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realmadridx14 · 4 years ago

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Vent to us queen 👂🏻

Me about to answer this ask in all asterisks bc deep down i dont actually want random people to know my trauma

Anyway the gist of it is:

My *** absolutely hates my *** and will do anything to make *** fail including waste all *** money, and now each of them is bitching to me about the other and like i shouldnt be my ******* therapist but i guess being the only **** does that to you and i am tired also of my *** specifically bc *** keeps finding ******** in ** like first it was ****** then it became ***** next it'll probably be ******* and i'm so tired i'm genuinely considering just marrying any random person just to leave this fucking place

#but i know thats very bad and i wont do it i promise #but it's just so! exhausting! thinking twice about every word you say every action you do #bc you KNOW it'll be held against you one way or the other #you wake up 'late' one day suddenly you're a lazy pos who hates her ***#you wake up on time and you're irresponsible and need someone to care for ypi #*you #you wake up early and its 'oh so you're capable of waking up early but you dont do it specifically to hurt me'#and thats just waking up in the morning on weekends!!!!!#you take too long shitting you're a bad *****#you study too early in the day you're 'avoiding' het #you study too late you're wasting your time and future #you make a joke about ANYTHING it gets used against you later #even if you do something good or positive it gets twisted into victimising herself #it's suffocating!#i just need a fucken break but i cant fucking get one #postgrad got postponed bc we need the money rn #jobs arent accepting shit #i just want a break :(

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