#perception of reality and im imagining all these symptoms and pain and shit and it's all in my head...
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starting to think i should've pushed harder for doctors to actually find what's wrong with me.....
#but noooo i just had to be particularly neurotic during the heart visits and br like well i cant trust my own#perception of reality and im imagining all these symptoms and pain and shit and it's all in my head...#and now i'm like girl....... no.........#but ough im still like that i thought i made the fainting thing up too but witnesses told me otherwise and anyway when i went to that dr#i didn't push nesrly hard enough my pcp even was like? u didn't do testing? snd i was like no..... probably should have pushed for that#back when i could huh......#anyway whatever. i don't know whats wrong with me and i cant go to the dr and its like last november-january all over again#sad!
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