have to copy past all the ppl i kno so i tag @talk-senpai-to-me im sry everyone XD @kuroreden @ghouly-e @idrawbts

[hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmh]

92 Questions Tag

Tagged by @letstudyhardmed​ (thank you!)

Rules: Answer these 92 questions and then tag 20 people

Last

Drink : Water

Phone call : My mom 

Text message : ‘that is far from wholesome and certainly not dank’ - my friend roasting a meme lol

song you listened : I’m Not Famous by AJR (actually listening to it rn)

time you cried : Last night I rewatched the finale of west wing and sobbed lmao

Have You…

dated someone twice : no

kissed someone and regretted it : no

being cheated on : no

lost someone special : yes

been depressed : i don’t think so

gotten drunk and thrown up : nope

Three favorite colours:

Cyan, bright yellow, bright pale orange

In the last year , have you :

made new friends : yes

fallen out of love : like not real love but teenager love yes

laughed until you cried : yes

found out someone was talking about you : like in a good way tho

meet someone who changed you : no i knew all of them before

found out who your friends are : yes

kissed someone on your Facebook list : no

General :

how many of your Facebook friends do you know in your real life : all of them

any pets : nope

do you want to change your name : nah i love my name

what did you do for your last birthday : um i think i had a sleepover w friends the day after but on my birthday i did apush hw and cried ?

what time do you wake up :  I say 6:30, but usually more like 6:50

what were you doing at midnight last night : i had just fallen asleep

Something you cant wait for : i did that stuff this weekend, though i’m pretty pumped for black panther to come out

last time you saw your mom : about an hour and a half ago?

what is one thing you wish you could change in your life : i’d like to increase my discipline so i actually follow through on stuff? 

what are you listening to right now : Come Hang Out by AJR (can you tell i like them lol)

have you ever talked to a person named tom : no i don’t think so

something that is getting on your nerves : there’s this solo for my choir that some people got chosen to audition for and some ppl asked and i had to ask which is kind of irritating bc i really thought i was on my director’s radar as a Good Singer? idk we’ll see how the actual audition goes lol

most visited websites : tumblr (ugh) and youtube? also spotify

Other info about myself ….

mole/s : a bunch everywhere

mark/s : I’ve got a nasty scar on my thumb from a blister i got canoeing, and a huge faded one on my leg from this time i got a 2nd degree burn

childhood dream : being an architect/chef/pop star/movie star/entrepreneur (i was indecisive)

hair colour : dark brown

long or short hair : long i guess? it’s past my shoulders

do you have a crush on someone : not really any Crushes? tho i’ve got a few ppl i keep my eye on lol

what do you like about yourself : i really love my brain it just works very well for me and makes connections p quickly? also it’s good at art stuff in addition to school stuff which is nice for me bc i like both

piercings : my ears

blood type : i have no idea

nickname : Ally

relationship status : single as always

zodiac :  aquarius

pronouns : she/her

favourite TV show: West Wing

tattoos : nope

right or left hand : right

hair dyed in different colour: never, though i wanted to in middle school

sport : i’ve done a bunch but not in years 

vacation : um i go a lot of places? most recently iceland and utah, and this summer i’m going to italy?

sneakers: just got new ones that were a huge change. i used to have neon yellow/pink ones, but now i have like super minimalist black nikes

More General ….

eating : i don’t really enjoy eating, except when it’s breakfast food

drinking : mostly water lol, though i did get drunk for the first time ever this weekend

i’m about to : go down to eat dinner and continue with my latin translating

waiting for : this thing to be done? also for school to start up again tomorrow

want : to do well this quarter/on my midterms and just move on

get married : like i want to? though it’s optional i guess idk i’ll see

career : i’d really like to go into politics, though also advertising and publishing are pretty compelling

hugs or kisses : never experienced the latter so hugs

lips or eyes : lips

shorter or taller : taller? though i’m p short

older or younger :  younger (i cannot handle being around little kids)

nice arms or nice stomach : nice arms

sensitive or loud : loud 

hook up or relationship : relationship lmao i am Not mature enough for hook ups

troublemaker or hesitant : hesitant

Have You Ever….

kissed a Stranger : nope

drank hard liquor : i’ve only had hard liquor?

lost glasses/contact lenses : i don’t have them

turned someone down : yes

sex on the first date : no

broken someone’s heart : like i don’t think so?

had your heart broken : in a melodramatic teenager way sort of

been arrested : no

cried when someone died : yes

fallen for a friend : kinda my MO

Do You Believe In ….

yourself : yes

miracles : yes

love at first sight : at first conversation

santa claus : no

kiss on the first date : why wouldn’t you?

Other.…

current best friend name : Zoë

eye colour: dark brown

favourite movie: i have a lot but recently Molly’s Game

20 People I Tag …..

Lmao i don’t have time for this. If you see it and want to do it just say I tagged you