#pfff i'm gonna doodle on paper in the end anyway why do i even consider drawing directly on computer???
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#i'm in the mood where i desperately want to draw but then i don't bc i know i'm not capable of drawing like i want it to look like and guess#who i want to draw so i fear i can't do him justice a g a i n and i can't look at that drawing anymore a g a i n bc it looks so awful to me#like all the times i've drawn him!!!!!!111111#except for that gauntlet pic and a few ones i did on paper#that bun bun pic is on thin ice#but that other poorly drawn ephlyon pic still haunts me it's so bad i can't believe i actually really posted it what was i thinking????????#wtf youmie#aaaahhhhhh#pfff i'm gonna doodle on paper in the end anyway why do i even consider drawing directly on computer???#pencil sketches with watercolours look better anyway so no big deal...#*s i g h s*#i have just too many unnecessary things and ideas in mind that i want to share but most of it is so self indulgent ihighlydoubtanyoneisinte#estedinhearingmoreofthingslikethathappyfamilyauiamstillembarrassedofeverpostingthathereyoumiewtf#this boi is literally ruining my life i love him so much and just want to protect him *ugly sobbing*#i was also thinking of writing some of my heroes stories down since i read quite a lot of that recently so i can also put yummy more in foc#s +adding my mu from fates in it for more funny scenes hahaha i sketched some of that already as well#and so they(me) can hug the son whenever he is sad#maybe when i reach 100 followers i do something like this as a thank you#but that means i must write in english again and that still frightens me a bit tbh#not to mention i also would have to look up almost every word in a dictionary first#ok maybe i overstated that a bit but this silly fear is still here#about yummy#and i may or may not have an extreme rush of protectiveness for lyon again bc of that marvelous fanfiction i just read and i#i can't even#my soft purple son i cry
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