#physically: My knee has been popping weirdly and painfully today so i don't know if I can trust it
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#just kinda like on all fronts#physically: My knee has been popping weirdly and painfully today so i don't know if I can trust it#I've had a headache all day which has only been growing in intensity#mentally: just kinda not here?#my ability to think and communicate like a human being has deteriorated to the point where i struggle to type coherent sentences#emotionally: probably the worst ive been in months#ive kinda been stuck in a self-loathing spiral due to not really feeling like i got anything accomplished today#today has felt so long but ive done so little#that on top of some other things has me feeling kinda useless? pointless?#idk something along those lines#everyone is gone today as well so i haven't really had something to break myself out of it#on top of that#i think i hurt someone im very close to#im hoping it will be a while until they see this#i want to be over this before it becomes more of their problem#idk#i feel like im trapped in my own mind#every anxious and/or insecure thought chipping away at my already fragile confidence that i actively spent time trying to build up#i don't know#i just hope tomorrow brings something better#i doubt it#but im gonna take some sleeping drugs so that i can just skip straight to it#good night tumblr#im sure you'll be seeing me tomorrow#rant#personal
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